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aring spirit truth unconditional love on december 22 2018 by mark lanesbury our nakedness 58 replies i am walking down the middle of the main street of my town many people on both sides each step i take shows me a different part of the street a new shop different people even the energy can be felt at levels never before touched i have started at the beginning of the street slowly making my way along its length and the people are quite loud it is laughter and becoming quite distinct and for some reason i m really affected by it squirming at each step and afraid that it is at me then i realise why i m naked exposed physically and emotionally and totally at odds with the environment and bringing myself to the attention of one and all there is nowhere to go nowhere to hide i just have to keep walking at each step i begin to hear voices now but they are no longer laughing they are now voicing their concerns branding me with their shock at what i am doing letting me know that this is not acceptable many emotions can now be distinguished laughter becoming embarrassment raised voices becoming more stern and touching on anger as their judgement comes to the fore i try to disappear in plain sight but regardless of my direction i must face what is happening and in that humdrum of noise it is my turn to be shocked and strengthened by a lone voice one of praise for daring the un darable and standing in the nakedness of my truth no longer masked by my fears it puts another brick into the foundation of the path i am walking i have almost reached the end of the street and an overpowering urge to stop and look back overcomes me and in that moment i finally see where i have been and realise this is my life s path many judgements from all around reinforcing beliefs that were never mine but locking me into their owners all of these built on the fears that they held from that very same process i now tread my walk has taken quite a long time and i now realise that as each step gives me these understandings my nakedness no longer matters and in fact has built a quiet strength as my belief in self grows the people back at the beginning of my walk have forgotten me and moved on i can see everything that has been directed at me was only coming from their fears their embarrassment their inability to deal with a moment because of where they were at within themselves as they deal with their own naked walk so what does this all mean no i didn t dream the above it was shown to me after a little wander into my own main street that lives within each of us in fact spirit has taken me on a guided tour back and i mean way back into my past the beginning of my walk up that same main street to a time of my childhood to where my fears of rejection were really being locked in at around that tender time of 9 years old that rejection i felt was a lack of love from my father and my attempts at gaining it by doing so many things to please and being knocked back each time until a coping strategy was put in place to deal with its pain a wall of fear and each time i faced that rejection in the future it would raise its head i thought i had faced that life fear over the last couple of years and understood that journey and i had as an adult but that 9 year old was still lost and needed to touch that understanding and the reassurance that it brings over the last couple of years i had met this very nice lady that had an incredible energy that always gives me a signal that something is about to happen but as the years went by nothing seemed to be occurring so i thought that it was just something in the connection and it was doing its thing little did i know i was being prepared for that event i have visited this ladies home out in the country a few times now each time to mind her home while she was away or on a mercy errand to help with a healing with her animals and to be truthful an enjoyable re connection with her and my childhood love of nature growing up in a similar place but on the second last visit she had given me some bowen therapy that released something very powerful within me and as i was minding her home while she was away at a workshop i was left to fend for myself not realising i was about to re enact those childhood fears in a big way when i was a child in those moments of rejection i would go out into the nearby forest lay down in the long grass and just close down and hear the nature all around me wind blowing through the tree s and an intense loneliness would envelop me the first night at this ladies home after the bowen therapy felt exactly like those moments in the forest her home buffs against a state forest so wind in the tree s birds and other animals calling and that loneliness descended like a blanket to a point that i was almost in shock because of my reaction at first i wasn t sure of what it meant an emotion that seemed to touch me and leave me drained but with no understanding to follow but the next journey to her home months later now finally opened that door allowed that 9 year old to touch a missing link but with the wisdom of that hindsight above and look back into my journey to see a time traveled and why i reacted as i did i ve seen that my dad had also been treated that very same way by his father and it was all he knew he could only be what he had become on that journey given to him by those he loved and looked up to just as i had through my life but understanding changes us and that wind in the tree s showed me that i have come a long way indeed so far that i can now see forgive release and become the nakedness of my truth no longer held back by thinking it was others and uncovering those things that i had buried through fear it was a raw touch of those past feelings of a 9 year old but for that 9 year old to see those truths and finally understand them released a way of being that had held him for way too long no longer stealing life by living within those shackles that we mold because of our journey the road has cleared a little more the light is extending further on my path and an acceptance of myself has shown me that even though these paths are pretty rough beneath them all is a love like no other under those muddy steps there really is a yellow brick road for us all the peace that has descended on me is quite profound even though i feel i am still in shock dealing with these understandings so much so that on arriving home i feel very disjointed like i no longer live here and feel that i m in a strange place but the overall feeling is one of change the releasing of the old so that a new path can be built no longer reacting to life but one of building a future of wherever i wish to go there may be more to add to this story yet as time goes by but its like going through any event when we look back we see it with new eyes and understand it in its different pieces until an acceptance of who and what we have become because of it settles into place and in fact and to be totally honest at the moment i just feel like sitting in the sun and eating an ice cream i wonder where that 9 year old really is right now do we ever really leave them behind no longer a part of what we have become share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged fear healing journey life love spirit truth understanding wisdom on october 20 2018 by mark lanesbury lost soul 50 replies good morning one and all i do hope you are all going to have a lovely weekend for me i have created a hiccup with my email server which is refusing to connect me back to the world so i haven t received any posts likes comments or even a cup of coffee from a lost delivery man over the last couple of days even my bills haven t turned up which i ll take as a blessing until i m overdue and my electricity gets cut off and i don t even know if this is going to post so i may be just talking to myself my mum says i do it all the time so i m not ignoring anyone just lost for a while until i can sort this out and just to add to this holiday i m going away for a few days to help a horse which has cancer he s been calling out to me for another healing but to be truthful he just loves a good brush and a hug to which i will lovingly reply until i return and sort this all out may your email be working your hair get a good brush your body get a good hug and an order of coffee knock at your door share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on august 18 2018 by mark lanesbury becoming the love you ve been looking for 46 replies a wonderful understanding of that search for the love in our lives share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on april 4 2018 by mark lanesbury the people in our lives 82 replies people come into your path for a reason a season or a lifetime when you know which one it is you will know what to do with that person when someone is in your life for a reason it is usually to meet a need you have expressed they have come to assist you through a difficulty to provide you with guidance and support to aid you physically emotionally or spiritually they may seem like they are a godsend and they are they are there for the reason you need them to be then without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end sometimes they die sometimes they walk away sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand what we must realize is that our need has been met our desire fulfilled their work is done the prayer you sent up has now been answered and now it is time to move on some people come into your life for a season because your turn has come to share grow or learn they bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh they may teach you something you have never done they usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy believe it it is real but only for a season lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons things you must build upon to have a solid emotional foundation your job is to accept the lesson love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life it is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant thank you for being a part of my life whether you were a reason a season or a lifetime unknown author they are guiding us towards that self love those many people in our lives the good ones bad and in between they each show us us may those that you meet see the truth and beauty that those before encouraged us to stand in share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged belief feelings healing journey love within relationships sharing unconditional love understanding on march 26 2018 by mark lanesbury finding our happiness 60 replies all of your life you are seeking that mythical place called happiness well i found it but not where i was looking this world will bring into our lives something called a fear in our childhood actually and we spend our entire lives avoiding it on guard in case it jumps out from who knows where and one day while i was going through the most horrendous time in my life i had to look inside it because it had made me reach a point where i finally admitted to myself that i could not do this pain thing anymore i was worth so much more than this so i went looking at this thing that kept bobbing up in my life those relationships that seemed to keep doing the same things to me and in there was it but i had to go digging because as a child my emotional handling capacity was very immature so i had just built a wall you know that block block block we do with the things we can t handle emotionally so that it won t cause us any pain but down behind that wall is something so amazing that when you see it it will blow your mind it will hit you like a steam train simply because its simplicity will be incredible but its power in that moment will awaken the slumberer again simply because of the understanding of something that has held you at bay for many years and in that moment the fear will lose its power forever it will set you free and a happiness we had searched for for so long will empower you with the one thing we have been missing for so long that ability to love ourselves is there a happy ever after in this world you better believe it my friend and its got your name all over it share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged fear healing life love unconditional love understanding wisdom on february 10 2018 by mark lanesbury post navigation older posts recent posts i ve run away may 31 2019 why do we climb mountains april 13 2019 the sound love makes march 14 2019 this is it march 7 2019 merry christmas to all december 22 2018 our nakedness october 20 2018 lost soul august 18 2018 becoming the love you ve been looking for april 4 2018 the people in our 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