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wearing thin copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved p email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on october 9 2025 by poeeternal a great wave a great wave is moving across the milky way just like the letter i wrote you that day i wonder how much gravity weighed have you sat with sin could you do it again trapped in a mine barely breathing i m asking when cuz lately it s all we re doing crunching time like it s ours to begin with is there something between enemy and friend more than acquaintance we re reaching the beginning of the end it can drag on lifetimes yet in a blink you have died suffered the insufferable like it was a crashing tide i remember 2009 i miscalculated the depths of my love and how the years go on never asking permission once gotta do what it wants i wanna sleep where he haunts copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved you know it s the time john jones died worst death to ever die if i ever go awol i won t really be missing well i mean probably won t catch me crawling around no tight spots probably i mean anything is possible im out my fuckin mind i m claustrophobic need the lights on gotta be able to spread eagle i ve loved you far too long the past is filled with the scars of our love real photo by me look at her recording everything we do she s got the look too spotlights on me and you need to make a trip to the library and zoo just shit i can t seem to convince myself to do like eating there are them days i hear the doctors words replay fasting two weeks is good i can t go a day without loving you even if it s hate filled apples contain cyanide but i like them caramel coated not rotted on the inside i don t like it when you lie email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on september 30 2025 by poeeternal where is home where is home we re shifting in the void like meeting in the bathroom you called me paranoid while all these years have past my heart is where you roam like living in purgatory where secrets are destroyed where do the lost belong when standing at the crossroad like we re overjoyed do we wait here long copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved p postscript hi thank you so much for still being here how much time has passed i thought i would be in recovery by now i thought i d be dead north east south west confusion in my head remember a long time ago i posted a link to a youtube video of a tool song the fib sequence that a student in college i think put together it received millions of views then one day he posted he had to take it down the sound was going to be removed fast forward to now i tried to find that video long gone what s in place is maynard talking about the song math the sequence he s still the biggest pompous piece of shit and i said what i said didn t i so just today cuz how old are we again i found tool and maynard on the tiktok i followed first both accounts and then i blocked remembering that time may may blocked me on facebook for sending a friend request and hi not only is he ugly on the outside but he makes some of the best music known to exist i just won t support it my sis refuses to go to his gigs calls him an asshole she s a professional music photographer and wedding pet i got her into them she met him he s a dick literally did not want to go to a gig don t blame slash gave me the cold shoulder when we met in new orleans and i ain t ever been the same he was nice to my daughter tho rolls eyes we drove 4 hours to hard rock in new orleans for them to tell me she wasn t allowed in the club i said what u mean i iz her mom so they waited and listened outside and we tried to meet them after the show we met them i m actually still facebook friends with his bass player lmao i was crushing on todd anyhoo axl seems he s half himself again i wouldn t mind seeing gn r they cancelled cuz axl wasn t allowed booze on stage with the fireworks rolls eyes i had an entire wall dedicated to only gnr them posters from them magazines some of them folded out two pages i think i d feel cozy in a space with a blacklight blacklight posters a stone mountain nearby man i miss them stores there s a mall here i wanna loiter at the mall there s a cinema an arcade i don t want another dead mall i like this city i just don t know if i wanna die on this hill i have a door in front of me how many doors of opportunity have you closed dr peterson says it happens subtly people aren t even aware they re closing doors to their on possibilities they had a chance to do something they wanted and they wasted it i see it happen all the time mind you this was a podcast i was watching i wasn t having a one on one videos from 4 months ago that pompous prick talking about the song he made how dare he it s the fact that they made the college kids popular video disappearrrrrr i remember when he posted about it i commented i was responsible for one million views i think he liked it too i never screenrecorded i never thought it would disappear my mother lied dear things don t stay on the internet foreverrrrer anyhoo more lines yes or no check box and return it s weird i have all these memories of a person i no longer am tale of the body thief 2 0 daisy girl cute but a cannibal email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on september 4 2025 december 31 2025 by poeeternal 3 comments never looking back i just wanted you to know how hard it is to let go all of this but then again what s there to miss standing at the cliff no rope to climb with i don t even have a picture think i burned all of my sister doesn t mean i never miss her writing on the sand on the stalls it s my fault nobody calls copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on august 20 2025 august 20 2025 by poeeternal protected idgaf dear this content is password protected to view it please enter the password below password posted on august 2 2025 by poeeternal 5 comments why heaven can t reach us i imagine the distance that keeps us and why heaven can t reach us because space isn t just silent it s speechless maybe your name is apophis we re both lost in the abyss that s not what i asked according to saint peter steele april 2 0 2 9 the final time the end my friend is not near the hour in fact is quite here could you pick your speed up on writing lines even if i m not on time i never learned to set a clock i never even hear a chime it s almost like it is a crime but i can do a run on i think it has been too long but i don t have timer in the kitchen to help me not burn this song he reminds me of you but aren t your eyes blue like an angel from the sky make me fall down and sigh know you saw me coming too or maybe your the jester i m just a guesser do you know how to measure luminosity what about the loss of me i really just wanted to share the first 4 lines i ll play catchup another day it ll be easier to snap photos of my messy writings it s just freestyle it s not messy messy it s just the urge to write in cursive with curses found out who you really were didn t make a difference cuz you were meant for her you go from sunshine to icy winds the road less travelled is the road we ve been you go from shadow to now we re friends i guess we re ghosting again copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved flat earth not confirmed email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on july 13 2025 by poeeternal i m not afraid are you paying for your sins cuz it s all black and white where we live like looking at the the sky we go places planes won t fly have you sat in a room with your biggest enemy did you have a chance to dine with me where do you go when you plan to leave will you appear in another galaxy cuz i don t need a crystal ball to see the sacrifices crawl or flowing down the river bank it ll never flood again you think have you calculated costs is it buried under mud and frost or a thousand hundred years like losing lives on lies cuz you ain t never shared your bread with me you ain t never been to bed with me but i know you would ve bled with me cuz shedding sin is like shedding ghosts but it s cold outside so you ll need your coats i know you got an alibi i ve been driving 80 flooring 100 lately just to hear your lie time is platinum unlike for juliana sacrificed no honor locals cheering she s a goner but i don t know who wins this when every policy s unfit unclear is your last text sent since you swore there were no fears i saw you trembling on the mountain dear and how they took their time on getting near but i know they had a lot of gear an ulterior motive to carry up as well i m not afraid god is unfazed but they will pay when they return to hell like a raging torrent but whose paying for it copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved want more i ve got a few more lines in me don t damn me what if they confirmed it was rat logs the old data involved but they will say is current another data breach circling like a serpent i bet that nest smells of death and decay and everything you fucking say i embrace my bruises and scars i embrace for impact do you know how to measure luminosity what about the loss of me well i guess that s all i got for now it s all on pages in the real world email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on july 12 2025 by poeeternal i ll tell you a secret when it rains i imagine this is how you d say goodbye images are shattered like leaving your mask on the table it s a curse or a favor writing messages of c u later but you were the only clown that mattered twisted masquerade year nine have you been with me this whole time you go from sunshine to icy winds the road less travelled is the road we ve been you go from shadow to now we re friends i guess we are ghosting again the earth could tip and the sea would swallow us wide everything but my pride this wasn t recent but i still get em copyright 2025 delia ross poeeternal all rights reserved arrow down email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on july 1 2025 by poeeternal oh daisy do i m sorry but imagine me in a long trench coat with like a dozen or more of rats and rodents banging on heaven s door just crawling all over me my shoulder my pockets my pigtails presumably brought some things with me daisy age around 6 months known to bite cannibalistic likes crickets here she s snacking on a twig with flowers email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on june 28 2025 june 28 2025 by poeeternal meet daisy store said she d been there the longest adopted and returned they said she likes to bite charlie already wants to extend the family i told charlie it might not be best knocking daisy up her first night here not to mention the habs aren t even completed i was going in for substrate and saw that sign for 50 off they said eventually it d be reduced even further to 75 and then well she goes one more place and tries one more time where surely she will bite and their number one rule for biting is put down it saddens me this society this lifestyle of bartering one another at what cost there was another girl that was born there i really wanted her she had a cow like print i need land and a shed i don t care what the influencers think this is animal abuse but mine are sleeping peacefully in their chaotic hab hab is short for habitat for those who don t know they also get me as their caretaker and no one on tiktok seems to get that i told daisy today that the family returned her because she didn t belong with them she belonged here i m scared of daisy but she let s me handle her has not bit me and has stopped squealing like a squeaky toy when i pick her up she also allows me to segregate charlie even tho she runs after him it s new to her probably hurts she knows she wants it but she don t and charlie be down there doing things that should be behind closed doors but she could rip his head off when she is thru and that s the reality of adopting two syrian hamsters from different stores male and female of breeding age it s almost like i needed enrichment in my life trying to keep two hamsters from killing one another or falling in love they said she was spicy so i named her after a sweet flower daisy seems to have already taken to her name she knows not to bite me she s learning her new habs she s met charlie 4 times and he was ready to extend the family right away they have been grooming one another licking and sniffing lots of face to face stare offs nose touches could be love or war she s not as fit it was her first time on a 10 inch or 8 inch wheel they had a saucer at the store prob used it to lay on charlie has a friend now but she could be a killer so i won t leave them alone i know i shouldn t be buying hamsters while dying and not even having the correct hab setup but now my life has purpose can t move into my noah phase if the ark is empty back to the basics they say i am a child that never grew up so i got a hammy logical and i know you love me even more but you don t know why cuz you fucking hate me and will never speak again charlie and daisy sitting on a tree k i s s i n g they kinda have our first name initials just realized awe email a link to a friend opens in new window email post like loading posted on june 26 2025 by poeeternal charlie appreciation post i dunno how something so tiny can have such a huge part of my heart he s the great love of my life and there s nothing i can do about it but charlie just got his face stuck between the wire biting it and he whimpered we both were a bit put back by the incident but he still crawled into my hand once he got free i said let s not do that again charlie and i don t reckon he s planning to but then again we re 3 weeks into this death contraction i told charlie accidents happen but that should not have happened charlie is actually smarter than me he s cuter than me too i m not smarter than a 5th grader i m not smarter than a hamster shame on them pet stores hiring experts selling snake oil the manager s don t even decide what to stock no returns and they euthanize the unhomed unadopted over 3 million animals are killed every year including hamsters like charlie charlie s species is on the endangered list someone said yeah but that s the one s in the wild but a long time ago charlie s bloodline was stolen from the desert a mom and 12 pups to be sold to someone like me and all the unsold unwanted are put down to make room for more still i can t make them see two and two so if we re in a 6th mass extinction shouldn t we be playing moses and whatnot i mean noah they were kidnapped from their hab so much so they re listed as endangered but they also get put down when they do not find their forever home just don t get a 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