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to complete a number of extra courses so working was really becoming hard for me and stopping my progress serendipity kicked in my boss was doing performance appraisals that week mine was absolutely appalling i had never had a review like it i knew none of it was true but difficult to prove along with it was a warning letter this is usually the first step made in the procedure to fire someone so the alarm bells were ringing loud and clear i decided to resign she knew that i would even though it would mean more financial hardship i would benefit from extra study time and would leave the dregs of this part of my life behind it was a bitter sweet moment unfortunately my partner didn t see it as sweet at all he totally lost his temper you ve chucked a perfectly good job straight down the toilet he admonished i had but life moves on and sometimes you are not meant to go down the destructive path any longer my boss kept delaying my leaving party twice the dates were changed i knew she didn t want to hold one and in truth i didn t really care but it was a matter of principle for me i was entitled to one and even after my last official work day i kept pushing for it she had no choice but to organise it all long term employees have a leaving party i learned from some of the staff confidentially that it would not be a happy shin dig they had been banned from collecting for a gift for me a usual and voluntary protocol and there would be no potluck lunch another usual voluntary sort of attendance and a chance for staff to socialise instead a late afternoon almost at quitting time tea and cake ceremony had been arranged the staff were ordered to attend i arrived and the room had been set with chairs lined up against the walls of a small room the staff sat gloomily in a quadrangle looking like prisoners facing a firing squad instead of people wishing me well i meditated a few seconds of grounding for myself as i sat down my boss made a totally phoney speech and her subordinate simpering production manager then recited a terrible composed poem that was ridiculous and not bringing the intended guffaws from solemn faced staff i started to giggle and then to maniacally laugh at her fake friendliness our photographer was snapping photos of my contorted face they would never be printed my boss snapped why are you laughing totally losing her cool and showing her true colours in front of the staff i had made up an excuse about the photos making me feel self conscious but she knew why i was laughing my boss told the photographer to knock it off no more photos cut the poem short that her sidekick was reading aloud and quickly presented me with a cheap reproduction university watch and lapel pin i looked at them with bemusement my boss had never got to know me properly everyone who knew me well knew that i can t wear watches because they always stop working or behave so erratically they are useless to me neither item would ever be worn and i eventually chucked them away as they just felt like bad energy ceremony finished the cake and tea were handed out the green and white icing was ludicrously garish as people sat with their refreshments the university provost came to sit next to me he was basically fishing for information he protected my boss his protégé until his retirement some years on from this when ultimately she herself would be fired i think the provost wanted to see if i was going to proceed with legal action i had sent in a letter to say that i felt my resignation was forced under unnecessary duress that was all i was going to do just for the record but i had received a letter back from my boss that the matter was now in the hands of university lawyers i made idle chat with the provost and then said did you know that your teeth have turned fluorescent green i grinned at him i looked around everyone was now speaking with the dental sets of norwegian trolls it was hilarious the provost closed his mouth and left to find out which clown had produced such a terrible dye in the cake unfortunately the cake had the same effect as an ebola outbreak the staff quickly dumped it into a bin and started to line up to quickly to wish me well and exit the building as fast as humanly possible i felt like i was accepting commiserations at a funeral line ah but that cake was such fun someone was definitely on my side i was free and i didn t care that the party had been a total disaster to be continued colettebytes alternative energy health spiritual uncategorized 1 comment february 20 2020 5 minutes earthing intermission earthing a journey 8 edh dav my personal journey to connect with earth continued i shall interrupt my historical journey for a moment to bring a current earthing experience i am in thailand on an island koh samet is a national park so doesn t experience agriculture or the pesticides and chemicals that go with it plastic detritus in the sea is a big problem but nature still thrives here with a population of endangered hornbill s lizards snakes scorpions and a variety of life that is going missing in other parts of thailand dig the island is a playground for the rich and the poor everyone here is happy even those who work selling stuff we have spent some long days walking barefoot here the beaches are fantastic places for grounding the spirit renews and the soul soars when we can connect with nature and electrically bond with the earth i watch and see the energy auras of people they become flushed with white light rather than the muddy yellows and oranges associated with emotional problems and stresses smiles and relaxed faces all around fun instead of work community spirit instead of reluctant interactions even the stray dogs are happy here running into the sea playing and really enjoying life i would recommend the beach as the best place to go barefoot and wash away the overcharged and over stressed burdens of modern life kids instinctively know what to do at the beach they run into the water and sit in it even toddlers will do this on their first ever visit to the seashore we all need to do this to reconnect with that which makes us healthy happy human beings grounding is one of the easiest things to do yet most of our life is ungrounded self inflicted detachment from our earth and it makes us sick as i mentioned at the beginning of this series the earthing movie offers the science and the anecdotal evidence for the healing we experience from connecting directly with the earth and the reasons that we are mostly separated from it do watch it the earthing movie to be continued colettebytes alternative earth energy health humanity kindness spiritual uncategorized 4 comments february 19 2020 february 19 2020 1 minute earthing failures earthing a journey 7 my personal journey to connect with earth continued time flies when you are having fun or more correctly when you are working towards a goal summer went by in a blur we didn t have a long summer break from college and we re now well into fall one of the other students asked me if i would conduct a reiki session for her mom mom was not much older than me she was suffering terrible back pain and had consented to having a steel rod bracing surgically inserted to support her spine it hadn t gone well and now she was in hospital fighting infection and in agony she was to have more major surgery to remove the rods again the student told me that she didn t believe in reiki but would i try anyway i wasn t feeling optimistic about this which should have been a warning for me to follow my intuition and keep away from this but the student begged me we arrived at the hospital and were talking with her mom when the private room door opened a parade of interns and the surgeon walked in my heart sank mom introduced her daughter and then me as lady who was going to give her some energy healing the surgeon surveyed me skeptically he spent a few minutes asking mom questions and giving her info about her surgery scheduled for the next day while we tried not to listen as he turned to leave with his entourage he smirked at me good luck maybe you ll have better success than me it wasn t meant kindly i took off my coat and gloves and washed my hands in the corner sink but my hands were still chilly i apologised for their initial coolness as i placed them on her i moved systematically as i had been taught focusing on general soothing energy generation my hands began to generate their usual tingliness as i breathed energy through me all touch would have to be in face up position as she had much difficulty in moving at all as my hands moved over her abdomen and of course low spine beneath strong magnetic fields started to jerk my hands to specific places i had felt these before on other people they were indicative of joint pain wear and tear and inflammation but these were the strongest magnetic sensations i d ever felt my hands danced as if possessed they pulled to a specific spot but from there i became scared i felt strongly that a sort of goo was attaching to my hands i tried to pull it but then mom who had been lying quietly up to now began to moan and wince with pain her eyes were still closed but her body heaved under my hands ever so slightly i was out of my depth on this reiki session mom needed a master to work on her as i had seen at the saturday course i felt unprepared to deal with someone going into the kind of thrashing that i had witnessed when trying to pull out this sick energy from a person i had to let it slide back and moved on i finished the reiki with soothing energy and gently asked mom to open her eyes she was asleep but came around when her daughter said you can wake up now mom said she felt calm and it was nice thanking me for helping i didn t say anything i felt a complete failure we left and i decided not to tell the student what i had experienced i had encountered something very bad bone cancer perhaps but i really didn t know and didn t want to cause a false alarm later the student told me that her mom still didn t believe but that she did note how my hands went from feeling ice cold to almost roasting with heat especially over her abdomen i have only had one other intense instance like this it came later when i had my massage therapy practice some years later an elderly gentleman of african origin had walked in one day he asked for a 30 minute session i always did a thorough intake questionnaire and discovered some unsettling things on his medical history i asked him to lie on my table an adjustable hydrolic table that i could lower for him i had not asked him to undress as per usual i used palpation skills and a few easy tests to determine where his pain originated my heart sank as i felt sticky energy in his right hip pelvis and low back the poor man was in intense pain suddenly the door had flown open and his large angry looking wife stomped into the room yelling she was unhappy he was on my table i asked her to return to the waiting room and that i could not divulge anything client confidentiality i turned to him you need to go back to your doctor your problem looks quite serious and you may need to see a specialist i was as kind as i could be and i apologised that i thought a massage would not help he squeezed my hand and smiled the man had suffered lymph cancer but had been in remission for two years what i intuitively felt but could not say was that i suspected that it had returned aggressively and was eating through his bones i did not charge him saying that all we had done was an assessment he thanked me and left i felt unhappy that i had to turn him away but i would have been negligent if i tried to give him a massage a reiki session might have soothed but that was not what he wanted or what my practice offered five days later the receptionist had a message waiting for me as i arrived for afternoon appointments the man s son had called to say that his father had died but the family was very grateful to me he had felt quite at peace after he left my office i felt so unhappy he was such a nice man mom had all her steel rods removed but still struggled with pain the student and i were not speaking that often so other than knowing something of her mom s gradual deterioration i did not learn what the outcome was sometimes we feel things that we would rather not life throws all sorts of tragedies at us grounding is the only way to transmute the energies of such encounters we cannot take on other people s energies to ourselves no matter how much we want to help they just make us sick ourselves i was not in a position to offer more though i would dearly have liked to i knew that i must not let my own ego get in the way all i could do was learn from my failures to be continued colettebytes alternative health humanity spiritual uncategorized 13 comments february 17 2020 february 17 2020 5 minutes earthing experiences earthing a journey 6 my personal journey to connect with earth continued the post christmas season was a blah time i wasn t eating very well again and tended to stop at mcdonald s for an egg mcmuffin for breakfast on the way to college little did i know until years later that they because of the egg were the cause of ankle pains and joint stiffness that had me wearing orthotic inserts and taking pain killers i thought it was the gruelling schedule and the physical demands of the massage practices that were having a physical effect it was the second term of school and the pace stepped up adding extra time to the curriculum in the form of evening massage clinics for the general public this meant that i had to take one evening per week off from work that meant catch up on my work load there too my boss was not impressed but i converted holiday allowance time to cover the evenings i wasn t going to get away with that forever though my holidays would quickly run out my time at home on weekdays was now mainly just for studying and sleeping as a consequence my already crappy relationship dived into a deep dark hole i actually hated going home to a silent brooding partner who was becoming more distant by the day one saturday his daughter was over she often came on a weekend to visit her dad she was working now and would soon get her own apartment we got on pretty well but she was increasingly aware of the tensions and kept to herself beyond shared mealtimes i had just gone upstairs to put laundry away when i heard the phone ring she answered it there was a lot of talking so the call was for her but i couldn t hear the conversation however i felt an awful feeling of dread come over me there was something about the call that felt wrong and sinister i had to do something walking in to his computer room i said to my partner i feel something bad is going to happen please tell your daughter not to go out tonight he looked at me as though i d grown two heads uh huh he said shaking his head and returning his attention to his computer i had to do something so i ran downstairs...
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