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s yellar fai tukh s yellar fai tukh navigate home ask archive random submit a post 1 sep 2026 dragxnflxwer a walk 3 299 notes so warm project hail mary rocky ryland grace 1 sep 2026 anarchistmemedistro youtendtoforget deactivated2025 i m ready to be transformed by the ibuprofen i m ready to be born again in its purifying light we have got to get americans healthcare 117 100 notes can t even have ibuprofen see all these posts let s take ibuprofen together but i cannot take nsaids standing across the field all alone gazing wistfully at the ibuprofen party ibuprofen tumblr 1 sep 2026 orpheusilver tumblr is such a beautiful realm im following a sailor a stripper an international lawyer 500 unemployed humanities majors with various physical disabilities and someone with an undisclosed office job thats driving them to insanity lets all blog together 20 870 notes tumblr 1 sep 2026 auburnlaughter iamenits fishing this out of nova s tags 2 557 notes yes star trek spock bones they love each other spones 31 aug 2026 sooosooosoup it s like those otter enclosures at the zoo 3 keep reading 5 946 notes omg the little blue pebble frantically waving its arm at grace project hail mary ryland grace eridians 31 aug 2026 macbethheadband macbethheadband macbethheadband macbethheadband macbethheadband captain kirk and youll never guess thats right spock 82 notes wow star trek kirk spock spirk 31 aug 2026 nimashkawizii blatantly contradictory penglue acidcatbath remember that guy that had a single auditory hallucination that told him he had a brain tumor and the exact location and then he went to the doctor and it was fucking right source full text a difficult case diagnosis made by hallucinatory voices december 1997 doi 10 1136 bmj 315 7123 1685 authors ikechukwu obialo azuonye oxleas nhs foundation trust introduction a previously healthy woman began to hear hallucinatory voices telling her to have a brain scan for a tumour the prediction was true she was operated on and had an uneventful recovery no previous illnesses born in continental europe in the mid 1940s the patient settled in britain in the late 1960s after a series of jobs she got married started a family and settled down to a full time commitment as a housewife and mother she rarely went to her general practitioner as she enjoyed good health and had never had any hospital treatment her children had also been in good health in the winter of 1984 as she was at home reading she heard a distinct voice inside her head the voice told her please don t be afraid i know it must be shocking for you to hear me speaking to you like this but this is the easiest way i could think of my friend and i used to work at the children s hospital great ormond street and we would like to help you ab had heard of the children s hospital but did not know where it was and had never visited it her children were well so she had no reason to worry about them this made it all the more frightening for her and the voice intervened again to help you see that we are sincere we would like you to check out the following and the voice gave her three separate pieces of information which she did not possess at the time she checked them out and they were true but this did not help because she had already come to the conclusion that she had gone mad in a state of panic ab went to see her doctor who referred her urgently to me i saw her at the psychiatric outpatients clinic and diagnosed a functional hallucinatory psychosis i offered general supportive counselling as well as medication with thioridazine to her great relief the voices inside her head disappeared after a couple of weeks of treatment and she went off on holiday while she was abroad and still taking the thioridazine the voices returned they told her that they wanted her to return to england immediately as there was something wrong with her for which she should have immediate treatment by this time she was also having other beliefs of a delusional nature she returned to london and i saw her again at my outpatients clinic by this time the voices had given her an address to go to reluctantly and just to reassure her that it was all in her mind her husband took her by car to the address in question it was the computerised tomography department of a large london hospital as she arrived there the voices told her to go in and ask to have a brain scan for two reasons she had a tumour in her brain and her brain stem was inflamed because the voices had told her things in the past that had turned out to be true ab believed them when they said that she had a tumour and was in a state of great distress when i saw her the next day brain scan requested in order to reassure her i requested a brain scan explaining in my letter that hallucinatory voices had told her that she had a brain tumour that i had not personally found any physical signs suggestive of an intracranial space occupying lesion and that the purpose of the scan was essentially to reassure the patient the request was initially declined on the grounds that there was no clinical justification for such an expensive investigation it was also implied that i had gone a little overboard believing what my patient s hallucinatory voices were telling her eventually after some negotiation the scan was done in april the initial findings led to a repeat scan with enhancement in may revealing a left posterior frontal parafalcine mass which extended through the falx to the right side it had all the appearances of a meningioma the consultant neurosurgeon to whom i referred ab noted the absence of headache or any other focal neurological deficits related to this mass and discussed with ab and her husband the pros and cons of immediate operation as against waiting for symptoms to appear in the end it was agreed to proceed with an immediate operation ab s voices told her that they were fully in agreement with that decision these were the notes of the operation carried out in may 1984 a large left frontal bone flap extending across the midline was turned following a bifrontal skin flap incision meningioma about 2 5 by 1 5 in size arose from the falx and extended through to the right side a small area of tumour appeared on the medial surface of the brain the tumour was dissected out and removed completely along with its origins in the falx ab later told me that when she recovered consciousness after the operation the voices told her we are pleased to have helped you goodbye there were no postoperative complications the dosage of dexamethasone was halved every four days and then it was stopped she was on prophylactic anticonvulsants for six months antipsychotic medication was discontinued immediately after the operation and there was no return of the hallucinatory voices or the delusions which she had expressed discussion ab telephoned me last christmas to wish me and family a merry festive season and to tell me that she had been completely well in the 12 years since the operation it was this telephone call that brought this case to mind again it is well known that intracranial lesions can be associated with psychiatric symptomatology but this is the first and only instance i have come across in which hallucinatory voices sought to reassure the patient of their genuine interest in her welfare offered her a specific diagnosis there were no clinical signs that would have alerted anyone to the tumour directed her to the type of hospital best equipped to deal with her problem expressed pleasure that she had at last received the treatment they desired for her bid her farewell and thereafter disappeared i presented her case at a conference later that year ab attended and was closely questioned by several people about the various aspects of her experience the audience was split down the middle people who would be called x philes today rejoiced that what had happened to her was a clear instance of telepathic communication from two well meaning people who had psychically found that ab had a tumour and sought to help her the x phobes had a very different formulation according to them ab had been given the diagnosis of a brain tumour in her original country and wanted to be treated free under the nhs hence they surmised she had made up the convoluted tale about voices telling her this and that but ab had lived in britain for 15 years and was entitled to nhs treatment besides she had been so relieved when the voices first disappeared on thioridazine that she had gone on holiday to celebrate the recovery of her sanity there was a group at the case conference who offered a different opinion their view was that the total lack of physical signs notwithstanding it was unlikely that a tumour of that size had had absolutely no effect on the patient she must have felt something they argued they suggested that a funny feeling in her head had led her to fear that she had a brain tumour that fear had led to her experience of hallucinatory voices she may have unconsciously taken in more information about various hospitals than she realised and this information was reproduced by her mind as part of the auditory hallucinatory experience the voices expressing satisfaction with the outcome of her treatment were her own mind expressing its relief that the emergency was over and the total disappearance of psychiatric symptoms after the removal of the tumour showed that these symptoms were at least directly related to the presence of the lesion and may in fact have been produced by the lesion itself i have obtained the patient s signed consent to publication 26 765 notes so interesting how to tag this spooky stuff chronic illness idk history 31 aug 2026 segamascott 32 134 notes omg trump don quixote politics 31 aug 2026 fuzzydeergirl while the death of maes hughes is deeply tragic it is a little funny that mustang told edward that hughes retired to a big farm where he can run and play with the other generals hes so happy there no we can t visit like hes a dead dog 362 notes fmab maes hughes yeah roy mustang edward elric it s totally fine he s out there across the fields running his li l general heart out 31 aug 2026 kyoukorpse alt book rocky i love u foreva i could draw u for the rest of my life id in alt text 4 514 notes project hail mary rocky ryland grace 1 2 3 4 5 page 1 of 3172 she her i tag obsessively llap tags wip vulcan translations theme by anhchors powered by tumblr
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