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eoples needs to belong and also communicate with one another this covid 19 corona virus has had countless victims and deaths silently spreading through people families extended families friends workmates schools educational institutions whole communities towns suburbs cities counties states countries continents and the whole entire world there are hundreds and thousands of peoples stories lost with their lives down to a microscopic virus their histories smiles love care laughter voices music expressions touch emotions feelings and much more are lost in the very instant that they die all the statistics and numbers we see every day on the news and everywhere for the last 9 or 10 months aren t just arbitrary plain numbers being collected by governments and medical authorities as a society we ve almost become immune or desensitized to the massive case numbers and deaths yet to try to summarize all this we all have to remember these important things which are behind every number we see or hear of there is one single person behind every single person there is a loved one partner or child behind every loved one partner or child there is a family behind every family is extended family behind every extended family is a set of friends behind every set of friends there is workmates social settings and education places behind every set of workmates social setting and education places are communities behind every community is the suburb county where people live behind every suburb or county there is a town or city behind every city or town there a some type of states behind every type of states there are government bodies behind every government body there is a country behind every country there is a continent behind every continent that becomes the world behind the world is we the people behind we the people is the universe behind the universe is only god knows we don t see the sickness of every single number we don t see the suffering of every single person we don t see the fear of every loved one partner or child we don t see the worry or separation of every family we don t see the concern or grief of every extended family we don t see the loss of every set of friends we don t see the missing workmates social settings and education mia or missing in action we don t see all the people dropping like flies all around in communities we don t see every kind of person being affected in every suburb or county we don t see often the people affected in every town or city we don t see those often the policing of the state borders we don t see the hard decisions and meetings of all the government bodies we don t see the vast cost in more ways than one of all the countries we don t see all the effects on all the different continents we don t often hear the untold stories of the world we don t often hear the individual stories of we the people we don t see all the medical staff trying to keep these people alive we don t see the long hours personal toll and mental strain on these people we don t see what they see hear feel or experience with their work we don t see overcrowded under supplied hospitals we don t see people lying on any spare flat surface we don t see freezer trucks being used makeshift morgues we don t see mass graves being dug up by tractors we don t see people in third world countries to too sick to get help we don t see people in their homes suffering we don t see friends and family members trying to help then get sick themselves we saw the worst of humanity as well we don t often see or hear about the recoveries from the virus yet there are people who recover on the flipside through all the devastation through one person to two people to three people to four people moving onto a beautiful ripple effect of the ocean of kindness lapping onto the shores of this entire world spreading like a loving warm breeze over the continents a very unique universal phenomenon happened where we the people united we saw random acts of kindness we saw drive by of teachers to their students we saw facebook pages being made up helping medical people we saw cafes and food places giving to the needy we saw random packages ending up on doorsteps we saw random encouraging words on roads we saw chalk paintings on footpaths we saw signs and billboards encouraging people we saw friends help each other out we saw churches go online we saw churches helping our the members we saw many different religions help people out we ve seen government officials burn out trying to solve issues we ve seen strangers do random acts of kindness we ve seen italian s standing on balconies singing with one another we ve seen musicians do online concerts we ve seen social groups go online we ve seen education institutions of all sorts go online we saw real cards turn up in letterboxes we got text messages from people we haven t heard from in ages we got random phone calls from long lost people we ve seen families turn up at their grandparent s windows we ve seen medical people get random food packages we ve seen people going on garbage bin outings we ve seen people make masks for one another we ve seen people and companies donate supplies to help the medical field we have seen so many new innovations for so many different things there has been so many countless moments ideas and things to mention yet the power and resilience of the humans spirit remains the care empathy understanding and compasssion remains the willingness to help and support one another remains yet most important of all the love for one another and humanity remains poem by me megan hammond ⓒ from this a very confronting moving sad scene of mass graves i m sure since may it has dramatically grown more mass cementery mass grave in brazil in may aerial view of an area at the nossa senhora aparecida cemetery where new graves have been dug in manaus brazil photo getty to this scenes of very moving hope with italians singing on their balconies lifting each other s spirits in march with this virus it has also been a great leveler on every single part of society worldwide we have seen people whom we least expect to get the virus from any kind of origin possible a lot have no idea where they got it from to begin with not only that yet not even the politician s or very famous people of the world have been immune to the virus people include tom hanks and his wife boris johnson prince william prince charles donald trump and his wife pink antonio banderas idris elba kristofer hivju daniel dae kim rachel matthews charlotte lawrence david bryan from bon jovi fame placido domingo aaron tveit natalie horner slim thug laura bell bundy jackson browne scarface doris burke brian stokes mitchell ali wentworth ray benson stating stay well this shits serious john taylor from duran duran marianne faithfull christopher cross babyface ty andrea bocelli jennifer wayne who is the granddaughter of the famous john wayne wrote something moving on a piece of card bryan cranston alyssa milano dwayne the rock johnson robert pattinson jillian michaels neil patrick harris as well as his husband and their kids jim parsons and his husband from the big bang theory kanye west jason blum sharon osbourne dr drew pinsky usain bolt patrick mcenroe grigor dimitrove borna coric novak djokovic 31 mlb players yet the league has said that only the teams can reveal which team members sophie trudeau masoumeh ebtekar rand paul prince albert of monaco karl von habsburg harvey weinstein and many numerous others with a lot of names that i don t know at all who they are with famous deaths of gilligans island star dawn wells jan howard tim brooke taylor john prine mark blum floyd cardoz john diffie ken shimura wallace roney adam schlesinger cristina ellis marsalis jr ann sullivan allen garfield jay benedict ahmed ismail hussein lee fierro julie bennett gene shay henry grimes maria teresa the first royal to die matthew seligman and other people as well to get the full list of famous people who ve had corona or died from it this is the most updated list from coronavirus updated dec 31 2020 here s the link famous and well known people also in this article here from september you will see some information from the data of how many people have died due to the corona virus this won t give the full figures as they are changing daily and the war against corona still hasn t finished we also don t know the after effects of the virus and whether it has any real significant serious side effects in the future another most recent long article written on 21st december 2020 gives an interesting perspective on covid 19 corona virus i haven t read all of it yet it does have a lot of up to facts about the worldwide situation as it is now an interesting article courtesy of the owner maker i acknowledge this photo it was a year where heroes were born with all the essential worker s like nurses checkout people teacher s doctor s all kinds of carer s governments medical people government workers centrelink workers welfare workers deep cleaning teams cleaners the contact tracers manufacturers of all the masks and hand sanitizer s garbage people coffee shop or cafe owner s politicians scientists zoo s the whole emergency services the armed forces farmers distributors freight companies post office workers mail men and women voluntary or charity organisations all the hospitals with everyone who works in them and many other job s who kept the country running and were on the front line literally in more ways then one courtesy of the owner maker i acknowledge this photo i just wanted to thankyou all so much for everything that you have done courtesy of the owner maker i acknowledge this photo courtesy of the owner maker i acknowledge this photo this year was a very eventful year for me in more ways then one with things that happened that i wasn t expecting at all in the late february of 2020 i remember standing on a balcony with a friend of mine at a huge after party of a festival people were packed in like sardines on the dancefloor with my friend and i saying something like imagine if people with the corona virus was here it would spread so very quickly through the whole place little did we know what was going to happen to sydney and the whole world in less than one month of us joking around and saying this type of stuff in 2020 was the year that i wanted to become more qualified in the part time work i do so i started a part time tafe course as it happens because of the course there is a very huge practical side and also how we had to get our hours up in our workplaces whether it be voluntary or paid work we also had to go into ultimo tafe 2 days a week for theory and practical lessons the course was originally meant to only go to late august to late september then covid 19 corona virus hit in early march extremely hard in sydney where everything shut down overnight not only that yet my voluntary work church soon my part time work etc stopped yet later everything went online which wasn t the same so i thought of other people and how i could try to help other people out like the eldery sick and vulnerable so i sent through text messages to everyone on my contact list if they needed any help supplies toilet paper or what ever i also suggested that to my church for the older people in my church as a lot of them live alone and most aren t connected to the internet i also got supplies for a person that i hadn t seen for ages even when i had chances to go to the shops i managed to get supplies for my parents yet i had know idea when i would see them next because they were self isolating because of their risk factors that they have i also had a brilliant idea to start up up virtual hug s group page on facebook and also on my voluntary workplace here is the virtual hugs for covid 19 corona virus times link when ever i could i would do random acts of kindness to try to help people out somehow as you ve probably seen in my last blog post before this my ptsd depression and anxiety went through the roof to pluto to infinity and beyond that the sudden closure of every activity that i did and liked doing hit me hard also the loneliness that i d never felt before were like powerful machine gun bullets to the heart yet after that blog post i did seek help and got treatment for it for about 6 to 8 weeks or something like that i can t remember how long it was for yet it was a while yet despite those very tough and also uncomfortable circumstances i still was doing my study online for 2 days a week yet that s another story within itself when that part was over i then worked one day a week for a short while then up to two in the end another half a day to try to get my hours up and skills up for the course then i was in time to start on doing practicals for my course which the teachers and staff decided it was going to finish at the very end of the year in term 4 that was going all good and i was catching up on everything until late august early september when things for me horribly wrong again in ways that i didn t and least expect at all just a note my mum has advised me very strongly prevented gagged frowned upon me from telling my story about my operations that i had stating something like it s way to personal to share i only wanted to tell it to raise awareness for other women and maybe save a life that s all i will put that in another blogpost for you to read so i ll quickly summarize everything here for you and not go into detail on a wednesday morning i woke up in a huge pain and strange things happening with my female gynaecological areas i knew in my gut with me being post menopausal something wasn t right i immediately thought of my great auntie coral who had died with issues the next day i went to the doctor and then went for tests they found a couple of things then saw a gynaecologist the day after my birthday i end up in emergency room with my mum and dad waiting in the car because i was in so much pain within the space of one and half to two weeks since i noticed all this i went into the hospital where i had my first ever operation with several procedures done associated with it they found more when they went in and decided to take 5 things out which i wasn t expecting my mum says it s better out then in the whole reason why everything happened so very quickly was that there was a very high possibility that i could have some type of cancer so it was all action stations to the maximum just to be sure they testes everything that was taken out so luckily they found no cancer i also had a year of firsts with 2 operations as i said which i ve never had before they were very daunting and overwhelming because i didn t know what to expect also a few trips to the emergency room at the hospital and a hospital stay even with me going to the emergency rooms i was still able to do several random acts of kindness that i wasn t expecting to do even though i was in a huge amount of pain i was still thi...
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