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wanting to wanting to about nav theme mona lisa by amboise powered by tumblr lamignonette 1776880542 19 536 notes water i need to go to the stream the texture of light on in water is just there s nothing like it nothing like the light of it you know when they put sand atop speakers and the vibrations of the music create patterns this is like that to me the orchestra of motion threads of motion and light and movement made into something so cinematically beautiful we want to chase it run with it to hold some piece of it close enough that we might become it hold onto it for just a moment longer i knew a girl once in my high school days so long ago now and her eyes looked exactly like this every time i looked at her just starstruck by uncapturable beauty light on light on light i hope she s doing well wovi 1776288633 5 584 notes poetry joy sullivan on love there is such a rhythm to this the alliteration really makes it something that sticks to your teeth when you speak it aloud but the imagery oh the imagery they go hand in hand to make something so bright hands full of heirlooms hot from the sun soon we ll make a supper of them salted slabs and then the syllables mirroring they re so close only one or two off from one another as they follow down the poem it feels so good to read so good to listen to and of course we are so busy being small and hungry and alive spring swordheld 1776216126 anonymous sent you might appreciate the song deep blue by caroline it reminds me of dawn breaking and that reminds me of you swordheld said this is the most poetic compliment i have ever received anon my beloved this track makes me feel so many things the melody the echo the feedback the slow build of it the scratch of the strings it feels temporal but also physical like it s folding in on itself over and again like light did a little digging in my search for it and found this version where they performed it in an empty pool and something in my heart slotted into place at the sound of it the way you can hear the physical echo of it dawn breaking is the perfect conceptual imagery for it thank you for sharing and for your kind words 37 notes q a birdsong i am such a sucker for string instruments there is such a haunting to them that i can t get over every day i think about picking one up it feels like time personified i listen to a violin play tune and it s like i m in a field of gentle wind and the soft light of daybreak i m in a tavern and a roadside hitch and symphony hall all at once the connections of it the echoes but this one it feels like meandering like the softness of night when no one is awake and everyone is asleep and it is just you all blue hour and the lingering light and the faint echoes of others it is just you and that smell on the wind that smells like both rain and campfire smoke like forests and fields and something older it has been so long that you sent this i hope you are well dusting off this ask very lovingly huariqueje 1770934199 patscherkofel patscherkofel near innsbruck gustav wunderwald 1909 german 1882 1945 oil on cardboard mounted on wood 49 5 x 67 cm 893 notes art winter there is such a wonderful landscape to this the line that leads you through the piece the background tree just peeking over the hill its dark colors drawing your eye then the barren trees leading you along across to the birds oh such life such breath you can almost feel the chill of the air the crisp wind the color of the sky shifting as you go the sun blotted out by clouds swordheld 1699846907 anonymous sent hi your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him how do i continue living after this there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders swordheld said hello love this is so very sweet and kind of you and i hope you re treating yourself gently and kindly right now there aren t words for a loss like this that heaviness is difficult and hard and painful it s okay if things don t feel okay right now or even soon i think that s something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel like they should be able to get back to a relative normal in a insert far too short period of time but it s okay if it hurts that s where i d like to start you re allowed to feel that emptiness that world crashed feeling that goes beyond words beyond time don t feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better things get easier with time i promise you this but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel too cry scream feel your emotions they re a part of you grieve it s perhaps a little silly but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me and are popular for a wide reaching reason and while personally i don t know much about grief like this i do know a lot about love and i think they re a lot of the same thing the people we love are a part of us and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them because it does feel like we ve lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it but it s because they were so central to our experiences of living our lives that the separation introduces a hollowness a place where they used to be a home that now goes unlived in an emptiness like you said but just because they re not here physically doesn t mean he s not still there in your heart in your life your memory you can hold him close in smaller ways as well steal a sweater or cologne scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering hold onto the memories you cherish the things that made you laugh the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights write them all down slide a few photographs in there go through it and add more when you miss him keep them all close keep them in your heart you re not alone in this he s still there with you it s just in the little things he s with you in the way you see and go about your daily life in doing what he liked to do in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody an old bell laughter you d recognize anywhere but i think perhaps most importantly above all others talk about him with your family your friends his friends strangers stories are how we keep the people we love alive the connections they ve made the legacies and experiences they ve left behind and so so many stories how lucky we are to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go grief is the other side of the coin but it does not mean our love goes away it lives in you it lives in everyone who knew him in the smallest pieces of our lives the people we love never really leave us like this they re in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers our laundry in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls our photo albums they re in the way we store our mail organize our closets the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books the meals we love and the drinks we mix the way we spend time with one another they ve been passed down for generations for longer than history and we are all the luckier for it think about what you shared with him and do it intentionally bring him into your life like this again whether it s crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else if one doesn t help try another something might click i hope things feel a little easier for you as they tend to do only with time i hope you find joy in your grief even if it is small and hard to grasp at first know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn t a place to put it properly and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons and that it is also just simply yours sometimes things don t have to make sense sometimes they just are unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments as unfair and tragic as they come but i promise it will not feel like this forever your love is real and perhaps on where to begin on from here i think it s less on finding where to begin and just beginning and you ve already started you ve taken the most important and crucial step the first one wherever you go after that from here you ll figure it out you always have and you always do it ll come as things always do love leads us as does light and you re never alone in your hurt in your grief your missing something dear to you i think if you talk about it with others you ll find they have ways of helping you cope as well and they have so much love of their own to spare too as an aside here is the song northern star by dom fera i was listening to when i wrote this for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections and love and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us wonderfully and intrinsically it s a little more joyous than the others i ve mentioned and plays like a story and it made me think of what is at the core of this love and stories and i am here with you and maybe it ll bring you some joy if you d like it wishing you all my love and ease 117 notes q a birdsong wishing u gentle ease the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently 3 i hope this will make u laugh when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter can you imagine going out to get the mai after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets in the rain it makes me laugh like i really i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w that one train track and saturn just it s my fav s a l song for a reason that slow violin opening the piano coming in gentle and easy it feels like light like hope like something new a dawn after the long dark that beautiful things can begin again even where it hurts and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people with those we love i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you to have you in his life for the time you had together i m no spiritual person but i like to believe when you re thinking about him he s thinking about you too the second law of thermodynamics physics nerd mode is that no energy has ever been created destroyed since the beginning of the universe so it has to go somewhere it s that carl sagan quote of we re all made of stardust because we are we used to be stars planets etc i think it s why i think of these space songs because they re a part of everything once more when they go us and everything else firstfullmoon 1696098454 this vievee francis saying the poem won t be ruined if you let us in boykeats id tweet from brian tierney bttierney85 reading tracy k smith once told me i should strive to end poems by opening a door outward not closing one and now it happily haunts every poem i try to write end id 4 079 notes tracy k smith on poetry this haunts me haunts me bc it is about the open endings it s about leaving your scarf behind for to come back later for it s about remembering knowing there is something more outside of the poem inside the poem that wants to be seen reflected named more than the words themselves more than the story more more the real question is can i bear it and the answer is no yes swordheld 1695941283 anonymous sent hello do u have any new music recommendations swordheld said of course going to throw some general pop indie rock instrumental all over vibes at you these are some of the ones that i ve been having on repeat a lot lately because they bring something bright and fun into my days hope you enjoy them if i m honest trousdale oh the absolute vibes of this one the harmonies the beat the slow downs and build ups that ending it s like easy slow growing ease and joy that point ¾ of the ways through the song that building of things the payoff those background horns the drums i cannot sit through it without some kind of air guitar drums chair dance type beat it s too good that you cannot help it it just goes so hard close one fizz i have been writing so much love poetry to this song it is soft and slow and serene like light all golden hour the soft golden hues of almost of here like this with me that little fuck it before the chorus is so fun this group is made of insanely popular individuals dodie orla gartland greta isaac martin luke brown and together they are so powerful cannot wait to see what they create next run maisie peters there is such a fun vibe to this song that line of the chorus that i ve been lied to i ve been cut and deleted i ve heard some things i will leave unrepeated is sooooo good that rhyme scheme that syllable count balance it immediately went onto my writing playlist w that fun beat that synth that catchy repetition the whole album this comes off of is so very good too esp the band and i i really enjoy her sound like a brother hey nothing this song feels like a lullaby in the way of being swung in a hammock all late summer early winter winds but there is such a lyricism that gets stuck in my brain the whole layout of the chorus and is just so soft i feel so many things another easy one for the poetry playlist margo sally boy oh the orchestral string opening the easy flow of it instrumental and light before hitting that small bit of silence before the guitar and lyrics come in and then the absolute hit that is the beat of the chorus hitting obsessed phenomenal i love the balance of gentle light instruments and the slow instruction of the drumbeat it feels like a whole story that you can experience the flow of it eightball girl maddie zahm i can leave this song for a few days and then out of nowhere it ll just be in my head again the vibes of it that beat of the chorus the layered voice effects sometimes songs have this balance to them that my brain just sucks up like a sponge and this is one of them soooo good i ll be in the supermarket and my brain will just go eightball girllll tell me how you feel about meeee and it s perfect snow angel reneé rapp this was one of the first ones i found on my daylist that was just like how did i go so long without you how did i not know about you and since then it s been a daily listen the slow gentle breeze of that beginning there is such a rising and falling to this song like sea...
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