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ted or needed she chose to not come to school and she chose to not get help from the social worker who came to our school every thursday afternoon and evening and so instead her mother pimped her out as i have said before i could have had sex for pay all day every day with women from the age of 13 but i chose education and celibacy instead it really doesn t take much to not be a prostitute and instead ask for help age 15 two of the girls in my class had babies age 16 and one of the girls with a baby was pregnant again by her 17 year old boyfriend who was not the father of the first baby but had decided to take on her first baby as his own saddled with two babies on the horizon the boyfriend dropped my classmate i thought of course and i would run away too if i was saddled with two babies at 17 i couldn t believe how intellectually stupid as well as sexually stupid my classmate was we all knew about contraception all of us it was hammered into us from the age of 11 by our school even me who had no need for condoms or boyfriends age 16 18 i was semi bullied by females at college and i stood up for myself in an evasive way because no one had ever given me the tools to deal with anything all the bullying came from females never from males sometimes they wanted me to do their coursework for them because they knew they were incapable so again i got the message that most females are less intelligent than males age 12 20 i faced regular homophobic violence in the streets so i learned how to physically fight big men as well as run and hide i remember one time when i was around 14 and ten men with weapons were chasing me through the town centre a middle aged woman with her shopping bags stared at me as i ran past she never tried to help me no one tried to help me at all everyone turned away and pretended they hadn t seen it i had to be strong and brave and able to look after myself in a life threatening fight with several men of course i wanted to be a man to be able to defend myself better but i learned how to defend myself well at 18 i was at university and i knew that women were less intelligent than men it had been proven to me so many times by the time i was 18 one day in our social studies class we had to split into single sex groups i said to r an older man that i did not want to leave the men s group he said you re a girl so go i said but i don t want to be he said i know but you are so go that class we had to work on a problem as a group i knew that the men s groups would finish the exercise quickly and do a good job and be having a laugh while the women s groups will still be struggling at the end of the alloted time i was right i was working with vicky and vicky and my heart sank vicky was slow and so was vicky not the most dynamic of thinkers in the world i was solving the problem and doing a good job but vicky kept saying that my answer would cause more problems i said the external problems of the given scenario were not what we were working on but she insisted on dragging us backwards by proposing more problems and i looked to three of my male friends who had solved the problem and were sitting back having a laugh it was clear to me that women at university were far less intelligent than men at university i grew up around women who told me they were only good for one thing age 14 27 i grew up in blackpool and until a couple of years ago blackpool was full of strip clubs brothels and bars where women would take their top off to get a bottle of champagne i saw women objectify themselves there was no need for the patriarchy to diminish women and objectify women because women did it to themselves i saw women in the sex industry saying they were calling the shots while being treated in terrible ways so again i saw women were intellectually stupid sexually stupid and made grand claims about themselves that they could not substantiate women showed me over and over that they existed to be used by men and by other women who did not let themselves be used age 28 i remember saying to a gay male friend that women bleat i could not stand the way in which women complained non stop about their lives in the most progressive society that the world has ever produced where women in reality have more rights than men eg free driving lessons from the job centre that men have to pay a lot of money for or having time off work on full pay at the drop of a hat when their child was ill where women rule the roost in their gangs in the workplace and in social networks women were highly successful women still moaned non stop about how awful their lives are i thought that women must really be losers if they cannot compete with men on a level playing field or rather the playing field that was tipped in women s favour if women cannot compete with men when far more things are in their favour in the workplace and in the rest of society then women really must be losers the amount that women complained and we are talking long before social media and i hardly spent time with women but i was so incensed by how much i heard women complain on a daily basis about how terrible their lives were if it really is so terrible to be a woman why would i want to be one if women were so incapable of success or of gratitude why would i want to be a woman if women did nothing but complain instead of problem solve for themselves why would i want to be a woman age 21 30 in the uk workplace i was bullied by women colleagues in almost every workplace i was never bullied by any man at all the women had a problem with my intelligence and that i was liked by the homeless clients or hospital patients we worked with women were absolutely vile they were incredibly insecure and so piled hate onto any woman who was not insecure and was better than them in some way women do not try to better themselves instead they try to destroy any woman who is better than them in any way i learned that women are weak pathetic unintelligent unsuccessful insecure jealous bitter vile bullies there is no way i would ever want to be like them in any way age 24 32 women have come onto me who i had no interest in at all who were 20 years older than me some of whom had a husband or a boyfriend and when i said no they went around telling everyone i knew church whoever that i had come onto them or even i had held them down and groped their breasts i would need at least four hands to do that but women are not good at maths and women assume that everyone is as unintelligent as them and will believe their lies no men has ever accused me of such things only women loser obese zero personality women i have the emails and facebook messages telling them to back off and the woman who claimed i assaulted her i have witnesses from different occasions who saw me telling her to stop trying to flirt with me because it makes me feel uncomfortable she never told her best friend i told her best friend when i saw her shopping for a turkey before christmas almost a year after the accusation the false accuser didn t tell her best friend her lies about me i later found that she had also made a number of accusations about a number of men that were also completely false age 14 present day i intervene when i see a woman being beaten or berated by a man she is in a relationship with the women always walk off the the man who has just beaten them or berated them instead of leaving him and going to a place of safety with my help again many women in the street who went off with the man who had just broken her nose and had blood running down her face showed me that women are weak pathetic needy desperate for any man no matter what he was like and they obviously have no love nor respect for themselves why would i want to be like them how did i change how did i stop having gender issues it was a long process that started with jesus and ended with jesus and still continues today with jesus i went to what was back in 2003 a great jesus focused group for gay christians one night we were asked to write our first thoughts on a piece of paper and put them in a hat when the word man or woman was spoken my pieces of paper about men were positive my pieces of paper about women were all negative this made me stop i saw i had a problem i knew i was attracted to women because i had a lack of female friendships at school because all the other girls were absolute bitches i knew my attraction to females was far more sexual than emotional which is unusual for gay women it was because i had tried talking to girls they would not talk to me they would scream abuse at me but they would not have a friendship with me so when there is no possibility of an emotional connection the only thing left is to look at a person for several years i went to this bible and jesus focused groups for gay christians people joined the group including a man who had lived as a woman i could email him when i was freaking out he understood straight away what the problem was and was able to talk me out of freaking out freaking out meant i wanted to cut off my chest with the big kitchen knife and have a fully male body this group was part of a big network that had access to research going back decades on same sex attraction and gender identity disorder as it was called back then myself and another member of the group who had been sexually abused by his grandmother in childhood wanted to look at the subject of misogyny so that is what the group looked at one day we went through the organisation s statements about what misogyny is and different facets of it out of 34 facets of the hatred of women i had 32 and i had had one of the others but had left it aside at university there were times when i would start my day praying through the 32 facets of misogyny i had i would give it all to god i would feel better about the female of the species go downstairs pick up my bag and go outside to go to work and i would see a woman pushing a push chair with a man walking beside her berating her while drinking from a can of beer and i would be back at square one of hating women again when the evidence was literally in front of my eyes of how stupid pathetic weak and all the rest that women are how could i not hate them in 2007 i moved to another city and a church was recommended i went to this church and i found it very difficult i was stunned at how the young women as well as the young men were telling rape joke after rape joke i did speak to the young folk several times and they were insistent on their right to tell rape jokes females as well as males in a church one female did thank me for speaking up she did not speak up i found other things bizarre in this church i asked my bible study group leaders why i could not pray with men women had to pray with women and men had to pray with men i was not comfortable with praying with women due to all of my negative experiences with women and i had daily negative experiences in the workplace at that time with women i asked why i couldn t pray with men the female bible study leader said because i don t want my husband to cheat on me i was confused by that and asked but why can t i pray with men she repeated but louder because i don t want my husband to cheat on me i was confused because her husband wasn t exactly amazing looking and i certainly had no interest in him nor the sin of adultery so i asked again but why can t i pray with men she had tears in her eyes and was hysterical almost screaming because i don t want my husband to cheat on me i stopped because there is nothing anyone can do with someone who is brainwashed this woman was clearly brainwashed as were all the other women in the church the women as well as the men came out with some really bizarre stuff that was highly emotional and not rooted at all in scripture no man had ever had a problem praying with me before everyone understood from university onwards that i hung around with men my friends were all men except for a few females i hung around with here and there usually when i was waiting for a man to show up i think most people assumed it was because i was gay i think they assumed i didn t want to fall in love with women so i avoided women no it was because i could not stand women beyond porn and yes i m against porn but for a lot of my life my only positive interaction with women was porn i saw behaviours in this church for example the men sat around while the women cooked i m talking students not boomers i sat with the men having a laugh while the females did all the work i thought that was odd to be honest my dad for all of his many many faults cooked cleaned washed clothes etc and then came the theology women were second class citizens women were useless women were second rate to god i saw my own attitudes reflected back to me but in what was supposed to be a church and they jammed together halves of bible verses that are not supposed to be jammed together to create a theology i had never heard before in 25 years of being a christian i saw all of these people misusing scripture to say how awful half of god s creation was things that went against everything that the bible says about who god is and who we are in him seeing my own attitudes reflected back to me by other people i saw that there was something seriously wrong with the way i viewed women so thank god that he allowed me to go to that bizarre church new frontiers is only just on the legal side of being classified as a cult under uk law new frontiers are everywhere around the uk especially in university towns putting on a huge social programme to entice and trap students who are away from home for the first time the church becomes the students whole lives and so if they say no to anything at all they are cast out and lose all of their friends immediately i remember being in taize the wonderful religious community in france i go to when i can when i was 28 i was feeling very gender identity disordery and i prayed about it for several days holding my body parts and thanking god for them knowing that god was going to heal my emotions as he always did whenever i had a flare up i knew that i needed a hug from a female to heal my emotions on the thursday there was a huge storm at night my tent leaked so i moved into the large porch of a friend s tent my sleeping bag was wet at the bottom so i slept scrunched up the next day i was shivering and wandering around in a blanket trying to get warm the young folk who were running the cafe mainly young germans told me to come inside the kitchen area to get warm female after female hugged me to try to get me warm my emotions were healed god always delivers god always acts i had a number of instances like this where i got what i needed at that moment in time up until i moved to belgium and was in a language class where everyone was a university graduate everyone was multi lingual everyone had lived abroad before everyone had been successful in the workplace 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