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but there was much laughter and lots of hugs it was such a contrast to the work celebrations and actually my nicest christmas eve ever my own christmas was pretty soulless but as always i cooked a full turkey dinner and all the trimmings my me time came later after i had finished washing up i would always ask my partner if he wanted to join me on an evening walk in the snow the answer was always no and that year was no different the crisp air made the snow crunch underfoot tiny ice crystals were drifting in the air looking like glitter in the glow radiated by street lamps i could see my breath and felt it freeze on my scarf wrapped over my mouth christmas music wafted from houses lit up with neon pink blue and green fairy lights occasionally a door would open and jolly voices would say hello or goodbye but the magical bit always came with the stars i could see orion the plough and the pleiades group twinkling brightly above me as i moved to the darkened street end overlooking fields there the universe spoke to me and always filled me with the best energy ever it was and is the gift that keeps on giving i felt i was changing and all that i once thought important was just false and meaningless it was as though a veil had been lifted and i was truly seeing the real face of real life for the first time i was tempted to take off my boots and ground my feet but it was just too darn cold i counted my blessings and revelled in my great new experiences the night felt magical to be continued colettebytes humanity kindness spiritual uncategorized 13 comments february 14 2020 4 minutes earthing transition earthing a journey 4 my personal journey to connect with earth continued i was scanning the saturday newspaper when an advertisement hit my eye a local massage school was advertising its fall classes starting in just two weeks i knew that i wanted a job that helped other people but it also had to be something that would also provide a viable income stream this was a two year accredited course that would provide me with a registered massage therapist qualification once i passed exams i had thought about the healing arts during my ten week hiatus so the synchronicity of the ad shouted at me the course was expensive for me at 14 000 plus expenses but my dad had left me a little money just enough to cover the tuition fee the text books and supplies but what would i do for an income for two years i told my partner about the school and said that it was something that i would like to do he totally lost his temper at the mention of it telling me it was a ludicrous idea and that we d have nothing to live off that decided me there and then i am stubborn if not stupid his lack of understanding about my work stresses really upset me especially after all the years i had tolerated his financial whims his pie in the sky attempts to figure out how the futures markets worked so he could make his fortune buying and selling coffee pigs or whatever it was were all failures any money that he made was filtered through a limited company and he never paid any income tax i never saw a dime he didn t like real work and i seemed to be doing everything i was fed up and disillusioned i called the registration number in the advert and left my details i felt quite excited but also a bit nervous about the financial consequences i had recently paid off our mortgage and my partner s car loan but we still had to eat find money for fuel and pay for utilities monday rolled around i reported to my boss s office she closed the door behind me i played to her notions of power grovelling as she d expected but explaining that i needed time to deal with emotional problems full well knowing that university policy was to assist any employee experiencing health issues either physical or mental i caught her in her own trap really as a long serving employee with excellent yearly performance reviews at least until she took over after my former boss retired i left her in an awkward position i requested to go part time and work flexible hours basically a 3pm to 8pm shift for the most part so that i could sort out my problems she knew that she would have a hard time denying my request i knew university employment policies as well as she did she picked up the phone and called human resources requesting a meeting i won that round and my part time status became official but i would later receive a terrible performance review completely based on her displeasure with me she was slowly forcing me out my course began and would run from 8 am to 2 pm everyday with a lot of homework it was going to be a gruelling schedule of school work and late night study my days would end at nearly midnight as i dedicated 2 to 3 hrs of reading my textbooks every night too my head was filled with the kind of anatomical information that first year medical students must learn coupled with practical massage techniques i found it almost impossible to write fast enough in the classes as i scribbled down course lectures i was the oldest attendee but there were a couple of thirty year olds too the rest were fresh out of college again very quickly despite all our different backgrounds we bonded and the kids treated me really well they really liked it when i showed them reiki techniques and shared all my spiritual and grounding experiences despite the hard work i loved going to class the teachers were all younger than me but despite their initial misgivings about my ability to keep up the pace they too soon became my greatest cheerleaders somehow in the beginning i kept up with it all despite tiredness but some things were not so easy my boss did make my life unbearable and she spread false rumours of my incompetence to other managers she even sent me on stupid missions to do menial tasks for my former employees she wanted to rub my nose in it those employees had known me for a long time they sympathised with me on my fall from grace and apologised for having to tell me what to do staff morale was at an all time low and no one wanted to raise their head above the parapet as my boss s wrath had descended on others too including my old night manager whom she finally lost patience with and ended his contract some people requested transfers to other departments on campus everyone had become just a little afraid of her i tried to use the little influence that i had to make their lives better i shared my healing modalities and grounding techniques with some of them too one day i arrived at work to find our tough cookie receptionist in tears i asked her what was wrong already knowing that her six month old grandson had been rushed into toronto sick kids hospital he s dying she sobbed i went and put my arms around her and she wept buckets fortunately my boss was out for the day otherwise i doubt she would have found an outlet for her grief as she calmed down and dried her tears with a tissue she went on to explain that the hospital couldn t stabilise him and they were going to do a lumbar puncture her voice trailed off as one of the men from the production area walked into the reception overhearing our conversation wow those things are really painful he said unsympathetically she started to cry again i took both of her hands in mine and looked her in the eyes as i said really slowly you can t give up on him he needs you and all your family to pray for him i am not religious but i knew that this was the only thing she would understand i continued with conviction you all need to fight with him to beat this she managed a weak smile she knew of my healing courses so she wanted to believe me when i said that i would conduct a distance healing and would fight with her i finished with he s not going to die we will all fight for him and see him as getting better she smiled and said thank you i walked out with the production guy following me muttering loudly that was pretty irresponsible telling her that her grandson won t die he said pulling up alongside me especially when the doctors think he will i looked at him briefly and said he won t and i walked away to my office i was focused as i quietly closed and locked my door i had a drink of water and sat taking off my shoes i grounded myself and went into quiet meditation for a couple of minutes then i lit a candle and began a distance healing focus my mind travelled i had never been to toronto sick children s hospital but i visualised it anyway i found myself in a brightly coloured ground floor corridor with a primary coloured mural splashed on one wall i followed it and came to a railing and a slight incline into a small semi private ward i found the baby he looked so frail with tubes and an oxygen mask on him i sent him healing for an hour and grounded him in my minds eye but i also had a rather weird experience of a vision of archangel raphael it was hovering over the cot i came out of the healing meditation slowly feeling somewhat dazed i drank a bottle of water and sat for a moment digesting what had just happened i needed to go talk to the receptionist before she left for the day i didn t care that i had just used up an hour of working i explained what had happened during my remote viewing experience her eyes brightened as she confirmed that her grandson was on the ground floor of the hospital in a room off a brightly painted wall in the corridor i said you and your daughter need to call on archangel raphael he is the angel of healing i just had to say it i felt it mattered she thanked me and went home to tell her daughter the next day the receptionist was waiting with a progress report he s got necrotizing fasciitis flesh eating bacterial infection they didn t do the lumbar puncture she told me that he was in very serious condition but that now they have a chance if they can stop the flesh eating with antibiotics he had stabilised overnight i smiled at her keep praying and be strong for him he will fight she smiled back at me she told me that her daughter had bought a poster of archangel raphael and taken it into the hospital to place on the wall above the cot they were all pulling for him two days on she told me that he was recovering he had lost half of one lung but they had killed the bacteria and he was strengthening i never saw a happier grandma than the one who was now hugging me i told her that the power of love and prayer from all her family had done it and given him the energy and strength to fight a few days later she handed me a card from her daughter it had on it a picture of the archangel raphael inside heartfelt words thanked me for helping to save their baby it wasn t me it was the energy that everyone sent i saw the little boy again a couple of years later for real this time when i visited his grandma at home he came over and smiled at me touching my knee before bouncing across the room to look after his one year old baby sister he had such a feisty spirit i told his grandma he s going to be a great teacher one day to be continued colettebytes alternative health humanity kindness spiritual uncategorized 21 comments february 13 2020 7 minutes earthing uprisings earthing a journey 3 my personal journey to connect with earth continued my workplace became a place of backstabbing my subordinate night manager wanted my job and tried to undermine me at every turn i found him a married man with three young kids having an affair with another employee also married the security police had rung to inform me that our alarm system was being turned off at 2 00 am on a series of nights and my night manager s code had been entered basically they were using my office for clandestine bonking sessions however my boss actually believed that he should not be warned or dismissed instead she promoted me to a new job i didn t want nor was i qualified to do and gave one of her friend s my job my boss gave me no choice i knew that this was the first sign that things were going to change and rapidly i juggled my spiritual journey with an increasingly more difficult physical one my new job gave me a new office more computer work and demanded official marketing presentations but took away resposibility for any employees my boss blamed me for not controlling my night manager s rampant gonads however other manager s cooperation was required and since i had jumped their ranks by 2 grades on the pay scale something that shouldn t have happened it created animosity and i could not rely on their help and in fact they went out of their way to thwart my work i was a long term employee and my boss only a year in the job was not experienced enough to know what she was doing but she had a way of belittling everyone including me while she flouted the rules worse i was suddenly aware that a deja vu aspect of my death dream was developing quickly in my new circumstances not long after my move my boss said that i would be required to travel to new orleans to some technology event or other and she and her supervisor would be coming too my blood ran cold it was the exact location in my dream that i had dismissed as silly and extremely unlikely i had just been given a dell laptop an expensive bit of kit for the presentations and my death dream had showed me going through a presentation on a laptop in the hotel coffee shop when i would suddenly experience a gripping left side pain and my coffee cup would fall out of my hand with the obvious death by heart attack consequences i kind of went into a meltdown of fear but said nothing coincidence maybe but many other incidences of the dream scenes were occurring for real and i began to panic i spent more and more time trying to meditate and ground myself my world felt like it was spinning out of control and i could only watch and observe it doing so the real reason my boss wanted to go with me to new orleans was to get an all expenses paid trip it would be a junket on the public purse as our business operated under ancillary services of a university it was all wrong and i knew it the venue would not benefit us or the university the provost her boss was going along with this grand deception i had to think of something to get out of it but i was worried about income so i couldn t just quit i had several months before the new orleans technology conference so i did have some breathing space i thought i needed some time to think about my life without the stress of work i requested an unpaid leave of absence for 10 weeks i was entitled under the rules of my long term employment but i still had to have a reason i used relationship problems as an excuse my boss actually agreed to my surprise my partner was going to visit his aging parents for six weeks and as i would later learn to play around with an old girlfriend on the side my relationship was definitely on the rocks anyway i spent my ten weeks with my new friends pursuing weekend reiki courses shamanic rituals sacred dancing and special workshops that took me to an even 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