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d it after i ve written this and least expect it that s how it happens sometimes in life the unexplainable mysterious fascinating and most serendipitous moments when you least expect them a real synchronicity there s things that happen in life that happen for a reason sometimes the reason isn t apparent at the time yet you will find out later what it is yet for me i ve had a few ideas why i ve had the writers block some of the reasons have been that some really big events happened in my life 3 years ago where i lost my voice in a lot of ways i was taken aback and humbled a lot of people saw me very raw i didn t know what to say or how to say things and i needed a huge break from everything this included all my social media facebook profile my groups page as well as my blog here with my writing for you all who read this i could hardly bring myself to looking at any of it i felt in a sense that i couldn t be any type of spokesperson or role model for anyone in a strange way it s hard to describe that i ve been needing a whole lot of time to process think heal and also grow more as a person yet i found myself blocked unable to say anything or come back to things as a writer writing takes more courage then you realize i found it comfortable and more safer to be listening to music or behind my mobile phones camera lenses to observe life from that way with two different cameras and capabilities on each phone i felt to express myself that way was better for me at the time to capture many different memories and many different things to capture life like that had more meaning for me where i could see and take things in as the saying goes a picture is worth a thousand words i in a sense craved some type of privacy and also realized that how as people we are all intertwined with one another of also how different actions can affect many different people and communities with their own little ripple effects like no man is an island and we all need people in our lives it is true that more people care about each other then you realize we all affect other people around us there s a fine line between having a break and stopping megan hammond so with stopping the writing just happened for a break and having me time an anonymous and private time for myself which was important i felt as if i had nothing to say or contribute to my friends family the asperger s or asd community or society since i had my book published in 2010 and has been out there for the last 15 years has been a huge thing for me in so many different ways and on so many different levels also the 3 to 5 years before that of starting to write my book in the writing course then group was very huge for me in ways that i couldn t imagine for me as a very private and shy person i only opened myself up so that i could help other people on the spectrum their families friends people in the community schools and society in general so in fact it s been at least 18 to 20 years since i ve been out there being a voice and in some sense an example of a woman living with asperger s or asd as well as other conditions during that time i ve never claimed that my life has been perfect and that i had all the answers to everything i shared when i was in a couple to three of serious relationships because i loved and cared for them wanting to show our happiness together there has been so many different challenges obstacles surprises health issues and life s ups and downs with a whole lot of growth come to think of it 18 to 20 years is really quite a long time in the scheme of things all in all so many things have happened i ve been trying to find my voice again yet in the last month or so a couple of different things have happened and come up for me to confront my silence and my writers block where i haven t really expected it life has made a couple of unexpected turns which i think that i ve needed the first one was a christian women s event at a local church with a christian author called jo anne berthelsen who as it turns out i had actually met 15 years ago when my book was first released we first met at a christian women s conference where we both had our book stores set up outside so through the course of the weekend we spoke about quite lot of things together i think we exchanged details and i would sometimes see what she was doing with her writing as it so happens this beautiful lady of god was invited to speak at of all places my local church i invited my mum along and she came as well to see her as my mum is a very well established writer within her own right so my mum hadn t come to a church event for 20 odd years or so and to have mum right by my side meeting people i know meant so much to me with this christian writer jo anne speak was so very moving for me in so many different ways because i found that it was also inspiring me after the talk i brought mum up to meet her and i told her how we met 15 years ago jo anne was really surprised yet eventually remembered me which was nice i also introduced her to my dear mum as well we had a talk and reconnected again which meant so much to me because i could catch up with her also i had a long talk with another lovely christian women who was helping jo anne with selling her books as it so happens this ladies son has asperger s and it was very interesting how we had a sudden connection there i know that on my way back home i was very moved in so many ways by how life can be full of surprises when you least expect it the second one was a very different one as well someone who i really like and care for shared how she was getting brain fog and was having trouble with writing an assessment which was due in my few texts to her i conveyed my empathy and told her how i ve writers block in the past and having trouble writing in the past so i could basically can understand her in a sense i didn t tell her that i d written a book and had a deadline for that yet it got me thinking seriously about my writing or lack there of it lately i thought instead of trying to help her i had to be honest with myself and look at how i could work it out for myself with starting to write again i didn t want to be a hypocrite saying one thing when i didn t do it myself so in a sense she helped inspire me to start writing again as well when i was looking through quotes online i was looking at quotes for the both of us in one of my last texts to her i did admit that i ve got writer s block myself i always think honesty is the best policy when it comes to communicating to other people so with the help of these two different and separate events is what has lead you to reading these words on this page that i have written these few words are going to be the first of many many more in trying to find my voice again not just for me yet for you the reader and everyone out there to share with you that you are not alone in any way shape or form posted by megzz at 2 03 am no comments labels a break asd s asperger s family friends growth me time my voice privacy role model society spokesperson writer s block writing sunday march 16 2025 slowly waking up saturday 18th may please note that this was written last year on a draft and not published until now hello there everyone i m so sorry for my long absence here on my blog post i ve needed a break private time me time time away whatever you may call it etc no real words to describe or even knowing how to describe things yet i think everybody is entitled to that in their own way because we are all human after all in this life we are all alive doing the best we can i chose this song and video because i could relate somewhat to it with my asperger s over the last week i have been challenged with a lot of different things yet at the same time coming back again to my childhood home state where there s extremely special family and friends has been amazing it s so very different from my sydney life where people have known me for a certain amount of time yet my w a people have known me since i was a baby and there s ancient special history here i m rediscovering old memories feelings etc where most of my formative years were on this western australian earth my little young feet walked ran and skipped everywhere also discovering how to ride a bicycle along with my brother and many different places family friends etc breathing in the air and slowly waking up and feeling many different things again where sometimes i can t find words to describe i guess if those of you who moved around quite a bit as kids then you d understand what i mean by all this it feels that i have woken back up again after so long and living new experiences oh how i ve missed western australia and my dear friends and family being back in my home state is so amazing https youtu be e7vvewerwuu si vgisjkk1dii_dqts posted by megzz at 1 56 am no comments labels alive asperger s childhood deep discovery family friends home memories rediscovery thoughts waking up location 3 preston st como wa 6152 australia saturday september 7 2024 paralympics for autistic autisticathletes paralympics2024 autistic for the last week i ve been avidly watching the paralympics in the evenings it has been fascinating and mesmerizing to watch all the different athletes and sports that have gone along with it so many different stories families friends and lives involved seeing the paralympics are on in paris at the moment it got me thinking about a few things i ve been wondering how many athletes have asperger s syndrome and autism competing in the games i found that there are quite a few out there holding the torch and competing which i find to be really encouraging i found this video which is really fascinating and interesting talking about autistic athletes so i thought that i would share it with you even though it s using stock images and video the important message is still there that we are out there competing i hope that you like it posted by megzz at 1 09 pm no comments labels asperger s autistic autisticathletes hope inspiration paralympics paralympics2024 paris wednesday march 10 2021 dealing with the last 6 months hello there my dear friends i ve now had my bad chronic pain for 6 months and still the doctor s have no idea what s causing it tomorrow on wednesday 10th march i ve got the very long awaited specialist pain doctors appointment tomorrow morning i ve been waiting since november last year and accidentally missed the january appointment because i got the day s mixed up so 4 months waiting basically my mum is also going to be coming with me to the appointment with me at the san hospital room s which is great i m really hoping and praying that he has some idea of what s causing the pain and to fix it or make it go away for good i m so very scared that i ll have to live with this for the rest of my life and i don t want to do that i m so scared that i ll have this bad pain for the rest of my life i can t imagine dealing with it for years upon years it feels like that i ve been in a huge timewarp limbo type of thing where my whole life has been on pause i ve had to defer my tafe studies having leave from my volunteer job and also my part time casual job with the dog s there is so much that i can t do anymore and it s so bloody frustrating i ve had to somehow adapt to so many different things trying to deal with it on a hour by hour sometimes minute by minute basis to day by day or very short term goals type of thing i can only do things just a short distance away to where i live when i drive i m on weak pain tablets because i don t want to be drowsy when i drive then i go home and take some strong pain killers because i m exhausted dealing with the pain and need to rest for a while my doctor has me on an extremely low dose of those painkillers which is hard when the painkillers wear off and the pain hits then the days and nights get extremely long i wake up several times a night in pain heat up my heatpack put music on etc i have learnt a few ways of trying to deal with it yet it is so debilitating and exhausting that you can t even imagine my ptsd has also been playing up a whole lot lately as well i ve also got another specialist doctors appointment on the 23rd of april that will potentially lead to still more tests to try to find the cause please keep my family and i in your prayers at the moment big time my parent s are really worried as well i would really do appreciate it so much also thankyou so very much for all the prayers already and the love care understanding and support over the last 6 months i appreciate it so much posted by megzz at 1 29 am no comments labels asperger s chronic pain god mystery pain post operation prayer tuesday january 5 2021 summary of 2020 also happy new year we survived it through adversity comes courage through courage comes hope through hope comes change through change comes resilience through resilience comes empathy understanding through empathy and understanding comes our humanness small poem by me megan hammond ⓒ hello there everyone i hope that the new year is treating you well so far wherever you are reading this from i hope that the during the new year s celebrations that you kept safe and well firstly i want to say that i care for all of you and think of you all even though 2020 we were separated by time distance and the new pandemic sweeping the world called covid 19 corona virus i m also very sorry that i haven t posted or written on here for a long time yet i have had ongoing health issues since about february or march 2020 i ve also had a really big health scare in late august early september yet more of that later poop the wild cockatoo says hello i m sorry for not posting this sooner yet i ve been thinking about what to say and how to say it effectively as well as thoughfully given the circumstances of australia and the world at the moment i know australia thought that we had the virus beaten nearly and a lot of places were relaxing so much a lot of people weren t wearing masks while out wiping down shopping when they got home having bigger gatherings amongst a whole lot of other things a lot of people grew complacent including me with christmas around the corner then it hit again right in the heart of avalon area northern beaches where my parent s live then the whole of the northern beaches got locked down including my suburb in the southern area i live on the beaches the wednesday before christmas the beaches were locked down in 2 different zones which were north and south these are the current restrictions current restrictions i m currently in lockdown with my parents until 9th january patting my friend poop while eating first of all i would like to very much thankyou so much to my family friends church and facebook friends and god for sticking by me this year i really do appreciate it so much beyond words i know that we haven t had a lot of chances in person yet i have thought about you all and prayed for you 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