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so it begins tonight we rang in the new years in a small fishing village a bus ride away from our italian city the city has long ago sprawled out to around and past this little beach community it is the type of place where the waves can crash dramatically during storms neighbors will come up at 3 am and move all the boats by hand out of harms way for 4 hours in the middle of the night even on christmas eve tonight it was calm the water is crystal clear christmas lights are still hanging and a bonfire is burning on the beach for anyone to enjoy we eat italian style which for an event like this is plastic table clothes plastic plates carefully separated and stacked askew great wine chilling outside on the sidewalk and mountains of food all is joy unless you don t eat then mild horror crosses people s faces i appropriate ate very little today in preparation for the feast it will be my last night for alcohol for awhile and i thoroughly enjoyed the top notch prosecco tonight earlier in the night i had become mildly annoyed that my husband seems to have missed the detail that tomorrow i start the estrogen patches which to me marks the start of the cycle he remembers that the clinic called me and me clearly dates he remembers me making the 50 deposit yesterday and went with me to pick up the drugs at the pharmacy but somehow he missed that a start date was confirmed and that that date was tomorrow i am not sure if i was annoyed at myself for being sloppy about confirming that he had actually heard all the details or at him for not paying attention but either way he melted my heart and all was forgiven as midnight struck here in italy as he leaned in for a new year s kiss he simply said and so it begins with a twinkle in his eye and such love in his voice whatever the outcome i am letting myself fully dream this time i am not over thinking things nor researching the details to death i did my due diligence and now let s see what the professionals can do posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 de spain 2 comments december 21 2013 by circlesbecomeme pronto a few months ago i was doing the academic conference thing listen to boring talks interspersed with some mega inspiration then go out drinking dancing and eating with quasi strangers around 2 am on one such night a machine learning expert caught my eye we had last seen each other at a conference 2 years prior he has a voice that is easy to understand over pounding music and a mind that remains focused on interesting topics even when addled with booze we were drinking with a group of phd students who had won best paper awards and were celebrating their 1000 euro prize money by buying us a few rounds i didn t have a normal college experience my phd was me making up for lost time his wife had just gone into labor early and he was scheduled on the next flight out at 7 am so he was partying to make up for the next few months years to come anyway at one point said drunk academic leader said something that came out a bit like if you want kids don t wait and i drunkenly said something about how for some it is a bit complicated and involves studying up on the different medical rules and regs and laws in each country he raised his eyebrow i pointed to myself and mouthed the word menopause he leaped up and said me too i laughed pretty hard at that and he clarified no i mean my wife we used donor eggs and i said me too and we did a little high five welcome to the club thing and then had another beer so flash forward to this week i was meeting him at his university to have a chat about possible collaborations with his group as one does and then we all piled in a cab to go grab lunch and my phone started ringing i swipe ignore it rings again swipe again but by the 4th time i was a bit worried the only private number that comes up on my phone normally is my mother when she calls using her international calling card the profs were chatting away in the cab so i risked it and called if something had happened to my parents and they were at hospital or something it would be impossible to call them as they don t have cell phones and i d be left calling every hospital in their city something i once had to do in the 90s when a friend was in a car crash and no one knew where he d been taken horrible and very time consuming i answered pronto by reflex and the suddenly there i was speaking italian to the spanish clinic and they want to schedule and they want to do it now and oh how awkward i am trying to switch to italian as much as possible to keep things a bit confidential but that was failing so i asked if we could speak english most of it on my side was just yes yes no no could we push it to mid january my calendar is freer then no not that day i am traveling then etc could have been about anything but i suspect the guy knew exactly what i was saying he is a math guy he could easily have noticed all the dates were carefully 2 weeks apart he has done this before he knows this call oh and he is wicked smart and observant this one and thus when the other colleague was in the bathroom he asked so uh clare how s your italian pretty good now why just wondering why you switched to english there oh i was actually talking to someone in spain and since italian is both of our second languages we often switch to english and calendaring and dates over the phone are still tricky for me in italian ah i seeeeeeeee and his face told the whole story he knows which countries in europe do donor eggs he knows what it is like to painfully be torn between ignoring a clinic call and taking it he left it at that and i chose to feel strangely pleased to have a secret ally wishing us well game on jan 1 posted in finding my way tagged allies spain leave a comment december 12 2013 by circlesbecomeme barcelona barcelona it used to represent a place the spanish majors would go while i did my study abroad in an english speaking country because well that is what my major dictated it was a place of dreams and tapas and crazy architecture it was a place i had one of my best conference experiences drinking and dancing with former bosses from my internship years over 10 years ago and also meeting new friends and allies in my field now it hopefully is what i can tell any future child about as part of their origin story it was really important to us that we able to pass on some information to our child about their genetic origins ideally it would be that they could actually know or at least meet the person at a minimum to have some basic information about them i loved that in new zealand there is a registry where kids and donors can connect through a 3rd party service once the kid is 18 spain has different rules forever and ever anonymous we have resigned ourselves to this so while i was touring barcelona before and after our appointment i took a lot of photos my husband was slightly annoyed he is a big believer in enjoying the moment and not tainting it be taking too many photos i took maybe 40 photos so it wasn t as if i lived behind the camera but i also know in my heart that if i can t tell my child anything about the woman who donated eggs at least i can tell him or her something about the city where she lived posted in finding my way tagged photos spain leave a comment december 4 2013 by circlesbecomeme surreal in four days we go to spain to visit a clinic its my birthday weekend so it s easy to let people think we are traveling for my birthday it is easy to tell customs that we are traveling for pleasure and there will be pleasure i am so excited to show my dear man this city i feel in love with during a conference years ago i am thrilled to try out the 8 years of spanish that has been erased by 4 years of living in italy i am dying for tapas tapas tapas and more tapas but there is also hope and that is thrilling and terrifying that voice keeps cropping up who are you to dare to want this how could you give up this much happy adult living for all that work and selfishness and never ending ness of parenting and are you ready honestly the answers are simple i am simply me and that is enough i am ready for something new as i ll ever be and when that isn t enough i go over to my friend s new blog who just lost her two daughter in a hit and run i read her be so strong so hurt so filled with love and faith and i know if she is enough to endure this i am more than enough for this little mini thing i am daring posted in finding my way tagged spain 2 comments november 25 2013 by circlesbecomeme paperwork done just sat down for nearly all of my sunday night working through paperwork i think it is nearly 5mm of paper printed filled out signed and ready to be delivered hotels are booked maps are printed passports double checked i love these rare moments where everything to be done on a project is done travel is one of the few things where i can achieve this sense of calm sense of being prepared which is funny because my husband wanted to kill me with my emotional reactions to the printer acting up the linux windows inability to play nicely with me the password database being screwy and some special data zone on my computer he set up so sweetly to be encrpyted and password protected had all my data for this project and i couldn t find it let alone password attack it ugggh some days i feel like the technology is stealing my very soul in 3 second increments as i wait for things to load or breath through the frustration of trying to remember how you do x in the newest version of windows and i am a super techie geek all things considered but ahh off to meditate on this nice sorted pile of control before we head off into this cycle where anything could happen including a 1 2 chance of no fecundation a word the spanish clinic uses a lot more in its forms than the nz clinic did a 0 8 chance of having no embryos at the transfer day in which case the clinic keeps me on estrogen progesterone for another week or two until while they juggle donors 94 of cases at transfer of having at least 2 viable embryoes and if not 25 discount whoot whoot and of course the main ones 61 chance of pregnancy at 2 week mark 50 chance of pregnancy at ultrasound and a 41 chance that i ll be blogging a whole lot more for awhile posted in finding my way tagged spain leave a comment november 16 2013 by circlesbecomeme daring again today it began we are doing another cycle as of 2 pm today i am all in i picked a clinic they called our first appointment is made i am asking so many fewer questions this time because honestly there is only one question can i risk my heart again what the donor looks like i don t care what the exact costs are nope it isn t cheap but it is cheaper than the states and currently closer too what the exact timing and procedures are again it doesn t matter i will follow the directions to the letter but i am not fretting about the exact details now i am between jobs but legally able to live in europe for another 6 months i am not worried about travel details i am just leaping i have spent years for this moment the studying and researching options and clinics the emotional work of coming to terms with my ovarian failure the years grieving the one cycle we tried not knowing if we could ever manage another one the battle of getting to the point where i honestly am okay if we never parent today i requested an appointment i got one on december 9th i will be in spain doing tests that at this stage are so familiar i could probably draw the blood myself i will have tapas i will buy a birthday present for myself i will skip along the sea and today i tremble there isn t a single word for this mix of exhilarating hope in the face of such emotional risks but there is another word that comes to mind alive i feel bone shaking ly alive and that feels good if not slightly unhinged posted in de 2 tagged leaping spain 1 comment october 30 2013 by circlesbecomeme oh dream of dreams last night i had a dream i held a baby it was mine he latched on without effort this is a dream people i may not be a mother but i have worked in feeding clinics and listened to many a frustrated young mom then i set him down when i returned something was wrong he was too cold too still my heart seized i picked him up again and suddenly life returned and all was well i have never ever dreamed of a baby like this before i finally got up the courage to write the clinic in spain again i have literally cleared my schedule a cycle is the only thing on my plate before we leave italy i wrote to see about next steps to confirm the details of the tests i need to do the language barrier resulted in a reply that had nothing to do with my situation uh my last cycle if it is 28 days hah i began to doubt this clinic might not be the one if they screw up this what else will we screw up together and then as i tend to do when faced with grr moments i turn to facebook there is my best friend announcing the birth of her youngest my first thought sadly was feeling a bit sad that she hadn t even let me know she went into labor in contrast the first response to her announcement was from our mutual friend who has just tragically lost her two daughters oh how this mother s grace awes me the joy and sorrow of this week is so so much for me it is so hard today to hold my little dream to let this quiet hope burn a bit inside of me that little voice that says after 5 years i too can try again that i too can risk my whole heart again i don t know if that dream was for me or for my friend or both of us but regardless i am going to try to hope my heart already quakes a bit with the possibility of the stakes involved posted in finding my way tagged joy loss spain 2 comments archives december 2015 july 2015 september 2014 august 2014 july 2014 june 2014 may 2014 april 2014 march 2014 february 2014 january 2014 december 2013 november 2013 october 2013 june 2013 march 2013 january 2013 december 2012 november 2012 october 2012 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