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ally know when we are on the right track this is because when we are we become luckier better connected so to speak and more aware of syn crone icities i find this to be true it does feel like being better connected things happen that are in line aligned with my deep purpose i feel less lost i feel my life makes more sense the more aligned i become with goddess things that happen make more sense everything that happens to me is meaningful and has the potential to guide me along life becomes more and more coherent which is a good marker for how aligned one is i think having experienced how it feels to be utterly lost to feel fragmented and as if my life is incoherent and meaningless i recognize the difference not that i know what is going to happen in the future but i feel like i am feeling my way forward in the dark trying to find my tent guided by the ferns stroking my feet at night in the michigan woods and it is not a coincidence that my life completely changed when i found radical feminism the cause of causes it was like i was given an infusion of life and joy entering this new time space be witching hags harpies happen upon lost and found continent mary then gives an personal example of an experience of losing and finding after publishing gyn ecology she received a letter by audre lorde in which the latter voiced some objections to the book for example that it didn t name black goddesses daly and lorde met a few months later in person and had a discussion about the book and lorde s response to it after that meeting audre lorde published and re published her famous open letter which had not been an open letter at all but a personal one initially in slightly altered versions of the original personal letter in various anthologies it is still more often assigned as required reading in women s studies classes than gyn ecology itself and i remember actually having had lorde s letter thrown at me in order to prove daly s racism i m pretty sure these women had not ever read a single page of daly s work anyway briefly before daly and lorde met the former wrote a reply to lorde lorde denied ever receiving this letter and kept denying it while re publishing her own open letter only 24 years later mary daly received a letter from audre lorde s biographer alexis de veaux informing her that she had actually found daly s letter in lorde s personal papers and asking for permission to quote from it mary cites this experience as example of manifestation of trans spatial transtemporal and intergalactic consciousness there is a benevolent consciousness in the universe providing us with these coincidences i m sure my sisters who are into law of attraction know what i m talking about of course making letting these things happen manifest is not always easy patriarchy does everything it can to make it so we are faced with many obstacles and blocks external as well and internal internal blocks that i have personally experienced are depression anxiety loneliness addiction sickness exhaustion poverty i m sure each of us could add her own volumes of this stuff as the trainer in the creative consciousness workshop called it however when we focus on our final cause deep purpose which is really goddess speaking to us through our intuition our desire our inner calling we increasingly trust the presence of the web of interconnections of the whole of which we are a part quantum physics systems theory and even biologists now ackowledge that relationships and cooperation between parts of the whole system are actually what drives evolution it is more accurate to speak of co evolution co creation mary cites fritjof capra in his analysis of evolution driven by the creativity inherent in all living systems expressed through three distinct avenues mutations the trading of genes and symbiosis and honed by natural selection the planet s living patina expanded and intensified in forms of ever increasing diversity however he then goes on to say that there is no evidence of any plan goal or purpose in the global evolutionary process and thus no evidence for progress mary points out that he seems to conflate final causality with plan goal purpose and since he cannot see empirical evidence for an intented end point of evolution he dismisses the thought that evolution could be anything else than coincidental pfft men another example for this kind of reductionist thinking cited in the chapter is the never ending debate between creationism and evolution presenting the issue typically patriarchy as an either or situation while in fact both are right and wrong at the same time evolution is a manifestation of goddess the verb be ing she creates through us if we are open to hearing her call within ourselves we all know what that feels like all of us who have been to the land that yearning in our hearts to manifest many fest many spaces where we can feel like we did at fest lisa vogel giving us acorns to plant out there this is her speaking to us speaking through us or the fact that i m feeling pulled to sit here day after day for a few hours after work typing this i know that s her feeling through me creating through me what kind of evidence is there for the calling of the final cause which is the realization of creativity the answer lies in the realm where philosophy and mysticism meet i can know that the process is happening and this gives me intimations of the creativity of the universe it is my own experience of the cause of causes that opens the way to my conscious participation in the creation of the universe and consequently to my real communication with other beings it opens the way to expansion of joy this process of consciously participating in the attractive power of the final cause demands lusty leaps of courage to create and this brings us leaping around further to deeply hearing and naming goddess the verb she is the goddess of many names perhaps now especially we are called to hear her fiercest name which is nemesis nemesis indeed goddess of divine retribution and revenge against those who succumb to hubris against natural law i e patriarchy the state of hubris nemesis is also connected to isis ma at who is the goddess in her aspect as upholder of natural law justice wisdom goddess isis becomes nemesis when natural law is violated interestingly isis is also connected to venus i find this especially intriguing in the light of isis recent attacks on paris city of love i e venus researching this connection i found that paris has long been associated with isis i ll go more into depth about this in one of the next posts anyway to come back to that workshop by creative consciousness international that i attended wary as i am of patriarchal institutions companies and settings in general my patriarchal bullshit reversal radar is always on when i venture out into mixed patriarchal spaces such as this one even though especially when they claim to present awakened thinking during the workshop and in the workbook they gave us we were presented with a lot of talk about consciousness and it s role in creating such as marc steinberg s founder of creative consciousness international mission statement contributing to a global awakening in consciousness through facilitating awareness and consciousness development programs combined with 1st class coach training powered by the internationally accredited consciousness coaching methodology from an article by adrian d nelson printed in the workbook quantum mechanics suggests that the entire physical universe is potentially interconnected at a deep level of nature so is the total informational content of the universe integrated in some deep sense is it in a mysterious way conscious of itself as spiritual traditions throughout the ages have long asserted instead of isolated and separate experiencing beings we may experience on behalf of the greater evolving system in which we find ourselves this does sound a lot like the real thing also during the workshop i realized that what the trainer herself a patriarchal witch feminized and all basically told us was witchcraft here are the 5 elements of creation from the workbook my translation into witchy terms in brackets making happen and letting happen i e setting an intention sealing it and then letting law of attraction natural law run it s course integrity being firmly rooted in self love the power of your word i e spellcraft authenticity being aligned with one s true deep higher self i e goddess consciousness energy being aware of energy leaks being connected to source of course it takes a witch to recognize witchcraft so i don t think any of the other participants men and mostly feminized women knew what they were really being told witchcraft and goddess consciousness were not named of course not that any of this is wrong but throughout the workshop i couldn t shake the feeling that something was missing that there was a reversal going on somewhere because i know that the whole truth cannot and will not ever be named in patriarchy i think it was when the trainer talked about the obstacles that usually keep us from reaching our goals and dreams she called it stuff stuff is for example past experiences of rejection etc i e past trauma she asked us questions like who would you be without your fear of rejection who would you be without your negative stories your bad past who would you be without your stories of victimization she told us that any stuff is always delayed projections that manifest as reality tell that to malala i thought so malala manifested the taliban shooting her in the head herself then pshah i find this kind of talk despicable and i don t think it was a coincidence that the only people present at the workshop were white middleclass people who have probably never had extreme male violence inflicted on them only people like that can believe that all obstacles they encounter have an internal source and then it hit me yes this was about witchcraft but a truncated and de contextualized de politicized version of it it had to be because the real thing is revolutionary and threatening to patriarchy and that is why actual external obstacles that always arise from male violence or are products symptoms and consequences of formalized institutionalized and legalized male violence i e patriarchy are denied why internal blocks like depression anxiety fears ptsd disease etc are cut off from their source i e experiences of male violence are never named as such but presented as delayed projections of internal stories of victimization as if we make ourselves victims by the stories we just without reason make up about ourselves as if we could be free if we just stopped seeing ourselves as victims as if the feeling of having been victimized is what cripples us and not the actual trauma of men hurting us what a giant mind fuck in reality not being able to name the source of our trauma and blocks men male violence or acted out violence on the part of women the source of which is also always male violence is what keeps us crippled because it makes us feel as if any obstacles we encounter in our lives that result from having broken psyches are our fault we have broken psyches because we have broken psyches we have been victimized because we manifested that ourselves because of our stories of victimization it s not that what the trainer told us at the workshop is 100 wrong a lot of it is true but it left out the important part patriarchy male violence at one point she even said that our society doesn t encourage or support us from developing our true self not shit that has to be the biggest understatement of the year in fact patriarchy brutally socializes us and one tool is jendah not to ever find our deep self our wild self does everything it can to vilify and break that connection as early as possible and why because our society is patriarchy an evil necrophiliac collective consciousness that like all self referential systems is centrally interested in maintaining itself and since it maintains itself by annililating reversing life force goddess we cannot ever be allowed to connect to said life force goddess wildness in ourselves but of course the trainer never mentioned any of that and so a very different picture was conveyed we humans are not encouraged to develop our true self by society what is the essential character of that society why and so we easily feel victimized by all kinds of not really victimizing things we are just so weak and stupid and then we just hold on to these stories and that stuff in our minds and are thus stuck in a repetitive cycle of manifesting these same stories again and again keeping ourselves victimized and therefore never reaching full fillment how i hate that word btw here is what the wickedary has to say about full fillment the saddest of the plastic passions therapeutized perversion of the passion of joy 2 condition of women as vessels vassals as containers carriers of plastic passions ideas self images and other waste products of junkocracy 3 the ultimate fulfillment of all necrophilic christian desire the annihilation of all life according to the trainer and creative consciousness international the only way to step out of that cycle of victimization is to recognize it is all just in your head remove the blocks in your head by stopping negative thoughts and replacing them with positive ones in reality though if you do not name the source of your trauma you cannot resolve it you cannot forgive yourself your personal consciousness might insist on saying but i have been victimized this is not just in my head not to worry tho cci has the solution to that problem without ever naming male violence and necrophilia as the sources of course from the workbook bolds are mine if we see the ego as part of the framework in which we think and feel then it s obvious that this framework this context which marc refers to as consciousness has to be transformed as well in fact consciousness has to be made to fit to operate on a more powerful efficient level the consciousness coach has to initiate that the client spins around himself so fast that he starts seeing himself from the back however the difference to conventional motivational methods is that the motivation wasn t dumped on the delegate s consciousness but in consciousness coaching the delegate s consciousness manages to liberate itself from all de motivational factors leaders today need more than just skills they need awareness and the power to operate consciousness without this power leaders will employ force power will be accepted force rejected power comes as a by product of being in charge of one s thoughts and emotions and for this to be achieved one needs to understand exercise and master consciousness note the controlling dominating language so here a view of consciousness is conveyed as something that can be man ipulated operated exercised and mastered by 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