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ore and that leads to the loneliness when we try to find it with somebody many would be happy when they have choice to change their partners when ever they like but i don t think its a very good thing as life is too short to keep searching the one rather than share the precious moments with the one we love i would love to hear your views on this rate this share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on x opens in new window x share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading by kavita joshi posted in emotions love photography relationship tagged bridge controversy emotion fall family italy legend loneliness love love locks online partner superstitions uruguay 2 jan 24 2013 will i ever live again i get up have something to eat leave for work come back home and at times i do pray maze is the word i would give to this life that keeps my brain working my heart is not heard most of the times and it keeps asking will i ever live again in this complex emotional rain its killing me like this and giving so much of pain will i ever live again i console myself by saying it s going to be different every night i go to bed i mishear my heart and think it s happy again whereas it s not what s being said why we do this to ourselves why we make our soul cry there are no tears left even the eyes gone dry will my soul ever see the sun again in this foggy life my inner voice makes me shiver by asking if it will ever be heard again but then that s life is what i think every time i get tired when there no hope and no one to make me inspired not even a single thing i get that i ever desired life is life and no matter what it does i think it still needs to be admired so i have almost stopped asking this question whether i will live again but i am not sure how long i will sustain without asking will i ever live again rate this share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on x opens in new window x share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading by kavita joshi posted in life photography self realization tagged again brain complex desire eat ever everyday heart home inner voice inspire life live pray question stop sustain tears time tired work 11 jan 24 2013 snoozing period quiet before the storm what s going to happen you must be thinking i started my blog with all the self realization stuff and more regarding spirituality and now here i am only with reviews for movies and old travel stories what happened to the self awareness journey to be honest i am thinking the same as i was so happy for constantly 16 days since new year or should say even from christmas eve when i went to my friends place for a celebration but the truth is i am going through a negative phase now it was the peak time to feel so light and now i am gone to the other side where i am again stuck with real life problems although it does not feel as bad as it used to may be because i am still aware of what s happening so not much impacted by it but being happy is not being easy really there are times when i look at the world and it all feels the same and that is because inside it s a storm that s taking its toll i was seeing everything clearly only few days ago and now again it s the fogginess that has taken over i can t see or feel anything all i can do is to save myself from feeling sick or bad about this phase i am fighting with the negativity around me and again to remind myself it s just me nothing else has changed it s funny the same things that were source of happiness have turned into cold frozen objects today why why i am going through this i have so many questions my soul sometimes wants to cry out loud and ask the universal power to come and merge into me may be i am not completely ready that s why it s only in bursts that i am able to get the knowledge for few days it was like a smooth stream of energy that was flowing in me from that universal powerful source and now i feel i am getting drained i have been seeing something floating in my room in the night for last couple of days on infrequent basis i wake up in the middle of the night and see this image of an object or seem more like condensed white energy in my room that is floating around and feels like trying to get my attention i know i might sound a bit weird but i promised to share all i am experience in life at the moment and here i am astonishing fact is that this energy is not scary at all it has happened 5 6 times so far i wake up in the middle of the night see this energy and go back to sleep and it feels like as if it s just there and not to hurt me but just to be with me its white and i remember seeing some floating things last month and that was all black and it scared the hell out of me i prayed in my heart and i was almost sinking in my heart all scared but this time this energy is all white and it feels so pure i am not sure whether it s the lack of sleep as i have had enough for last few days at least or my sleeping pattern or the new place i moved into but i saw the black energy object in my old place whereas i can see the white ones here in the new place i am not sure what is it all about really but my gut feeling is giving me an indication that my life is going to change and something big is going to happen and i am just getting prepared for it i am a science student and like to have a proof of everything that is real but i think i have also opened myself to see the truth and to be able to see beyond the obvious in the world so i want to be ready for everything if there is something i need to learn to achieve the peace and freedom in life i told some of people i know at work about it and they laughed it off not sure why i talked about it though may be because i didn t believe it myself then today morning i told my flatmate and she advised me to throw anything that i might feel can carry some negative energy i threw a teddy bear and few more things from my old place teddy i threw because the person who gave it to me was very depressed in life and often used to talk to the bear and it might sound stupid but i thought maybe this might be carrying all the negative energy from that person to me and when i don t talk to the teddy not many people do really so it might be trying to get my attention i know it sounds so odd and i can t believe i am thinking like this as if it s a script from a scary movie but i like and respect my flatmate so i did as she suggested she calls me an action girl as i act upon any suggestion very quickly if i think that can make any difference to make my life better and i think that s what i have learned in life to change things as soon as possible to make your life better as sometimes it gives you more pain not to change anyways i am hoping not to see anything anymore if it was because of those things but part of me says that it was not the things it was something more that is trying to tell me something bigger than anything i have ever experienced and it is only when i am sleeping i can see it because then only i am able to connect to my sub conscious mind that knows it all when we are conscious we think from our brain and decide on the basis of our most recent experience whereas when we are in sleep our conscious mind doesn t interrupt the process of thought formation that is also the reason we dream as it s the sub conscious mind that take over and starts working i think this is enough for now let s see how i go now and whether it was just a little malfunctioning of my senses or something real i will keep you posted rate this share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on x opens in new window x share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading by kavita joshi posted in life self realization tagged awareness drain energy fighting frozen impact journey lack negative object period positive power proof real scary science sleep smooth snooze spiritual white world 0 jan 23 2013 fiji another name for freedom to live part 3 next day another adventure was waiting for me being a naive to sea and swimming i was having a ball with all the water activities now it was time for some cave diving it sounded so exciting that i could not stop myself from booking next day trip to another island to do the cave diving although many questions started bothering me after i booked for it will i have to stay underwater too long do i need to be a good swimmer to be able to do that will it be scary will i be ok after doing it but i was rest assured that i will be fine as there were two guides and all the fellow travellers knew how to swim so to be honest i had more trust on others than myself next morning i was even more thrilled thinking here i was in the middle of this big island with strangers doing stuff that is another name of peak adventure best thing ever i told myself we were all geared with the swim suit and a life jacket after boarding the boat that was going to take us to this another island we arrived at our destination the water was crystal blue and the view was breathtaking it made me feel envious of the people who were living there thinking that they are able to live in paradise every day finally we climbed the steps towards the qara ni bukete pregnancy cave named so because it does not allow any woman who is trying to hide she is pregnant it was a bit dark in the cave but we could see some light coming through the slits i jumped into the water in the cave after a little bit of hesitation with my life jacket on of course i thought maybe this is it it was easy but nope there was another cave through this bigger cave where we could only go through a narrow passage under water two guys went in with the guide we did not have any proper equipment for diving so we had to hold our breath for at least 30 seconds and the guide was supposed pull us underwater towards the other cave once on the other side the guide will go back and bring another person now it was the test as i could not go under water without my life jacket guide was back and wanted one of us to go with him everyone in the group started staring at each other as no one was sure how risky it is in the dark i was scared but excited and didn t realise when i got voice and said i will come to guide he stared at my life jacket and asked me to take it off i told him that i am not a good swimmer and he smiled maybe he was thinking i must be joking as i had come for a cave diving after all and assured me that i will be fine i took off my life jacket and the guide took my hand and asked me to take a deep breath i followed his instruction and he pulled me under water and i felt all i can do is trust him i could feel my body moving through this narrow tunnel touching the walls of it soon when i was still in dazed state i was on the other side of the cave he looked at me and smiled again and asked me where i am from he must have sensed my fear i told him that i am from india living in australia for few months and have just started to learn swimming he looked amazed but asked me to leave his hand as he had to go to bring other people now i was scared again as i was in this cave in dark and with no floating device to hold on to i quickly swam across the cave with my breast stroke techniques and tried to hold the holes in the wall like a lizard other girls also came to this side after seeing me they must have thought that when a non swimmer can do it then they can as well after few moments when my eyes got adjusted then i realised most of the people in the group who chose to come were here and we had to swim to the other side where the guide was taking us there was a small area where there was some light coming from a slit and it felt very nice to see few rays of light as they were like rays of hope it was an amazing experience of my life we came back and i was still dazed with the whole day adventure next day i had to leave the island and head back to home i was overwhelmed by the welcoming behaviour of the people in fiji i left but the memories stayed with me forever rate this share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on x opens in new window x share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading by kavita joshi posted in adventure fiji travelling tagged adventure cave diving fear fiji freedom life jacket love overcome swim 2 jan 22 2013 the impossible made possible by mankind story of what it is like to be human amazing cinematography and more amazing realization about what human is capable of a very emotional but yet story of courage and compassion it has got all the core qualities of a movie and yet it is so real and touching i almost cried towards the end of the movie it takes you through a journey and if you start living it then it will make you think how fortunate you are to live a good life and how courageous compassionate and kind some people are to care for others even when they themselves need the most help to survive maria bennett naomi watts is at her best in this movie from acting to makeup everything seems to be perfect in the movie she is a mother of three boys and staying at a resort with her husband henry ewan mcgregorhenry in khao lak thaliland for holidays when the tsunami hit the place and engulf everything on its way it is a story of surviving through the odds of nature but still keeping in touch with humanity it is a story of families where everyone is taking care of each other it is a story of a boy tomas samuel joslin who is only 8 years old but takes the responsibility to look after his 6 years old brother simon oaklee pendergast when his father decided to go and search his mom and his elder brother i was thrilled and emotional while watching this movie i was even more awake around 2 am in the morning after finishing the movie it was an odd time to watch a movie but once i started i could not stop the best part was when the naomi mother was injured and had found his eldest son lucas tom holland but still was willing to help this little boy stuck under the bushes even when the chances of their own survival were very less she did not 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