Meta tags:
description= Silmarillion nonsense, fic writing, and other hazards. Profile pic is by Veroniel.;
keywords= chthonion answers questions,the harrowing,ask game,harrowing fanart,my writing;
Headings (most frequently used words):
pinned, post, about, me, my, writing, transformative, works,
Text of the page (most frequently used words):
the (153), and (109), you (71), that (68), for (41), not (39), they (37), them (31), his (31), frodo (30), here (27), have (25), but (22), with (22), can (21), this (21), are (21), ask (20), was (20), jesher (20), who (18), one (18), their (17), about (16), time (16), what (16), chthonion (15), him (15), cor (15), game (14), there (14), your (14), which (13), would (13), she (12), elrond (12), know (12), has (12), from (12), celebrimbor (12), notes (11), says (11), will (11), because (11), her (11), wip (11), said (11), sep (10), choice (10), were (10), see (10), message (10), much (10), samha (10), had (9), all (9), find (9), did (9), sent (9), only (9), ever (9), out (9), don (9), sauron (9), way (9), world (9), arcturus (9), answers (8), questions (8), could (8), even (8), very (8), does (8), into (8), been (8), some (8), other (8), like (7), tell (7), doing (7), now (7), dreamer (7), people (7), back (7), dasha (7), when (6), having (6), how (6), own (6), filenames (6), voice (6), everything (6), thing (6), something (6), eyes (6), need (6), universe (6), love (6), gun (6), quo (5), fugerem (5), come (5), better (5), after (5), once (5), really (5), should (5), last (5), fact (5), make (5), fic (5), face (5), things (5), good (5), always (5), right (5), next (5), than (5), priest (5), too (5), first (5), hand (5), over (5), human (5), just (5), work (5), home (5), long (5), talk (5), many (5), want (5), light (5), sometimes (5), done (5), annatar (5), finrod (5), war (4), aman (4), again (4), enough (4), then (4), little (4), down (4), didn (4), nothing (4), words (4), maedhros (4), original (4), fiction (4), against (4), young (4), moment (4), person (4), tomb (4), boots (4), already (4), might (4), death (4), anything (4), considered (4), sai (4), nauru (4), stayed (4), years (4), someone (4), most (4), where (4), grew (4), okay (4), atlantean (4), almost (4), more (4), never (4), place (4), post (4), morinen (3), chose (3), say (3), quite (3), thinks (3), short (3), life (3), eternity (3), week (3), wasn (3), think (3), chosen (3), wisdom (3), bad (3), yet (3), write (3), darkness (3), deep (3), favorite (3), ossë (3), hate (3), coming (3), before (3), look (3), grief (3), anonymous (3), thanasterion (3), ground (3), made (3), still (3), any (3), change (3), around (3), without (3), space (3), put (3), whether (3), both (3), matter (3), weird (3), everyone (3), possibly (3), profile (3), magic (3), whose (3), help (3), ago (3), while (3), changed (3), learned (3), hear (3), arm (3), wizards (3), please (3), knows (3), else (3), harrowing (3), told (3), probably (3), arrived (3), also (3), known (3), ring (3), archive (3), series (3), wrath (3), installments (3), complete (3), ao3 (3), reasons (3), elwing (2), came (2), wounded (2), making (2), exhausting (2), simple (2), acknowledgement (2), wish (2), best (2), cannot (2), staring (2), sneak (2), suicidal (2), those (2), inclined (2), lissomelace (2), draft (2), osse (2), friendship (2), wanted (2), wrong (2), mouth (2), accent (2), isn (2), horrifying (2), head (2), smell (2), cup (2), situation (2), currently (2), burned (2), snarl (2), sanctum (2), kind (2), following (2), through (2), order (2), let (2), must (2), accomplish (2), priests (2), reconsecrate (2), going (2), send (2), trap (2), hold (2), disaster (2), far (2), singularity (2), moving (2), die (2), problem (2), indeed (2), putting (2), looking (2), low (2), intent (2), yours (2), context (2), since (2), definitely (2), get (2), undeath (2), interview (2), incoming (2), prepare (2), yourselves (2), peripheral (2), attention (2), lower (2), amusements (2), aneidu (2), barely (2), television (2), stay (2), quiet (2), elusive (2), temple (2), daha (2), excerpt (2), groupchat (2), three (2), cryptic (2), dignified (2), mysterious (2), hard (2), behind (2), scenes (2), create (2), activity (2), music (2), point (2), subtlety (2), someday (2), humanity (2), terrifyingly (2), badly (2), numbers (2), dwindled (2), four (2), anyway (2), mythic (2), intersects (2), normal (2), resembles (2), experienced (2), conjunction (2), older (2), stranger (2), kinder (2), beings (2), lived (2), beside (2), universes (2), apart (2), slipped (2), today (2), tumblr (2), discord (2), user (2), wants (2), blood (2), chamber (2), caught (2), pulled (2), trigger (2), shots (2), slid (2), cylinder (2), red (2), flash (2), range (2), broad (2), project (2), tag (2), ways (2), non (2), anyone (2), relying (2), few (2), fast (2), filtering (2), sequence (2), slightly (2), condescension (2), hands (2), times (2), each (2), tense (2), gemstone (2), god (2), photograph (2), historical (2), history (2), two (2), drawer (2), dust (2), obstacle (2), understanding (2), left (2), nor (2), together (2), especially (2), second (2), absolutely (2), complex (2), healer (2), new (2), truth (2), asks (2), healing (2), feel (2), these (2), locked (2), otherwise (2), stuff (2), works (2), gospel (2), redemption (2), sanctuary (2), finds (2), fear (2), meet (2), dreams (2), including (2), writing (2), tolkien (2), silmarillion (2), pinned (2), refracted (2), zinnia, theme, seyche, forwards, tells, rather, healed, lie, elves, spare, tender, sensibilities, looks, ears, pointed, elvish, rounded, arwen, choosing, mystery, frightening, painful, uttermost, limits, endurance, conversation, same, ruthless, envy, pity, given, stiffly, lady, speak, grimly, tirion, personally, offended, mother, ringbearer, allow, yearn, finding, difficult, manage, sighting, fascinated, idk, ideation, adjacent, thoughts, encountered, pov, companion, trying, list, ooooooo, super, curious, share, tbh, reverberates, gandalf, temper, angry, present, forcefully, violently, true, silence, babbles, unfamiliar, uncontrolled, borne, tide, realization, belong, ruined, started, intently, bending, close, breath, sea, trace, noldorin, spices, whisper, apple, dividing, between, bursts, happening, drink, raise, filled, purest, essence, water, lips, drinks, dream, dies, thundering, crash, loss, negation, stole, simultaneously, posthumous, big, editing, woe, chapter, requires, grasp, peek, intrigued, drifting, scarlet, promise, violence, plates, table, rattle, wood, involved, outbreak, chaos, lowest, rank, priesthood, showed, exactly, yearned, faced, unveiled, fanged, searing, crimson, tore, room, physical, force, serious, solemn, addressing, senior, member, grave, desecrate, alone, escalation, regime, sought, strike, ensure, meaningful, looked, stand, ready, wait, upon, word, reconsecration, leaving, lying, unchanneled, grabbed, sat, floor, pull, lace, well, rite, myself, buy, won, worshippers, until, bring, safely, door, grabbing, moved, composure, exceeded, reasonable, expected, maintain, furious, preventing, settling, chair, possibility, stupid, ambushing, extremely, unrelated, causes, astonishingly, smiling, tasted, our, bear, further, treachery, thinking, worshipper, follow, risk, believe, froze, act, recovered, turned, yes, reverence, worship, desecrated, insulted, memory, repay, dare, site, previously, died, reality, deaths, essentially, primordial, principle, touches, unfiltered, along, previous, discussion, delighted, shown, haven, peep, emote, thefearofcod, guiding, aim, lined, alongside, straightening, stance, strength, warm, solid, bulk, standing, wards, dampen, refuse, sure, hurt, landed, drawn, magnet, rumbling, hungry, drew, its, holster, settled, cat, curling, sunbeam, pressed, release, seen, check, position, throbbing, thumb, brushed, smelled, saw, across, vision, raised, cocked, soldiers, crowding, mortars, away, muzzles, flame, held, aloft, waited, signal, whispered, screamed, purred, scene, lends, genderfluid, pronouns, vary, goes, steals, closely, tied, whole, kinda, personal, weapon, kill, tested, hellooooooo, general, glance, sounds, intriguing, title, maybemalapert, approach, interesting, experience, study, less, training, support, methods, replicable, instincts, odd, sentient, awareness, walls, infuriatingly, elegantly, strangle, generations, failed, straightforwardly, terrifying, watching, potion, burner, bare, seconds, trance, superhumanly, glorified, candle, placidly, sound, deferential, neutral, condescending, depending, mood, teetering, direction, habit, allowing, felt, different, willingness, contradict, marker, respect, take, granted, wished, prefer, headache, starting, temples, fire, tower, listen, getting, plot, holes, plaguing, give, loves, flies, economy, class, haul, flights, likes, surprising, random, passengers, honest, afterwalker, sits, themselves, contexts, access, persons, controlled, avoid, overwhelm, clear, mistake, shaped, clearly, try, unless, photographed, camera, doesn, portraits, books, chance, events, thousand, actually, answer, languages, loculus, pulvis, 421, tonal, difference, latin, adds, translate, shall, allowed, collect, slumber, waking, illis, quae, loculis, sunt, liceto, pulverem, colligere, eras, loculo, qvidnam, tibist, impedimentum, translatingpostsintolatin, illegal, drawers, accumulate, seaemberthesecond, least, stop, foot, wobbling, thought, greatest, wound, heart, betrayal, torture, listened, worth, listening, saying, hearing, late, backlog, using, saturday, productively, mind, thank, relationships, gave, fresh, carry, colored, middle, earth, frightened, feels, nearly, certain, disservice, tries, show, guilt, strange, disoriented, strain, haunts, struggles, touch, distant, children, luxury, seeing, anymore, trust, busy, attend, silent, heavy, deeper, longer, agonizingly, shows, purpose, sake, strive, shores, sees, sincerity, depth, intended, plsss, author, jun, feed, chatbot, though, reason, permission, wrote, inspires, draw, related, free, link, makes, happy, admire, transformative, fragment, alternate, jesus, 500, speculative, theology, forgiveness, judas, forgiven, flees, morgoth, silmarils, plan, offer, fealty, exchange, nirnaeth, fucked, borderline, surmountable, forges, power, shattered, marriage, bond, uses, answering, becomes, unsatisfying, silvergifting, trial, defies, silm, part, road, trip, save, finally, unexpected, possible, during, fights, follows, lost, found, begin, scar, neck, hurts, progress, takes, stab, arc, encounters, challenges, limited, family, mortifying, ordeal, being, emotions, build, trauma, deal, dead, spirit, haunting, anastasis, current, fourth, age, shadow, rising, several, scraping, privacy, apologize, sorry, occasional, rock, operas, although, honestly, account, nonsense, hazards, pic, veroniel,
Text of the page (random words):
that he has done one or both of them a disservice by that choice elrond tries not to show his grief his guilt the strange disoriented strain that haunts him as he struggles to make his own life work in a place that has never known the touch of his now distant children but frodo does not have the luxury of not seeing that kind of thing not anymore his time with the ring has changed him in more ways than one frodo asks once only once whether he should find someone else to help him someone else to trust whether elrond should be too busy with his own healing to attend to frodo s elrond is silent for a long time after he asks that is your choice elrond says at last his voice heavy with a grief that is deeper and longer and more agonizingly complex than anything he ever shows to frodo on purpose but do not make it for my sake it is not a bad thing to feel as if there is something i can strive for on these shores frodo sees the sincerity of it in far more depth than he thinks elrond intended him to and he does not ask again sep 19 29 notes elrond frodo complex relationships morinen quo a me fugerem chthonion answers questions ask game lissomelace sent a message if you don t mind a second one i would absolutely love to hear about anything from harrowing thank you 3 it s never too late for ask backlog especially when i have been using my saturday productively but if i could at least stop putting my foot in my mouth that would be better celebrimbor says his voice wobbling i just the thought of what it could have done of what it did do even i love him you all know that but sometimes i could just the things that he did to you frodo without even understanding what he d done and i told him i told him frodo sometimes thinks that the greatest wound annatar left on celebrimbor s heart was not the death nor the betrayal nor even the torture but this the fact that celebrimbor was not listened to the fact that he wasn t considered worth listening to after everything they d done together probably for the best that celebrimbor is saying this now and not in annatar s hearing he and annatar are going to have to talk about it probably many times over but they can t talk about it like this sep 19 28 notes the harrowing ask game chthonion answers questions seaemberthesecond it should be illegal for things in drawers to accumulate dust you were in the drawer what is your problem translatingpostsintolatin illis quae in loculis sunt ne liceto pulverem colligere eras in loculo qvidnam tibist impedimentum slumber and waking i do love the weird tonal difference that the latin adds if you translate it back out that which is in the little place shall not be allowed to collect dust you thing are in the little place what indeed is the obstacle before you sep 15 49 421 notes you re so right my drawer is a loculus that should not have pulvis in it languages anonymous sent a message tumblr discord user n here who wants to hear about the atlantean wip chthonion i m doing an ask game you can find my wip filenames here n you are my favorite person today i would love to talk about the atlantean wip okay so a long time ago where mythic time intersects with normal time a universe that resembles this one experienced a conjunction with a much older much stranger much kinder universe for a while human beings lived in the world beside people of that other universe and were changed by it and learned and grew because of it and then the universes grew apart and they slipped back out of the world again most of them did anyway some of them stayed they still can go home and someday they will but some of them stayed because to them humanity is terrifyingly young and badly in need of someone to help over the years their numbers have dwindled and now there are only four three of them are very cryptic dignified and mysterious people who work very hard behind the scenes to create a better world and one of them is samha whose chosen activity is and always has been music and who does not see much point in subtlety here s an excerpt from their groupchat samha interview incoming next week everyone prepare yourselves for the peripheral attention sai nauru have you ever considered possibly having lower profile amusements sai nauru even aneidu is barely ever on television samha i didn t stay here so that i could be quiet daha i think there s something to be said for the magic of the elusive samha they can see your temple from space chthonion to be clear everyone knows who they are you cannot look at one and mistake them for human they re human shaped but they are clearly something else if you try to photograph them the photograph is weird unless they don t want to be photographed and then the camera doesn t work there are historical portraits of them they are all in history books if you get a chance you can ask one about historical events from two thousand years ago and they might actually tell you the answer most of them have put themselves into contexts where access to their persons will be controlled to avoid overwhelm samha loves people so much that he flies in economy class for short haul flights because he likes surprising random passengers when an honest to god afterwalker sits down next to them sep 13 30 notes tense gemstone sent a message give us the wizards ️ ️ the wizards are plaguing me with plot holes but here they are getting to know each other dasha s approach to magic was an interesting experience with little study and less training to support him he had learned to do everything in ways that arcturus would never have considered some of his methods were non replicable by anyone other than dasha relying only on instincts that arcturus did not have or on the odd sentient awareness of his walls some of them were so infuriatingly elegantly simple that arcturus wanted to strangle the generations of wizards who had failed to come up with them some of them were straightforwardly terrifying please tell me arcturus said once after watching dasha light his potion burner with a bare few seconds of trance work that you are just superhumanly fast at your filtering sequence i don t need a filtering sequence to light a glorified candle your wisdom dasha said placidly he had a way of making your wisdom sound deferential or neutral or slightly condescending depending on his mood and this one was definitely teetering in the direction of condescension arcturus was not in the habit of allowing condescension from anyone but it felt different coming from dasha his willingness to contradict arcturus was a marker of respect and one that arcturus did not take for granted even if sometimes he wished dasha would just listen i would prefer it arcturus said with a headache already starting around his temples if you didn t light your hands on fire or my tower for that matter how many times have you burned your hands doing that sep 13 14 notes dasha and arcturus chthonion s original fiction chthonion answers questions ask game maybemalapert sent a message undeath in time sounds intriguing as a title tell me more i m doing an ask game you can find my wip filenames here hellooooooo i love this project okay so first there is general context here which you ll want to glance at first and the tag for this project is here with that out of the way okay so the gun right the weapon that was made to kill jesher the dreamer which was tested on cor after all of that he goes back and steals it it s his gun now and it s very closely tied into his whole everything since it s the thing that made him this way so it s kinda personal here s the scene where he lends it to jesher jesher is genderfluid pronouns vary the wards would almost be enough almost they would dampen it they would refuse it they would make sure that almost no one was hurt almost wasn t good enough jesher s hand landed on the gun as if drawn by a magnet and the gun purred low and rumbling and hungry jesher drew the gun from its holster it settled into their hand like a cat curling up in a sunbeam jesher pressed the release as they d seen cor do and slid the cylinder out to check the red chamber was already in position throbbing with intent when their thumb brushed against it they smelled blood and saw cor s red eyes flash across their vision they slid the cylinder back in raised their arm cocked the gun the range is as broad as you want it to be you have as many shots as you need soldiers were crowding around the mortars moving back away from the muzzles jesher caught a flash of flame held aloft as they waited for the signal the range is as broad as you want it to be all of them jesher whispered and pulled the trigger the world screamed cor s hand on her hand guiding her aim cor s arm lined up alongside her arm straightening her stance cor s strength at her back warm and solid the bulk of him standing over her cor s blood in the chamber caught at the moment of death you have as many shots as you need jesher pulled the trigger sep 13 12 notes chthonion answers questions ask game cor and jesher chthonion s original fiction anonymous sent a message tumblr discord user n here who wants to hear about the atlantean wip i m doing an ask game you can find my wip filenames here n you are my favorite person today i would love to talk about the atlantean wip okay so a long time ago where mythic time intersects with normal time a universe that resembles this one experienced a conjunction with a much older much stranger much kinder universe for a while human beings lived in the world beside people of that other universe and were changed by it and learned and grew because of it and then the universes grew apart and they slipped back out of the world again most of them did anyway some of them stayed they still can go home and someday they will but some of them stayed because to them humanity is terrifyingly young and badly in need of someone to help over the years their numbers have dwindled and now there are only four three of them are very cryptic dignified and mysterious people who work very hard behind the scenes to create a better world and one of them is samha whose chosen activity is and always has been music and who does not see much point in subtlety here s an excerpt from their groupchat samha interview incoming next week everyone prepare yourselves for the peripheral attention sai nauru have you ever considered possibly having lower profile amusements sai nauru even aneidu is barely ever on television samha i didn t stay here so that i could be quiet daha i think there s something to be said for the magic of the elusive samha they can see your temple from space sep 13 30 notes samha ask game chthonion answers questions chthonion s original fiction thefearofcod sent a message so can i get a peep at undeath in time eyes emote i m doing an ask game you can find my wip filenames here you definitely can i would be delighted let me just go see what i ve shown you and what i haven t for those who have not been following along previous discussion of this wip is here context the thanasterion is a site on which jesher the dreamer has previously died this does some really weird things to reality since their deaths are essentially a moment in which the primordial principle of change touches the world unfiltered for a moment the thanasterion said the priest has burned to the ground cor s eyes were a scarlet promise of violence his voice was a snarl that made the plates on the table rattle against the wood how dare they the priest was a young one too young to have been involved in the last outbreak of chaos and she was still of the lowest rank in the sanctum priesthood she showed in that moment that she was exactly the kind of person jesher yearned to have in their following because faced with cor s unveiled and fanged snarl and his searing crimson eyes and the way his voice tore through the room like a physical force she inclined her head to him serious and solemn as if she were addressing a senior member of her own order and said it is a grave thing to desecrate any tomb let alone the tomb of change s dreamer this is an escalation and a message but it is not the first time that a regime has sought to strike at us in this way dreamer s hand and we must ensure that they accomplish nothing meaningful by it she looked at jesher the priests of the sanctum stand ready to reconsecrate the ground we wait upon your word right the reconsecration of the tomb had to come first there was no good to be had in leaving something like that lying around unchanneled jesher grabbed their boots and sat down on the floor to pull them on and lace them up you did well to come to me i m not going to send you in to reconsecrate it yet it could be a trap i ll do a rite myself right now to buy time it won t be as good without worshippers but it will hold us against disaster until i can bring you there safely cor was already coming over to the door grabbing his boots too the priest moved out of his way with composure that far exceeded what any reasonable person might be expected to maintain with a furious singularity moving into their space what disaster are we preventing he said settling into a chair to put on his boots and is there a possibility that it s a trap for you not for the priests only if they re really really stupid or if they have a death wish jesher said ambushing me at a thanasterion is an extremely good way to die of unrelated causes before you can accomplish anything the priest astonishingly was smiling that ground has tasted our dreamer s death once she said to cor it will bear no further treachery against them and to jesher you are not thinking through the problem dreamer there is one worshipper who can follow you without risk and indeed i believe that he will whether you ask him to or not jesher and cor both froze in the act of putting on their boots looking at the priest cor recovered first and turned to look at jesher i don t know what you need he said his voice low and intent staring down into jesher s face but yes if a singularity s reverence will matter in the way that human worship might matter it is yours dreamer you know that it s yours they desecrated your tomb they insulted your memory tell me how to repay them sep 13 11 notes cor and jesher chthonion answers questions ask game chthonion s original fiction anonymous sent a message i m intrigued drifting draft 2 i m doing an ask game you can find my wip filenames here this is darkness on the face of the deep which is simultaneously a posthumous maedhros sauron situation and a sauron frodo situation and my big editing woe right now is that the next chapter the last one requires that i have a much better grasp of what frodo has been up to all this time than i currently have here s a sneak peek frodo ossë s voice reverberates like gandalf s in a temper but it is not angry it is only present forcefully and violently so true that nothing could ever silence it tell me what s wrong he ll hate me frodo s mouth babble...
|
