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blogs youtube videos and lu interview plus additional resources for her book lisa has over 180 posters as well i m looking at ways to publish those if you are interested go to her website and leave a message and i will add you to the list i m still missing her very intensely and am sure i always will mahalo for your interest in lisa s book with much aloha sifan share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading 2 comments posted in awakening bookmark the permalink lisa has passed away posted on april 14 2015 by lisa kahale beloved lisa it is with such great sorrow that i m writing this post i am sifan kahale lisa s spouse friday april 10th sometime in the night early morning lisa passed away in her sleep from a heart attack she had always said she wanted to die in her sleep being cuddled by me she got her wish the night before when she went back to take her shower she asked me if i was coming to bed too when i said yes she exclaimed yayayayayay i can t wait for cuddles tonight we were so very close physically emotionally and spiritually we tightly cuddled each other every night for the entire time we have been together i m also a very light sleeper and am awakened by almost any sound or her movement so i can confirm that lisa passed away vary peacefully and quite it was at 6 20 that her body rolled over onto me that i knew something was wrong i gave mouth to mouth called emc and gave cpr until they came but she had passed away a while before she rolled onto me sifan lisa at chonburi such a beautiful strong and powerful person she had so many daemons from her past that she was fighting she had overcome the last one just the week before and her awakening and life was starting to blossom these struggles are what gave lisa these powerful abilities to see clearly to forgive and at the same time to speak her truth without excuses everyone saw a very kind and loving person so many people have commented on the huge difference she has made in their lives more than a thousand people have posted or left comments for her a typical post says they don t shed tears for the people in their life that has passed but here is a woman they have never met in person and they are balling their hearts out for lisa lisa has that kind of effect as is the case almost all of the time lisa aspired to be what she was but never saw that she was actually there she was the person she was trying to be i had told her this many times tried to point out the love others had for her and the respect they held for her again part of her childhood conditioning derived from some horrible events in her childhood prevented her from accepting herself and these comments were not understood just weeks ago the little girl inside her that was traumatized way back then was finally able to leave her dark cave and instead inhabit a beautiful bright girls room filled with dolls and toys and happy colors lisa s deepest parts had finally been rescued she related this to me a number of times along with a joy of moving past probably the most intense part of her life it was all of these trials that forged lisa what you experienced in lisa is a triumph of life succeeding where others would have been drowned her beauty her personality her insights and talents to write and help others find their path all are attributed to her struggles these are what forged her and allowed her to give us light her intensity for awakening was so inspiring her sharing joy video is probably the most open and free expression of her spirit and of her awakened self when she first crossed that gateless gate this is how she was for days she is so precious my love my kealoha your presence is felt your love will also surround me i know you are at peace and are what you strived for at one with the nothingness which is everything i feel her surrounding me others have stated the same for them she is here everywhere and that is something along with her life and being that i am in celebration of something lisa always said and i also felt and would echo back to her i love you more than i loved you yesterday and yesterday i had loved you the very most i ever could how can our love keep growing growing beyond what i ever thought possible growing beyond what i thought was the most i could ever love yet here i am i did it again there are so many memories i want to try to get down on virtual paper i will post those over on my blog sifan s journey but here s one every time i come home every time i would stand on the lower step into our house close my eyes and pucker my lips lisa would come out and kiss me then we would come into the house and hug every time i am still doing that and can feel her especially during those moments now my dearest keahlo i love you sooo deeply i miss your physical touch so intensely in what ever you are going through right now don t be scared be assured i am here loving you forever and giving you comfort in what ways i can you have heard me tell you i am here so many times and you know i am and you have taken comfort and relief from that please hear me now my love i am here always will be and i know and feel you as well forever cuddles my love forever with the greatest love and cuddles ever your kealoha sifan cross posted to sifan s journey share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading 21 comments posted in awakening bookmark the permalink going deep the garden of dark delights posted on march 30 2015 by lisa kahale getting right to it dark delights are all the things we think are not ok anything from certain thoughts ideas fantasies sensations and emotions to particular words decisions behaviors actions objects situations and events each category holds numerous items we experience that might be considered to be poor choices or even downright wrong and bad we ve all been there and where exactly is there what are these things that happen and are then evaluated as a dark rather than a light delight in the garden of life let s take a deep look two things show up fairly quickly the first is that each thing is just what it is closely examining anything at all what is seen is that whatever showed up is simply what it is no more or less it does not come with any instructions on what to do with it no application of particular value judgments or even a clue as to whether it s right or wrong it comes as only itself everything else is after however brief the interval and it is sometimes micro seconds so there it is whatever it is all by its lonesome moving the view back out a bit we can see that there are then labels applied that are thoughts about what just appeared add a little more focus and we see the individual thoughts the that s not ok the that s bad not supposed to do that or the opposites saying something is ok good do it or even this kind i am she he is so awful so wonderful for thinking feeling saying doing that these are all labels ideas and thoughts that come through and seem to stick as accurate assessments take a look this two step process something appearing and then a label sticks to it can be seen and it can be tough to find if blaming shaming of ourselves or others happens so to become proficient with this perhaps start with something small and not emotionally loaded look at a vegetable that is not enjoyed a color that doesn t resonate an insect that is found not appealing zooming in the view can reveal that it is only a vegetable color or insect it is just whatever it may be can any attached labels or ideas that say this is not ok it s wrong be found as an intrinsic part of them a genuinely bad veggie a color that is wrong by just being an insect that is not ok just because it exists as well if it s a liked vegetable color or insect does it come with this is good and right tacked onto it zooming back out again there it is the thing anything showed up first and then the thought indicating the label came after they are two things showing up one after the other the second the label having nothing at all to do with the first the thing other than when we imagine that this stuck on thought is actually a part of what originally shows up so two different appearances a happening and then the mind s idea of how to categorize it using the ages old system of good bad right wrong things show up and then voila the labels come glue on and then further thoughts arrive that say they are built in parts of the original appearance they are not if good bad right wrong are applied after something appears and sure they can be effective in pointing to where we wish to go i like doing what seems good i don t care if it s wrong i want it what in fact is a more authentic view of life s appearances in other words how can we understand what life actually is without the labels we look again even more deeply in doing so we see forms appearing and disappearing nothing ever stable always morphing see that from the sub atomic level through human experiencings all the way to galaxies and beyond is a forever flux change the only constant all forms and everything in life is form a thing show up from one moment to the next and are but a change from the previous moment each moment is spontaneous and unique ultimately there is only a single moment and not really even that but this is for another day examine this each moment is itself unique and fresh and the next and the one after on and on no labels anywhere except when thoughts stick to what appears this is how the universe how life itself does itself it shows up as each and every new moment as each and every thing and yes all applied labels are a part of that yet because in our experience they seem to come after in time we can see they can be considered extras cherries on top not a must or a should they are also just an as it is one called labels because they are interpretations of life s forms we can decide if those labels and value judgments actually serve we can use them to guide our actions and if done with full understanding that they are not built in or binding they can be just that guides they do not morph in our thinking into doctrines and dogmas or even the musts and shoulds of everyday life and so label application in either direction is never wrong as it too is a spontaneous appearance of life why discuss it because it can be freeing when it seen how the system is set up the legion of thoughts that label and interpret come as part of the script of one s life and once realized as such can be either embraced or released no more automatic applications that then seem cast in stone no need to interpret everything much can be left simply to be things are either liked and preferred or not liked and not preferred it is all life unfolding as it will no matter what the interpretations or preferences or lack thereof that also show up not good bad not right wrong just life this isn t a license to do say or do a particular thing but an acknowledgment of what is present life is here labels optional the garden of dark delights and the garden of light are the same amazing place only believed thoughts saying one or the other is the one in which we currently find ourselves the world does not change when this is seen and it doesn t have to we are simply seeing with new eyes and that makes all the difference share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading 1 comment posted in awakening enlighenment inspirational non duality spirituality waking up and tagged awakening awareness buddhism enlightenment meditation no self non duality nonduality spiritual autolysis spirituality suffering waking up zen bookmark the permalink becoming sky posted on march 15 2015 by lisa kahale how many soul s dark nights are enough how often once a year twice a week all day every day what does it take for us let go of the beliefs and attitudes we cherish because clinging to them all our lives has built a false feeling of security and safety we know in our heart of hearts that this is a reaction to fear don t we not wrong to do this and at some point if we want the final and forever security of living in our true nature as peace we will have to release it all release everything we thought of as ourselves and our lives our truths and our lies this is so tough to think about and if my experience is any yardstick the toughest and most frightening thing that can ever actually be done but do it we must or there will be only the continuation of dark nights within and then projected without let s do it we can how looking into the interior radical 1000 honesty that burns down the house and all its contents lies and half truths keep us scared and suffering seeing what is really there to be seen takes us out of that dark seething pit and into the clear cool sky share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading 1 comment posted in awakening enlighenment inspirational non duality spirituality waking up and tagged awakening awareness buddhism enlightenment meditation no self non duality nonduality spiritual autolysis spirituality suffering waking up zen bookmark the permalink old stuff still showing up posted on march 4 2015 by lisa kahale ever feel possessed as in things seem ok and then wham an out of the blue thought takes root grows and flowers very quickly and suddenly the mouth is saying things the body is warping and commitment to the aberrant thought mushrooms into justifying defending or even attacking that s conditioning programming out of the past popping up from the dungeon of buried stuff ready to be seen it s old old belief surfacing and making itself wildly known demanding to be heard and soothed so hear it soothe it how look deeply is this clutched and communicated idea about life really true or is it an explanation adopted in childhood youth originally designed to mollify neutralize or rationalize difficult experience when it appears or as soon as possible after step back move into neutral look at it with an accepting eye it has a story to tell and it might just be one that is ready to be dissolved this is pertinent information for awakening ones in particular because this kind of response to thought is often more confusing after waking up than before when we are still locked into imagining that thoughts are accurate we may feel uncomfortable or regretful that such 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