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words and thus of a book is to point beyond themselves to a world of life and experience that is not mere words or even ideas just as money is not real consumable wealth books are not life to idolize scriptures is like eating paper currency alan watts today or tomorrow sickness and death will come they had come already to those i love or to me nothing will remain but stench and worms sooner or later my affairs whatever they may be will be forgotten and i shall not exist then why go on making any effort how can man fail to see this and how go on living that is what is surprising one can only live while one is intoxicated with life as soon as one is sober it is impossible not to see that it is all a mere fraud and a stupid fraud that is precisely what it is there is nothing either amusing or witty about it it is simply cruel and stupid had i simply understood earlier that life had no meaning i could have borne it quietly knowing that that was my lot but i could not satisfy myself with that had i been like a man living in a wood from which he knows there is no exit i could have lived but i was like one lost in a wood who horrified at having lost his way rushes about wishing to find the road he knows that each step he takes confuses him more and more but still he cannot help rushing about it was indeed terrible and to rid myself of the terror i wished to kill myself leo tolstoy the cruelest of games is being taught to pretend were not pretending unknown our normal sensation of self is a hoax or at best a temporary role that we are playing or have been conned into playing with our own tacit consent just as every hypnotized person is basically willing to be hypnotized the most strongly enforced of all known taboos is the taboo against knowing who or what you really are behind the mask of your apparently separate independent and isolated ego yet the whole of experience is one process for humanity to continue chasing in circles generation by twisted generation to find meaning yet in the end all dead and buried with a divisive belief that he was more and failed to love and to live in fear and denial of nature anhedonia without pleasure inability to enjoy what pleased you often developed on the realization religious life is a fraud author jimoeba posted on 07 30 2020 categories atheism tags anhedonia atheism chasing dead dreams christianity death islam religion sickness 41 comments on cruel games anhedonia what it s like to die what it s like to die is the same as surviving our flight finally neared the runway as 80 mph side winds battered the plane just before decent the drink cart came off the floor and nearly hit the ceiling suddenly the wings break upward blocking my view of the horizon then quickly downward to view the ocean the plane was nervously quiet on the inside as it was battered outside a white knuckle approach to san francisco landing speed 158 mph some i could see praying silently mouthing whispering to their god certain some deals were being made that day i was sitting window seat over the left wing as we lowered within crashing range watching the wing flexing up and down just missing the runway suddenly in a flash i pictured the plane cartwheeling down the runway in a fiery crash but at that moment the pilot performed his magic and touched the plane down like a foot stomp sighs of relief exhaled from front to back then a post adrenal crash into applause and chatter and in an instant we all realize we made it alive now back to business and the boredom as usual is this how we feel when we die returning to the mundane existence of eternal life what a rush it must be to break back through to the other side for at that moment the game would get us every time we know what it s like to die the same as it is to survive all the anxieties of not knowing released in an instant yet here we shackle ourselves to another day living to escape death while in our normal existence we would line up for the chance to risk it just a flash of time outside our normal state of being is life author jimoeba posted on 12 14 2019 12 14 2019 categories atheism tags atheism atheist death existence life reality thecommonatheist 57 comments on what it s like to die all the world is a stage we can imagine everything but truth for the truth is too obvious to be it and too simple to accept with the curtain drawn we have now built a story to validate humanity as something less spectacular than the sum of its parts which is ridiculous considering occasionally one gets a peek behind the curtain when that takes place a couple of things can happen if you are not prepared they may walk off the set self destruct or go off the chain this is why no master will ever teach you without a discipline to go along with it another thing that often happens is a rise of self importance i am god the jehovah effect i and the father are one now you must listen to what i say and do what i tell you to do what i know is the way the truth and you have to go through me to get back to where you have no choice but to be history is scattered with these types jesus at least spoke in parables to not give away the game it is essential to the longevity of it all that mankind doesn t cut the act short by knowing the secret while we re here that there is no secret this is the usefulness of religion never answering the question and unable to constantly searching beyond the simplicity of it all part of the problem is christianity s beginnings where christ sought out his disciples disciples who were not seeking enlightenment nor prepared for the experience jesus couldn t wait to share his newfound knowledge they never did understand him while he was alive then took it upon themselves to be zealots when he was dead if you want to wake up then do so find it see it but be prepared all there is left to do from then on is watch and smile at the game knowledge is simply the absence of delusion the you who is not the one you see in the mirror but the you that defines who you really are beyond that personality consciousness is not the ego you ve been told perceiving the essence of yourself in our natural existence is similar to scale of a fish achieving awareness of itself that could never comprehend the head of the fish so it is with the universe we are merely a function the eyes and ears and perceptions a nerve ending on the whole living organism our nature whether here or there has not changed but the slightest we seek to be entertained to be engaged in emotions to laugh to cry to feel fear or to feel exhilarated by the fantasy to seek out endless ways to relieve the boredom and stay busy even after an idle day or two we are merely participants in a play breaking away from the doldrums of everyday immortality to see the show or be in the show while others act out the mystery and sometimes misery for a role in the drama either way life here means nothing but a respite from the mundane existence of infinite living simply not knowing the outcome is the most masterful simple game in the universe and like a fish jumping out of the water for a moment getting a brilliant glimpse backstage that there is no more to life than the existence we are living monotheism is especially proud of its level of tail chasing distractions a necessary player to reduce enlightenment and retain players in the game author jimoeba posted on 12 11 2019 05 04 2020 categories atheism tags actors atheism atheist cosmos death life reality the world s a stage truth universe 66 comments on all the world is a stage change is hard hiding is taxing how religious morality is a facade who among us can change our consciousness our personality through the process of religion and christian morality we learn to conceal it to pretend to hide behind a pious facade of deception for the sake of fitting the mask of conformity to appear acceptable i have a friend who currently lay in a coma now four weeks from a fall yesterday they discontinued life support yet he continues to breath for now his pious brother came to visit and the first words out of his mouth see what your bad decisions and lies have done for you i happen to know very well the sins of the accusing brother his endless adulteries and prideful pretending to be an honest religious man and i confronted him i was commissioned today to deflect the incoming negativity that was expected from the estranged brothers one the good son the other who lay in the bed in front of us the prodigal i cut off his crescendo and said abruptly you stand here over your brother to judge but the only difference between you and him his integrity would not allow him to hide who he was you on the other hand have hidden it quite well his wife wide eyed and gently nodding in agreement while you in your perfect health stand here over your dying brother can t even change the pride you hate about your own self you see chris couldn t change but he was cursed with integrity and could not live two lives to appease while his family sees his life as a tragedy i see his life as an example of honesty yet in today s world and yesterday s that integrity proved too much where does the honest man go but to the fringes of society to alcohol or a recluse life on the edges or pretend to be who he is not some are lucky i guess to live life in the middle without guilt or to live without feeling guilty about guilt chris is an example to me of the cost of living life on your own terms something we all wish for but seldom accomplish til it s too late author jimoeba posted on 11 24 2019 11 24 2019 categories atheism tags atheism death family integrity judgement morality pretending religion trauma 55 comments on change is hard hiding is taxing the rules of the universe since when did religion become so serious solving the problem of evil the idea that the universe has a specific agenda and demands christian behavior is laughable really the tyrannical father figure of the cultural near east governs the universe expecting certain liturgy from its inhabitants he has opinions that we must believe in him in his secrecy or be cast off forever right where we came from just a few short years ago back to the void hardly imagine having never existed that it all began here and after you die nothing if that is the case it defies the laws of energy as well as being an uncomfortable and strange feeling you can never not be this physical experience only identifies as unique because it is contrasted by our normal existence when you identify with yourself who and what you are it is never the physical activity of muscles and blood flow breathing and chewing that composes you those things are automatically done in the background without thought what you are is this an infinite participant in the only possible game in the universe to relieve eternal boredom all the knowledge and skill in the entire cosmos is at our disposal there are no surprises or guesses no waiting or wondering for an everlasting creature with trillions of eons owning all of everything knowing all of everything what would an infinite being such as me possibly do to relieve the boredom to pass the time enter into a realm of not knowing this blip of mortal existence only interesting at all for the mere fact we don t know the outcome nor the beginning bookended by two unknown voids we jump in knowing full well the misery and the fame the chance and the luck despair and delight for every ending we break through to our normal existence bam we laugh our ass off because the game gets us every time why else would the truly enlightened refuse to involve themselves in the rescue of human misery all the worlds a stage we are a never ending happening of a living universe little neurons getting a glimpse of ourselves and experiencing emotions we could never know in our regular boredom author jimoeba posted on 10 16 2019 categories atheism tags atheism atheist bible data steam death god humanism life reincarnation 50 comments on the rules of the universe what denomination of atheism are you how atheisms are limited to what we know we don t know is there more to disbelieve how much do we need to know before we can safely say we don t believe having not much in the way of indoctrinations outside christianity my unbelief is limited to a specific scope of practice a field test of the words and ideas that were forced on me without my consent since birth really can we reject all the other gods we don t yet know since we don t know much about eastern religion nor the meanings of orthodoxy or hinduism most of us here have an atheism to the yahweh god of abraham isaac and jacob the other gods we hardly know so considering blanket disdain or unbelief in something unknown is nearly impossible but yet hardly worth the time to explore it out the key strong belief lies in pretending this life holds vast importance that your worry and concern are somehow moral noble and righteous but this just isn t true and fearing to really live life because of the dogmas has crippled humanity into a fear of being afraid instead of allowing life to play out the scenes fear as a normal part of this exploration like the order of operations first comes fear then comes the faith which isn t faith at all but worry we have been conditioned to believe here in the christian god out of fear and faithless worry but really it s all the other gods we don t know that we should be concerned worried and watching about for we know this one isn t real author jimoeba posted on 09 13 2019 09 13 2019 categories atheism tags atheism atheist buddhism christianity death faith hinduism humanism life religion spirituality thecommonatheist witchcraft 137 comments on what denomination of atheism are you religious reasoning taking one more step how believers stop reason before it s reason there is a serious problem with not thinking things through to the end we don t care to solve religious riddles but always stop short of conclusion in the feel good parts without stopping there no religious doctrine can stand to scrutiny none is without contradiction for instance wouldn t it be amazing to live forever with god in heaven the big family reunion congratulating our friends and family that made the cut endless hugs and bathing jesus feet in our tears of joy with no evil allowed considering how easily we get bored now imagine with all knowledge and understanding of the universe at our disposal and we celebrate and keep celebrating like the endless techno chicken stuck in a loop choir music and no chance for sleep how long will this suffering be tolerable after 60 trillion years of willing yourself to die but you re just getting started besides i ve been to family reunions the only thing that makes this life even remotely interesting is the fact we don t remember before this is just a play and cannot quite recollect what happens behind the curtain when the act is over dying will be a great jolt of laughter upon realizing this game has gotten us on ...
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