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ing one s mind as many do and blaire has said that she is male with a mental health condition a popular person in some quarters i personally would not say that being trans or having gender dysphoria is a mental health condition generic definitions of mental illness is that the person s thoughts or feelings disrupt their life their work their hobbies their familial or social interactions and more feeling uncomfortable in the body one has does not stop a person from going to work getting on with people doing sport winning awards trekking through the countryside and up mountains i know from my own experience if feeling uncomfortable in one s body was a mental illness most heterosexual women and many heterosexual men would be classed as mentally ill i have wanted to write about my own background for a couple of years with blaire white announcing she has found christ with all of the women v men wars on twitter and the hatred and bigotry that has resurfaced from people s hearts i think it s time i won t be able to cover everything spanning 25 years in this blog post but i will cover the biggest issues with some examples did i want to be a man yes i wanted to be a man a full man not the halfway house of a female body with no chest that so many women have opted for i am not attracted to men s bodies so this is not a kink what age was i i was 9 years old when i was running between the girls queue and the boys queue in the school playground i ran between the queues because i did not feel right in neither when i was 13 i read an article in a right leaning newspaper the daily mail about an intersex woman suzanna who had only felt ok about herself when salvador dali sketched her nude the article contained the words third gender and so third gender is how i thought of myself i had learned words for what i had felt since i was 9 years old age 34 i was living in belgium with other multi lingual university graduate men and women who didn t have any of the hang ups and back stabbing bitchy bullying behaviours that most british women have i was treated well i was treated as a normal woman and 25 years of gender identity disorder evaporated without me even noticing as a gay teenage girl i was welcome in the men s bathrooms not always welcome in the women s this was all many years ago long before the social contagion of the last 20 years long before the trans craze and all the focus on bathrooms and changing rooms i was using men s toilets 30 years ago and no man minded except for my father who didn t want a gay daughter and me using the men s toilets was one step too far for him no other men cared that i used men s toilets men even held the door open for me and said excuse me and sorry if we tried to go through the door at the same time sexual assault never crossed my mind men were polite and respectful when i used men s toilets i am 5 feet tall men never harmed me in any way when i was in bathrooms full of men the screaming on social media about sexual assault in bathrooms is just bizarre yes there have been some cases in the usa there have been cases in the uk of women being sexually assaulted in bathrooms by immigrants yet no women s groups are on twitter screaming about those cases and no women s groups are screaming for all immigrants to be expelled from the uk what causes gender identity problems all of the research going back the the 1950s shows that almost everyone with gender identity disorder as it was called back then had been sexually abused in childhood every single one had been physically and mentally abused in childhood blaire white has been open about having been sexually abused in early childhood on top of childhood abuse a person with gender identity issues has a poor image of their birth sex i knew a man who had lived as a woman for many years he said he had thought that all men were gits he thought men were stupid nasty and bullies so he didn t want to be a man he didn t want to be a stupid nasty bully the whole discourse around trans being autogynephilia agp where a man imagines himself as a woman for sexual kicks is screechy and totally overblown yes some men have succumbed to social contagion and developed a trans identity just like many women have succumbed to a social contagion and developed a trans identity women on twitter support the women but not the men the whole trans thing is totally overblown trans folk account for less than 1 the population i have lived in a major city a very left leaning city for 5 years i have seen one trans once in one changing room in those five years trans is a tiny tiny tiny fringe issue i think all the women and men on social media making screeching about trans all day and all night their hobby and even their whole identity and personality is really sad such a sad way to spend one s time what caused my gender identity problems many things many things i looked at women and girls and i was sickened on a daily basis by their behaviours i knew i was nothing like them as a person i had a strong moral compass even as a young child and i knew i was nothing like those vile creatures known as women and girls i knew i was not a male and so at the age of 9 running between the boys and girls queue at school i thought i must be something different however i saw the behaviours of men and boys and i liked their behaviours so even though i was something else i identified more with the males and wanted to be one because of what i saw of men and how good kind fun and loving men were age 8 11 girls bullied me in school because i was from a working class poorer family and i have a skin disorder due to a genetic condition i learned that girls were nasty bitchy backstabbing snobby unreliable untrustworthy vile creatures who were also lacking in intelligence which i noted in class the other girls really hated me for being more intelligent than them i had finished the reading scheme for the entire junior education by the end of my second year in junior school and so spent the next two years choosing books from the head teacher s office and library while the other girls spent the next two years finishing all the books on the reading scheme the girls focused on their looks i didn t i focused on personal character i was visibly different from them due to poverty and a skin disorder and i was more intelligent and the girls at school made sure i knew all day every day that they hated me for these three things age 8 i knew i did not love my parents both my mother and father were bullies who told me regularly how awful i am and they exploded with violence at the slightest issue and i mean violence not a smack to discipline a child for example my head was grabbed and hit against the wall several times per episode age 14 i was in an all girls high school where i was popular and a girl in my class was a prostitute and many of the other girls in my class were having sex with older boyfriends the prostitute was being supported by the school she could have stuck in and asked for more help and she would have got all the help she wanted or needed she chose to not come to school and she chose to not get help from the social worker who came to our school every thursday afternoon and evening and so instead her mother pimped her out as i have said before i could have had sex for pay all day every day with women from the age of 13 but i chose education and celibacy instead it really doesn t take much to not be a prostitute and instead ask for help age 15 two of the girls in my class had babies age 16 and one of the girls with a baby was pregnant again by her 17 year old boyfriend who was not the father of the first baby but had decided to take on her first baby as his own saddled with two babies on the horizon the boyfriend dropped my classmate i thought of course and i would run away too if i was saddled with two babies at 17 i couldn t believe how intellectually stupid as well as sexually stupid my classmate was we all knew about contraception all of us it was hammered into us from the age of 11 by our school even me who had no need for condoms or boyfriends age 16 18 i was semi bullied by females at college and i stood up for myself in an evasive way because no one had ever given me the tools to deal with anything all the bullying came from females never from males sometimes they wanted me to do their coursework for them because they knew they were incapable so again i got the message that most females are less intelligent than males age 12 20 i faced regular homophobic violence in the streets so i learned how to physically fight big men as well as run and hide i remember one time when i was around 14 and ten men with weapons were chasing me through the town centre a middle aged woman with her shopping bags stared at me as i ran past she never tried to help me no one tried to help me at all everyone turned away and pretended they hadn t seen it i had to be strong and brave and able to look after myself in a life threatening fight with several men of course i wanted to be a man to be able to defend myself better but i learned how to defend myself well at 18 i was at university and i knew that women were less intelligent than men it had been proven to me so many times by the time i was 18 one day in our social studies class we had to split into single sex groups i said to r an older man that i did not want to leave the men s group he said you re a girl so go i said but i don t want to be he said i know but you are so go that class we had to work on a problem as a group i knew that the men s groups would finish the exercise quickly and do a good job and be having a laugh while the women s groups will still be struggling at the end of the alloted time i was right i was working with vicky and vicky and my heart sank vicky was slow and so was vicky not the most dynamic of thinkers in the world i was solving the problem and doing a good job but vicky kept saying that my answer would cause more problems i said the external problems of the given scenario were not what we were working on but she insisted on dragging us backwards by proposing more problems and i looked to three of my male friends who had solved the problem and were sitting back having a laugh it was clear to me that women at university were far less intelligent than men at university i grew up around women who told me they were only good for one thing age 14 27 i grew up in blackpool and until a couple of years ago blackpool was full of strip clubs brothels and bars where women would take their top off to get a bottle of champagne i saw women objectify themselves there was no need for the patriarchy to diminish women and objectify women because women did it to themselves i saw women in the sex industry saying they were calling the shots while being treated in terrible ways so again i saw women were intellectually stupid sexually stupid and made grand claims about themselves that they could not substantiate women showed me over and over that they existed to be used by men and by other women who did not let themselves be used age 28 i remember saying to a gay male friend that women bleat i could not stand the way in which women complained non stop about their lives in the most progressive society that the world has ever produced where women in reality have more rights than men eg free driving lessons from the job centre that men have to pay a lot of money for or having time off work on full pay at the drop of a hat when their child was ill where women rule the roost in their gangs in the workplace and in social networks women were highly successful women still moaned non stop about how awful their lives are i thought that women must really be losers if they cannot compete with men on a level playing field or rather the playing field that was tipped in women s favour if women cannot compete with men when far more things are in their favour in the workplace and in the rest of society then women really must be losers the amount that women complained and we are talking long before social media and i hardly spent time with women but i was so incensed by how much i heard women complain on a daily basis about how terrible their lives were if it really is so terrible to be a woman why would i want to be one if women were so incapable of success or of gratitude why would i want to be a woman if women did nothing but complain instead of problem solve for themselves why would i want to be a woman age 21 30 in the uk workplace i was bullied by women colleagues in almost every workplace i was never bullied by any man at all the women had a problem with my intelligence and that i was liked by the homeless clients or hospital patients we worked with women were absolutely vile they were incredibly insecure and so piled hate onto any woman who was not insecure and was better than them in some way women do not try to better themselves instead they try to destroy any woman who is better than them in any way i learned that women are weak pathetic unintelligent unsuccessful insecure jealous bitter vile bullies there is no way i would ever want to be like them in any way age 24 32 women have come onto me who i had no interest in at all who were 20 years older than me some of whom had a husband or a boyfriend and when i said no they went around telling everyone i knew church whoever that i had come onto them or even i had held them down and groped their breasts i would need at least four hands to do that but women are not good at maths and women assume that everyone is as unintelligent as them and will believe their lies no men has ever accused me of such things only women loser obese zero personality women i have the emails and facebook messages telling them to back off and the woman who claimed i assaulted her i have witnesses from different occasions who saw me telling her to stop trying to flirt with me because it makes me feel uncomfortable she never told her best friend i told her best friend when i saw her shopping for a turkey before christmas almost a year after the accusation the false accuser didn t tell her best friend her lies about me i later found that she had also made a number of accusations about a number of men that were also completely false age 14 present day i intervene when i see a woman being beaten or berated by a man she is in a relationship with the women always walk off the the man who has just beaten them or berated them instead of leaving him and going to a place of safety with my help again many women in the street who went off with the man who had just broken her nose and had blood running down her face showed me that women are weak pathetic needy desperate for any man no matter what he was like and they obviously have no love nor respect for themselves why would i want to be like them how did i change how did i stop having gender issues it was a long process that started with jesus and ended with jesus and still continues 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