Meta tags:
Headings (most frequently used words):
and, recent, johnozed, adapt, ignatius, he, brawling, sprawling, giant, on, the, make, for, fame, fortune, then, some, post, navigation, meta, posts, comments, archives, categories, tags, pages,
Text of the page (most frequently used words):
the (53), and (42), was (38), with (18), for (17), august (14), not (14), 2012 (13), but (13), may (13), 2006 (12), 2007 (12), 2008 (12), 2009 (12), 2010 (12), 2011 (12), 2025 (12), that (12), october (11), november (11), december (11), 2026 (11), january (10), february (10), march (10), april (10), july (10), did (10), june (9), september (9), johnozed (9), into (9), after (8), gus (8), have (8), this (7), they (7), him (6), fruit (6), stand (6), much (6), then (6), few (6), were (6), train (6), brian (5), what (5), 2013 (5), 2024 (5), morning (5), once (5), again (5), when (5), only (5), gay (4), people (4), day (4), love (4), hopelessly (4), banal (4), slathering (4), ennui (4), ignatius (4), entry (4), just (4), like (4), had (4), think (4), out (4), who (4), cipher (4), puzzles (4), know (3), interesting (3), things (3), julio (3), hoboken (3), cigar (3), yesterday (3), doing (3), are (3), looking (3), 2005 (3), 2016 (3), adapt (3), mackenzie (3), could (3), contact (3), take (3), good (3), went (3), make (3), life (3), which (3), been (3), though (3), going (3), around (3), than (3), auntie (3), mame (3), since (3), now (3), their (3), one (3), off (3), would (3), about (3), minutes (3), there (3), socks (3), wordpress (2), post (2), photos (2), moldies (2), moodies (2), don (2), rand (2), lois (2), stine (2), john (2), bar (2), dreams (2), bill (2), news (2), lunch (2), 2018 (2), other (2), except (2), shoes (2), bemoaning (2), recent (2), comments (2), posts (2), feed (2), posted (2), social (2), media (2), all (2), best (2), got (2), morrissey (2), made (2), never (2), weed (2), his (2), family (2), eve (2), watched (2), first (2), from (2), rachel (2), maddow (2), bit (2), uncomfortable (2), thing (2), ago (2), path (2), last (2), well (2), nice (2), reply (2), those (2), devices (2), away (2), need (2), didn (2), later (2), pop (2), singer (2), them (2), where (2), crossword (2), medium (2), level (2), time (2), hour (2), salad (2), before (2), file (2), cabinet (2), next (2), down (2), left (2), backup (2), pair (2), bag (2), alarm (2), waiting (2), brawling (2), sprawling (2), giant (2), fame (2), fortune (2), some (2), proudly, powered, search, joy, sex, sandy, oct, nov, wanna, shiny, pages, work, vivek, true, blood, beatles, roda, lisa, rain, pedro, padron, mcswells, maxwells, lost, fred, flor, dominicana, double, ligero, alexander, juan, lennon, jim, mastro, hyman, gross, bibliothèque, harpy, guitar, greg, stevens, frank, farfetched, facebook, corinne, shop, shack, cigars, chaz, busking, eno, barack, obama, annemarie, tags, tomorrow, wtf, wonderful, world, beautiful, whats, outside, dinner, you, uncategorizable, stfu, how, band, camp, shed, tear, porn, narth, mood, mambo, iron, shirt, late, music, heaping, happy, cool, cold, reality, communication, breakdowns, abstract, absurdist, otherness, categories, 2015, archives, notes, pam, named, gnomes, jul, org, entries, log, meta, older, navigation, find, guess, dog, bone, let, found, regret, while, showering, moz, drug, played, head, leading, play, bona, drag, collection, ignatious, online, situation, awkward, regretted, soon, forgotten, asshole, see, madison, square, garden, show, party, afterwards, lower, easy, side, joined, someone, roof, cannot, remember, very, sense, broke, months, met, vehemently, anti, dating, year, breaking, somewhat, everyone, laughing, wasn, classic, get, really, should, mother, longer, 1989, more, likely, 1990, memory, hazy, involved, being, village, called, uncle, charlie, thanksgiving, even, worse, christmas, any, event, instead, projected, large, screen, boyfriend, imperfect, preferred, hang, maxwell, straight, friends, closeted, jamaican, fellow, wielded, remote, settled, reminded, unfortunate, happened, years, ignoble, started, fine, mist, drizzle, walk, through, way, night, oliver, followed, bits, different, floor, understandably, anxious, nothing, looks, cousin, madelyn, son, carl, remotely, unnerving, tuesday, wanders, misplaced, laptop, immediately, came, having, chat, wanted, housekeeper, vacation, filling, aren, lot, imaginations, something, occupy, thoughts, has, mike, also, appearance, ask, call, neighborhood, showed, matter, walked, little, jersey, city, waited, handful, riders, captivated, hold, hands, latin, today, heard, because, another, artist, same, name, presented, list, enough, shake, hand, arrived, escorted, area, interviewed, saw, slow, overall, done, hard, ran, gamut, thought, try, harder, stuff, used, takes, complete, higher, staves, alzheimer, will, tell, headed, back, major, blocks, sure, opted, plan, saving, money, window, lettuce, ingredients, healthier, slice, pizza, burger, wendy, yancy, unsettling, say, told, week, organize, part, shared, insisted, better, right, uses, sit, least, hours, appeased, finish, clearing, our, marcus, jimmy, chile, spaces, floors, bought, ankle, weeks, served, until, sock, decided, slink, sneaker, making, manageable, changed, put, new, wednesday, woke, checking, clock, took, rather, platform, arrive, crowded, account, sort, compete, cars, open, awkwardly, does, seem, bad, leave, home, menu, skip, content,
Text of the page (random words):
johnozed he s a brawling sprawling giant on the make for fame and fortune and then some skip to content johnozed he s a brawling sprawling giant on the make for fame and fortune and then some menu home adapt leave a reply wednesday woke up with the alarm after checking the alarm clock an hour before i took my time rather than waiting on the platform for the next train to arrive after the crowded train left i did not take into account that there are people i sort of compete with when the train cars open so waiting awkwardly for a few minutes does not seem so bad after all i bought a few ankle socks a few weeks ago which have served me well until this morning the left sock decided to slink down into the sneaker making things uncomfortable it was manageable and i only just changed into a backup pair of socks that i had put into my bag only yesterday so now i need a new pair of backup socks for the bag yancy was at the fruit stand before me which was unsettling i did not think he would be around this morning but there he was not much to say he told me last week to organize my part of a shared file cabinet and i did but he insisted that it could be better and he was right but i am the only one who uses it i sit next to this file cabinet at least 7 hours a day i appeased him though he went off to finish clearing our marcus and jimmy chile s spaces a few floors down an hour or so later he was headed back to the major fruit stand blocks away i was not sure what to have for lunch and opted for a salad my plan on saving money went out the window since the salad was about 18 00 it is not just lettuce there are other ingredients and it was good and healthier than a slice of pizza or a burger from wendy s it was a slow day overall and i got a few crossword puzzles done hard crossword puzzles i was doing medium level puzzles and ran the gamut on those and thought i would try the harder stuff where it used to take me about 15 minutes for the medium puzzles now it takes about 30 minutes to complete the higher level i d like to think it staves off alzheimer s but only time will tell we did have a latin pop singer at the fruit stand today i heard of them but that was only because if i was looking up another artist with the same first name this pop singer would be presented in the list they were nice enough to shake my hand when they arrived then they were escorted into the area where they were interviewed and i never saw them again mike also made an appearance at the fruit stand i did ask him to call when he was in the neighborhood but he didn t and just showed up it s a good thing that it didn t matter we walked to the path train a little bit later and he was off to jersey city and i waited for the hoboken train one of a handful of riders that were not captivated by the devices they hold in their hands i know those devices aren t going away and a lot of people do not have imaginations so they need something to occupy their thoughts i am the one that has to adapt this entry was posted in hopelessly banal with a slathering of ennui on august 19 2026 by johnozed ignatius 1 reply well it s now tuesday a cipher wanders around the fruit stand they misplaced their laptop and immediately came to me and brian who were having a nice chat the cipher wanted us to contact the housekeeper who is on vacation and brian is filling in for the cipher was on a different floor and was understandably anxious though brian and i had nothing to do with it the cipher looks like my cousin madelyn s son carl it s remotely unnerving once again the day started with a fine mist of a drizzle to walk through on the way to the path train last night bill and i watched john oliver once again then followed it with bits of rachel maddow and auntie mame the news from rachel maddow was a bit uncomfortable and since i wielded the remote i settled on auntie mame that reminded me of an unfortunate thing that happened 36 or 37 years ago i was going out with the ignoble gus mackenzie gus was my first boyfriend i may have been his entry into gay life and i was an imperfect entry since i did not have much to do with gay life i preferred to hang out at maxwell s with my gay and straight friends and gus was a closeted jamaican fellow the memory is a but hazy but involved being at the bar in the village called uncle charlie s it may have been thanksgiving eve or even worse christmas eve in any event i was with gus instead of my family and watched auntie mame projected on a large screen everyone was laughing and i wasn t it s not much of a classic and gus was doing his best to get into it i really should have been with my family though i did not know then that my mother was not going to be around much longer i d like to think it was 1989 but it was more than likely 1990 gus and i broke up a few months after that and i never had much contact with him after we met up once he was vehemently anti weed when we were dating and a year or so after breaking up he was somewhat into weed i did take him to see morrissey at madison square garden and that was a good show i went to a party afterwards on the lower easy side and i don t think gus joined me i did make out with someone on the roof but cannot for the life of me remember who it was gus was very much into morrissey which made sense then this morning while showering moz interesting drug played in my head leading me to play the bona drag collection when i got to the fruit stand i did contact ignatious mackenzie online in a social media situation it was awkward and i regretted it soon after i had forgotten what an asshole he was i was just looking ignatius mackenzie up on social media and could not find him so i guess it s all for the best but like a dog with a bone i could not let it go and found him once again and once again i regret it this entry was posted in hopelessly banal with a slathering of ennui on august 18 2026 by johnozed post navigation older posts meta log in entries feed comments feed wordpress org august 2026 s m t w t f s 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 jul recent posts adapt ignatius morning bemoaning named gnomes except for my shoes recent comments johnozed on ignatius johnozed on morning bemoaning johnozed on except for my shoes johnozed on pam johnozed on other people s notes dreams archives august 2026 july 2026 june 2026 may 2026 april 2026 march 2026 february 2026 january 2026 december 2025 november 2025 october 2025 september 2025 august 2025 july 2025 june 2025 may 2025 april 2025 march 2025 february 2025 january 2025 december 2024 november 2024 october 2024 september 2024 august 2024 december 2018 august 2018 november 2016 july 2016 may 2016 october 2015 may 2013 april 2013 march 2013 february 2013 january 2013 december 2012 november 2012 october 2012 september 2012 august 2012 july 2012 june 2012 may 2012 april 2012 march 2012 february 2012 january 2012 december 2011 november 2011 october 2011 september 2011 august 2011 july 2011 june 2011 may 2011 april 2011 march 2011 february 2011 january 2011 december 2010 november 2010 october 2010 september 2010 august 2010 july 2010 june 2010 may 2010 april 2010 march 2010 february 2010 january 2010 december 2009 november 2009 october 2009 september 2009 august 2009 july 2009 june 2009 may 2009 april 2009 march 2009 february 2009 january 2009 december 2008 november 2008 october 2008 september 2008 august 2008 july 2008 june 2008 may 2008 april 2008 march 2008 february 2008 january 2008 december 2007 november 2007 october 2007 september 2007 august 2007 july 2007 june 2007 may 2007 april 2007 march 2007 february 2007 january 2007 december 2006 november 2006 october 2006 september 2006 august 2006 july 2006 june 2006 may 2006 april 2006 march 2006 february 2006 january 2006 december 2005 november 2005 october 2005 categories abstract absurdist otherness communication breakdowns cool cold reality happy hopelessly banal with a heaping slathering of ennui hopelessly banal with a slathering of ennui i love music interesting things as of late iron my shirt love love love moldies but moodies mood mambo narth porn shed a tear so how s band camp stfu the day after yesterday uncategorizable what are you looking at what s for dinner what s it doing outside whats for lunch wonderful world beautiful people wtf yesterday s news tomorrow tags annemarie barack obama bill brian brian eno busking chaz cigar cigars cigar shack cigar shop corinne dreams facebook farfetched frank greg stevens guitar bar harpy hoboken hoboken bibliothèque hyman gross jim mastro john lennon juan julio julio stine julio stine alexander la flor dominicana double ligero lois lois fred lost maxwells mcswells mr l s padron pedro rain rand rand lisa roda the beatles true blood vivek work pages interesting shiny things i don t wanna know moldies but moodies photos post sandy photos oct nov 2012 the joy of gay sex search for proudly powered by wordpress
|
