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things are looking up my first 6 7 weeks post op went quite well minimal pain considering that this was major surgery but then things started to hurt and hurt more for various reasons i wasn t able to get the medical attention i needed until last week and even then things aren t 100 resolved yet so unfortunately the drawer still remains unused for it s intended purpose mistress has talked about it recently though i m hoping to post a few pictures of the d rings that i mounted in the drawer for eventual restraining uses i specifically asked my doctor about resuming anal sex and she was fine with it since then mistress has made it clear that she intends to go there sometime soon not sure what she has in mind stay tuned and for more updates about how my gender confirmation surgery is really going see my other blog blooming time january 26 2015 categories female domination non fiction transgender tags anal anal sex bondage femdom gcs grs intercourse kink lesbian power exchange srs transgender transsexual author lockedhubby comments leave a comment some assembly required as i wrote yesterday the bed was expected to be delivered today but without the nightstands we were going to wait to put it together today five large boxes arrived at our house on a pallet three boxes contained all the parts for the bed as well as the two drawers that go underneath the bed the other two boxes contained the nightstands o m g furthermore the construction of this furniture is unbelievable i ve unpacked all the pieces in preparation for assembly tomorrow it s almost like people who knew bdsm designed this thing it is unbelievably sturdy and solid i ve never purchased assemble at home furniture of this quality it s a bit shocking furthermore it appears that i will not have to reinforce the drawer i can see from the pieces that it should easily support my weight and once in it there is no way i could escape it if i was locked in it real wood most pieces a full inch thick mistress is already looking forwards to me sleeping in the drawer tomorrow night november 24 2014 categories female domination non fiction tags bdsm ds dungeon femdom flr humiliation kink power exchange relationships author lockedhubby comments leave a comment new bed arrival the new bed i described and pictured in my previous posting is going to be delivered tomorrow things are about to get pretty serious pretty soon in the bedtime bondage department we re going to postpone setting it up for two reasons first the matching nightstands aren t here yet and mistress needs a place to put her things second i need to reinforce the drawer that s what she s calling it the drawer it s literally a drawer that rolls under the bed her plan is to be able to put me in it eventually for overnight or other special occasions possibly even locking it and possibly with a serious wrist and ankle restraint system as well i m certain that the drawer is designed for holding a typical amount of clothing i m sure i weigh more than it can hold so my task is to reinforce the drawer so that it will safely hold me and operate easily that also includes replacing the wheels and probably adding more in anticipation of me being in the drawer overnight i purchased some depend women s adult diapers for me we also have some plastic pants mistress has made it clear that it will not be her problem if i have to pee while i m in the drawer she s also talked about putting me in the drawer if and when she decides to have sex with other men in our bed if she isn t interested in me watching or participating she figures it s the next most appropriate place for me to be i m not sure if it s this cuckold s dream or nightmare i m pretty scared about being claustrophobic in the drawer lately i ve tried to face some of that fear i had our severe sensory deprivation hood modified yesterday i took it to a local leather repair place to have the breathing hole grommet enlarged last night i asked mistress to put it on me it laces up the back tightly and then has 3 thick leather locking straps for further cinching i can t see and can barely hear i was able to handle it although when she tied my wrists with rope it was another level of challenge i was able to keep from freaking out so that was progress as a male i used to love that mask without hesitation i think my sense of bodily safety has changed now that i m female particularly the hormones and new genitals it will probably be a week or so until the drawer is ready for it s first use stay tuned november 23 2014 categories female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bondage cuckold ds femdom flr humiliation kink m2f power exchange relationships srs transgender author lockedhubby comments leave a comment the new bed mistress finally decided that she did indeed want the new bed it will be delivered early next week once it s fully assembled i ll have to work on the larger under bed drawer it s designed to be able to hold a moderate amount of clothing it will need to be retrofitted to hold something else me that s a project that thanks to my y chromosome and my well outfitted workshop downstairs shouldn t be too challenging swap out the bottom for some 3 4 plywood reinforce all the corners with l brackets and install a generous quantity of low profile wheels mistress will also want some sort of way to lock it from the outside nothing fancy since i won t be able to reach it anyway she s also talked about some restraints in the drawer itself but that s probably an add on for the future i m actually fairly nervous about this i do have some claustrophobia that kicks in sometimes we haven t really played that much with it i m a bit worried that i ll have more trouble with that kind of panic now that i ve fully transitioned from male to female i m just more emotionally volatile one example is that i had to safeword on the severe bondage hood that i used to absolutely love to wear it freaked me out the drawer itself is long enough to fit me being about the length of the bed frame there is also plenty of width almost enough for two people but the height is my biggest concern based on the dimensions i think my nose will just barely rub as the drawer is opened and closed unless i turn my head plus it will be dark mistress talks fondly of being able to just put me in the drawer for the night i hope i can live up to her expectations this is really going to stretch me in some edgy ways she continues to talk to her close friend tom about all sorts of intimate details of my surgery and my new genitals she also mentions occasionally about the openness in our relationship hinting strongly that we d entertain the idea of having sex with others and she s talking seriously about us making a trip to see him early next year i m still not healed well enough to get back to my spanking backlog mistress has given me some 200 swat penalties over the last month for transgressions but i also was forgiven 150 last week for some substantial housework i think my current outstanding total is 868 i m trying hard to be a good girl our relationship is back of firm ground this gender transition has really stressed her out at times but we are returning to some normality in our daily lives and that makes a huge difference for her i m pretty sure now that our relationship will survive long term which utterly thrills me when she and i are good my universe is right and joyful and right now i m so grateful to be living in that november 18 2014 categories cuckold female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bisexuality bondage cuckold ds femdom flr humiliation kink m2f marriage power exchange relationships spanking srs transgender author lockedhubby comments leave a comment back in the groove changing from male to female has really stressed our incredibly strong relationship it had been quite a few months since we ve had any real substantial sexual interaction much less kinky play and certainly i need a break since surgery to let my new lady parts heal but within the last day or so we ve had some breakthroughs one started out simple enough mistress found some plastic pants that were not yet put away from our trip to pennsylvania for my gender surgery we have had a small assortment of adult size plastic and rubberized diaper covers from ab play in years past i had to wear adult diapers for several days after surgery and these covers seemed sensible to bring we ended up not using them but this day she picked out the frilly lacy set with pink bows and instructed me to wear them the rest of the day it might not sound like much but it allowed her to humiliate me for hours the crinkling of the plastic as i walked was noticeable and she delighted even more when we went on a few errands the light sweatpants did little to hide the sounds or the extra bulk of the plastic pants you might not understand how humiliation can be erotic but for some of us it definitely is and mistress knows just how to push my buttons even though most my new genitalia are still numb from surgery i can still feel aroused both at home and in public her comments and smirks to me were very triggering that way this might not sound normal to you but for our relationship it was a refreshing return to normality and it seems to have made a big difference in her outlook for the future of our relationship having kinky play absent from our lives for so long was worrying both of us i m also healed enough to be able to do things for her now like leg massages tasks around the house etc those help reinforce her role as dominant and my role as submissive that had been upended recently as she cared for me for several weeks after my surgery she still talks a lot of needing more male energy which is more than just a euphemism for sex with men but i still expect that we ll have both in our future the topic of three ways has been discussed at her initiation quite a few times she s also talked more to her close friend tom about my sex change as well as hinted at some openness in our relationship tom s a smart guy but he hasn t played any cards yet that i know of to follow her lead it seems like it just might be a matter of time we are also still seriously discussing a new bed this trundle bed has a large drawer underneath on one side without a mattress the drawer is just big enough for me to fit into mistress loves the idea of putting me in that drawer for the night sometimes she s also talked about restraints in the drawer a lock on the outside and the possibility of her having sex with someone else on the bed right above me as i m locked in the drawer long time readers of my blog know that cuckolding has been a fascination of mine for decades combining it with bondage like this is really erotic for both of us stay tuned for more news november 11 2014 categories cuckold female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bondage cuckold ds femdom flr humiliation m2f marriage power exchange relationships srs transgender author lockedhubby comments leave a comment i am woman about two weeks ago i went into a hospital in pennsylvania went to sleep with a penis and testicles and woke up four hours later with them gone replaced by a vagina clitoris and labia my grs surgeon one of the best in the country did a great job it s really done to read more details see my other non kinky blog that focuses on being transexual bloomingtime here on wordpress com mistress and i won t be doing much bdsm play now i ve got a lot of healing to do six weeks off work will help but it s hard for me to not be doing things i m forcing myself to stay in bed a lot and rest as much as possible mistress gave me some extra postponed punishments recently i got 200 extra spankings for lifting some luggage that was over my 5 pound post op weight restrictions another 200 for lifting something else yesterday dumb and i beat her at cribbage a few days ago and she tacked on another 200 i was down to only 48 spanks left from before now it s up to 648 sigh our former roommate and kinkling has move out let s just say he didn t play well with our pets he also has some mental illness challenges that we just were not up to handling ourselves this leaves us with less help around the house than we were planning with me recovering from surgery that leaves more for mistress to do and that s just not right my wife mistress continues to miss the company of males i think this issue will be pretty important to the development of our relationship in the future i m just not sure exactly how yet she talks a lot about the importance of her friend tom and her adult son in her life right now tom lives in florida she talks with him by phone multiple times a day tom has met me recently he s a nice guy my wife has told tom quite a lot about our personal lives although tom is married he travels a lot and we strongly suspect that he gets some action on the side at times so my wife continues to drop hints to him and she s told me straight out that she s like to have sex with him and make me watch she s pondering plans for us to go visit him she s also talked with him about going sightseeing with him while i m left in the company of some of tom s large muscular and horny african american friends no i m not joking please feel free to ask questions about our relationship my surgery or transition or anything i love to read your comments and would be happy to respond october 30 2014 categories non fiction transgender tags femdom intimacy kink m2f marriage power exchange relationships spanking transgender author lockedhubby comments 1 comment gcs dungeons and swinging this is likely to be my last post as a biological male please feel free to follow my gender transition progress in more detail at my bloomingtime blog here on wordpress when i next post i ll have traded my penis for a vagina i m quite excited to take this final step gender confirmation surgery in other news my wife mistress has been talking more about wanting heterosexual intercourse herself my penis has not been functional due to the feminizing hormones for over year now i of course desperately want her to be happy in all ways so we keep talking about her having sex with men even though i m transitioning from male to female i still want a woman for my ltr however i also love to have sex with men mistress knows this she s arranged for it before and it will be up to her to decide what men will have me in the future she also knows i have both rape and gang bang fantasies last week she sat me down so we could watch a few videos together they were about swinging something she s done in the past before we met she also knows a couple who hosts swinging parties at some point once i m fully healed 6 months she s talked about arranging for us to both attend one of those parties she s even pondering us going to one of the larger swinging conventions events wow last weekend mistress and i attended a bdsm play party for the first time in about a year 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