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ge my common answers are tunggu la dekno ngorat anak menteri or dekno nak kt ashraf muslim je mak gi ar masuk meminang dia i bet my mom suddenly become concern about my marriage because i already finish my study thus the next thing to concern on is about marriage no momm i need to build my career first let me have something in hand then maybe i can think about marriage and i m still young to0o i m just 23 i have plenty of time to dive in the sea of man and find someone that fit me best d people said there s a plenty fish in the water d but for now seriously i dont really into marriage maybe i cant find any suitable partner or maybe because i feel comfortable living on my own no commitment however i cant say anything bout something in future i m not a fortune teller d we ll see in 4 to 5 years time maybe i m married or maybe i m still single and ready to mingle to meet a guy that really can take u as u are and being so much understanding is so difficult if i do find one it s either he s taken or he s gay heheh a man s world jadyn maria feat katy perry heeeeeey ay ay ay ay ay ya x3 i bought him a drink before he could get away and in the morning sewed his jeans they look better on me anyway yeah i got the beauty but i got the brains so don t play with me boy cause i ll beat you at you re own game chorus it s a man s world but i m the type of girl really doesn t matter cause i can do it better in a man s world but i m the type of girl it won t even phase me cause i m that kind of lady x2 oh oh oh oh oh oh oh know where i m going don t need directions sit back boy i ll teach you a lesson i ma kiss you first don t need your permission cause girls like me break the tradition it s a man s world but i m the type of girl really doesn t matter cause i can do it better in a man s world but i m the type of girl it won t even phase me cause i m that kind of lady x2 you gotta be kiddin me to think that i should be listening every word you re telling me it s not working they must be outta their mind they must be crazy this could be just a waste of time cause it s a cause it s a it s a man s world but i m the type of girl really doesn t matter cause i can do it better in a man s world but i m the type of girl it won t even phase me cause i m that kind of lady x2 posted by penceritera at 2 07 pm no comments wednesday september 29 2010 is this the end i save my blog for quite a long time to wait for this moment to write up about the day that i will walk away left multimedia university i just finished my very last paper today and i highly hope that i will pass all the 7 subjects the feelings are so mixed up now it does not seem be the happiest moment but why i should be sad when it s over it is something that what i waiting for all this while after all what i m thinking is the precious moment that i ve got with my fellow better than the best friends 2006 it s started up so weird when i know no one here my first friend in mmu is freda i met her during we want to register course and yeah we talk to a each other and found that we re on the same track next person that i met was sue one drop dead gorgeous lady i went for a lunch with her and freda before we want to our first class she s very kind and cute d and the first time i saw her i really thought she s a chinese next when i went up to the class i say a guy sitting at the wall with sleepy face my first thought of that guy is eh mcm abang la dia ni not that his face like my brother but his style is not much differ than my brother as we enter to the class during the ice breaking i came to know that this guy name is faisal this the look alike brother boy is at first looks so snobbish that i cant stand him he only reply a word everytime i ask him question i hate him haha then we became closer went we re in the same group for philosophy and actually he s sooo much talkative that what i thinking then i came to know other s friend like keat which confused his name with eng lian i still remember that keat said his friends said he supposed to take law as he loves to talk if i m not mistaken then i know chiam as she talks a lot in class and of courseeeeeeeeeee andrew haha the big guy with a tag line ketandusan kasih sayang as class started i ve mingle with all my classmates there are only forty of us if i m not mistaken and it s not hard to be friend with everyone after about 2 months in mmu i m closed to redza he s one funny guy that i met and we can talked for hours he s a good friend of mine that always helps me during exam after that i closed to rima as she s redza s sista hehe rima is one funny and easy going girl that i know we enjoy doing stupid things together and the listtsssss of friends goes on like jing en doreen hasnur intan tan sahana jing jau winnie vageetha etc sorry if i miss out any names 2006 is just my beginning i still remember the business project of car wash how helpfull we all when everyone came and helps to wash cars we re one and we enjoy helping each other the english drama also was unforgettable it is certain that we pl40 are so talented and we re better that the real actor actress we sing we dance we do jokes i miss those time 2007 the re nothing change with me i do enjoy with my fellow friends they re just crazy as i am during this time i getting closer to intan since she s rima s best friend so indirectly i close to her because we do go lunch together me and intan always be a person that wants to slim down we went to gym sometimes and we joint aerobics club hehe aih i hardly remember what happen in 2007 seems like i m mentally tired and it s hard for me to remember things that happen three years back what i can remember is at this time i always went out chill with rima redza and andrew and by this time i also had mingled with people beside my classmate such as my roomates which both of them are married one had just deliver a baby girl on end of july afta all 2007 just went well and my friendship with my friends are getting stronger day by day 2008 i could say that 2008 is one of my best year as i ve been very good in studied when i refer back to my 2008 s notes it s so neat my handwriting are so finedd and i do study hard hehe i dunno what spirit that had possessed me at that time ouh in 2008 i ve become sue s roomate and it just made our friendship getting stronger i think she s my best roomate d during 2008 i also became closed to nik the smallest classmate i think haha we always went for dinner together at kedai kuning and talk for long hours we also do stupid things sometimes like skipping class and went to saloon to dyed hair and just for the sake of lazy ouh i met my crush in mmu haha but afta all it just a crush hurmmmm 2009 i think 2009 is my worst year in terms of study to be exact haha i always lost in class you may check my 2009 posts and i m such a person that emotionally unstable maybe because i feel lonely staying alone at ep haih i still remember the fucked up feelings i thing i want to skip this awful year fuck 2009 2010 so much better year for me thank god this year i have so much fun this is my final year and only in this year i m getting closer to my other classmates like jing en doreen jing jau and hasnur thanks god i moved to ixora if not i ll be dead alone in ep hasnur is my pa when i need mcd in the middle of the night when my stomach sing some awful song i will just call hasnur and said ano lapa and of cos she will reply u nak order apa she undertstand me already jing jau i enjoy went shopping with her she s one shopaholic that i know and she s a picky too she s always spend a lot of time in choosing stuff and thinking whether to buy it or not she s also is one of funny friend that i have especially when she try to speak a proper malay it s ok jing jau ur bahasa is much better than hasnur jing en i think jing en is eng keat female version haha they forms such a great love relationship both are funny and loves to talk crap and i do enjoy listen to their jokes i found jing en to be very enthuasiastic in what s she s doing she also is a very kind friend that love to send encouragement msg during everyone are stress out for exam doreen she s smart but can be blur sometimes haha doreen is such a very helpful friend i still remember that she help me and freda to print the bundles for mooting her kindness are so much appreciated after all in 2010 my best friends during alpha are still my best friends now plus with new best friends that always support me make me laugh and always there for me friends i m not sure if this is the end i highly hope the friendship last forever hopefully we can still chill enjoy high tea after mentally exhausted at the office i pray that we will forever keep in touch i really want to dedicate this song to all of you when the time come and now it s the time and this song specially dedicated to all of you graduation friends forever and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives where we re gonna be when we turn 25 i keep thinking times will never change keep on thinking things will always be the same but when we leave this year we won t be coming back no more hanging out cause we re on a different track and if you got something that you need to say you better say it right now cause you don t have another day cause we re moving on and we can t slow down these memories are playing like a film without sound and i keep thinking of that night in june i didn t know much of love but it came too soon and there was me and you and then we got real blue stay at home talking on the telephone and we would get so excitedand we d get so scared laughing at ourselves thinking life s not fair and this is how it feels 1 as we go on we remember all the times we had together and as our lives change from whatever we will still be friends forever so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money when we look back now will our jokes still be funny will we still remember everything we learned in school still be trying to break every single rule will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man can heather find a job that won t interfere with her tan i keep keep thinking that it s not goodbye keep on thinking it s a time to fly and this is how it feels repeat 1 la la la la yeah yeah yeah la la la la we will still be friends forever will we think about tomorrow like we think about now can we survive it out there can we make it somehow i guess i thought that this would never end and suddenly it s like we re women and men will the past be a shadow that will follow us round will these memories fade when i leave this town i keep keep thinking that it s not goodbye keep on thinking it s a time to fly posted by penceritera at 10 41 pm 5 comments tuesday september 7 2010 meaningful people around us can never understand why there s thing that is so meaningful to us when i said that i lost my baju kurung the very first expression that people may say is haha how can that be haih it s a sad case people will never understand how meaningful that baju kurung for me and how it has lots of sentimental value in it it also is the same case where i lost my most loyal boyfie abu my pc people hardly understand why i ve been totally sad and lost when my pc was complete dump they didn t know how much my pc means for me some may call me crazy for giving name to my pc d or as example of serious case where people can never understand why we still fight to be with someone that we love they may say that we are crazy or they may say that we can find someone else but the issue is not about there is someone else but it is a matter of meaningful and maybe people will said that we re crazy for still using old school hp when ppl around are using touch screen hp qwerty keyboard hp but i m still using my old nokia silde hp that i ve bought in 2006 the reason is meaningful last but not least song some songs it may sound very meaningful to me but for my friend it such a lame song with very poor of musik arrangement whatever obviously people can never understand or actually know things that are meaningful for us maybe it s our duty to tell people around us that these are the things that are meaningful to us this post is tribute to my lost meaningful baju kurung andai kau pergi by indigo dikau pernah berkata akulah segalanya tanpaku tak mungkin kau bahagia namun di sebaliknya setelah ku percaya kau bersikap dinginku terpinga andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku dengan sepenuh cinta daku tanam di dada dengan harapan terbina istana apakah di mindamu mengapa kau membisu hanya katakan kau masih menyinta andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku daku tak mengerti mengapa kau bersikap sebegitu andainya kau tahu hatiku betapa penuh di dada menyintamu sayang ku masih tidak mengerti ke manakah hilangnya cintamu jiwaku resah dan sepi andainya kau pergi andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku posted by penceritera at 12 15 am no comments friday september 3 2010 an inspirational letter to a friend dear friend when things go fucked up pls remember that i m here to wipe your tears i m here to make you laugh i m here to lend my shoulder i m here to listen to your deepest word i m here to hear your young and stupid story i m here to turn the lemonade into caramel i m here to make you feel better all i need from you is to be strong and just ignore all those nonsense and move on it is normal to have a long period of emotional unstable i understand that i fully understand that you can cry cry as much as you want you can curse as much as you want you can shout out loud but please never let yourself lose to this fucked up things this is not the end let s take it as one of precious experienced and just lets call it lesson learned d remember you still have parents and family that always support you and your friends to cheer you up you re still young to be this sad dun worry dude there s a plenty of fish in the water huggssssss love hurt by incubus tonight we drink to youth and holding fast the truth i don t want to lose what i had as a boy my heart still as a beat but love is now a feat as common as a cold day in l a sometimes when i m alone i wonder is it a spell that i am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it s a good hurt and it feels like i m alive love sings when it transcends the bad things have a heart and try me cause without love i won t survive i m fettered and abused i stand naked and accused should i surface this one man submarine i only want the truth so tonight we drink to youth i ll never lose what i had as a boy sometimes when i m alone i wonder is it a spell that i am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it s a good hurt and it 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