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et a shout out from pdxchastityguy he picked some of my better pictures from the fetlife machine a short note i know i ve been seriously neglecting this blog and need to do something about that probably need to ask master to give me a proverbial kick in the ass to get on it i ve gotten to the point with my chastity that i ve stopped counting days or weeks last week was 3 months i ve begged master to make this as permanent as possible he seems amenable to the idea so i m locked for the foreseeable future with no plans on my part or his to let me out for anything save routine cleaning once a week for 5 minutes in theory my looker 02 should be here in another 2 3 weeks i can t wait 3 comments january 30 2013 well i did it finally got to order my new steel cage from steelworxx in germany i ll be getting a looker 02 with a removable urethral tube that s got an 8mm diameter and 10mm ball instead of 6mm 8mm and is 15mm longer than the cage instead of the regular 10mm and we ve ordered a 5mm pa shackle to be keyed like the lock on the l02 for days when i m not wearing the tube in the cage measurements are penis ring cage diameter 35mm cock ring diameter 47mm length 65mm i have a thicker than average penis erect so i expect the cage to be rather tight when i try to get hard hopefully this will lead to me trying to get hard less and because my penis is a wily thing that doesn t like to obey orders it s getting hard just thinking about it oh and today is 86 days since my last orgasm and counting my previous record was 30 so i feel like i m doing good not like i have a choice although master did threaten me with an orgasm and i begged him not to make me cum i think that says it all about where my head s at with this chastity thing leave a comment january 26 2013 from a quiz thingy i found this to be spot on you are a kinky confident submissive lover who prefers to give this means that you like relatively kinky sex and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited there s no getting bored with you around you could never settle for dull sex you want something fun and new all the time you aren t afraid to try out anything you hear about you might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires but either way you re never boring you are pretty confident in bed this means that you know you can please your lover maybe you ve read a lot of sex manuals or have the experience from previous lovers or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on but you re good and you know it you can really get results and know that you have pure talent so you won t be hiding away shy pretending to be all innocent your partners love your naughty self assurance you don t hesitate and this makes you a sensational lover you tend to be submissive in bed so you prefer to go along with what your lover likes rather than your own plans you might like being ordered around and acting out a slave master fantasy or perhaps you just get turned on by being helpless and unable to move or maybe it s as simple as you lacking courage so prefering firm instructions in bed to make sure you are doing things right either way you won t be dominating your lover anytime soon and might prefer the missionary position to any others you prefer to give than recieve this makes you a very unselfish lover devoted to the needs of your partner rather than your own you get your pleasure from seeing them get theirs you are a model sex partner i m sure plenty of people would love to have someone like you in bed with them leave a comment january 22 2013 really feeling the lack i ll be honest i haven t had many moments of outright sexual frustration being locked up but when i have they ve been frustrating definitely feeling it at the moment it s like i just want to throw myself on some hot little twinky 18 year old and fuck the everloving shit out of him until he can t walk or sit down for a week 78 days leave a comment january 15 2013 looks like i ve been neglecting something just a short note until i can write something a little longer and more verbose long story short still locked up still haven t cum on day 71 now and counting was supposed to be allowed an orgasm on january 13th our 10th anniversary but elected to give that up in favor of getting one at some point in the future could be tonight could be this time next year no clue when it ll happen i m kind of curious to see how long i can go in other news hoping to have the dough to shell out for the looker 02 soon i d love to have the cage by the beginning of march anyway that s how it is leave a comment december 3 2012 sometimes you just need a good lay yesterday was kind of an interesting day we had plans to get our freak on the day before but they had to be shelved because of reasons so i woke up yesterday morning with a very very hard bossman spooning me and grinding his dick into my ass let me go get ready so we can do something about that i said unlike the porn world anal sex in real life requires certain preparatory measures namely flushing out and lubing up i came back in the room to find him on his back hard cock pointing straight up get on it and ride boy yes sir normally when he fucks me i m on my stomach with my back arched and ass up in the air after me riding him for awhile we figured out that position works for us for a reason it felt great to me but he wasn t getting anywhere and me being in control just seems weird and wrong now so he flips me on my stomach and proceeds to try to ram me into the neighbors apartment downstairs i definitely lost the power of speech at some point and nothing but incoherent moaning and screaming was coming out of my mouth it just felt sooooo goddamn good it d been a week and we both really really needed a hot sweaty fuck so that s what we woke up to and after a very stressful day we did it again last night only slower and twice and with a lot of moaning and dirty talk and afterward he put a very large plug in me to keep his cum inside me all night he s finally getting this control and dominance thing i ve been telling him about this makes me a very happy boy sorry about the lack of substantial posts lately finals are coming up and school s kicking both of our asses more to come in a week or so i promise 2 comments november 27 2012 day 22 and i am a leaky drippy mess having constantly sore nipples is only making it worse being a gay couple we don t go in for the whole feminization thing but pads are starting to look like a good idea leave a comment november 26 2012 an orgasm s an orgasm right i mentioned in a previous post that i make a distinction between a traditional male penile orgasm and another type of orgasm i ve heard this described as an anal orgasm before but i kind of think that s a misnomer as well because they can be gotten in other ways for me nipple stimulation does the trick although my preferred method is either being fisted or having electricity run through my prostate yum that said here s some stuff i ve thrown up on my fetlife profile over the years to describe this second kind of orgasm to those who are unfortunate enough to have never experienced it found this online i didn t write it but the author hits the nail on the head as to why an anal orgasm is so much better than the regular kind it s the ability to enjoy these that makes being locked up worth it to me it depends a lot on the person some guys are much more sensitive than others and there s a difference between having anal stimulation while also stimulating the penis and having an orgasm from anal stimulation alone my anus and prostate are very very sensitive and i ve experienced both types many times from sex as well as dildos and for me personally they are both unbelievably intense it s a very different feeling from penis stimulation alone it s a least twice as potent i guess you could say i prefer to have an orgasm from receiving anal sex without touching myself at all this almost always takes longer than if i also touch my penis intensifying slowly at first and then rapidly becoming more intense so that i often feel like i m going to climax only for the intensity to increase at this point i m experiencing a feeling that is easily as intense as a normal orgasm but i have not climaxed yet and may not until the feeling has reached a hard to believe critical mass once i do climax my prostate will swell up and become hyper sensitive almost like it is being tickled i use that word because to me tickling feels good but it s too intense to take all at once and it is now the most sensitive part of my body it s literally overwhelming and once i ve climaxed it is almost impossible to self stimulate the prostate any more as the body naturally rejects the ridiculous intensity of it as it would tickling it s best during sex since my partner can continue to stimulate the prostate after my climax the longer he goes the more intense it becomes the continued stimulation basically extending the orgasm indefinitely at this point i m usually twitching uncontrollably and squirming actually having involuntary and almost violent muscle movements all over my body which sometimes last for a few minutes even after sex is over it s very refreshing and cathartic although many people will prefer to end the prostate stimulation once they have ejaculated and others may not react in such an extreme fashion as great as it is it feels very different from a penis only orgasm and not necessarily better that s subjective but for the record i ll go for the anal induced seizure gasm 99 times out of 100 this is from a conversation i had with someone on fetlife describing that same sensation as i experienced it i m not really sure that he made me come i think the terms need to be defined to me come means to shoot semen while orgasm means to well have an orgasm they can happen independently of each other i ve had plenty of orgasms since being locked up hell just playing with my nipple rings does it these days but as far as i can tell i ve only come twice and the only way that i knew i came was that i noticed semen the next time i went to pee usually nothing but precome comes out but i leak that pretty steadily these days the orgasms are really weird it s like i feel my prostate tingling and i can feel whatever it is in there opening up and releasing precome the actual orgasm is a really really intense urge to clench all of my abdominal groin muscles it can actually be painful and it s also hard to breathe when it happens bossman likes to wire me up to our estim box and make me have 5 or 6 of them in a row which is utterly hellish after the first 2 or 3 i m usually drenched in sweat exhausted and my abs hurt the next day like i did a hardcore workout at the gym so yeah there you have it i ve said it before i m 100 okay with never having a traditional penile orgasm again if it means i m allowed to have this instead from conversations i ve had with female friends of mine they ve said what i m describing sounds a lot like how women have orgasms versus the traditional male orgasm which i find fascinating and a little hot at the same time leave a comment november 25 2012 feedback loop of awesome i think i said in a previous post that i m a pretty heavy pain junkie and that my nipples are abnormally sensitive and wired directly to my prostate i ve had 12ga captive bead rings in them for the last 7 years or so i just recently bought a set of 10ga segment rings and wanted to swap them out i went to my local torture chamber piercing parlor this afternoon to have it done which it was after three attempts due to a broken segment in one of the rings naturally the one that went through the nip with scar tissue there s a problem with having the most sensitive part of your body stretched from the inside out when you re a pain junkie who hasn t come in three weeks mainly trying to keep from moaning in ecstasy while on the piercer s table and having her think you re some kind of freak and of course i wore a tight t shirt and heavy jacket there decided to forego the jacket on the way out you know what happens to your nipples when you re outside in 40 degree weather without a jacket right it was all i could do to get to the car before my knees buckled and my briefs filled up with cum and of course bossman had to hit every goddamn pothole on the road on the way back home mmmmphf leave a comment november 24 2012 post the second today is day 20 that i ve been locked up in the cb 3000 i m definitely at the waking up hard and grinding my completely encased and therefore senseless cock into the mattress stage my balls are a mass of dull ache from being overfull the idea at this point is for me to remain locked up until january 1st 38 more days whimper then we reset the clock and try to make this a permanent thing i m under no illusions that at the age of 30 i ll never have another penile orgasm again after january 1 2013 but it helps me mentally to tell myself that and to prepare for a penile orgasmless existence that and it s the holy grail for the guy with a chastity fantasy note i use the term penile orgasm to mean coming from having my dick stimulated i make this distinction instead of just saying orgasm because i can and am allowed to orgasm from being fucked or stimulated in other ways like my nipples which are abnormally sensitive i ll do a later post about this distinction and why it s important to why chastity works for us long story short i m perfectly fine with never having another penile orgasm for the rest of my life if it means i get the other kind it s an order of magnitude better in this bottom s opinion after action report bossman fucked the hell out of me last night and then we tried to get his hand in me but that was a no go after the friction of being fucked we managed to get all 4 fingers and the palm of his hand up to the crook of his thumb in me though i ve quickly gotten hooked on being fisted during the past year i ll have to write another post waxing poetic on the joys of taking another man s hand and arm inside you it s truly one of the most amazing things ever after the attempted fisting makes it sound like something from a police blotter he worked my nipples over with our suction cups clover clamps wartenburg pinwheel ouchies and his fingernails putting clamps directly on a nipple piercing is an exquisitely intense form of pain by the time he was done with me the power of speech had left me and i was a twitching puddle of boy on our bed and now the background or why the hell would you want to lock up your dick most of the material out there that i ve read about chastity and long term orgasm denial is written by straight folks hey you guys outnumber us something like 10 to 1 so it s to be expected so the gay male perspective is pretty underrepresented based on what i ve read about straight chastity based 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