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id as i threw off the blanket i sat back while i watched her take it all in in the frame of the mirror she turned and walked over to a bookcase picking up a book no effect on my end i noted i turned my attention to the desk the wood had brown leather inlaid into it with big brass buttons i saw pens and inkwells regular pens pencils a calculator a brush and scalpel and other tools in jars and cases in the corners a mug held what might have been tea or coffee though it had sat for long enough that the milk had congealed into a cloud of white on the surface there were books and papers too the papers included one pile of legal documents virtually identical to the ones i d left downstairs only they were addressed to molly with some changes in wording here and there what caught my eye however was the letter rose i said what i grabbed the pages of the letter then walked around until we could see each other i stood by the mirror holding it up so we could both read it molly et al please accept my graceless apology at this juncture you ll likely be frightened and confused chances are good you ll see outside parties at work if you haven t already helping you to conclude that this isn t nonsense that helps us move on to business if you find yourself here and are already injured in body mind heart spirit or other more esoteric departments you may need to jump straight to instruction number one in the list below sacrifice sleep to see it through and then move on to a great deal of research the index is a catalogue of all things found in my library which i penned myself and will help direct you to solutions to whatever ails you i could explain justify and make excuses but that is very much not my manner or style you have a library of explanations sitting around you with study perhaps you ll see how i justified what i did we can do without the excuses entirely i ll be succinct the family line is a long one and we have had some involvement in more anagogic sciences since the early 1800 s we have resources touching on the craft the arcane or whatever you wish to call it magic however all things have a price and it is impossible to become rich powerful wise or strong without paying in some form for this reason among others practitioners rarely ascend to any great status and remain there but our predecessors tried they accrued a karmic debt and they have passed it on to their children and their children s children and so on down the line you caught up yeah rose said i turned the page perhaps this seems unfair but modern standards of fair and unfair are just that modern in this world i ve imposed on you there are very old things and there are very old traditions here the sins of the father are visited upon the son or mother and daughter rather beings as long lived as powerful others have trouble telling us apart when we live and die so quickly and when we often look the same and it helps to establish a pedigree or pattern some have ornaments of office others carry on with seventh sons we use daughters and we keep to a smaller community if they call you rose elizabet frances esther ruth i recommend you take it in stride you are as of now simply one piece of a long thread my diaries can be found on the shelf behind the desk i welcome you to read them if they might shed light on matters perhaps my own realizations will help you find a way to your own now i charge you with tasks to demonstrate the gravity of this know that you may lose custody of the property if you do not address these tasks on a graver level you may well doom yourselves and the bloodline with your failure depending on how it plays out 1 read essentials it sits on the book stand a novice s guide to the most basic things it outlines the steps to awakening yourself be warned these steps open the door to becoming other in a respect the oldest of them made agreements in times well beyond us to guarantee safety and maintain a kind of peace foremost among these agreements is truth should you lie you may well forfeit your power for a time break a promise or an oath and you will be forsworn and you will be stripped of every protection afforded to even the common ignorant people that decorate this earth on finishing essentials awaken yourself oh fuck me i said oh hell rose echoed me conduct the remainder of these steps in any order monumental as these steps are you must be suitably armed against your enemies you will be asked about your progress with some frequency and failure to make sufficient progress in the next five years will see your rights and access to this house terminated 2 study and enact the ritual noted in famulus the familiar is your greatest ally and will serve as a tool a wellspring of power an ambassador to dealing with more abstract things and will be a lifelong companion make this choice with the same respect you would with undertaking marriage only know there is no form of divorce the familiar is to be a part of you for life you gain their services and they gain a chance to be mortal even if it is a small mortalhood in addition to whatever other terms you negotiate do not allow your familiar to take the form of a rat or dog 3 study and enact the ritual noted in implementum your choice of tool will shape how you interact with this world your craft and will be your badge in the eyes of many the book is dreary page on page of examples but study it thoroughly for there are many meanings and a poor choice of tool may well cripple you 4 study and enact the ritual found in demesne s baba yaga had her hut i have my room unfortunately the rest of the house has been claimed by our predecessors and while it is a haven you will need to find your own place to make your own where the rules bend as you need them to and where your power is greatest the three rituals noted here are fundamental in determining how you access hoard and focus power note however that your real power will be in how you act with others and others 5 find a good man to marry by this i don t mean that he should be decent and kind such may be a detriment you will need an ally in this and a man who can support you in more mundane matters will give you strength in this world i reckon many of the best partnerships in the recent past came about when our family married bastards rather than gentlemen 6 attend the council meetings second saturday of every month at the park in the twilight hours in a five year term there will be two hundred and sixty such meetings miss thirteen in total and your rights to the property will be forfeit i think i m faced with an issue here i said you can t sit through meetings rose asked i shot her a look she giggled a little and it was an uncharacteristic unfitting nervous sound i i don t know how to react to this i tried to make a joke it s laugh or cry right and i was awfully close to crying before i read any of this i m supposed to marry a guy i m getting the impression this isn t the first obstacle i m going to run into gay marriage is legal she said i m not gay i said i wonder if the lawyers will allow me any leeway here the lawyers she asked she gave me a look eyebrow arched think about it i sighed and then i did they re involved in this i thought aloud cleaning up after molly they know enough to move the books they re setting all this up so things are prepared for each heir to be my voice took a more serious tone as i finished and the legal documents made less than specific references to debts they re not friends blake resources maybe but not friends we should think long and hard about when and why we contact them i fidgeted biting my lip as i thought unwilling to dwell on it i turned the page 7 finish three out of four of the books in this library you will need some assistance with foreign languages making a bargain with an other to learn sumerian may be novel i know but it is easier to ask for it to be translated aloud by a servant or summoning 8 see our bloodline to the end of the fifth year with less of a debt than we had at the start of your custodianship i m hoping you can see this through until the end of your lifetime but i can only focus on these next five years and hope you are on the right road remain out of the north end of jacob s bell until you have completed two rituals and developed a foundation stay out perhaps even if you have some individuals are not to be trifled with make no major deals or bargains until the end of the custodianship you ll need to run any major deals past mr beasley including the three major rituals he will protect you from other decisions or lend his aid if he can t but he will exact a price mr beasley as well as individuals you ll find in jacob s bell and the surrounding area is described in a little black book i playfully dubbed dramatis personae when i was younger our family has made enemies and i confess that i have turned allies into more enemies i will not compel you to read this book but i impel you to it may well be a deciding factor in your survival use all tools i ve bestowed on you we are powerful we hold a noteworthy position and this is much of the reason we have the enemies we do chances are good you will need to use everything at your disposal to survive them as the sins of the mother pass to the daughter i ve passed my enemies and the debt on to you i won t ask forgiveness or understanding i suspect you may find those things when the time comes for you to bear an heir and visit these wrongs on them yours r d r i was never good at sitting still when stressed now that there were no more pages to go through i found myself pacing we have answers rose said as if reassuring me i don t like these answers i said raising my voice a little that old bitch it doesn t sound like she had a lot of choice rose said i spun around to stare at her you re awfully sympathetic to the old woman who has your name i said can we verify again that you re really a female me her face settled into a serious expression as cold as mine was heated i was breathing hard and my sutures were hurting where i clenched my hand ask me anything she said anything about growing up with mother and father i didn t respond scowling and looking away instead i was fidgeting with my good hand she was right we re allies blake allies understand look the letter said a magic user can t lie right i m a unicorn from outer space and i can t speak english see i broke from my pace crossing the room to the bookstand where i snatched up the book that was open on it i tossed it down on the desk essentials another series of books in a stack in the corner where the lawyers had left them famulus implementum demesnes orange purple and green cloth covers respectively they all matched otherwise in size and the script on the spines i glanced each one over then tossed them onto the desk where they rewarded me with a series of satisfying impacts i found dramatis personae i flipped through it there were tabs one for allies which was virtually empty with only the lawyer s number enemies they took up almost all of the remainder it didn t make a sound much less a satisfying thud when i added it to the pile i was left without anything more to throw nothing i wanted to risk in any event are you mad at me rose asked we re supposed to be allies blake i m not no i m mad at this i said look at this how many books do we need to read here how many books do we need to read a day just to keep up maybe that s the cheat if we re both the same person technically can we argue that the eldest child of brad and christina rosine has read half the books i don t know i said there are answers see look she turned away from the mirror heading to the nearest bookshelf i saw her stop she remained where she was rose i asked she didn t move i felt a bit of anxiety and turned away walking over to that same shelf on my side of the mirror the worst of the others devils and details dark contracts classifying others fiends and darker beings hellfire bindings infernal wrath pacts and prices i tried to swallow but my mouth was too dry i didn t know much but i knew this was a bad idea of the worst kind these were the books that held a place of prominence on grandmother s bookshelf these were the tools she expected us to employ no small wonder she d made the enemies she had these books they each had the same set of initials on the spine r d r she d written them 122 comments december 21 2013 sample pact 2 i was dressed and heading out the door in less than a minute a plain black toque pulled over my hair i had to fumble around for a moment to manage the coat i was getting on the backpack i d stuffed with spare shirts sweaters and underwear and the keys i needed to lock my apartment i reached the stairwell and took the stairs three at a time descending each half flight of stairs in two steps mirror people visions of talking dogs and stretched faces vampire hunters or witch hunters or whatever they were it was unbelievable impossible to wrap my head around so i didn t believe it didn t try to understand it i didn t disbelieve it either i was processing it really filing it all away for future consideration it was stupid maybe crazy to dismiss it by all right my worldview should have been turned upside down by this except other things were taking a kind of priority demanding consideration turning my life upside down molly was dead i d heard it and i believed it taken alone the statement might have meant little but i d had an ominous feeling since leaving the inheritance gathering right here right now i felt like it fit i didn t want it to but it fit the gathering had been the first time i had seen molly since we were kids i could barely guess what she was like now as a near adult what she had been like as an almost adult i felt a twist of worry and a fair bit of anger why hadn t she called me for all the impact my family had had on my life there were very few people i had ever had a connection with i had never been mistreated exactly but there hadn t been a lot of love to go around either molly and paige had been the ones to greet me with smiles on their faces to hug me instead of offering an informal handshake we d played together laughed and bridged the gap between being family to being friends when i thought of molly i thought of the child she had been ten years ago not the young woman i d briefly met at the end of the summer when i reminded myself that she could well be dead i felt like i d lost something from a relatively small pool of happy family memories i reached the bottom of the stairwell and as i hurried down the length of the hallway past the elevators that would have taken too long to use i was still trying to frame it all in my head molly s death wouldn t have been random there had been a reason and that reason had driven my grandmother to do what she d done all of the fallout from that the divide in the family the animosity that had driven me from home to a cold hostile unfriendly world 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