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this video f posted by fqm at 3 37 pm no comments labels holidays videos wednesday july 02 2008 yet another wtf moment in the presidential race does the image on the left look at all like the image on the right does that doll look anything like our future president via racialicious was a post about a german toymaker who made this doll to commemorate barack obama wtf y all wtf posted by fqm at 12 05 pm no comments labels politics wtf yet more proof racism is not dead friday june 27 2008 burrito fun okay so the longest time i heard about chipotle mexican restaurants and how yummy their burritos are but i had heard that they were owned by mcdevils mcdonalds and i loathe that fricking place no matter how many times justin timberlake tells me he s lovin it anyway i found out last week that chipotle is no longer owned by satan mcdonalds so i went with an open attitude tried what appears to be their signature meal the chicken burrito now a warning if you eat there know no matter what you ll be ingesting a truck load of calories so if you plan to eat there know you ll be taking in about 850 1100 calories yikes anyway i ordered the food that looked a bit like this my chipotle burrito chipotle fan com and oh dear gawd it was the best quickie burrito i ve had hands down in this city i mean everything was spiced just right with a bit of tang warmth creaminess i was floating in burrito heaven for sure so my sweet i headed there again a week later for veggie burritos with guacamole as you can see from the pics above they were huge and very tasty anyway i m now forever a fan of chipotle may my waistline be spared i ve recently lost 12 lbs and have 5 more to go f posted by fqm at 1 05 pm no comments labels bad for you food food portland food scene wednesday june 25 2008 oh ralphie i haven t heard him have a strong crackdown on economic exploitation in the ghettos payday loans predatory lending asbestos lead what s keeping him from doing that is it because he wants to talk white he doesn t want to appear like jesse jackson we ll see all that play out in the next few months and if he gets elected afterwards ralph nader y all said this oh my oh my where to even being via racialicious an interesting thought provoking post on what the hell nader was talking about my favorite comment so far on the blog is by deathblossom saying wait wait let me get my card out 1 caucasian guy telling a black man what it really means to be a black check 2 mention of the ghetto check 3 equating black with poor and inner city check 4 mention of the threatening black man check 5 free space bingo thank you ralph nader amen to that sigh f posted by fqm at 1 28 pm no comments labels racism tuesday june 24 2008 link a dinks great article cnn s anderson cooper site ac360 on titled the fallacy of colorblind post raciality it was written by carmen van kerckhove of racialicious here s an excerpt then why do people insist on claiming that they don t notice color often it s because they are scared to death of being labeled a racist but here s the thing noticing a person s race doesn t make you racist what does make you racist is if you make assumptions about that person s intellectual physical or emotional characteristics based on the race you think the person is and unfortunately too many of us do make those assumptions we ve all internalized racist ideas consciously or subconsciously from our families our environments our media consumption and more until we can understand that and begin to de program ourselves we cannot be truly post racial damali ayo who some of you may remember as starting reparations day has her very own clothing line and it s great she s dynamic so it s no surprise that her clothes are the same and best yet the entire line is made with sustainability in mind plus where else can you get easy to wear fashion on a sliding scale price range check out crow here and a bit of randomness with arnold do you think he actually punched that camel i hope not lastly is an announcement of sorts soon this blog will change it s name possibly url qwoc has been good to me but i m feeling the need to move on from that identity on the internet other places no this is not some post racial thing i just feel that the way i see myself is far beyond socially constructed labels the core of me is effected by such labels but does not make up the majority of who i am an important significant part but not all at all so i m working on the design focus of the revised blog that will still discuss my being a queer woman of color and intersectionality in general but will not be the primary focus anymore it s just part of me going to the next level in becoming myself much love y all f posted by fqm at 1 12 pm no comments labels links qwoc racism well poop 31 as a 1930s wife i am poor take the test i thought i d make a great 1930 s wife oh well also i found this in the blogs of note funny stuff at fake interviews with real celebrities f posted by fqm at 8 58 am no comments labels wtf monday june 23 2008 mustache anyone i m wearing a mustache today it s really funny seeing the reactions folks have to it biological men seem to be extra fond of it the stache makes me feel a wee bit more bold as in thinking about flirting with the obviously lesbian bus driver might be fun then i remembered my wife may not like that a lot of my female co workers think i m cute in it and my beloved says it doesn t itch too much when i kiss her so all is well i think everyone at some point might want to give wearing a mustache a try it s an eye opening experience f posted by fqm at 5 38 pm no comments sunday june 22 2008 on love this is my summer of love loving myself loving my partner loving what is of course this is good to do at all times but this particular season this love is my sole focus a person cannot transmit what they don t have this fact is known by many in recovery other spiritual affiliations but how often is it practiced that s a question we must face within ourselves am i transmitting what i have or is what i m giving tainted by ego fear and in the end not really helping to make a true difference in the world i m as guilty as anyone who believes in being of service of misguided motivations trying to help when it really hinders progress or something similar and those mistakes are alright because i ve learned well by good intentions followed by less than good actions or vice versa that is probably why is it so important to be connected to higher power at every possible moment i may have mentioned on this blog before how it seems much easier to turn my will life over to hp in my living room than when i m out in the world interacting with other people i forget to ask for hp s words thoughts guidance in every single moment but i believe i m not the only one loving myself means believing in myself and the gifts hp has given me loving myself means no matter what taking the time to eat well get enough rest relaxation it means time for reverence stillness and having fun it means ignoring negativity from others making friends with my inner critic loving my partner has several elements too my beloved is so sweet so loving so supportive and she is deeply committed to me as i am her so this season it is important to keep her our relationship high on my list of priorities this means attention gratefulness patience lastly this season i wish to love what is meaning being in acceptance of everything even things that at first don t make sense or that i don t even like it means being willing to see the lesson believe in the journey have the willingness to connect to the greater mysteries of not so great events i think it s going to be a great summer i wish each of you the same f posted by fqm at 5 13 pm no comments labels inspiration life love spirit wednesday june 18 2008 quote du jour invest yourself in everything you do there s fun in being serious wynton marsalis posted by fqm at 11 51 am no comments labels quotes monday june 16 2008 long time no post for those who live in areas where you haven t have your lgbtq2s pride celebrations i want to wish you a happy p r i d e portland s was good as far as i could tell this year i skipped the normal large gathering at the waterfront focused on time with close queer friends it was a good emotional and busy weekend and my sweetie i got to do all the activities we wanted i m glad it s over though think next year i wish to go out of town or something i m just losing my taste for queer only type things in fact i seem to be losing my taste for specific group issues communities events funny since my blog is titled in such a way for a while i ve been interested in a more global focus to my activism not always centering of just americans of color or queers or women but really finding a way to creatively do works for those in places where they may not have a voice regardless of their backgrounds or identifications after the last few weeks i ve had with a death a son who needs help a complete breakdown in positive communication with a group i was volunteering for i just feel the time is ripe to refocus on what is really important to my work re energize my body mind soul my sobriety sponsor walked me through the hardest days of the last few weeks and has suggested something radical she told me to have fun fun i nearly forgot how to do that for a while but i do agree with her that a break from service and a focus on my own joy will be what i need to go on to the next journey so i get to be a little selfish do what is needed to remember the core of my life work this weekend i went with my beloved to the avalon played video games until my fingers were sore it was great we watched movies at home in in the theater btw the new m night shyamalan movie is not very good and went dancing on saturday night it was just what i needed to start a summer of r r also i began doing the artists way program starting with the morning pages holy crap is it amazing how much i look forward each day to 3 pages of non stop writing it s really a meditation than just some creativity exercises i m excited to go deeper into the weekly exercises anyway my rob brezney horoscope for the week really set the tone for where i need to be not only right now but always i m looking forward to a soulful summer peace you really have no right to tear yourself down badmouthing yourself is a first degree sin and so is being mean to yourself or depriving yourself of the care you need to thrive this is always true of course but in the coming week it s more crucial than ever that you refrain from even the subtlest forms of self abuse to be anything less than an imaginative lover and nurturer toward yourself could upset the cosmic equilibrium so profoundly that everyone else would suffer too therefore you owe it to the rest of us to shower yourself with blessings update i darn near forgot about a moment i wanted to share saturday night after going to a pride party downtown my sweet i went to holocene to check out their dj s the music sounded fun but we were tuckered out wanted to relax without necessarily going home yet we landed up the block at rimsky s and ordered tea while listening to the beatles as we chatted quietly in a corner the song blackbird came on it s a song i like but have only heard a few times as the song played we happened to be discussing my own personal re emerging re energizing my ears heard the following words sung blackbird singing in the dead of night take these broken wings and learn to fly all your life you were only waiting for this moment to arise tears came to my eyes as my partner looked into me holding my heart with such an expression of understanding and love in that moment i felt broken whole sadness and hope i knew from that moment that many beautiful moments are ahead for me us deep inside my body was a feeling of absolute acceptance for the past present and future the song was indeed the clear signal that this little bird is ready to fly peace posted by fqm at 3 21 pm no comments labels inspiration links love videos tuesday june 10 2008 an important link http www gratefulness org peace y all f posted by fqm at 2 52 pm no comments labels links sunday june 08 2008 stressed out i really know how it feels to be stressed out stressed out when you re face to face with your adversity i really know how it feels to be stressed out stressed out were gonna make this thing work out eventually tribe called quest good gawd i m feeling utterly overwhelmed i mean so overloaded that i m just trying to make it hour to hour today i want to go on vacation skip this whole next week want to sit on a warm beach with my sweetie not have to worry about shit about making anyone happy or follow through with plans just read in the sunlight nap in the shade but that s not an option that s okay i guess i know this is all in part of my own making the event next weekend will be a blast but folks let me tell ya event planning is pretty fucking hard and for those of us planning it it s been a week from hell in our personal lives for various reasons so we are carrying on despite even little things going wrong like the office fax going kaput don t get me wrong i m grateful too for the lessons the ability to try to even attempt to coordinate a lgbt pride block party but never again will i do this from here on out i only work on what has deep meaning for me i mean parties are fun don t get me wrong but i would like to do a little more to actually improve the lives of marginalized peoples and this has been the most important lesson i could learn right now what my destiny truly is what i really want to do with my life so this week i ask for your prayers qwoc readers i can t do this alone my grief over my friends death combined with concern for his son my uncle with cancer my cousin who leaves for iraq soon is enough to make things hard so the addition of finishing up an event of this scale just puts me this close to the edge of wanting to run away not drink or use or anything just run run far and that is in the end not a good option for me now or in the future right now i m trying to remember to keep things in perspective breathe and i thank each of you in advance for your loving thoughts f posted by fqm at 2 01 pm 3 comments labels life tuesday june 03 2008 portland black pride is coming i m still very much grieving praying working to help the young man i mentioned in my last post i m sending the son a care package this friday with things a 19 year old male might need like socks toothpaste anyway after 3 days of crying it s time to think of good things too and portland black pride is good as the coordinator for the block party i can say a lot of fun will be had if y all want to volunteer or learn more about portland black pride come to our pre event happy hour at crush 1400 se morrison the same place the block part will be the fun starts at 5 30pm this thursday june 5th peace f posted by fqm at 1 59 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