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harrisonburg virginia the city council voted to bag the cameras in trash until they could be removed in a small texas town residents simply sawed one down still the network grows because growth is the whole design every new camera makes the system more powerful more valuable and harder to escape for the women already inside it none of this was ever abstract bakely who learned that the man tracking her every move ran the police force she might otherwise have called put the problem simply who do you turn the chief of police in to no one should be able to track a woman s every movement without consequence and ordinary citizens shouldn t have their movements tracked and recorded by a private unaccountable company here s how to protect yourself and push back here s how to protect yourself and push back to read the washington post investigation that documented how police officers across the country have misused license plate readers to stalk women visit https wapo st 4xgdguj most communities adopted these cameras with little public debate and local officials have the power to change that contact your city council or county board and ask whether your community contracts with flock or another license plate reader company whether officers must log a criminal case number for every search and whether anyone audits those searches ask them to require warrants mandate audits or end the contract the aclu s get the flock out campaign helps residents find out whether their community uses these cameras and push for change and includes a step by step guide for fighting flock contracts and model policies for local officials at https www aclu org campaigns initiatives get the flock out from august 16 to 22 the grassroots project deflock is coordinating a national week of action against license plate readers town halls community meetings and events in cities across the country with an organizing toolkit for anyone who wants to take part find events and resources at https www noalprs com and see whether cameras have been mapped in your area at https deflock me to find out whether your own license plate has been searched in flock s system you can look it up at https haveibeenflocked com for more on how license plate readers and other street level surveillance work and how communities are responding see the electronic frontier foundation s street level surveillance project at https www eff org issues street level surveillance if you or someone you know is being stalked or is experiencing domestic violence the national domestic violence hotline offers free confidential support 24 hours a day at 1 800 799 7233 or text start to 88788 for help specifically with technology enabled abuse tracking surveillance and stalking through devices or data the safety net project at the national network to end domestic violence offers survivor resources at https www techsafety org for a deeply reported look at how private data companies and government agencies have quietly built an american surveillance state the larger system that networks like flock s are part of we recommend means of control how the hidden alliance of tech and government is creating a new american surveillance state at https bookshop org a 8011 9780593443224 bookshop and https amzn to 4z6wxjd amazon for a detailed account of how private companies came to harvest and profit from the details of our lives we recommend the age of surveillance capitalism at https bookshop org a 8011 9781541758001 bookshop and https amzn to 4xnioaq amazon for a potentially life saving book for older teens and adults about the early warning signs of abusive relationships myths about abusive personalities and how to get help we highly recommend why does he do that inside the minds of angry and controlling men at https www amightygirl com why does he do that for more on flock s strategy for managing public opposition to its cameras see tech times at https www techtimes com articles 322909 20260804 flock safety coaches police own narrative before citizens can speak htm to read more about the texas officer who searched tens of thousands of cameras to track a woman after she had an abortion see the electronic frontier foundation at https www eff org deeplinks 2025 05 she got abortion so texas cop used 83000 cameras track her down posted 12 hours ago with 636 notes reblog via lord of the rings tolkien stuff queuequeue more tathrin warrioreowynofrohan tolkien feels elrond let s maybe not swear a binding oath to keep jewelry away from an ainu at all cost let s maybe let s maybe just like pinky promise to do our best trust me on this you don t want to swear any oaths i find this moment very interesting not just because of the oath of fëanor but because of what it says about oaths in general because imagine that all of the fellowship did swear to go with frodo to mount doom legolas gimli and aragorn would have felt obligated to abandon merry and pippin to the orcs to go with frodo who knows how the ring could have used that guilt to twist them gollum would never have had the same dynamic with frodo because he hated aragorn gollum wouldn t have been at mount doom to destroy the ring aragorn wouldn t have been there to take the paths of the dead minas tirith would have fallen there would have been no march on the black gate that cleared a path to mount doom by distracting sauron no oaths means the world is larger and more complex than you know you don t know that the thing you re swearing to do will turn out to be the right thing the best thing in every possible circumstance have the humility to recognize that complexity thecryofthegulls you can t leave this in the tags i love how so much of tolkiens philosophy goes back to that point the humility to recognize the complexity or in other words that you might not hear or know the whole music posted 16 hours ago with 8 115 notes reblog via star trek tng queuequeue more fuck ai cryptidjeepers just watched a star trek episode about a planet that relied so heavily on it s computer system that they all forgot the basics of their own knowledge and that allowed them to miss the fact that they were being posioned with radiation and nearly ending their civilization because they couldn t use their own knowledge to figure things out i bring this up for no reason in particular posted 1 day ago with 29 828 notes reblog via executive dysfunction too real queuequeue more communeist antisocial transfag 37q black crested jaybird victusinveritas i always think of the description i saw years ago self imposed deadlines don t help me because i know the person who set them and they re full of shit alt tags by nothorses the tags are saving my life posted 1 day ago with 95 245 notes reblog ughhhhhh i m trying to find that post about the emperor s new groove and its totally batshit development process so i could read it to the fam and i can t and i want to throw my phone posted 1 day ago with 6 notes reblog via yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes american football where white men own the organizations ruining black men s bodies and brains yet the famous standout players in the special can t hurt as much role tend to skew white to make them the face of the team queuequeue more lastoneout lastoneout lastoneout lastoneout i love when people try to gotcha me on my stance that all sports should be gender integrated with even american football because i can instantly come back with oh lmao no i don t think anyone should play american football at all it s way too dangerous like nice try but i know no amount of testosterone is going to protect you from the profound life ruining health issues caused by getting repeated severe concussions over the course of several years no one should play this sport like do you really think muscle mass or gender sex can protect you from cte you think men are naturally more resistant to concussions because idk how else you square this sport being too dangerous for cis women and people afab but perfectly safe for cis men and people amab having a testosterone dominant endocrine system isn t gonna do shit in the face of traumatic brain injury be serious this sport should not exist honestly it s pretty weird to me that people dismiss the harm football players go through as fine because they re men especially when so many players are black men always remember the argument that women are weaker than men is also an argument that men are stronger than women and can withstand more injury and abuse which isn t true and absolutely ties into eugenicist beliefs about black bodies while obscuring their suffering as not existing because they re men and football is only dangerous for women so how could they be hurt systems can exploit men too especially non white or otherwise marginalized men who also deserve to be defended and liberated from said system s devaluation of their humanity and mistreatment lunammoon over here saying what i tried to way more eloquently thank you o7 no one should be subjected to the hell spiral 3000 posted 2 days ago with 60 897 notes reblog random thought after film watching a lot lately with kiddo credit where it s due hiddleston absolutely kills it as james hook posted 2 days ago with 1 note reblog via sunflowerinc this month i m participating in no situations september do not put me in a situation or i will fucking kill you no more information i have to learn against my will no more new things happening to me unless they are fun good i m the one choosing them just give me a break please for the love of god posted 2 days ago with 25 159 notes reblog via enshittification cookware resources queuequeue more nudityandnerdery tainbocuailnge tainbocuailnge forget everything anyone has ever told you on the matter the truest marker of adulthood is starting to hear the siren call of high quality kitchenware to be clear you should buy that cast iron pan and you should buy that knife set and you should buy that fancy rice cooker and you should buy that novelty mug high quality kitchenware is always worth it you re literally gonna be using that almost every day this seems like a good post to include this link on your cookware got worse on purpose one buyout firm quietly collected pyrex corelle instant pot and oneida farberware is a name on a 200 year lease and the pans still wort worse on purpose talking about popular kitchenware companies undergoing enshittification and gives you a list of brands towards the end that are more reliable posted 2 days ago with 128 040 notes reblog via fatphobia queuequeue more ptactwo i still find it so genuinely weird when i think about the fact that fat people irl are a rather common occurrence your family your friends your coworkers people on the bus random passerbys there are fat people there usually often but when you look at any form of media movies tv shows video games books are more complicated as not a visual medium but there too fat people are almost nonexistent one fat person for the whole movie one fat person in the background of your fictional city this is so insanely unrealistic but at the same time nobody comments on this and we accept it as normal and then people even think their own fatness makes them into some rare failure instead of one of the incredibly common body situations crazy posted 3 days ago with 53 429 notes reblog via aro ace aromantic asexual aspec sex education queuequeue more rusababy rusababy rusababy sex ed needs to mention aromanticism and asexuality in depth or else it sucks as sex ed no one off mentions i mean in depth discuss amatonormativity compulsory sexuality non romantic and non sexual intimacy love being morally neutral stop giving kids sex and romance as their only possible way to be social and intimate as well as assuming they all want and prioritize only that these babies are too lonely for that posted 3 days ago with 6 021 notes reblog via pmdd mental health menstruation mmmhmmmm my pmdd is baaaad and just normal birth control just makes it disappear like fucking magic meranie teaboot godesssiri headspace hotel abouquetofdaylillies deactivate pre menstrual depression is always depicted as like he he i had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the titanic but in reality it s more like i m standing the edge of an abyss there is nothing good inside of me i m filled with rage and desperation it s crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone s menstrual sex education this has already been said in the notes but if pms causes extreme depression and even suicidal ideation that is in fact something that most people do not experience and it can be treated like for the majority it really is oh i m hungrier and moodier than usual this should be a part of sex education so the point still stands i went to my doctor after i was walking to work one morning and saw a bus coming and actually took a step to throw myself in front of it before i pulled myself together later that day i started bleeding and was literally like someone flipped a switch and i didn t feel suicidal anymore which made me feel like i was loosing my mind because who goes from i want to throw myself in front of a bus to i m perfectly fine just like that i did some research i went to the doctor and described my feelings he looked me in the eye and gently asked what i thought it was i said i d read about pmdd and i thought it might be that he said i think so too and wrote a prescription if before you get your period you feel furiously angry suicidal irritated by every tiny thing to the point you want to murder someone stuck in a black hole you ll never escape from if you are experiencing extreme emotions for what seems like no good reason especially if you get your period and those extreme emotions just go away you re probably not just pmsing you may have pms s feral big sister pmdd and it s treatable also this is something that can develop as you get older so if you used to get normal pms but what i wrote above sounds more like your norm now then don t just write it off as regular pms ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ editing to add hormones can get exacerbated through perimenopause like what the actual fuck posted 3 days ago with 135 079 notes reblog via disability disability awareness chronic illness chronic pain disabled queuequeue more bitterlesbiangrandma bitterlesbiangrandma bitterlesbiangrandma i don t think healthy people every really get chronic illness i have a friend i know from when we were both 6 she is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis i keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore she was gonna come over yesterday and i had to cancel she asked if i can t hang out later that day when i said i won t feel better later that if i feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and joked that i m just finding excuses and i was surprised she knows all about me being disabled after all so a bit taken aback...
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