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es and then raced from one end of the city to the next when she d seen the cut marks on the taxi driver s neck and his red red eyes she d ben a little wary but excited the serbian was handsome and charming with his hybrid of languages but that was then and this is now she thought just like the song that dragan used to play in his first bmw krystyna shook her head took a deep breath and counted to ten she walked into the migraine bright bathroom and looked in the mirror she ran her fingers across the coin shaped scar on her right shoulder and grimaced at the memory it brought back krystyna tied back her long black hair and checked the ten inch barrel desert eagle xix that she kept hidden in the washing basket it was just a matter of time she thought she ran the shower as hot as bearable before she got in maybe it would wash away the past maybe _______________________________________________________________ photo by tariq raheem see more of tariq s work at tariq12 deviantart com and tariqart net follow him at twitter tariqart12 _______________________________________________________________ read the series warsaw moon in order here _______________________________________________________________ produced by walter conley there are several new projects in the works submissions are closed at the present time questions comments to disenthrallers gmail com the rights to all material presented here are owned by the respective creators do not reproduce without express written permission under the triple moon june 19 2010 7 41 am posted in uncategorized comments 8 _______________________________________________________________ untitled it was too early this birth she and the child waited in some odd place hovering between two worlds not sure which was the one they should dwell in for eternity they each chose one life on earth moved on leaving the one who picked that place to always wonder about what could have been quin browne _______________________________________________________________ _______________________________________________________________ longing by susannah elisabeth pabot in the days before memory when moonless skies were a blanket of darkness after each day s dusk a prairie child was born into the first rays of the sun her newborn face reached up out of her mother s womb and felt a dazzle of golden warmth and pure light and from that moment onwards she sought nothing less her cries shook each blackened night and no song nor tender rocking at the full breast would soothe her until dawn broke listening to her new daughter s wild and desperate howls her mother soon understood that this child was unlike others and so she named her longing when longing learned to walk and talk she did not play with ragged dolls nor skip with her sisters and brothers no crouched by herself her eyes swam out over oceans of grass to grasp hold of the sun wandering over the vast skies above her and when the light threatened to disappear at each day s end and the sun slipped downwards into the land longing wailed i love you why do you come and go instead of staying with me each night the sun would lay his arms around her for one last time and try to find an answer that might quell her pain if i stayed forever i would burn a hole into the sky and you would fall through he said or if i never slept nor you my light would fade and the earth disappear into darkness forever but whatever he came up with longing would always answer i don t believe you if you loved me enough you wouldn t go i promise to come back the sun always whispered just before leaving her but stubborn longing would call into the darkness that is not enough longing s brothers and sisters grew in the usual ways and wandered from their father s land into their own while longing stayed where she was haunting every day s dusk pleading unable to bear her child s suffering her mother wept through each night placing wet cloths on her daughter s burning forehead until one evening just before sunset she glanced down onto her daughter s writhing body and saw that unnoticed her breasts had become womanly and her hips ripe and filled with flames in that moment longing s mother knew that she must set her child free she turned her child s face into the setting sun and said go and try to find what it is you so desire longing rose and bid her mother farewell she ran not stopping to rest or eat or sleep for many weeks and when she finally stood on that slice of land where the sun sets longing lay down into the grass flung her arms open closed her eyes and waited for him to descend look at me i am not a child anymore she cried if you cannot stay with me take me with you shaken by her ravenous love the sun caressed longing with his warmth licking every sweating crevasse longing smiled and opened her eyes at last capturing the sun with her gaze he thrashed and flailed but longing s eyes were fierce and for one endless second before of falling into the earth he dipped through her and her thirst was quenched aglow in his burning rays blinded and hollow from then on longing wandered in darkness but as her body faded away her stomach grew round and full in the sun s image when her skin could not stretch any further she broke apart and out of her the moon rose glorious into our night sky _______________________________________________________________ _______________________________________________________________ don t marry the witch i make my own warmth where you cannot see my gums bleed we arc in conversation and the air drops something massive approaches the doorway waives survival shit like this happens every day and i know you ll sleep better knowing i m not beware your human is showing rachel kalyna ________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________ white heat by jelena vencl ohlrogge her skin gives off a faint scent of something familiar but he cannot put a finger on what it is vanilla sugar milk baby powder cocaine white she smells of something white and white she is white as snow high up in the mountains untouched by city smog unspoiled by traces of urine she says that her heart and thoughts are black as coal but he does not care he feeds on the light coming from her skin ________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________ growing pains seven screams incendiary to see her thoughts burnt on hot coals she weaves her way through the fire reds and oranges forge allies to lick the very essence of her youth tastes so full of lust and desire tastes of party frocks and at the threshold of her paradise her arms melt dancing with old flames trying to rescue precious moments another scar signs its name across her sad doll limbs now weightless to the pain and ache of burst blisters aches like a metaphor should and weeps a discharge tears hope blood any of the above seven believes it s all to do with sin her thoughts are so deliciously wicked of flowers dying of poisoned kisses and how she lets the blister pus drip onto her lips until she goes numb with all that tomorrow promises by p a levy _______________________________________________________________ _______________________________________________________________ edited by walter conley selection of photographs by walter and kelly rae daugherty ____________________________ photography by kelly rae daugherty visit her website at www kellydaughertyphotography com thanks to paul d brazill for his work behind the scenes _____________________________ submissions are still closed arrangements made prior to the closing of open call subs will be honored rights to all material held by respective creators do not use without expression written permission by order of the mini police may 31 2010 11 21 am posted in uncategorized leave a comment _______________________________________________________________ updated 5 31 10 submissions are closed as of today anything received from this point on will be deleted unread i have several projects in the works so please check back to see what is published and when the submission status may change you can still write me with proposals ideas whatever s on your mind at disenthrallers gmail com walter conley haber whiteley may 23 2010 7 37 am posted in uncategorized comments 3 art by ira joel haber words by petra whiteley sapiens be fallen the dialogue of hardened hands is spoken through the cracks in skin the body is the night of glass with horizons sharpening the dialogue of darkened eyes is stillness of afternoons the heavy sound of sun hanging from dried mouth the nails of mind weighing time s weighing down the drumming heart s monologue and its own answers of blood in the fast tight fist of light and its prolonged suffocating absence the rhythm between silence and sound is the breath s weakness through the loyalty of lungs miracles of twins blossoming electricity of pain and endorphin religion rushes the monologue of aging the monologue of death the architectural bends in anatomy of the maps the world unanswered and reactionary the communion of perpetual suicide it s so hard to understand the vacuum of colours the void of flesh the charcoal post mortem of mannequins sipping teas outside in the storm is punctuated by directions of wind flowers of fire this is the crest of a day without the silence of the sun i turn the face that burns itself through into the lighthouse mind of me inside and out i touch its contours and stretch them out neatly and tenderly pull it all together with the pin of the seas and wind softened whispers they are bouncing on my skin and sinking into me silverly there is a voice now a voice like dark wood and red waterfall the mahogany pungent sighing of fire it communicates moments of future of risks we took in entering our palms and the legends imprinted deeply and blackly alphabet of decades centuries of thunders calligraphy of flowers and the grace of your piercing eyes the blankets of darkness i found in them and kissed can you feel their coming can you feel the inevitable flame flow phoenixian length of our flesh combined and pulsing it has torn away from the root of words into rustling linen of victories the sharp pang contrast of thoughts the fusion of flowers and the knifing longing aching in the black furs of night it has a shiver and wildness in exploding fingers of the sun they crush into me like tides and in there i see your feline face in new reality we are changing the immense plains of snow and dusty rags of shadows splayed agony on white and like stones we bury them in the crevices of time and walk on through to the other side every word bursts forwards to solstice and every step burns the equinox we are finally seasoned beyond hell for p v the gift of cat s eyes the start of summer the constant and closest explosive matter that pulls out all the chemicals into their symmetries of reactions is pitched brazenly in the pale blue sky of the morning rays are coming from afar there is a bite of coldness in them but they are soft they do not stick into the skin like needling kiss they will be so later as day goes through the cogs of hours my bones are trying to talk but i hear birdsongs instead maybe this is good maybe it s good to know that i am not the sum of the parts but some abstract word as consciousness that word can give immortality to all and instead of death in it we are all equal or could be but the could be is only one small afterthought is is the best of illusions we all know that in our bones but who listens to them i only hear my bones when there is pain and see their pain that one time in future when the bones of my foot will be exposed under the blood and torn flesh it will look milky and translucent and i ll walk with the exposed wound to the hospital a liquid cross and pushchair in front of me my child speaking soothing murmurs if christ was christ that s how the word to lazarus would have sounded like the tracks and the stones smell of diesel and piss the crowd of people who are waiting for the tracks to be connected to the body of the train to board it is only small and silent only few words pass around the singy sounds linger on crushing into the concrete and the green paint of the benches empty words always fall down and begrudgingly dissolve back into the void they will never pierce the flesh and stay lodged as corpses in the living grave neither are they like words that resurrect those living graves into crimes of breathing art i sit on the bench i look into the trees on the other side of the platform although they cannot go anywhere i wonder if they travel through their roots into the imagination of the planet and what would they become there i suspect them of many things a frightened cat limps around circling wide from the bodies on the pavement she knows only the perfect elicit sympathy whatever they say in those buildings houses open spaces the only god of humanity is atrophy after all we have cyanide novichok 5 substance p ricin anthrax modified and tailored viruses and bacteria not cure for hiv and cancer we have very useful words law enforcement including domestic riot control purposes incapacitating agents and associated delivery systems an acceptable addition to military arsenals whilst words can have blood and bones and burst forth with electricity and life even those we know how to maim torture and kill the cat comes and sits right in front of me as it comes close to me i notice its eyes one of the eyes is an eye that was it s a gaping badly healed hole and dirt hangs there the other eye is swollen twice the size it was at some point of the animal s past and a film swims over it it has a cataract and it is blind yet it sits there and stares at me i feel that the exposed nerve there somewhere in the crater is sending signals to both our brains i see people looking at the spectacle and making polite steps away the cat is an omen and they see me as a demon chosen child maybe they are praying for their christ to come yet again and cure the lepers so they would be saved from the hell upon earth of such an irregularity of such a sight i want to be saved from them if only so i could hear the cat through her eyes because in this noise of fear the only thing i want to do is run take the cat with me but i know it will not come it moves when i move it moves away but it does not run only mirrors the unspoken the train comes and everything becomes one fusion in the flash now the cat does run and is gone somehow managing to negotiate the bodies and the metallic beast that has arrived now i step out too about to be swallowed into it and be taken for my summer holidays away from home when i sit down i try to see if the cat is still out there but i see nothing as the train pulls out and i keep looking from the window at the moving landscape with its houses the houses with the people folded neatly inside them...
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