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could try again as do i but the silence interspersed with all these comments that i can just go back to spain soon and try again well it doesn t help much with this frozen feeling next time won t be like this one next time i will be bracing myself this negative will be fresh in my mind today is a tv day i will try to pay some bills and schedule a few conference calls that is enough posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 negative spain 2 comments january 30 2014 by circlesbecomeme rainy cozy day the skys are dark and gloomy sirens can be heard in the distance the overwhelming sound is actually the rain pouring pouring pouring rain this slideshow requires javascript and i am so so happy a very quiet calm cozy happy i am curled up in bed alternating between some academic work and watching tv i woke up with this wonderful calm this is an entire day where i can just sit in hopeful possibility scientifically i know that if the blob on board hasn t implanted yet i am as not pregnant today as i will be tomorrow i also know that a positive test tomorrow is no guarantees of any thing long term but today oh today there is just possibility and a list of people to call tomorrow to celebrate with or drink with it is so warm and comforting and i love that i get to sit on my unemployed a and just reveal in this moment posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 happy spain leave a comment january 24 2014 by circlesbecomeme bidding my time so nearly half of the wait done received and opened my christmas package from home paid all the credit cards used last friday played some guitar taught lots of english lessons watched so so so much tv the first week flew by being in barcelona helped a lot then i had a couple days of doing tons of things on a research collaboration i am starting and oh yeah i registered a private practice company whatever happens in 3 4 months i am going to be working for myself but in the mean time i wait some moments go by quickly mostly them go by slowly this week also marks the 16th anniversary of a dear high school friend s death actually he was my super amazing boyfriend my senior year but we had gone our separate ways when we started college normally this is such a hard week for me it takes me right back to university days to how lonely and overwhelmed i was how hard my first taste of real grief was how truly awful some people s responses were but mostly how painful it was to have no response or be told that i couldn t miss class for the funeral that i was dragging things out too much or that he was only a friend this year it is different i have the cycle buoying me up i also will find out the results just around the date of my late friend s birthday another day that has always weighed heavily on me this year it will either be a moment of joy or another sadness to piggyback on an already sad ish wistful day posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 grief hope spain waiting 1 comment january 21 2014 by circlesbecomeme breathing easier today was my last day in barcelona i forced myself to go on a walking tour mostly so i d actually just get moving and out of bed the big long day ahead of me without my friend around just seemed very well hard to fill even in a great city that i love the tour was lovely but i was distracted from the very first moment i loved the tour guides name it is a traditional catalan name that is just gorgeous any child from this is very unlikely to ever know anything about the egg donor but i am now adding catalan names to my secret baby name list particularly this name i even recorded the tour guide saying her name for me the day quickly filled up lunch with a sweet young couple from switzerland and hong kong relaxing for siesta hour at home sunset exploration of the old city and then i began to panic i just was flooded with fretful thoughts about this cycle not working just this sense of knowing that something had happened so i started to walk and walk and walk i walked all the way to the top of the nearest hill and starting photographing everything i got some great shots and slowly slowly slowly my nerves calmed down i was content as i tracked down my friend s favorite cookies from argentina randomly in a mall in an old bull fighting ring i wandered back into town to have hot chocolate and churros i found my way to some great indonesian food and then as i was walking home i wrapped up several texting conversations and decided to quickly scan through my email there was a note from the clinic i logged on to their secure server area and there it was all 4 embryos made it we have 4 embryos on ice tears of joy and gratitude streamed down my face i texted all of my closest people supporting me during this cycle including my friend who donated the first time the sense of relief is overwhelming just to know that we have 4 chances to fall back on yes that doesn t guarantee anything but for now it just appeases my love of contingency plans four is a great number of contingency options and then my husband texted to remind me to be gentle when relaying the news to our friend who donated damn why hadn t i thought of that and i melted my guy isn t always the most socially smooth but this was spot on then my friend who had been here mentioned that she gets the feeling that he s more into this than he appears he was practically bouncing at work when i agreed that i think she might be right she simply said i am trust me on this dang what a great friend so tonight i drift off feeling very happy with my decision to go with this clinic to do a single embryo transfer and more than anything that my choice of husband and friends and their choosing me back were spot on for who i am feeling blessed posted in finding my way tagged freinds joy relief spain 1 comment january 20 2014 by circlesbecomeme the doubling begins so transfer was on friday and then friday evening my best friend flew in from italy this is now i think transfers should be organized after the transfer i had an afternoon to rest in a lovely hostel took a walk around the port and then went out to celebrate with my best friend it was so good to look forward to her arriving she is so good at helping me acknowledge when big things are a foot in my life she also is amazing at helping my time fly we laughed so hard we walked and talked we treated ourselves to great meals we laughed so much i don t think we once went to bed before 2 time just flew while she was here this slideshow requires javascript i could squeeze her arm and say s i am so happy and she would simply smile back and say you should be then we started joking about how the blob on board should be doubling cell numbers ever 12 hours roughly i would squeeze her arm again and tell her how happy and excited i was again and she d smile and say well you have 64 reasons to be by now if i mentioned i was tired she d say well 128 extra cells is a lot to carry around clare its been one of the best travel weekends in my life i toured gaudi s casa batillo a life long dream of mine and wow i was not disappointed i conquered my fear of heights and took the port vell aerial tram i walked in the rain i bought great fresh bread from the same lady every day and now am getting free samples but more than anything i am glad i leaped into this again i am glad i let my friends in on my secret adventure i am so lucky to have a friend like this who wanted to be here to share this with me more than anything it was so important to her she too might have to go down this route and she gets it she really gets what it is like to have to very deliberately choose to try to have kids and i am celebrating this chance with everything i have i am laughing and daring to dream i am singing in the streets i am treating myself to amazing food i am rebuilding my dreams with what i got and that makes me content and proud and as s said today yes clare this could work i really really could and we will celebrate that like crazy and if it doesn t well we ll deal with that too husbands are great but my husband is only one person the circle of friends holding me tight right now amplifies my sense of hope and my courage that should this not work i will be okay they will hold me through it all posted in finding my way tagged joy spain support leave a comment january 16 2014 by circlesbecomeme embryo report my student is a no show the clinic called during the one hour i said i wasn t available perhaps they are coordinating here are the numbers 6 fertilized 5 are okay it is a sunny cold winter day i am happy posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 numbers spain 1 comment january 15 2014 by circlesbecomeme and its a go got the call this morning eggs are retrieved and the transfer will be friday flight is booked accommodation is being sorted from genoa to barcelona via pisa and turin here we come this slideshow requires javascript there have been all sorts of happy joy joy messages and phone calls i am loving having people to share this with but so far the best was m with her lovely message thinking of you two and the little egg that could and can and will i am bouncing with excitement it is so unreal that i am living here looking out on steel gray skies and will be in barcelona in a couple days i also am really aware that there is a woman somewhere in barcelona who is now recovering from doing this thing for me i know my friend who donated for my first cycle 5 years was really sore on the egg retrieval day i can t help but wonder what this unknown woman is feeling today i feel a real desire to somehow pay this forward no matter what happens i certainly can t do much to help other conceive but i have promised myself to pass it forward in whatever way i can at the moment i think that will take the form of me making a commitment to actually schedule go and give blood on a regular basis its a little thing but little things add up and i certainly wanting to be contributing to that sum posted in finding my way tagged cycle 2 hope joy spain leave a comment january 14 2014 by circlesbecomeme one step at a time today was the scan to check my lining i felt so supported my dear friend s came over for dinner and asked just the right amount of questions she walked me to my italian friend m s house m then walked me to her ob s office it is amazingly easy to wait in a tiny room with unmarked doors when you friend can recognize the doctor s voice through the wall and reassure you that you are in the right place hearing said doctor argue loudly into her phone in a language you don t understand is also downright hilarious when your friend can translate for you otherwise i think i would have been terrified oh they are fighting she is mad mad at her mom normal clare italian mother troubles no wait not the mom she is made at her husband oh boy very mad aiya they have a son uh oh he s hurt oh no the emergency room oh wait sounds like he is ok but the dad did something wrong oh my no word for that and then the standard ciao ciao ciao ciao ciao ciao ciao the door opened a very pleasant professional looking warm friendly and calm doctor greeted me quick scan i was so impressed by the entire interaction how this woman could shift gears so quickly i don t know but i was impressed 20 euro later yes i am not joking i walked out with a print out of the scans and a hand written report stating that my lining looks great and i responded to the estrogen very well and as soon as that door shut the phone conversation recommenced loudly my friend and i giggled all the way home posted in finding my way tagged doctors humor italy scans spain leave a comment january 11 2014 by circlesbecomeme chilling this cycle is notably different from the last one my attitude is much more flippant in my head i have a kiwi accent mumbling yeah nah i can give it a go i am different i know i will be fine if it fails i always was going to be fine but i know it now i have lived it this italian adventure has been hard on me in ways i can t even remember my accidental phd in italy has shown me that i can live and now thrive in a world i never would have chose the process is different i change my estrogen patches ever 3 days folic acid at night all the important information is in english with some hillarious typos that bring some humor to reading over it the drug pamphlets are in italian so i don t bother reading them and avoid needless freaking out and the clinic visits represent vacations to barcelona not something stressful to sneak into the day if it doesn t work i still have a very expensive trip full of memories good food and on the first visit great drinks the waiting is different i spent 4 days in rome visiting italian friends and one of my dearest mates from rowing days in new zealand i have lunch with friends i provide support to my friends here adjusting to the early days of being a parent i write and think walk and explore and sleep in every single day and my stress levels are really different i am not working i am doing 5 25 000 steps a day of walking i have human interactions all day with shop keepers i never drive and can barely remember those steering wheel clutching moments of fear stress or simple worry of being late my community is different too last time i had amazing support here thank you i will treasure that gift from strangers my entire life and it has changed my understanding of how to comment and support far away friends going through crisis now but this time lots of real life people know my parents are super excited lighting candles and asking me about how i am feeling my husbands siblings and wives know we have told many good friends here which means i can call someone and share news and the little steps and not worry about not drinking in front of them i can wonder aloud if something might be a symptom of the estrogen or just me being crazy it makes it lighter it makes it a real exercise in trying to make a dream come true and not some pretend shadow adventure and it has allowed people to volunteer useful information like oh my mom is a gynecologist here in italy if you have any questions and one friend to offer to come to barcelona for a weekend trip after the transfer so we can just hang out and have some fun and with all this i can let things go like the fact that on my last call with the clinic the kind lady closed with okay now sounds good we ll hear from you after your scan on the 13th wtf this was the first i had heard the exact date only two days to organize this in italy when i don t have a set doctor helping me here but no worries i called a friend here she called her ob within 5 minutes and with only 2 days notice in italy we are all set we are off on monday for my scan together i will have her baby to entertain me in the waiting room and her bilingual skills if the doctor talks too fast i am not alone and together we got this posted in finding my way tagged calm community de differences spain leave a comment january 1 2014 by circlesbecomeme and so 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