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te he did share some excitement towards the idea of having a son never a daughter just a son thankfully nine months later after a pregnancy plagued with lethargy and illness which zianna would never figure out why zianna and garte welcomed their first and eldest son he was the spitting image of his father with blond curls and a square face he looked mostly human save for the subtle point in his mostly rounded ears garte didn t seem to notice though and excitedly bragged to anyone willing to lend an ear about his baby boy but that admiration swiftly dwindled when one too many late night feedings began to intrude on garte s sleep despite garte s yelling about garroth waking him and the fact that zianna would have to put her dreams for college on hold she loved garroth more than anything he was absolutely perfect in her eyes garte s frustration with his eldest son grew with each passing year as he got older it became obvious which parent he took after more despite looking almost exactly like garte save for the boy s muddy brown eyes and tu lasian features he obviously took after zianna more in personality how disappointing soon enough garroth was three which mean he was finally old enough to begin daycare and zianna could finally begin her dreams of college and then she got pregnant again and once more her family who again had kept a nigh total distance from her life after garroth s birth were suddenly insistent on how much stress would be put on her and her new baby if she went to college so once more zianna put off pursuing her degree but she wasn t as upset this time around she d be getting another baby after all her one silver lining in her life her pregnancy with zane was much worse than garroth s most days she could barely bring herself to get out of bed she was so sick and garte refusing to stay home to help her let alone garroth didn t help much either after a visit to the doctor her worst fears had been confirmed the fetus has inherited her witch genes and her body s lack of mana to help the fetus grow was making her sick zianna had never told garte she was actually a witch she never thought she d need to she didn t even know until her fifteenth birthday when her parents told her her manaser the organ needed to produce mana to practice magic had been surgically removed when she was an infant her ears had also been surgically reshaped to resemble human ears instead a vile practice which had long plagued witches in ru aun since at least the middle ages rumors said it had been put into practice when one of the lords of o khasis had risen to power and began a mad goose chase to exterminate all magical races from the region but in the present such practices had been legally recognized as mutilation and had been federally banned at least her second child would not suffer the same fate as she did with such practices being outlawed she was given concentrated mana medicine to help her through the rest of her pregnancy it was shortly after zane s birth that garte began to linger around the house less and less which zianna was perfectly fine with he d taken to drinking like his father and he d began to change no longer was he the quiet and amicable man she d married years ago he d been replaced by a cruel uncaring man who did little else than drink or work or maybe he d always been that way and zianna was finally seeing his true character either way a strained relationship with her husband a lack of sleep from caring for two young sons and a deep seated desire for any crumb of affection soon led zianna to an elf in the cafe downtown he was tall but not as tall as garte he had beautiful pine green eyes that stuck out against his coffee brown skin and dark chocolate curls he was polite and always greeted zianna with a smile he quickly memorized her usual order too was it any wonder she fell head over heels for him dashing her wedding ring zianna told the elf whom she learned was named viktor that she was recently divorced and a young mother of two neither of these were things that viktor minded in fact he seemed to adore garroth and zane and one thing led to another and zianna s curse of ill timed pregnancies caught up to her for a final time she d been able to disguise the morning sickness as just a bad case of the flu garte seemed to believe that was the case before he left for his year long business trip shortly after garte s departure to tu la to seek out a business proposal with the ashida family zianna came clean to viktor and told him the truth and that she was pregnant in order to protect herself and her sons as zianna had no one else to turn to to keep her safe or financially stable they made a deal viktor would take full custody of the baby once they were born and zianna would return to her normal life with her husband and sons she agreed and after her three days in the hospital were up viktor took his newborn son vylad and left his cafe soon moved out of its old space as well zianna did her best to move on with her life although her severe post partum depression made that difficult but she managed she had to life continued on as normal for the ro meave family or as normal as it could be garte began to sink deeper and deeper into his drinking until it became an addiction he was mostly able to hide it well to the public and present as the put together family man he wanted people to think he was at first garte had been ecstatic over having a son who looked just like him but it became apparent very quickly that garroth took after his mother he liked to bake flowers and was very gentle with every animal he met from the moment he was six garroth was thrust into basically every sport garte could put him into to toughen him up as it were zane meanwhile was metaphorically left to his own devices as the second child who took after no one in particular in terms of personality with an emotionally overbearing mother who fancied many nights of wine and crying herself to sleep and his father who could basically care less about him partly driven by his focus to mold garroth into the perfect son he needed and his ire for zane s more obvious witch heritage zane began to pursue his own endeavors to gain some kind of attention in his house zane quickly became desperate to win his father s approval zane was 8 when he lost his eye it had been an accident is what zianna had told the officers in the hallway outside zane s hospital room just two boys had gotten too out of hand while roughhousing and one of their mother s glass pheasants had fallen from a shelf shattered and struck zane in the eye but that wasn t the truth garte had gotten drunk again and he and zianna had gotten into another fight but this one was different from the ones before zane remembered zianna screaming for garte to stop when zane and garroth had tried to intervene to stop their father in his drunken rage zane was hit in the crossfire a glass pheasant sculpture thrown at his face shattering and permanently marring his eye he didn t even remember the pain just the loud shriek that had erupted from his little body even despite that incident he continued to seek for his father s attention any attention would do even if it was pity when they were old enough garroth and zane were admitted to o khasis preparatory academy zane of course excelled in his studies earning all a s in every subject every school year always the perfect student he could memorize anything and everything put in front of him he was also uncannily adept at socializing even from a young age he always seemed to know exactly what to say to please those around him save for his own father and zianna doted on garroth like he was the second coming of irene so zane was left with slim pickings for attention in his life but he never resented garroth for soaking up all of their parent s attention after all garroth was kind to him to and was always certain to make sure zane felt included in fact garroth was basically the only person who paid any attention to zane it was nice to have someone who d share his video games with him or read his favorite book about dinosaurs to him before he learned to properly pronounce the names despite the instability within their home and the nigh constant fights from their parents the brothers grew very close and became practically inseparable garroth on the other hand never did well academically he preferred to doodle in his notebook than to pay attention to whatever war his teacher droned on about fantastical stories of ancient battles atop wyverns and dragons captured his attention far better than any boring math equation could and his grades began to suffer as a result the only reason garroth was able to remain at o khasis prep was largely thanks to his father s influence and the fact that garroth was at least mostly decent at any sport he was put in garroth never made any friends at o khasis prep either unless he counted zane he was always spending time in the library or being forced onto the field by his father he remembered a lot of the fights his parents had were about him and his failures that or it was garte drunkenly shouting about zianna lying about being human and giving him a bastard magicks user for a son he was always sure to shut zane s door when those fights were had garroth was 16 when garte summoned him to the living room an arranged marriage was to be set up between garroth and nicole von rosenberg the daughter of a wealthy businessman and politician who garte was keen to start up a business relationship with garte had been trying to unsuccessfully break into politics for years now and this could be his opportunity zane had never heard his brother yell like he did that night and he doubted he would ever hear it again garroth and garte got into a screaming match which quickly broke out into a physical fight but garroth wasn t so little anymore not like when zane was 8 no years of sports and rigorous exercise induced by the man who was fighting him gave him enough strength to fight back and the bullies at o khasis prep had taught him a thing or two about how to fight he didn t win the fight that night but he did manage to knock a few decent hits on his old man decent enough to send garte to the emergency room for the night with his parents gone garroth retreated to his room after his father had yelled he was grounded for a month for this but soon enough his bedroom door creaked open zane could hear shuffling from the hall and thought nothing of it it was probably garroth up to get some water and then he heard the front door open and close a few moments of silence and the door opened again three times he heard that front door open and close and on the fourth time it opened zane slinked out of his room to find garroth lugging an overstuffed backpack out the door his brother s bedroom was practically empty save for the larger pieces of furniture in the room garroth explained he was going away but he swore he d come back he d come back for zane he d take him away too and they would both finally live together away from their father and as they hugged and said their goodbyes zane believed his brother garroth never came back garte and zianna didn t realize garroth was gone for at least 2 days until zianna went upstairs to check on garroth only to find him gone they searched for months but found no trace of him garte eventually paid off the cops to close the case now alone zane became the focus of both of his parents in ways he wasn t ready for without garroth he became the son whom his mother doted on constantly in an effort to distract herself from the grief of losing two sons while his father suddenly thrust a mountain of expectations onto him suddenly zane regretted getting the one thing he d desperately craved from his parents all his life when he was 16 he was hired to work at his father s company and quickly climbed the ranks he essentially became garte s errand boy going out to various towns and farms with a pleasant enough smile and put together disposition to charm them into selling off their land to his father s real estate company a little illusion magic to hide his pointed ears and scarred eye pleased both customers and his father alike meanwhile garroth had driven his truck until he couldn t anymore the young teen ended up in a small middle of nowhere town called phoenix drop taken in by donna s mother he was given a warm place to sleep and food to fill his belly he never realized how much weight he d lost until he was given proper meals again garroth quickly acclimated to the small farming town and years later after working many jobs as a farmhand was eventually hired as the town s sheriff he worked diligently to protect the people of phoenix drop and the mayor he worked for as fate would have it the estranged brothers would meet again when zane was sent out to phoenix drop to survey an old farm belonging to donna s mother his father was keen on buying up aphmau mystreet 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tomorrow so i ll eat carrots potatoes garlic maybe onion and some other vegetable tomorrow is sorrel a vegetable or is it some other thing not fandom 914 31 265 27 084 licking rocks reblogged crows of crows follow thinking about mcd zane with long hair yay hghghnhgnhhhnnnnhghhg minecraft diaries mcd fanart zane ro meave 33 240 licking rocks reblogged annabelle cane glumshoe follow i m not stupid enough to listen to the magnus archives i know how this works i ve seen it happen again and again one day friend decides to give it a listen and suddenly that friend is gone only tma fan content remains soon i will have lost all my friends and will be surrounded only by empty shells posting fanart of eyeballs man and hole boy and texts posts about a scary grandma named gertrude you can t catch me with this incredibly obvious soul trap you stupid fuckers i m not listening to your goddamn cursed podcast alexical gap if you weren t at least interested you wouldn t have made a pots about it 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