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ry was posted in the journey on may 31 2019 by mark lanesbury why do we climb mountains 24 replies to understand our lives it is one of the most simple and exquisitely beautiful things we will ever touch on our journey when achieved we will stand in amazement as its meaning washes over us and the bars of our self built cages will break and set us free all of life is a cycle whether it be our first time at something and the nervousness and fear of facing up to it to our very laid back approach because we have now faced those things and now understand them because of those experiences slowly building a confidence each time they are faced first time at a sport driving a car climbing mountains singing ok it never was my forte being a mother or father and on and on with those many many things that we face through life to eventually be better more understanding and even a pride at achieving those many things and life is that very thing to dream to attempt experience and achieve so many parts that are of this world and even some of these things will be a bit rough around the edges like my singing because it will not be our forte but we will have attempted it in their doing and as each and every bit is added to the mix of understanding a wisdom is achieved an acceptance of who we are because we do understand our limitations and excellence in all that we do but in the beginning this world is very conditional with all of these many things that we have never faced and as we have been taught from birth by those we love and looked up to that those very people are struggling with their early experiences not fully understanding as yet that wisdom achieved from many years of experience and unintentionally passing on those early understandings that are woven with many conditions as they struggle to find that nirvana that never seems to be achieved as each mountain peak is climbed like that first job all nerves and afraid to do it wrong we will face life exactly the same way slowly building an emotional understanding and confidence and be tested in many ways as time goes by and when we feel that we have failed at something it leaves us disappointed a mark on us that keeps niggling us to look and see why a dent in our emotional armor for all to see and slowly that ache inside that holds us will keep entering our lives because it never seems to be resolved the pain of it a reminder of some inability within ourselves that never seems to break free and become that love and happiness that we always seek but it is asking of us to find the key with many hints of what this pain is built of but never seeing it for what it really is even to the point of asking us to look deeper because a particularly traumatic time asks us to uncover that pain once more see if we can break through this time and finally understand it can be such a painful journey but the very thing we seek at those mountain tops requires it of us an appreciation of something that it has taken our lives to find and understand that last peak the big one that will finally be the tallest so that we can see all around and appreciate what it has taken to achieve this wondrous view finally seeing the forest because of the tree s without the struggle it has no meaning as all cycles have a beginning and an end no part can be achieved without what went before that understanding and appreciation of love because of the pain anger struggle and fear that we have faced to achieve it all those emotions brought about because of what we each individually needed to face to fine tune that understanding and like that last step to the summit an appreciation of what went before it is no small feat a lifetime of trying to break free of this thing that will not let us go until we understand fine tune each step so that whenever it holds us in its thrall we slowly understand that what went before was not that key we have been looking for so we try again sometimes blocking because we are not ready yet but one day all of those paths come together all of those experiences and the wisdom that we have gained will push us to do the unknown step beyond what we think we can do and like all masters challenge our beliefs to step where no man woman has gone before a belief beyond what had held us for so so long and finally see that what we have held in our hearts had great purpose to see that stairway leading up the mountain in all its glory to understand that we had to follow our own paths exactly as we have to achieve that very understanding to see that by doing exactly as we have trips stumbles and falls guiding us to that very key to open a lock within to a beauty almost beyond belief as it shows us how it has all been done exactly as it is so that we can see and appreciate that love like no other there is no wrong as each and every step has only one thing in its purpose to guide give understanding and find that thing we always seek it is the only path or we would never finally feel its beauty in our understanding of that path climb my friends and understand that even if you do fall down know that beneath it has great purpose because behind it all is a love like no other it wishes to show you someone a someone who does know how to struggle does believe enough of themselves to take that next step and in doing so will find that nirvana of love and happiness that they looked for for so long is really there waiting for them believe in you climb and be free share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged journey love within unconditional love understanding on april 13 2019 by mark lanesbury the sound love makes 50 replies when the heart speaks the conscious objections crumble in an instant and there is nothing left to decide there are no doubts and there is no insecurity as long as there is doubt and insecurity the heart has simply not spoken yet i just read the above but it had no author attached so i went for look see on the internet and up popped a book called the enchanted world by sylvia hartmann i read a part of it and it may be an interesting read regardless the above is a very beautiful truth share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged heart life love love within sharing spirit truth unconditional love understanding on march 14 2019 by mark lanesbury this is it 25 replies ok i ve finally backed everything up and about to step into the nethers i ll try a new theme first to see if it fix s the hiccups on this site otherwise it will be back to scratch and a rebuild which will mean a new name etc so if i drop off the map for a while cross your fingers spirit may have me starting a new path and to be honest i can still feel something in the background and about to hatch share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on march 7 2019 by mark lanesbury merry christmas to all 62 replies still here guys just still a little sidetracked with some healing my own and others i tried to individually give a little merry christmas message to everyone i follow on the reader but as i have followed in the hundreds that soon became ridiculous so hopefully this will still post and go out to the one and all beautiful people on this blog world and give a little cheer to join the many heart lights that this world brings thank you all for a very interesting year to say the least and to those magical people who s caring and love is always to the fore for each and every soul on here and especially to those whose care towards my journey showed that love also thank you may the blessings of the season be returned in kind to everyone show the beauty that a helping guiding light can bring and the love that is within us all shine on that path to our happiness a new year beckons a new journey may yours be built on that love mark xox share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged healing heart journey love love within magic sharing spirit truth unconditional love on december 22 2018 by mark lanesbury our nakedness 58 replies i am walking down the middle of the main street of my town many people on both sides each step i take shows me a different part of the street a new shop different people even the energy can be felt at levels never before touched i have started at the beginning of the street slowly making my way along its length and the people are quite loud it is laughter and becoming quite distinct and for some reason i m really affected by it squirming at each step and afraid that it is at me then i realise why i m naked exposed physically and emotionally and totally at odds with the environment and bringing myself to the attention of one and all there is nowhere to go nowhere to hide i just have to keep walking at each step i begin to hear voices now but they are no longer laughing they are now voicing their concerns branding me with their shock at what i am doing letting me know that this is not acceptable many emotions can now be distinguished laughter becoming embarrassment raised voices becoming more stern and touching on anger as their judgement comes to the fore i try to disappear in plain sight but regardless of my direction i must face what is happening and in that humdrum of noise it is my turn to be shocked and strengthened by a lone voice one of praise for daring the un darable and standing in the nakedness of my truth no longer masked by my fears it puts another brick into the foundation of the path i am walking i have almost reached the end of the street and an overpowering urge to stop and look back overcomes me and in that moment i finally see where i have been and realise this is my life s path many judgements from all around reinforcing beliefs that were never mine but locking me into their owners all of these built on the fears that they held from that very same process i now tread my walk has taken quite a long time and i now realise that as each step gives me these understandings my nakedness no longer matters and in fact has built a quiet strength as my belief in self grows the people back at the beginning of my walk have forgotten me and moved on i can see everything that has been directed at me was only coming from their fears their embarrassment their inability to deal with a moment because of where they were at within themselves as they deal with their own naked walk so what does this all mean no i didn t dream the above it was shown to me after a little wander into my own main street that lives within each of us in fact spirit has taken me on a guided tour back and i mean way back into my past the beginning of my walk up that same main street to a time of my childhood to where my fears of rejection were really being locked in at around that tender time of 9 years old that rejection i felt was a lack of love from my father and my attempts at gaining it by doing so many things to please and being knocked back each time until a coping strategy was put in place to deal with its pain a wall of fear and each time i faced that rejection in the future it would raise its head i thought i had faced that life fear over the last couple of years and understood that journey and i had as an adult but that 9 year old was still lost and needed to touch that understanding and the reassurance that it brings over the last couple of years i had met this very nice lady that had an incredible energy that always gives me a signal that something is about to happen but as the years went by nothing seemed to be occurring so i thought that it was just something in the connection and it was doing its thing little did i know i was being prepared for that event i have visited this ladies home out in the country a few times now each time to mind her home while she was away or on a mercy errand to help with a healing with her animals and to be truthful an enjoyable re connection with her and my childhood love of nature growing up in a similar place but on the second last visit she had given me some bowen therapy that released something very powerful within me and as i was minding her home while she was away at a workshop i was left to fend for myself not realising i was about to re enact those childhood fears in a big way when i was a child in those moments of rejection i would go out into the nearby forest lay down in the long grass and just close down and hear the nature all around me wind blowing through the tree s and an intense loneliness would envelop me the first night at this ladies home after the bowen therapy felt exactly like those moments in the forest her home buffs against a state forest so wind in the tree s birds and other animals calling and that loneliness descended like a blanket to a point that i was almost in shock because of my reaction at first i wasn t sure of what it meant an emotion that seemed to touch me and leave me drained but with no understanding to follow but the next journey to her home months later now finally opened that door allowed that 9 year old to touch a missing link but with the wisdom of that hindsight above and look back into my journey to see a time traveled and why i reacted as i did i ve seen that my dad had also been treated that very same way by his father and it was all he knew he could only be what he had become on that journey given to him by those he loved and looked up to just as i had through my life but understanding changes us and that wind in the tree s showed me that i have come a long way indeed so far that i can now see forgive release and become the nakedness of my truth no longer held back by thinking it was others and uncovering those things that i had buried through fear it was a raw touch of those past feelings of a 9 year old but for that 9 year old to see those truths and finally understand them released a way of being that had held him for way too long no longer stealing life by living within those shackles that we mold because of our journey the road has cleared a little more the light is extending further on my path and an acceptance of myself has shown me that even though these paths are pretty 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