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an example to paris the shows were broader the buildings were higher the morals were looser and the liquor was cheaper but all these benefits did not really minister to much delight young people wore out early they were hard and languid at twenty one many people who were not natural alcoholics were lit up four days out of seven and frayed nerves were strewn everywhere groups were held together by a generic nervousness and the hangover became a part of the day as well allowed for as the spanish siesta most of my friends drank too much the more they were in tune to the times the more they drank and so effort per se had no dignity against the mere bounty of those days in new york a depreciatory word was found for it a successful programme became a racket i was in the literary racket they settle outside the city but he still remembers many magical moments riding an open topped cab through central park at night the absence of comment on prohibition i missed in the jazz age essay is addressed here instead of the peace he sought there were the speakeasies the moving from luxurious bars which advertised in the campus publications of yale and princeton to the beer gardens where the snarling face of the underworld peered through the german good nature of the entertainment then on to strange and even more sinister localities where one was eyed by granite faced boys and there was nothing left of joviality but only a brutishness that corrupted the new day into which one presently went out back in 1920 i shocked a rising young business man by suggesting a cocktail before lunch in 1929 there was liquor in half the downtown offices and a speakeasy in half the large buildings fascinating the excess just kept on coming the city was bloated gutted stupid with cake and circuses and a new expression oh yeah summed up all the enthusiasm evoked by the announcement of the last super skyscrapers my barber retired on a half million bet in the market and i was conscious that the head waiters who bowed me or failed to bow me to my table were far far wealthier than i they were in north africa when the crash occurred a couple of years they came back to a city cowed and tamed a few carried on trying to keep the old times alive with cocktail parties but the money and all the fun had gone in his fantasia he describes going to the top of the new empire state building opened 1 may 1931 and realising with a shock that the city wasn t limitless but had boundaries and faded out on all sides into countryside new york is not a universe unto itself but just part of a much larger polity so he recaps his three initial images of new york and the disillusion of each of them seen from the ferry boat in the early morning it no longer whispers of fantastic success and eternal youth the whoopee mamas who prance before its empty parquets do not suggest to me the ineffable beauty of my dream girls of 1914 and bunny swinging along confidently with his cane towards his cloister in a carnival has gone over to communism and frets about the wrongs of southern mill workers and western farmers whose voices fifteen years ago would not have penetrated his study walls as always as ever the core of the piece is a lament for lost youth glamour innocence and romance summarised in a famous cry for the moment i can only cry out that i have lost my splendid mirage come back come back o glittering and white p 31 3 ring 1933 this is an appreciation of the american sports columnist and short story writer ring lardner 1885 to 1933 who fitzgerald met and befriended in 1921 when they met ring had an abundance of energy and a lively interest in people sports bridge music the stage the newspapers the magazines the books but fitzgerald sadly watched as slowly he lost faith and interest ring regarded most of his work as hack work he was a faithful and conscientious workman to the end but he had stopped finding any fun in his work ten years before he died indeed fitzgerald talks about the impenetrable despair that dogged him for a dozen years to his death fitzgerald blames it on the narrowness of his early education during his most formative years he wasn t at college collecting ideas and experiences but stuck in the world of baseball a boy s game with no more possibilities in it than a boy could master a game bounded by walls which kept out novelty or danger change or adventure when he wrote of that world in his most famous book you know me al 1916 he was magnificent but when he tried to move beyond it less so he felt hampered blocked and so he limited what he would write about but felt it as a frustration hence the slow despair at his own inabilities all in all fitzgerald reckons there s you know me al and about a dozen wonderful short stories there s a lot more but it s mediocre by comparison fitzgerald tells some funny stories he makes him out to have been convivial company if sometimes given to melancholy he ends with a thoughtful reflection on the mysteries we all are to each other when i was ring s neighbour a decade ago we tucked a lot under our belts in many weathers and spent many words on many men and things at no time did i feel that i had known him enough or that anyone knew him it was not the feeling that there was more stuff in him and that it should come out it was rather a qualitative difference it was rather as though due to some inadequacy in one s self one had not penetrated to something unsolved new and unsaid that is why one wishes that ring had written down a large proportion of what was in his mind and heart it would have saved him longer for us and that in itself would be something but i would like to know what it was and now i will go on wishing what did ring want how did he want things to be how did he think things were it s a fine eulogy 4 the crack up 1936 of all natural forces vitality is the incommunicable one the crack up consists of three separate pieces fitzgerald wrote as a series for esquire magazine in 1936 in which he tries to explain his mental collapse of a few years earlier fitzgerald s biographer andré le vot tells us scott had written esquire s editor arnold gingrich to say he was at a low ebb and couldn t write anything so gingrich suggested he write about precisely that about his sense of being broken and unable to write this unleashed the three pieces which eschew the glamorous style he used for his post pieces and deploy a plainer sober post hangover style which suit the candid confessional subject matter le vot page 290 it was when he thought he had nothing else to say that he found the subject destined for him and when he was convinced he could no longer write that he developed a new style sober and effective p 293 after his death in 1940 fitzgerald s friend edmund wilson collected the pieces along with previously unpublished letters and notes and appreciations from other authors to make up a volume he titled the crack up the name derived from the first of the essays the three pieces were the crack up esquire february 1936 handle with care esquire march 1936 pasting it together esquire april 1936 this penguin paperback volume reprints just the original three essays i e none of the other stuff from the wilson volume they re very short just six pages or so long but like all fitzgerald packed with insights and magical phrases but the most striking thing about all three little pieces is the way they tremble on the brink of incoherence his essays about the jazz age or early success have a clarity and a logic about them in these ones there s the ghost of such logic and clarity but also frequent moments when the text melts away into high sounding but puzzling phrases it s not quite incoherent but it isn t clarity either it s tempting to say he was drunk when he wrote them except we know he was sober the simplest explanation is that he was still struggling with the material in a way he wasn t with the cut and dried jazz age and early success essays 1 the crack up esquire february 1936 the first essay kicks off with several uncontroversial generalities one is that the external blows you receive in life are easy to recognise and deal with it s the blows that come within which are harder to detect and longer lasting in their effects except that he doesn t express it as clearly as i ve just done and appears at moments to muddle up what he s trying to say then he states another almost cliché namely that as an adult you have to accept that life is hopeless and futile but to go on with it anyway this instantly reminded me of the italian marxist antonio gramsci s saying pessimism of the intellect optimism of the will but most adults don t need fitzgerald or gramsci to tell them they are inexorably heading towards the grave but in the meantime chin up make the most of things le vot says that in these essays he uses a new pare down style the gorgeousness of his early style is long gone true but he s still capable of the orotund phrase trembling on the brink of meaninglessness take this paragraph the first sentence makes sense but the second sentence and especially its conclusion about gravity what does that mean life ten years ago was largely a personal matter i must hold in balance the sense of futility of effort and the sense of the necessity to struggle the conviction of the inevitability of failure and still the determination to succeed and more than these the contradiction between the dead hand of the past and the high intentions of the future if i could do this through the common ills domestic professional and personal then the ego would continue as an arrow shot from nothingness to nothingness with such force that only gravity would bring it to earth at last malcolm cowley in his introduction to tender is the night points out that fitzgerald liked the sound of words but often paid a lot less attention to their sense let alone their spelling which he was notoriously dreadful at these three essays contain more than their fair share of fine sounding but puzzling formulations or indications that he hadn t quite shaped it correctly so on the next page he s explaining that in line with the theory he stated at the outset of the difference between external blows and internal blows to go back to my thesis that life has a varying offensive the realization of having cracked was not simultaneous with a blow but with a reprieve life has a varying offensive it takes a moment to decode this and then to wonder why he wasn t capable of phrasing it more clearly and then of remembering that right at the start of the essay he himself doesn t state his thesis very clearly putting it in a rather muddled contradictory way that s what i mean by the evident traces throughout the pieces that he was still struggling with the material in this spirit it s a little difficult to make out what actually happened i think what happened is a doctor gave him a worrying prognosis he doesn t say what of let s guess heart disease since this is what killed him four years after these essays were written as a result he wanted to be absolutely alone went off to live somewhere isolated communed with himself made lots of lists about all aspects of his life etc this self isolating seems to have gone on for two years and then some time later he is given a reprieve told that he s better and it was then not when he was given the bad news about some fatal illness but when he was told it was actually ok it was then that he cracked he is brilliant at analysing why i began to realize that for two years my life had been a drawing on resources that i did not possess that i had been mortgaging myself physically and spiritually up to the hilt what was the small gift of life given back in comparison to that further i realized that in those two years in order to preserve something an inner hush maybe maybe not i had weaned myself from all the things i used to love that every act of life from the morning tooth brush to the friend at dinner had become an effort i saw that for a long time i had not liked people and things but only followed the rickety old pretence of liking i saw that even my love for those closest to me was become only an attempt to love that my casual relations with an editor a tobacco seller the child of a friend were only what i remembered i should do from other days all in the same month i became bitter about such things as the sound of the radio the advertisements in the magazines the screech of tracks the dead silence of the country contemptuous at human softness immediately if secretively quarrelsome toward hardness hating the night when i couldn t sleep and hating the day because it went toward night it s not really a mental collapse is it into complete incapacity he retains all his faculties he just sees everything as empty and develops irrational dislikes i couldn t stand the sight of celts english politicians strangers virginians negroes light or dark hunting people all retail clerks and middlemen in general all writers i avoided writers very carefully because they can perpetuate trouble as no one else can and all the classes as classes and most of them as members of their class whereas just as irrationally and arbitrarily he likes doctors and girl children up to the age of about thirteen and well brought up boy children from about eight years old on old men men over seventy sometimes over sixty if their faces looked seasoned i liked katharine hepburn s face on the screen a woman friend le vot tells us it was his friend nora flynn who tried to gently coax him into drinking less le vot pages 284 295 tries to talk him round telling him to see the crack in the world at large rather than in him to externalise it it doesn t help he gets nearer the issue when he says it s a question of vitality and not having vitality without vitality the zest for life or even in interest in life everything is still there but lacking all colour and savour his explanation bursts into view with great clarity of all natural forces vitality is the incommunicable one but then characteristically fades withdraws becomes blurred in days when juice came into one as an article without duty one tried to distribute it but always without success came into one as an article without duty again takes a moment to unpack and decipher and when you do it makes sense but the experience of the pieces is of beautiful shiny things shimmering into view and then disappearing again under the grey waves 2 handle with care esquire march 1936 there appears to be some confusion with titles the piece titled handle with care in the penguin edition i have appears online under the title pasting it together while the penguin handle with care appears under the online title pasting it together maybe the pieces themselves had a crack up opens by explaining that the magazine editors thought the first piece raised issues it didn t address so requested another fitzgerald pads things out by referring to himself as a cracked plate the kind you wonde...
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