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so narrow they re narrow as they used to be taxed on floor space and that some of the houses were built leaning forward to counteract the weight if you look at the photo below you can actually see a couple of the houses sticking out at the top at the end of the day we met up with two friends of hers who lived there they were appalled that we had eaten such shitty food during our trip holland is not known for its cuisine and took us to a fantastic little place around the corner from our flat where i had one of the best meals ever it was a really nice way to end to the trip and i liked her friends immensely i don t think i ll be going back to amsterdam again but overall the trip was an experience i loved spending time with my friend and am eternally grateful for her patience i would have killed me i definitely won t be spending any more birthdays in a car or eating any more calamari in holland though you never know what you re going to get when you go away but the experience is what matters 1 comment labels birthday holidays 26 october 2014 back on form and 10 reasons i m lucky thank you so much for your kind comments even thought the whole thing was a bit of a shambles i ve bounced back and feel happily back to my usual self i also have some amazing things to feel grateful for 1 on the 6th november my birthday star trek girl and i are driving to amsterdam to spend three days drinking good coffee and wine eating nice food wandering the canal sides looking at art and admiring clogs i usually go to italy but my friend has never been to amsterdam is half french so used to driving on the other side of the road speaks six languages and i haven t been since i went for a boyfriend s birthday around 15 years ago we ve booked a lovely little apartment through air bnb that comes with two bicycles and is right near the museum district it s going to be great 2 my american client has just renewed the contract on my flat so i have at least another year being able to live by myself in my gorgeous bright happy little home 3 i ve just had a bumper month work wise i m making around 300 per month in passive income through download sales which i aim to take up to 1000 within a year i have lots of interesting satisfying work and i m still able to work completely virtually 4 the last time i took my little cat treacle to the vets for a check up they said her heart murmur was a lot less severe than they had initially thought and that it might ve just sounded louder because she was stressed so she s pretty much fine 5 two books of beautiful poetry arrived through my door today winter is coming and it always makes me want to read poetry and ghost stories for some reason a scottish friend often posts poems up on facebook and after a particularly gorgeous poem the other day infinity by giacomo leopardi i asked him to recommended some books and i ended up buying the bees and love poems by the poet laureate carol ann duffy 6 i m dating someone new i decided to go back on the dating site for a month and have been on four dates with a guy called peter i wasn t sure if he was romantically interested so i asked him on our fourth date last night if he was we re all busy here pal and he said he was interested but that he was a bit shy when it came to these things he also finished a five year relationship at the end of last year and i think he s a bit out of practice i don t feel any urgency but dating has certainly cheered me up and restored my knocked confidence which was the point 7 i ve been planning another trip away i ve mentioned this before but i d really love to go on a three day winter break on the island of sark it s a dark skies island and i want to take a good book go on some brisk clifftop walks then cosy up with a brandy and read in front of an open fire how lovely does that sound 8 a friend is coming up from cornwall today another friend from london is joining us and we re going out for sangria and dinner at a spanish tapas bar before heading to a mogwai gig in town my cornish friend is doing some work for them so we re all on the guest list 9 i went to my first star trek convention the other week it was brilliant to be around other nerds to see people just wandering around in starfleet uniforms and to not feel awkward discussing the common ancestry of vulcans and romulins i loved it 10 after i got dumped by email and had a horrendous eye infection that left me taking a five day four a day course of hardcore antibiotics a friend sent me a lovely card from devon saying how wonderful i was my best friend came through as she always does and was an incredible source of support another friend came over with paleo cherry and chocolate scones my cousin called me to see if i was ok and another two friends came over to cheer me up so actually i have a pretty good life things are pretty peachy and i did not let that bloody loser get me down 2 comments labels birthday books culture freelance holidays singledom star trek things i want to do travelling treacle winter 13 october 2014 loser in love and three months later i m single again who d have thought it everyone who knows me i suspect i m surprised you guys are still even here and bother to read this to be honest i fuck off for three months in a swirl of hope and happiness then reappear all forlorn and sad expecting you to still be here it did not work out i feel sad even writing that because i did actually like him i liked the way he made me feel i liked that we had a connection i liked so many things about him but like many men before him he lost interest it went from it s you and me now doll to being dumped by email cos he just wasn t feeling it he couldn t muster it were his exact words in fact how shit is that i m the kind of person that gets dumped by email i m that woman there s a scared part of me that wonders if i ll always be single i don t mind being by myself but i hope to not be forever i d prefer nothing to nothing special but i m kinda ready to meet that something special if i m honest it s been long enough each time someone hurts you you have to pick yourself and be all cheery and happy for the next person you can t take any kind of damage with you because it s not fair on the next person but that really is hard if you were kicked in the face time and time again then there would be some kind of physical damage it d be expected but to keep brushing off hurt and disappointment time and time again is really really hard i know it s silly and i know what things everyone says to cheer you up because i ve heard them time and time again but there is a little part of me who doesn t want to admit it but truly wonders if anyone will ever be in love with me and stay in love with me i don t think i have unrealistic or massively high expectations either just the usual ones i want what most people men and women want i m not looking for perfection so here i am again i m just fortunate that the rest of my life is pretty good because my love life is and has always been a bit of a joke anyway enough about loveless little me how have you guys been so sorry i ve neglected you x 3 comments labels fear love relationships singledom 30 june 2014 i think i met someone if you look at my last post you ll see that i was about to go out with three more people through the dating site i went out with steve and i also went out with frank but just once because steve was taking up all my time was free very soon after our first date emailed or texted me every day and seemed very interested i decided to cancel my second date with frank as i d been out with steve three times at that point and i felt quite uncomfortable dating two people i could foresee complications if i ended up liking frank too frank was good about it and said he appreciated my honesty and not messing him about three weeks and loads of dates later steve admitted to not being entirely sure what the hell he wanted because i d felt this i hadn t invested any emotion into him so decided to be cheeky and contact frank i d wondered what he d been up to and thought what the hell he can just tell me to fuck off he didn t i asked if he d like to go out for a drink with me and so last sunday we met up again we had a brilliant time and at the end what i guess was our second date he told me i was proper beautiful and asked to see me again we ve been out to see films and dinner quick work and last night he asked if we can do this thing properly which turned out to mean will you be my girlfriend i happily agreed despite not being my usual type he s like ray winstone frank is fucking amazing he s big and blokey and lovely and sweary and honest and he seems to adore me he doesn t know that i m really annoying yet he tells me how beautiful and lovely i am all the time and just says what he wants plans ahead gives me attention and is attentive and has made it very clear how much he likes me i ve only been seeing him for a week but it feels like forever i ve been around long enough to know not to count my chickens yet but i also know what someone being honest and not messing you around looks like it feels like the real thing and i would be truly surprised gutted and would have egg all over my face if he turned out to be playing me he s a playwright for a living but speaks like a right geezer he s really easy company funny intelligent open warm and makes me feel like a princess i think i ve finally met someone who is going to make me very happy i already kinda adore him and am really looking forward to seeing what happens man i hope this works out 2 comments labels excitement happiness internet dating relationships 24 may 2014 internet dating the story so far as you know i ve been dipping my toe back into the world of internet dating i know a few people who met their partners this way and a ton of people seem to have friends who ve done the same it s a really nice way to see if you ve got similar interests before you meet too chemistry is great but if you re into different things or have different values or goals then it ll never work but you have to actually meet to see if there s any chemistry of course i ve found it a really good way to get back out there and re learn how to flirt and talk to men i m a pretty chatty person but dating is a whole different ball game so the practice is useful so here are the scores on the doors so far date 1 ian 41 with no kids christmas hadn t been kind to ian and although lovely in character he was carrying way more timber and chins than i was led to believe and i did not fancy him at all he came to brighton we had lunch on the pier wandered around the shops had coffee then i sent him on his merry way date 2 geoff 44 with no kids i went on 2 dates with geoff date one was bowling this is a brilliant first date as it s fun you can flirt you re focused on a shared goal and you get to check out each others behinds where there was a lot of chemistry he was tall which i really like as i do like a nice heel and the date went well date 2 was to a country pub where i discovered he seemed to have no passion or drive for anything and i wondered if this extended to people when he dropped me off he told me he d been on another second date 2 days before and they d decide to start seeing each other he d wanted to keep his date with me as we d already arranged it i personally wished he hadn t as i could ve done something else more interesting that day date 3 terry 43 with no kids i went on 2 dates with terry as well as i don t think you can always tell from 2 or 3 hours in someone s company whether there might be something there he was absolutely lovely but we didn t feel any chemistry and decided to stay friends he s since found a new girlfriend from the site which is proof that it does work date 4 russ 38 divorced with a 5 year old daughter this is a hard one to discuss as it was quite a mental experience we went bowling and hit it off immediately we got on so well that at his request we saw each other 4 times in a week and then he just went weird and bowed out he said his feelings were all over the place and he needed time to sort them out bla bla usual bollocks i was pretty cut up actually as although i d only known him for a week he was good company and i was having fun i was very confused as to what had happened but am now sure that i had a narrow escape from a dickhead anyone who freaks out after 4 dates is pretty pathetic but i was very surprised at how bad i felt after he did this dates lined up these are dates i have yet to go on but that have been scheduled 1 joe 44 divorced no kids i was supposed to see him last night but he cancelled as he had to work late i m not sure either of us are feeling this 2 steve 44 with a 3 year old daughter he s a writer who i m meeting on monday he seems pretty interesting so we ll see 3 frank 44 with an 11 year old daughter he works in the arts and i m meeting him on tuesday night i m looking forward to this one the most as his messages have been really interesting and he s a geek like me divorced men and or men with kids are actually quite good to date they ve messed it up once so are now hopefully wiser as to what they want and what makes a good relationship if they have kids and they re a good dad they know how to budget and plan and put someone else first if they re a bad dad then you just avoid them and because they have their kids a day or 2 a week you get a nice amount of time to yourself as well also meeting a guy in his late 30 s or 40 s without kids is quite rare nowadays so that s the state of things as they stand i m not desperate to find a boyfriend but i m putting myself out there in the hope of meeting someone to have fun with and connect with i guess i m not into conventional relationships where you spend all your waking hours with someone then move in together have kids take all your holidays together and check with them before you do anything though i don t want an open relationship but i d like to create something modern based on what we both individually want i like my own space and like living by myself for example i like most of the things that come with a relationship such as intimacy sex closeness and having someone you love and can do romantic things with but i don t like being told what to do and i really hate it when you feel strongly for a person so things they do or say unsettle your emotional stability and bring out less than pleasant emotions it seems that you can t have one without the other though no comments labels internet dating there s star trek nerds on the starboard bow captain warning this post contains references to nerd items such as gaming and star trek terminology you may choose to look away i will understand since earlier this year i ve been going to loads of meet up groups in my local area i ve mentioned the website before because whatever you re into from different sports and rambling to pub lunches and wine tasting there s a group for you i 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