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i wake up from and am afraid to go back to bed because i know i ll get sucked right back into them shudder however i have had a oft recurring dream since i ve retired i don t think i ve posted anything about it before i m at work again but i suddenly realize that i don t have my badge because i turned it in when i retired what if someone asks me where my badge is i can t remember how i got to work without a badge it s like i m the staple guy from office space that nobody notices or cares is still working why didn t the guard stop me when i came in then i think hey i ve been working after my retirement happens a lot at the lab as experienced people return to consult and help transfer knowledge but i haven t been paid they owe me a lot of money i m at meetings and answering questions and i keep mentioning that i m working without pay but nobody seems to care which ticks me off i usually wake up thinking i need to call about my back pay before i realize it was all a dream and i haven t been back to the lab since i retired now all this probably sounds similar to the classic college days dream about tomorrow being finals and not studying or going to class all semester you never had that one maybe that one was just me anyway what makes this dream most interesting to me is that i am actually doing work i am coding debugging designing just like the real thing i wake up with code floating in my mind i can remember the software that just blows my mind other than this unauthorized night work i haven t done any coding since i retired somebody needs to tell my subconscious that i m retired and can stop programming now give me a break i m not getting paid share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading dreams retirement work unpaid uncomfortable leave a comment ocean motion posted by ronald kirk house in poetry blog on may 11 2026 there s gonna be some tectonic earth tremors since our love is going to make so much motion resulting in a broadcast of a local tsunami warning to our private island lost in the deep blue ocean mighty white waves are gonna be knocking down our love shack walls and the bedroom door and the salty water will be reaching all the way up to the ceiling from the sandy floor so hold on and take a deep breath if this has never happened to you before and when the earth shaking event is done you re gonna be left dripping and asking for more more more more based on something i sent in a text to someone once upon a time the text was probably better which explains why this sat in my drafts for so long the last line suddenly reminds me of more more more from the andrea true connection take a listen funny how the mind makes such connections brings me back to 1976 share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading love passion waves sex motion amanda more leave a comment choosing each other posted by ronald kirk house in life stories on may 11 2026 relationships are rarely a straight line they are a series of choices we make when the path gets complicated in our darkest moments of miscommunication it is easy to let fear rewrite the narrative convincing us that vulnerability is a liability but sometimes standing right on the precipice of losing everything is exactly what it takes to see what truly matters the silence following a massive fight is always the loudest part after an agonizing day of back and forth texts misunderstanding and reaching a breaking point where i actually called our relationship over my phone finally lit up she sent a message she had spent hours carefully drafting not to defend her past but to lay bare her future she admitted that the panic and hesitation she felt earlier wasn t about wanting her ex back it was the overwhelming weight of closing a chapter for good but when faced with the sudden reality of losing me everything became crystal clear she wrote about how i turn her hardest days around how she counts the seconds until i walk out of my room to see her and how deeply she values our walks our chats and our intimacy she made it clear that she wasn t looking back staying with me wasn t a compromise it was her active fierce choice reading her words the knots in my stomach completely dissolved i had spent the night sleepless and devastated genuinely believing i had opened my heart and soul to someone who didn t feel the same i told her the truth that she has given me a reason to live and that our bond is a level of deep authentic connection i had entirely given up hope of ever finding in this life when she replied with pure unfiltered joy the relief was total we had looked right over the edge of losing each other and instead we chose to step back and rebuild together if you are navigating a similar rough patch in your own relationship remember that conflict isn t always the end of the road sometimes it s a diagnostic tool when things get heated try to step back from the immediate panic and look at the underlying choices being made true connection isn t about never fighting it s about the clarity you find together once the dust finally settles and having the courage to actively choose each other over the ghosts of the past privacy note to protect personal privacy and ensure strict anonymity i used ai to help paraphrase and adapt a two year old raw conversation into a universal narrative format before publishing share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading relationships communication amanda love and loss vulnerability overcoming fear choosing love leave a comment a life in a few words posted by ronald kirk house in life stories on may 10 2026 one day everything you own will either be donated sold or thrown away what stays the way you lived the way you loved don t make life about stuff uncredited meme i saw this quote in a meme recently there are lots of good variations on this theme since my heartbreak i ve been seriously cleaning out stuff especially stuff that brings to mind memories of her if i just waited probably alzheimer s or old age or death would help me forget however it keeps me busy and feels good to clean out stuff the house is full of stuff nobody will care about it i m not leaving behind bars of precious metals or anything college text books computer code i wrote as a co op student jeans that are too small jeans that are too big sentimental stuff i can t even remember anymore i don t even care about it goodwill or the dump it is hopefully when we pass on besides our stuff that someone has to deal with we leave behind some family that doesn t hate us but one never knows how one will be remembered am i somebody s crazy old uncle probably i always thought i would die at work and wondered how long it would be before anyone there noticed that i was at my desk awful early in the morning unfortunately i was forced to retire early when biden mandated the experimental covid mrna shots for government workers i researched it and decided it wasn t worth the risk in my immunosuppressed condition which is sad i really wanted to go out at my desk pretending to work i suppose i ll leave behind this blog until one day it gets deleted and nobody notices at least i won t be around to be upset about it hey where s my blog whoever keeps searching for pete s pool hall now and then might find a broken link to it though that made me wonder if i exist in google as anything other than a name matching many others so here s what i found i m nobody some guy that owns a stable beats me out i should have went into horses instead of computer software if someone knows i worked at the lab then i get found not much a few paragraphs but i hope it stays around for awhile even if no one ever searches for it besides me i do hope it gets updated to say i ve retired and passed on and am not still at my desk share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading at my desk death heartbreak life love memoriam stuff work leave a comment ric ocasek posted by ronald kirk house in recommendations on may 10 2026 ric ocasek here s a quick one that i like from the late ric s 1983 solo album beattitude a quick one highly recommended share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading beatitude music new wave pop ric ocasek the cars leave a comment convenience of the moment posted by ronald kirk house in poetry blog on may 7 2026 i thought that our love would last forever but i guess that s not the way that love works today it only lasted until the day you said you found someone new and i was left shocked and devastated and blue i was just a convenience of the moment to you but you were never just a placeholder to me my love for you would have should have lasted for eternity share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading amanda love momentary temporary transient leave a comment just some words and flowers posted by ronald kirk house in poetry blog on may 5 2026 you re are so beautiful beyond compare every man that sees you just has to stare finding true love is so very hard to do i am so lucky to have found you it s hard to be distanced and separated to feel apart alone and lonely when one cannot spend more time with their most special one and only after our amazing romance bloomed something rare grew in a once lonelv and empty space overflowing my heart and soul with pure love and forever leaving a smile on my face everyday i wake up and give thanks i have found my most wonderful truest love when we re together we fly high up and over the sparkling stars and harvest moon above i hope the love these flowers express eases your busy schedule and stress brightens up your surroundings and space and brings a sweet smile to your lovely face my lovely angel sent from heaven above my one and only forever love no one on earth compares to you our love is so incredibly amazing and true my love for you continues to grow a secret that only you and i know but i wish i could declare my love to everyone and the whole world would know you are my only one when it comes to romance and love my feelings for you soar high above because no one compares to you and every wonderful thing you say and do you re the only one i want to touch i love you so so much our hearts will always be together because i will love you forever and ever nothing can even compare to the love that we both share for it is so precious and rare so may these flowers show how i care i just have to confess that these words fail to express the unconditional love i have for you and all the xmas wrapping i want to do with you too these flowers may not last long but true love goes on and on i hope they bring a smile to your lovely face but i have to admit that i wish i could ship myself into your heart in their place share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading affection amanda flowers gifts love poetry leave a comment cozy jacket by amanda posted by ronald kirk house in poetry blog on may 5 2026 deep into the depths of my soul you re somehow able to clearly see listening carefully and trying to understand all that s hidden going on within me i see that you bring so much of you into this unexpected bond we ve cultivated a strong bond that s amazing and unique which cannot be understated so i wrap myself in your cozy jacket because it makes me think of you and all of the warmth and comfort and security my lonely heart clings to the pure sweet love which you freely and generously bestow is more than i humbly deserve this i know forever in my loving heart is a home where you will be i m so grateful for all the specialness and joy you bring to me share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading amanda cozy jacket love security warmth leave a comment don t forget the galaxies posted by ronald kirk house in recommendations on may 5 2026 check my original post of this band forget me not highly recommended share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading music pop band the galaxies leave a comment full of empty posted by ronald kirk house in poetry blog on may 3 2026 the hours that i used to easily fill thinking of ways that i could make her happy are now nothing but minutes that slowly pass and each long tick of every second is full of empty tick tick tick share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin print opens in new window print like loading amanda breakup emptiness heartbreak loss leave a 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