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sue zhao sue zhao writer instagram s m zhao sue zhao 2026 linktree sign up to my newsletter about me copyright notice ask submit archive random rss what s your greatest fear she asks to be forgotten i tell her but not just that to be forgotten by a person who i could never forget photography prose quotes spilled ink blossomfully writing notebook journal diary thoughts 5th mar 2016 61 784 notes tired of optimising tired of living to be productive of never ending to do lists and overdue tasks tired of follow up emails characterised as just checking in and the self imposed pressure to grow and improve and be better and everyday better some days the difficult days i look back and everything is still the same i m still 18 experiencing the most devastating loss i ve ever known i m still 21 falling in love for the first time i m still 23 losing it i m 25 afraid to be touched by anything that isn t tepid worried that decisions to be vulnerable will be another gross miscalculation of devotion feeling totally unhinged lost even despite revelation after revelation how many books can you read about yourself before you understand how many conversations or journal entries or journeys of self discovery before you stop surprising and disappointing yourself at every juncture i am not myself i am entirely myself i can t ever lose myself even if i wanted to some days i can t decide if i want to suezhao writing 2nd feb 2026 209 notes being in your twenties is feeling like time is running out wanting to do something with your life but not knowing what is like falling in love and not knowing whether it will last because the last time it didn t is getting pangs of emotions you thought you d left behind when you turned 19 is rewatching cartoons at 1am and realising you missed so many of the jokes as a kid is romanticising tiny apartments or any space to call your own is reaching out to old friends with no good excuse is getting on a plane for a second chance and finally forgiving because now you understand is unravelling and not knowing if it means you ll disappear and losing faith and believing in fate and whispering clichés head pressed into a pillow one weekend hoping writing suezhao warm up words blossomfully love being in your 20s 29th jan 2026 378 notes can t believe my last post on here was from 2022 tumblr you will always have my heart and soul even if by now it s just a shout into the void lost access to this account while i was in hong kong but i ve missed the anonymity on here 29th jan 2026 180 notes don t often wish for time to pass but can t wait until 2023 29th dec 2022 129 notes 22nd dec 2022 1 516 notes cumulonimbus he told me he did not understand the language of wanting of wanting more or different or better or for respite or contrition redemption he said there is such a thing as taking life as it comes not unfeeling unresponsive to its whims but rather in taking its warm hand sometimes in your uncertain hand the way a child wandering through a crowd unconsciously reaches for the larger digits or the coat hems slips a hand into the pockets of the one who will pick them up hold them close it is after all a perception of caregiving of life the illusion of control and love are as real as the shape of the clouds on a summer s day a dog an elephant suddenly you are laughing at the ridiculousness your face buried into his chest you are both shaking with joy and love next year you are on different continents no longer speaking you can always want he said but there is no use in it you cannot touch the clouds by wanting you have to go into them sue zhao love writing spilled ink prose unrequited love literature quotes sue zhao feelings lit writers on tumblr 16th dec 2022 341 notes blossomfully sue zhao 14th dec 2022 14 755 notes blossomfully sue zhao 14th dec 2022 1 505 notes 13th dec 2022 598 notes blossomfully what s your greatest fear she asks to be forgotten i tell her but not just that to be forgotten by a person who i could never forget 5th nov 2022 61 784 notes sue zhao poem 22nd oct 2022 14 460 notes blossomfully sue zhao 20th sep 2022 3 070 notes from my trip to the us earlier this year 1 renoir the daughters of catulle mendès 2 renoir a road in louveciennes 3 van gogh sunflowers 4 dewing summer 5 van gogh roses 6 van gogh irises 7 renoir still life with peaches art renoir van gogh impressionists 20th sep 2022 254 notes anonymous asked hey sue i always tune in to read your wonderful pieces of art please never stop writing now i came to ask if you ve ever been in a position where you know you re always going to love someone regardless of any relationship you might pursue it s like you ve settled for accepting that it might not work out between you two so you venture to find love in other people knowing that you re always going to love this person making peace with your feelings for someone while fishing the love you deserve in others no just me i think i ve felt this way about every person i ve ever loved and a couple who i never quite got there with and i think there s some truth in the feeling and some exaggeration and a lot of humanity i think that as people as much as we like to look forward to the future or back at the past most of the things we predict don t come true and most of the things we lament are imprecise memories we can t but to live in the present moment feeling joy or anguish or love as we do and of course our present emotions will cast their light on how we perceive our futures to be but we mustn t let them colour our experiences so far that we shut ourselves off to new love 29th jul 2022 187 notes blossomfully confessional sue zhao 28th jul 2022 22 896 notes 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 older â 2014 2026 sue zhao powered by tumblr ultrazen theme by ultralinx