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know no shame my truest love know no shame mymoonmyconnie oh i spread my hands i prevail i look her in the eye she grins yes you do home ask archive dashboard pinned post original post 13 notes hii my name is teddy i m in my late 20s canadian queer trans returning to fandom after a depression break from enjoying things my top fandoms are heated rivalry leverage and black sails i m always super down to chat and i l o v e to rp so feel free to reach out if you want to talk i used to be iheartryanprice if you re unsure why i ve followed you or liked your post you might be looking for a sideblog effexorcunt no terfs no swerfs acab body liberation etc 13 notes 1776741912 bambicoded bambicoded bambicoded thinking about the pike children seeing shane and hayden bonk helmets and picking up the habit of bonking heads much to think about 182 notes 1788104932 bugslibraryy bugslibraryy jewishmomdean re shane crying on it during sex i think the first time it happened he would ve been a little embarrassed maybe trying to hide his face in a pillow but hashtag myilya catches him and grabs his chin and it s suchhhhhh a rush for him to watch the tears roll down his face like da hollander i know let it out i know you can t help it let me see it and he holds him for as long as he can after and makes sure he s put back together before he leaves and it hurts to go a little more than usual and he can t quite nail down why bugslibraryy ask part 2 important followup i do feel that the rush would come after ilya one million check ins rozanov made sure shane was okay and emotional release crying not pain overwhelm bad crying and then something would snap in his brain about making thee shane hollander cry on his cock ok sugar yes see i have 2 ideas about it all of like when it happened like if the first time shane cried was during the situationship hook up phase then yes yes yes completely i love your vision like maybe it s been one of those times they ve gone a few rounds and shane is all shivery and sensitive and ilya is fucking him on his stomach shane pressed flat to the bed and he s so fucking deep shane feels like the only part of him that exists is where ilya splits him open where he touches him the world has narrowed down to that the metros had won the match and the win had felt fucking good it always did but the usual congratulations from his team all the people that orbited around him but somehow it has left shane with his buzzing ache he only wanted to know what one person thought about it in the end he d be rushing back to his apartment to see ilya and he wanted to feel him feel the loss in ilya how it made him rougher but he wants to hear the few words he d give shane about it if he thought it was deserved or not shane had felt oddly alone on his drive home from the game that night unsure why and now now rozanov is melting him into the bed talking him apart and he s not even in his body he s not in the ache of his thighs or legs from his shifts from the hits he is not shane hollander in his body he is pleasure he is saturated in bliss he is where he takes ilya and nothing else he doesn t want to be anything else shane s heart is rabbiting he s squirming and ilya s hands grip his hips and pull him back into his punishing thrusts and mutters out so fucking good and behind shane s eyes start burning he squeezes them shut he s being so stupid why the fuck does he feel like he s going to cry shane turns his face further into the bed swallows hard hard and bites his lips and he s close and he wants to cum and he wants to cry he wants to cry ilya s hand smooths down shane s back finds the back of his neck and grips grips thumb rubbing at the short hair there so fucking good for my cock huh hollander good for me ilya growls fucks his hips harder deeper and his thick cock presses in to shane s prostate over and over nails the sensitive part of him that makes his whole body ache his whole body die come back to life gives him that divine ache that exists nowhere else in the world and it s fucking good and he needs this feeling forever he doesn t ever want to loose this feeling this pleasure this is where he exists and the feeling fizzes so suddenly that between one blink in the next shane has wetness on his cheeks he whines upset at the loss of control turns his face into the bed as ilya fucksfucksfucks him into it the sound of it loud in the room the wet click of the lube the shift of the sheets shane rubs his face into it try to wipe the tears away and he s shaking pushes the soft skin below his thumb and above his wrist between his lips and chews on it the tears keep coming the pleasure keeps coming heavy big fucking waves in up and over him through his whole body from his toes to his cock and the base of his spine so fucking good shane thinks for me shane thinks good for me good for me good for me shane thinks and his lashes are clumping together and his hands are shaky he tries to focus pushes his hips back and up into ilya but his body aches and he can t hold it then tries to push onto his knees wobbles and slides forward back into the bed ilya s hands are on his ass then glide down to his sides one big hand rubs by his ribs big warm circles let me do it hollander ilya grumbles and shane says nothing biting at his own skin of his hand and his eyes wet the sheets under him ilya stops his thrusts and shane whines whines a heartbroken sound he can t help it why the fuck did he stop it s good it s so fucking good sh sh ilya replies and then he s laying over shane and shane is tucking his face to the opposite side kicks his leg in a silent hurry up he needs it he needs it back it was so good he was being so good why did ilya stop shane starts to push his hips back back back up chasing a thrust chasing ilya s cock he needs he fucking needs this he needs this he stutters a breath and tears are hot down his cheeks and he slides his hand out of his mouth to pull in a deeper breath hey ilya is there then his face hovering over shane s shoulder and his hand is gripping shane s face and tugging till he can see him wet cheeked and heavy eyed fuzzy ilya is big frown and serious and bad he asks in that short direct way when he wants an answer now no no shane babbles shakes his head terrified at the concept of ilya pulling out its just it s nothing he s just so close and he just he needs he was being good good good rozanov it s just fuck me i just it s nothing just fuck me come on shane forces out in fear of being empty and then once ilya has looked at him for a blink longer his thumb tracing the line of a hot tear with a dark look in his eyes where it lands by shane s lips okie ilya says grips shane s face and holds it there in video and goes back to deep rolling hard thrusts the type that make shane s breath punch out in gasping half sounds and oh fuck thank you shane thinks and lets his eyes roll back into his head eyes shut and lets go let s go because ilya is gripping him good he hears ilya ask and shane nods nods good he s being good this is good he s good for ilya this is so fucking good and he shivers and tears are dripping off his nose and chin fuck hollander like cock so much it makes you cry huh so pretty needy boy ilya cooes over him and shane is falling apart he s cutting off into galaxys he s a heartbeat and nothing else he s whatever ilya does to him shane is nodding still trying to tell ilya he s yes it s good he s i like it so much yes i m needy rozanov is laid over him heavy weight on him and shane s going to cum he s going to cum against the sheets and then ilya is licking over his cheeks the salt tracks is shane s tears and shane just implodes comes so hard it pulls all of his body into and out of it leaves him shaking an ache on the bed and then rozanov is licking licking licking into his mouth and shane wonders if he did die at some point during that if he ll come back if he ll stop crying ilya stays inside him too long spends time he doesn t have kissing shane into the sheets carries him to the shower with the tease of telling shane is lazy hockey boy making his hookup do the all the work he rinses shane off and places him in the bed smacks a kiss to his cheek and ruffles his hair and then has to rush to get back in his clothes he needs to go he should have already left shane chugs a sports drink thrown at him by ilya from his own fridge just before he d left it had hit his shoulder hard actually the fucker he falls asleep thinking about the hot lick of ilya s tongue over his face of good for me he googles crying because something feels good crying because of sex it takes him three hours to fall asleep 1 209 notes 1788101142 pregnanthudsonwilliams bugslibraryy pregnanthudsonwilliams myshane is a humper btw he is humping the bed and the pillow ilya sleeps on obviously but also ilya s balled up sweatshirt on the couch and the towel ilya left on the bathroom floor and the bear ilya gave him for valentine s day and ilya s shin when ilya is catching up on his show 1 042 notes 1788100580 rmarie12424 rmarie12424 rmarie12424 thinkin abt ms connie today maybe she had to stay late at work because someone submitted paperwork completely incorrectly or maybe there s just a lot of reports she needs to submit she thinks she s alone in the department but then she hears a soft groan coming from one of the offices so she gets up to investigate turns out huddy is still there too so she leans against the doorway arms crossed over her chest she waits for him to be done yawning and stretching before she asks softly what re you still doing here big boy and huddy jumps a bit but settles when he sees it s her he smiles all sly and maybe lets his legs spread open a bit more connie walks over and sits herself down on huddy s desk legs crossed huddy shifts so he s leaning on one hand the other coming up to play with the hem of her skirt just finishing up some travel arrangements for the team next month he says connie frowns a bit at that you should ve sent the information to me that s part of my job i know baby huddy s fingers dip under the hem of her skirt and she tries not to squirm but i also know that crowell s been giving you a bunch of bullshit recently i used to book travel all the time when i was a student coach back in undergrad it s literally no big deal his fingers are distracting his voice is distracting his consideration for her is distracting so instead of saying anything she shifts closer to him let s her legs spread open just a little more huddy s eyes go dark and his hand slides up up up her skirt until god he groans are these my favorite ones baby connie bites her lip grins and nods mhm blue lace she leans down and kisses him slow and deep wanna take me home and get a better look she knows he does and so she lets him play with her a bit before they go teasing touches and kisses in the quiet of his office before they walk to her car hand in hand 13 notes 1788100458 ilyapasta ilyapasta ilyapasta i actually think it s sweet that in ottawa boyfriend era ilya asks if shane wants a condom if he wants to avoid the mess or embrace it it makes it clear that it is special for them and is intimate in a way that can be inconvenient or sometimes too much love that he asks if shane wants one when he s about to rail him into next week and shane is like fuck no little touches like that to differentiate their hook up dynamic from the relationship one and how their communication is always better when centered around sex they have demanding lives and shane can t always be dealing with that and then going to practice i think he wants to but we can t always get what we want 91 notes 1788100091 pluppelina moon chair pluppelina been thinking a lot about shane and his oral fixation lately shane who never really outgrew sucking his thumb only realised at some point he had to hide it looking longingly at the baby chew toys at the grocery store chewing up all his sweatshirt drawstrings and pencils and straws and sometimes other stuff too just because it looked like it could have an interesting mouth feel rubber duck cleaning sponge charging cord his parents try to get him to chew gum instead for a period of time in his teens but it s just not the same gnawing through several mouth guards a season leaving teeth marks on his dildo pluppelina ilya clocks it in no time that shane loves having his mouth occupied during sex cock fingers tongue anything always a while into their situationship he also realizes that shane likes it after once shane is still spacey enough to put ilya s index finger in his mouth while they linger in bed you re not done ilya asks and shane shakes his head in disagreement he s done he bites down gently around ilya s finger to stop ilya from taking it from him ilya is amused says don t worry you can keep it you were good boy for me you deserve reward normally shane would tell ilya to fuck off but that would mean spitting out the finger so shane lets it slide but they don t spend any real amount of time alone together outside of sex until the cottage so it isn t until the cottage that ilya sees the full extent of it maybe their second night there they watch a movie or shane watches a movie and ilya watches shane absolutely destroy an eraser with his teeth eventually he has to ask this is how you relax shane looks down at the eraser like it just appeared in his mouth he feels found out but he did instate the honesty policy and he knows what he wants he wants to keep ilya forever if he s gonna do that ilya needs to know not really shane says putting the eraser down more like this he puts his thumb in his mouth and sucks as always it s instantly calming which is good because purposefully allowing someone else to see it is nerve wracking okay ilya says and after a beat if you want uh variety you can borrow mine shane spends the rest of the movie tucked up against ilya with ilya s thumb in his mouth once they try cock warming thumb sucking quickly becomes shane s second favorite way of relaxing 68 notes 1788099825 isuggestleverage sonicemp3 isuggestleverage my goal is either to get more people to watch a great tv show or to incite people to form heist crews and con the rich for legal reasons i will not say which watch leverage here 278 notes 1788097075 ick the clown oiimoi ick the clown alt watched the gay hockey show and enjoyed the gay hockey show but i needed them to be women heated rival yuri 18 409 notes 1788079766 lovertm boxershortdyke lovertm pins by abprallen 14 568 notes 1788069493 cuppydogshane themoonandmyman cuppydogshane the thing is being transgender is the greatest thing in the fucking world 79 notes 1788069156 1 895 next