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26 december 2005 23 november 2005 28 october 2005 35 september 2005 30 august 2005 23 july 2005 33 june 2005 24 may 2005 32 april 2005 41 march 2005 51 february 2005 40 january 2005 39 december 2004 41 november 2004 16 october 2004 28 september 2004 23 blogroll bluesky work safe homer s world joe my god tiktok youtube domains moby files blog moby files photos moby files stories pings accident have you ever accidentally sat on your balls so hard they hurt for hours no just me then well ok i can tell you do not do it it hurts posted on august 7 2026 august 7 2026 categories fail humor tags ball gag humor leave a comment on accident oltr yet another example social media doesn t really help us as a society you d think we would be past this now but oh no social media has only exacerbated it imo i m surfing the tok the other day and i stubmle across a post from a guy i follow who goes on this long diatribe wishing he could leave the gay community because of the scene i delve a litte further and he is really just ranting about his hatred for open relationships oltr i m quite sure it was posted during pride month to sell a narrative he goes on to spell out all the woes of oltr s on gay culture the real kicker was his attempt to blame said ltrs for his own single status 1 me thinks the lady doth protest too much don t even get me started on the comments btw i will not link to him as people lately seem to have this incessant need to go harass someone who doesn t agree with them on a given topic i don t do that instead i come here and bitch about it in my own space he also blocked me because i made a simple comment disagreeing putting on shocked face gasp i m not here to sell the advantanges of being open or closed for myself your opinion doesn t affect me i don t need anyone else s belief or support to live my life the way i choose i m 13 years in legally married and very much love my husband we are open because it works for us anyone eles s commentary on the legitimacy of my relationship is just that theirs that said spending your time constantly judging others must get exhausting no one is responsible for your happiness except you full stop trying to blame guys looking for oltrs or more astutely blaming guys in oltrs for being online looking is a just projection but let us pretend for a moment this is a legit argument would you rather a guy pretend he wants monogamy get into an ltr and then just lies and cheats sometimes repeatedly or would you rather a smaller pool of available men who seek that particular trait in others i personally prefer honesty if monogamy is the ultimate deal breaker for you that is perfectly fine but blaming others is just a deflection if it s truly the be all end all then it shouldn t sting when you find that great guy but he doesn t want monogamy instead look at it knowing you dodged a bullet he was never going to be the right one no matter all his other charatersitics accepting that also means accepting it may be very well be a deal breaker for others on the other side of the argument no amount of blame will ever change that as i m fond of saying more recently we get one spin on this rock build a life and relationships based on what makes you happy references references 1 me thinks the lady doth protest too much posted on july 1 2026 categories culture drama gay social networking tags cltr monogamy oltr open relationships 1 comment on oltr testing youtube posted on june 7 2026 categories me social networking video tags shorts youtube 1 comment on testing youtube broken again just when i think the shit falling apart on my body is at an end was diagnosed with an umbilical hernia this week yay for me another surgery in my future well most likely thankfully it s not too severe yet and i m seeing the specialist late this month from what i know this type of thing doesn t go away on its own in the past decade i ve had two nasal surgeries an eye surgery two back procedures and a prostate surgery but hey what s one more right i m gonna start asking for bionic parts if this keeps up that or start a lottery on which body part will break next y all keep me in your tots and pears y all know how much i believe in that better yet send me nudes or lotto tickets posted on may 5 2026 may 5 2026 categories health ignunce me tags another surgery fml tots and pears umbilical hernia leave a comment on broken again covid remember when covid vaccines were supposed to be killing everyone remember when they were supposed to be full of microchips so the government could track you remember when they also said the microchips could sync up with 5g and turn you into zombies funny how people seem to have magically and conveniently forgotten all that make you wonder posted on april 15 2026 april 15 2026 categories fail hmmmm humor tags pepridge farm remembers leave a comment on covid shopping we ve been on a bit of a necessary shopping spree lately the hubby bought us a car it s a 2023 chevy bolt euv of course he got a blue one because i love blue he actually did months of research and lots of back and forth he got a great deal on it and we love it so far we only have a few small nitpicks on design issues overall it s been a good buy our new blue it was a convenience buy but now that we have it we are fast switching to depending on it yeah we got along ok without it but it s turning out to be more than worth it going out of the country aka across the bridge is so much more convenient now our new couch arrives this coming weekend 1 lawd it was pricey i hate our current sectional it served its purpose and we got what we paid for we just clearly didn t know what we needed when we bought it we definitely know what we want this time around i ve hated it since about the second month we got it we are donating it to habit for humanity as it s still in decent condition not our apt this is a mock up as much as i like our new car i cannot wait for the new couch it met all of our bullet points and we didn t have to compromise on a single bullet point to make it fit the runner up couch was our first choice for a while but we ended up having to make too many sacrifices to make it fit it was just designed to be a large couch this one is already about a foot longer than we wanted but it s perfect for our needs it s dog friendly as well of course i m irritated with myself that we waited so long i spend most of my time at home on the couch why put up with it for so long it s called pro cras ti nation next on the list is a new mattress i got one about two years ago now and boy did i botch it up i got so fixated on getting a good deal i did not get what i really needed this time around i m singularly focused on comfort of course it couldn t be easy we re both side sleepers but i also need firm back support for obvious reasons sleeping on a firm mattress as a side sleeper leads to shoulder pain apparently i m having to branch out into what s called zoned support mattresses of course they are more expensive of course i haven t settled on a choice yet i m doing more research this time the top contender so far is the saata classic version if you have first hand knowledge of this brand let me know helix is rated well but i ve seen several bad reviews from side sleepers we ve been putting it off our various buys for months and months we budget for an item and then end up getting distracted or at least i do i m a civil servant so i definitely budget for new buys all the mandatory overtime had certainly helped for whatever reason we finally got off our asses and got it done after these big buys i think we re done for a while at least i hope we are references references 1 lawd it was pricey posted on march 23 2026 march 24 2026 categories finances photo shopping tags 7th av chevy bolt new car new couch new mattress leave a comment on shopping fb so with a heavy heart i announce i m back on facebook ugh to say i m disappointed would be putting it mildly there are still too many folks that use it as a primary social engine and it s a good way to stay in touch not that i ll be suddenly be using it daily again those days are long gone however since i keep posting big events and getting tons of replies and interaction it seems a bit selfish not to at least engage a bit more i had hoped more people would ditch it for bluesky but many just reverted back or never left of course i barely use bluesky as well so i can t really bitch about it basically i m being petulant lol i m trying to embrace social media a little more in general again it s often an intellectual and emotional drain so no promises on consistency posted on march 5 2026 march 5 2026 categories social networking tags facebook must i social media 1 comment on fb ablation 2 hawt right well i had my 2nd ablation on my back this week after almost 3 years it was past time the daily pain and discomfort were too much to manage everyone seemed surprised i went this long apparently the procedure usually only lasts a year or two at most i guess i was probably past due and stubborn i don t like going to hospitals i spent a big chunk of my early life including my very first year alive in one i try to avoid it when i can i ve learned not to be too stubborn though anyway i did everything i could to manage it we changed mattresses again i did yoga style and decompression exercises and exercises to strengthen it when i could in the gym it all worked to varying degrees for awhile but it got to the point where i just couldn t sleep w o sleep inducing muscle relaxers they did a great job managing my sleep but it began creeping more into my comfort zones during the day needless to say it was time so far i m feeling better than after the first one the old nerves didn t grow back but they couldn t cut them all i guess lol so this time around they dissolved a whole new batch of pain nerves i woke up the day after with zero pain in my back for the first time in at least 5 years it was wonderful i m not sure how long this will last but i m so going to enjoy it as long as i can last time it helped tremendously but i still routinely had pain to varying degrees the biggest benefit from the last procedure was no more back spasms i was so grateful then to be free of the spasms i didn t even think twice about the success of the procedure this time around i m actually in no pain so far realistically i don t expect that to last as the situation continues i m sure other nerves will become reactive to compensate for the muscles being continuously aggravated by the spinal bones grinding together the doc did say i m likely to be back sooner for the inflammation part of the equation this procedure primarily deals with the nerves causing pain in the muscles occasionally the disc itself gets inflamed and causes its own issues and pain i can usually manage it with over the counter meds but i ll probably be back in a year or less for a steroid injection to create more lasting relief from inflammation time will tell one thing i am hoping for this time is more time strengthening the muscles previously even light exercises would make the whole area flare up and stay aggravated for days there were very few days where i could get an actual workout in for the lower back muscles for now i m so grateful to be relatively pain free i say relative because i can still feel things aren t right in the area every so often i twist or move a certain way and i can feel things ajar so to speak no pain for the time being and i ll take it hope springs eternal posted on february 19 2026 february 19 2026 categories back spasms health me photo tags back pain back spasms bilateral back ablation nerve ablation 1 comment on ablation 2 55 here i am at 55 years who da thunk it 55 there are days where i feel old and then there are days when i completely feel disconnected from my age how s that for a kick in the pants thanks to all of those who reached out via various methods to wish me a happy birthday i appreciate the well wishes mentally i have probably never felt my age i always seem to be about 10 years behind lol ironically the hubby is 10 years my junior i ve often wondered if our connection is part of my young feeling i grew up very isolated from the outside world so i ve always felt behind in the growth dept ironically having dealt with a lot of my personal demons there are plenty of times where i feel like the only adult in the room it s a weird juxtaposition physically i feel my age i ve had multiple age related issues in the last 5 or so years the eye the nose the back the prostrate etc the back being the most invasive so far i m headed back or a 2nd nerve ablation on the muscles in my back in early february i hate it because it makes me feel old and i don t like that anyway my 55th year has arrived the hubby made it special as always he knew exactly what to get me it helps that i blab a lot about my own procrastinations we had a nice relaxing day we did a mani pedi dinner and then my gifts if you come here often you ll know i m not big on birthdays it was just never overly important in my family the hubby always does something nice for me and appreciate him as someone who tends to be a caregiver by nature it s nice to feel cared for at times of course as i age in the gay world i do notice my age more often being 55 in gay years is practically ancient lol joking aside it is an issue ageism is a big issue for our community many older gay men feel invisible or ignored while i personally don t mind aging it does sting at times when i get shunned or ignored simply due to age i could try to relive my childhood like so many but that is exhausting and expensive frankly i m too lazy for that hehehe i may encounter the occasional sting of ageism but i m also adult enough to know i can t remain in the young and pretty category forever age comes to us all i can accept it with its limitations or i can be bitter the latter again takes too much effort lol i m grateful for the health i do have i hope to find some relief of the back issues come february regardless i have another year under my belt i never actually thought i d even see 50 so i m glad for another year above groune hehehe hope springs eternal posted on january 20 2026 january 21 2026 categories health me tags 55 still alive ageism birthday birthday boy old guy 2026 well we made it thru another year i m not exactly sure how we did it but we did i mean the world is twirling on a ledge of ignorance and bias but we made it to another year it is cold and rainy here so stayed my ass at home we rang in the new year watching reruns of fireworks and then catching the local ones on replay 1 we don t have cable and couldn t find a live stream that worked lol i ve never really been big on the whole ny thing i used to make resolutions but they were always half assed and i rarely stuck with them i eventually gave up and just started making resolutions on a regular basis vs waiting for the new year new me 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