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nigelgraz on tumblr explore communities change palette sign up log in nye nigelgraz any all working on waitlist i love drawing vampires and rockstars and anything that makes my brain go brrrr same everywhere ask me anything follow posts pinned nigelgraz red for anxiety and melancholy and possession and defeat shout out to red the gift that keeps on giving wonder if u can tell what my fave color is hachiro art my art digital art oc original character oc art illustration my oc digital painting 17 2 314 11 390 nigelgraz there s a chance i ll never draw hair this good again the way it s so clear i was in flow state when i drew it sorry for cornplating w my art again it s how i practice self compassion art my art digital art digital painting illustration 1 22 221 nigelgraz reblogged vampiremood follow personally i m a big fan of the moment a vampire gets embraced being a metaphor for a sudden irreversible trauma maybe you thought you knew what it would be like but you couldn t have understood the actual enormity maybe it was an accident or something completely out of your control either way this event happens to you and you are changed forever now your emotions are unstable your anger is all consuming your fear takes your body away from you and always always always you are a danger to others if you can t control yourself from what you want and need you can no longer be in the daylight living a typical life so your social world completely changes and so does the environment you might be stuck now with cold empty streets and buildings you might cling to clubs and bars are the only places where you get to be around people living their lives in some severe cases you can t even look at yourself anymore or perhaps the figure in the mirror is someone you don t recognize your past identity and way of being has been taken away permanently you do what you have to in order to survive and your new way of surviving the only way you can exist is something society finds disgusting or fetishizes it doesn t matter what other people think because it s all you can do anyway your new community those who most understand what you re going through are themselves traumatized and suffering in a constant state of victim and perpetrator maybe they want to help you but maybe they want to use you maybe you want to be kind but now your very nature makes real consent and honesty difficult so in some ways you are a user and abuser too do young vampires think about their last normal day was it perfectly mundane with no warning that it would be the last one if they could have that day again would they try appreciate all the little details like the warmth of the sun and the taste of lunch better this time or would they try desperately to change their fate and avoid what s coming for them well you can t change the past you can only do what you can with what you have now exactly exactly vampires 4 282 671 nigelgraz today s studies shoutout to art studies for keeping me from falling into the bottomless pit of depression god bless art my art digital art digital painting studies 13 356 1 932 nigelgraz doing studies so i don t kill myself hellyeag nyecore art my art digital art illustration 7 136 1 019 nigelgraz reblogged nigelgraz follow oc ️ 19 735 4 636 nigelgraz gysmoandsy asked i swear to god i tried my best a little gift i really like your art style and felt inspired by how you expressed how important she is for you oh my god please i adore this so much i literally started tearing up rn thank you so much for this wonderful gift it s so beautiful and means the world to me can t stop staring at it and the details the rain fits her melancholic aura so much i love that ask oc dawn 2 3 97 nigelgraz oc lust for life oc originial character dawn my beloved angel cried 3 times when i was drawing this art illustration digital art digital painting 46 891 5 043 nigelgraz oc ️ her name is dawn and i created her a few years ago but i never posted her or talked about her except once i think she s very dear to me because i created her during the time i was deeply struggling with health anxiety and she helped me process my fears and explore them and put them somewhere outside of me instead of running away from them all the time or letting them consume me i kinda didn t realize how much she helped me heal i love u sweet girl sobs art illustration my art digital art digital painting oc original character dawn 19 398 3 285 nigelgraz beloved crazy evil wife is back to her silly little shenanigans all is right with the world fem hachiro my angel im the luckiest man alive art my art oc my oc original character 28 888 nigelgraz anonymous asked hey i love your maria post and i was wondering if i could repost it on pinterest for my friends board since i think they d love her too hii thank you sm i m glad you like her yes it s ok but pls credit me thanks for asking ask 1 32 nigelgraz anonymous asked your art rbing inspired me to also rb my own art more now matter how scared i am of being annoying doingitscaredtogether genuinely proud of you for this lfggggggdoingitscaredtogether ask 64 nigelgraz reblogged nigelgraz follow rot 3 30 888 7 264 nigelgraz sp spyder g asked youre actually so awesome for reblogging all your own art scrolling my dash at ðis lame ass party and every oðer post is blessing my eyes thank you so much i feel annoying whenever i wanna reblog my own art and it makes me wanna hide and that is exactly why i decide to reblog them anyway haha ask 2 3 118 nigelgraz reblogged nigelgraz follow oc it s getting bad again haha yeag 34 2 780 14 757 nigelgraz reblogged my whole gallery bc i want my beloved creatures to be close to me i miss everyone 12 1 122 nigelgraz reblogged nigelgraz follow my oc maria she s an evil lesbian vampire and i m in love with her 47 2 899 12 539 you are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended please make sure you re using the latest version of chrome firefox safari or 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