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children lifestyle job open to new experiences want to live life experience for sake of experience share same values willingness to stand up for values conviction have same ideas about raising children value hard work share and build up dreams passion excitement joy direction lust for life sex physical attraction not using sex manipulatively emotional needs met not just sexual spread this share 0 comments tuesday may 31 2011 where am i going 7 14 pm posted by dreamer edit post it s been a while since i had a blog online journal i remember the days of livejournal and how cathartic that was how enjoyable the introspection was good i think and now i stand upon a great divide do i go this way or do i go that way i m not sure i wish someone else could make a foolproof decision for me but only i can decide which way to go is the right way i am so tired of being in this limbo but i see nothing to gain from making a decision right now i will be on vacation in a week spending almost a month away a chance to clear my mind to dream again to not feel encumbered or pressured this previous schoolyear has been especially trying my intention is to indulge in my vacation have a lot of fun relax the time away will tell me what i need to know i know i shall return with an answer about my marriage but i also hope to have answers for other things as well toward this end i think i will use this website for my thoughts while on vacation spread this share 0 comments sunday may 29 2011 the path 1 08 am posted by dreamer edit post wow i have had so many people pop out of the woodwork i am glad to hear from you and i make this post in an attempt to hear more from you good people i m reminded of it s a small world how true where are you on your journey where have you gone what have you found please share any words or links that show where your thoughts and emotions have wandered even if something proved to be a dead end for you my email for private messages dreamerawakened1 at gmail dot com ah hubris spread this share 1 comments thursday may 26 2011 hi atheists 9 01 pm posted by dreamer edit post wow not posted in here in a long time but seeing as how there are some new readers hello semi fellow atheists i m not truly an atheist as i do believe in god but god is not some deity to me god is me you my dog the grass the air love peace hate everything i usually don t wanna get into all that and since most people don t regard god as such i just tend to say i m an atheist but the truth is i fit into no man s land i could defend myself here but i truly have nothing to defend did i come with less than stellar reasons sure but i was not the first nope i followed the path i stayed because i enjoyed the people there and i found many to be knowledgeable i wasn t looking for targets or any such and i certain wasn t some sleeper cell but i did get a really big laugh out of that i never requested to be banned not sure where that came from so just thought i would say hello since you re looking and this wasn t a secret i had it as a link in my signature for a long time also the only post where i was anything less than honest or myself was the one about ghosts but that was because a member told me their idea which sounded fun at the time turned out not to be oh well but everything else the truth i ve embraced the necessity to be honest and i wasn t feeding personal stories to gain trust or whatever i was just being honest probably too honest but that is me now who i have chosen to be so i am messy and dramatic and sometimes annoying i am honest and i don t care for posturing so i just wanted to let whoever reads this know i never lied spread this share 5 comments saturday january 22 2011 compassion 4 26 pm posted by dreamer edit post compassion is my weapon compassion is connecting to another person s plight so that it leads to helping compassion is often lumped with pity and this is not an unfair lumping because compassion can often be twisted into a person just pitying another compassion s latin root means suffer with pity meanwhile means sorrow for another s suffering pity requires no involvement it is a layering added to what is seen pity makes a person think poor dear and feel bad when they see a homeless man sleeping under newspaper on a park bench compassion makes a person give that man a blanket offer him food compassion leads to action it is massively different from pity which relies on a self concept compassion is not an easy weapon to wield it is easy to fall to pity the thought process to travel between compassion and pity is not long or convoluted it s a hop skip and a jump there is a great difference between suffering with another and suffering because you see another suffering one pity makes it all about you compassion obliterates the distinction between me and you compassion is actually knowing the experience having it too there are many pitfalls surrounding compassion it is not a tool that many can properly use compassion can trap the other person in it you feel for them you share with them and they become enmeshed with you they come to rely on you compassion is not the same thing as forgiveness from compassion there may be forgiveness but withholding forgiveness does not make a person uncompassionate in fact not forgiving a person when they have not changed anything may be the most compassionate thing to be done accountability is important and most people snake away from any responsibility these days it is easy to look at compassion and lump it along with kindness but that is to miss what compassion is to overlook the power there kindness is just doing things to make the other person feel good compassion doesn t have an end goal of how the person should feel compassion may manifest itself as kindness or harshness or anything inbetween compassion seeks to help in whatever way it may sympathy is also a trap near to compassion it is sharing and understanding sorrow there is some overlap here compassion encompasses more than just sorrow though it applies to the totality of emotions the whole range it is connecting to the person not just in sorrow but in joy and terror as well sympathy is certainly human and it is a step above pity but sympathy still has the fault of separation you are separate from the one who s in sorrow but ah compassion compassion is commiserating it is not just observing it is knowing and experiencing compassion without action is useless in fact compassion does not exist without action compassion without action is perhaps sympathy pity compassion is action compassion is the embodiment that there is no separation between you or i spread this share 6 comments wednesday january 12 2011 precious little dumplings 6 26 am posted by dreamer edit post oh it s okay it s only one f it doesn t mean you re stupid or dumb you just need to work harder that s all you can do it you re so smart there is a serious problem with the approach taken with children we tell them that they are inherently beyond value it does not matter what they think say or do it has no bearing on that untouchable immeasurable value we tell them that they are brilliant and wonderful not because of anything they do but just because we don t want them to feel bad about themselves a little background i am a natural teacher everywhere i go i teach i have a lot of experience with special needs students those people who have mental physical emotional difficulties my mother ran a special needs daycare when i was four so i grew up with a sense of comfort around people that most young children stared at in disgust or confusion my entire life i have been sought out to teach i cannot tell you how many times i have been told you have to be a teacher you just have to we need you i am drawn to teaching i m not a teacher now rather i work to integrate special education students from very mild needs to more complex and demanding issues into mainstream classrooms sometimes i will pull them out and have a completely independent class but most of the time i aim to keep them within the classroom these kids don t like to be singled out and i do my best to respect that anyway the point is i have a lot of experience with teaching and what i see is so very disheartening the american education system is a complete joke but the problems begin at home long before we get em there are students who will openly declare their brilliance right after receiving multiple graded papers all fs and being told they re failing but they think that they are wonderful little monkeys they think they are smart and i am not supposed to tell them otherwise the workplace culture is that we must nurture the students by bolstering their self esteem we must tell them how wonderful they are i wonder how many of my coworkers realize the utter absurdity why would i tell a student he or she is smart when he or she is lazy incompetent and willfully stupid it has become so bad that we no longer even challenge the students to find the answers no finding the answers learning how to discover the answer on your own this is a skill wholly beyond my students rather the challenge is to copy down the right answer we give it to them now we say it aloud we write it on the board sometimes we even give them a handout with the answers right there you would be amazed how many can t even copy down the right answer when it s given to them life doesn t hand you the answer you have to work for it you have to search for it often or at the very least pay enough attention that you get it when it s handed to you on a silver platter but there are so many students who are so lazy and indolent that they can t even copy down the right answer when it s given to them i think we re cheating the intelligent students we should be making everyone search for the answers i don t think that the students are so stupid that they are unable to find the answers i think they ve been told they re brilliant so often that they have no clue what that word even means they have no idea what excellence is they don t even aim for mediocrity anymore they are happy enough just to scrape by the day and return home to indulge in jersey shore and dream of how that s the life they truly want and deserve until we start telling children wow that was really stupid or you re lazy or you can do better and so you must things will continue on as they have i will be surrounded by a sea of stupidity with no chance of breaking free of it because if you re stupid but think yourself brilliant then you will never move beyond your stupidity instead you will bask in it thinking it something worthwhile and that is what happens with my students they think their thoughts and actions worthwhile and they drown in ignorance spread this share 1 comments sunday december 5 2010 first they came for julian assange 10 15 pm posted by dreamer edit post the first serious infowar is now engaged the field of battle is wikileaks you are the troops the world is drowning in vast amounts of misinformation the very people who we rely on to give us the facts are skewing them what is going on who can we trust what information is available we cannot trust the government any longer not that anyone could we cannot trust big business we cannot trust cnn fox wall street journal new york post we cannot even trust publishing companies and distributors who have attempted to silence the truth information for the sake of good pr appearances merely then there is wikileaks wikileaks is a revolution in journalism a class separate from what most news mediums are busy doing it goes to the heart of journalism showing the truth of what is going on it is a radical method of accountability bringing to light suppressed and censored injustices no matter who the truth may damage along the way yes sometimes the truth is painful rise up truth or bust look at the things wikileaks has shared with the world these things would have in all likelihood remained unnoticed never to be exposed yet they should be seen we should know and there should be accountability this if from ciaran s blog ruthless truth on the blog list wikileaks is basically a kind of anonymous drop box if you see something corrupt happening you can post documents here anonymously wikileaks has been involved in the publication of material documenting extrajudicial killings in kenya a report of toxic waste dumping on the african coast by the british company transfigura that killed hundreds of people a report they had successfully blocked publication of in the british media church of scientology manuals detailing their advanced techniques of personal growth guantanamo bay procedures detailing savage and inhumane treatment and the july 12 2007 baghdad airstrike video where american helicopter pilots laughed and crowed as they murdered a group of innocent people including two reuters journalists because they had decided that the cameras the journalists carried were rocket launchers wikileaks is an incredible force for transparency and good julian assange the founder and editor in chief of wikileaks has been accused of rape these accusations surfaced one week after a previous release of 90 000 documents on wikileaks which demonstrated multiple instances of the military cover ups of murders and torture in iraq and afghanistan he has no criminal history of violence of which anyone is aware or indeed any criminal history at all apart from some childhood charges for computer hacking in his homeland of australia of which the australian prosecutors themselves said there is just no evidence that there was anything other than sort of intelligent inquisitiveness and the pleasure of being able to what s the expression surf through these various computers this is a quote from britain s guardian newspaper in an article that is frankly chillingly sensationalist and as clear as fucking mud one of two women involved involved as in she s one of assange s alleged rape victims told aftonbladet in an interview published today that she had never intended assange to be charged with rape she was quoted as saying it is quite wrong that we were afraid of him he is not violent and i do not feel threatened by him now get this last week wikileaks released 250 000 diplomatic cables from the us state department s diplomatic office a quarter of a million among the delightful pieces of information was proof that britain has conspired to hide illegal weapons banned by international law on its own soil for america i ll say that again britain s politicians agreed to hide weapons banned by international law on british soil in the wake of the release of these documents interpol the international police agency released a red notice for assange s arrest this is the highest possible level of alert that interpol can put out on a person let s just read that quote from one of his victims again one of two women involved involved as in she s one of assange s alleged rape victims told aftonbladet in an interview publishe...