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fara nordin wednesday july 28 2010 define happy it s over now it really is i ve always wanted this but now i wonder whether i really wanted this to happen now that it has happened i would be lying if i said i m not sad a huge lie indeed a friend asked why was i so sad since it was what i ve always wanted all this while oh hey who on earth would be so happy about it it s some kind of a lost well that s how i would describe it just imagine you re in my shoe would you be jumping around though you know you ll just gonna get hurt even more if it doesn t happen i accidentally cried when i read the first sentence of my eldest brother s text this morning yeah he sent me a text informing me about it i was speechless no words could describe my feelings at that very moment i couldn t imagine what would be happening in the future we re no longer together it s just too hard for me to accept this in a very short time i ve been avoiding calls from all private number i just don t feel like talking about it for now too much information for today too much lotsoflove fara nordin 1 comment monday july 26 2010 life is short this morning i received a text from mom she said my cousin ashraf is now warded in icu and is in critical condition due to asthma ohmy an unexpected news he s only 17 he never showed any sign of having any sickness and suddenly he s now critical he s one of my closest cousins may allah ease everything i hope he would recover soon now i feel like flying back to malaysia hm life is short ay but we just don t appreciate the time that we have sometimes some people tend to make more enemies than friends why oh why lotsoflove fara nordin 1 comment tuesday july 20 2010 reality reality is cruel people keep saying to me to be positive and patient and that everything would be alright the fact is it would not and they know that to a point you ve got to be positive but you ve just got to be realistic anyhow i m grateful to have people around me supporting me and never failed to give me advices i m thankful dear god i was told that today is already the 4th trial i wonder for how long would this come to an end it seems never ending he just don t wanna let go i don t know what he actually wants he did try to win over me but truth is i never give a damn it s just too much i can t take it anymore for god sake enough with the 20years of lies and some other small little things that i reckon he should have known but he just don t give a damn i m a human being not a toy i do have feelings you just can t buy me with money or any other material for all these while you replaced everything with money and you thought everything was fine and i m happy with it truth is i ve never been happy how i wish i could tell all these right on your face but i m just too weak too weak you would see tears instead of words all i could do is to keep silent silence doesn t mean i m okay with everything i hope you would realize your mistakes one fine day and we ll be good it won t be the same as before but it would be better till then bye lotsoflove fara nordin no comments wednesday july 14 2010 i find myself pathetic thank you lotsoflove fara nordin no comments tuesday july 13 2010 it s been a while since i last updated this blog pity mi blog nothing to babble about and i reckon the events in my life just can t be put into words complicated it is life has been good i guess making more friends and have broaden my network to a different level and i realize the world is indeed small everyone knows everybody ay hm it s been a year two months now and i m still breathing i could live on my own without being dependent on others i met someone early this year almost 6months now a nice guy different in all aspects he never fails to make me laugh sometimes he s just freaking annoying blergh i don t know how i could actually stand the annoyance lol we re good friends fullstop i could talk to him about anything he blends well with my other friends too though we re sort of different i am happy but i still think i m not ready not just yet i m comfortable being just friends with everybody at the moment i m sleepy nights lotsoflove fara nordin no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom the owner fara nordin knowing me is complicated view my complete profile archives 2010 7 july 2010 5 define happy life is short reality i find myself pathetic thank you it s been a while since i last updated this blog february 2010 2 2009 65 november 2009 1 october 2009 2 september 2009 3 july 2009 2 june 2009 10 may 2009 10 april 2009 8 march 2009 7 february 2009 11 january 2009 11 2008 121 december 2008 18 november 2008 26 october 2008 15 september 2008 17 august 2008 15 july 2008 19 june 2008 6 may 2008 5 spill other great sites aizat nordin dalila akmal dayang nina eka nazhwa gajan icha rambli ili kamaruzaman j6 tylr s 07 08 jehan sahid joey yapp kevin goh nanako nasruna anhar nazirul fariq rifqi threadless xavian ang live traffic feed feedjit live blog stats 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