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ake law as he loves to talk if i m not mistaken then i know chiam as she talks a lot in class and of courseeeeeeeeeee andrew haha the big guy with a tag line ketandusan kasih sayang as class started i ve mingle with all my classmates there are only forty of us if i m not mistaken and it s not hard to be friend with everyone after about 2 months in mmu i m closed to redza he s one funny guy that i met and we can talked for hours he s a good friend of mine that always helps me during exam after that i closed to rima as she s redza s sista hehe rima is one funny and easy going girl that i know we enjoy doing stupid things together and the listtsssss of friends goes on like jing en doreen hasnur intan tan sahana jing jau winnie vageetha etc sorry if i miss out any names 2006 is just my beginning i still remember the business project of car wash how helpfull we all when everyone came and helps to wash cars we re one and we enjoy helping each other the english drama also was unforgettable it is certain that we pl40 are so talented and we re better that the real actor actress we sing we dance we do jokes i miss those time 2007 the re nothing change with me i do enjoy with my fellow friends they re just crazy as i am during this time i getting closer to intan since she s rima s best friend so indirectly i close to her because we do go lunch together me and intan always be a person that wants to slim down we went to gym sometimes and we joint aerobics club hehe aih i hardly remember what happen in 2007 seems like i m mentally tired and it s hard for me to remember things that happen three years back what i can remember is at this time i always went out chill with rima redza and andrew and by this time i also had mingled with people beside my classmate such as my roomates which both of them are married one had just deliver a baby girl on end of july afta all 2007 just went well and my friendship with my friends are getting stronger day by day 2008 i could say that 2008 is one of my best year as i ve been very good in studied when i refer back to my 2008 s notes it s so neat my handwriting are so finedd and i do study hard hehe i dunno what spirit that had possessed me at that time ouh in 2008 i ve become sue s roomate and it just made our friendship getting stronger i think she s my best roomate d during 2008 i also became closed to nik the smallest classmate i think haha we always went for dinner together at kedai kuning and talk for long hours we also do stupid things sometimes like skipping class and went to saloon to dyed hair and just for the sake of lazy ouh i met my crush in mmu haha but afta all it just a crush hurmmmm 2009 i think 2009 is my worst year in terms of study to be exact haha i always lost in class you may check my 2009 posts and i m such a person that emotionally unstable maybe because i feel lonely staying alone at ep haih i still remember the fucked up feelings i thing i want to skip this awful year fuck 2009 2010 so much better year for me thank god this year i have so much fun this is my final year and only in this year i m getting closer to my other classmates like jing en doreen jing jau and hasnur thanks god i moved to ixora if not i ll be dead alone in ep hasnur is my pa when i need mcd in the middle of the night when my stomach sing some awful song i will just call hasnur and said ano lapa and of cos she will reply u nak order apa she undertstand me already jing jau i enjoy went shopping with her she s one shopaholic that i know and she s a picky too she s always spend a lot of time in choosing stuff and thinking whether to buy it or not she s also is one of funny friend that i have especially when she try to speak a proper malay it s ok jing jau ur bahasa is much better than hasnur jing en i think jing en is eng keat female version haha they forms such a great love relationship both are funny and loves to talk crap and i do enjoy listen to their jokes i found jing en to be very enthuasiastic in what s she s doing she also is a very kind friend that love to send encouragement msg during everyone are stress out for exam doreen she s smart but can be blur sometimes haha doreen is such a very helpful friend i still remember that she help me and freda to print the bundles for mooting her kindness are so much appreciated after all in 2010 my best friends during alpha are still my best friends now plus with new best friends that always support me make me laugh and always there for me friends i m not sure if this is the end i highly hope the friendship last forever hopefully we can still chill enjoy high tea after mentally exhausted at the office i pray that we will forever keep in touch i really want to dedicate this song to all of you when the time come and now it s the time and this song specially dedicated to all of you graduation friends forever and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives where we re gonna be when we turn 25 i keep thinking times will never change keep on thinking things will always be the same but when we leave this year we won t be coming back no more hanging out cause we re on a different track and if you got something that you need to say you better say it right now cause you don t have another day cause we re moving on and we can t slow down these memories are playing like a film without sound and i keep thinking of that night in june i didn t know much of love but it came too soon and there was me and you and then we got real blue stay at home talking on the telephone and we would get so excitedand we d get so scared laughing at ourselves thinking life s not fair and this is how it feels 1 as we go on we remember all the times we had together and as our lives change from whatever we will still be friends forever so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money when we look back now will our jokes still be funny will we still remember everything we learned in school still be trying to break every single rule will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man can heather find a job that won t interfere with her tan i keep keep thinking that it s not goodbye keep on thinking it s a time to fly and this is how it feels repeat 1 la la la la yeah yeah yeah la la la la we will still be friends forever will we think about tomorrow like we think about now can we survive it out there can we make it somehow i guess i thought that this would never end and suddenly it s like we re women and men will the past be a shadow that will follow us round will these memories fade when i leave this town i keep keep thinking that it s not goodbye keep on thinking it s a time to fly posted by penceritera at 10 41 pm 5 comments tuesday september 7 2010 meaningful people around us can never understand why there s thing that is so meaningful to us when i said that i lost my baju kurung the very first expression that people may say is haha how can that be haih it s a sad case people will never understand how meaningful that baju kurung for me and how it has lots of sentimental value in it it also is the same case where i lost my most loyal boyfie abu my pc people hardly understand why i ve been totally sad and lost when my pc was complete dump they didn t know how much my pc means for me some may call me crazy for giving name to my pc d or as example of serious case where people can never understand why we still fight to be with someone that we love they may say that we are crazy or they may say that we can find someone else but the issue is not about there is someone else but it is a matter of meaningful and maybe people will said that we re crazy for still using old school hp when ppl around are using touch screen hp qwerty keyboard hp but i m still using my old nokia silde hp that i ve bought in 2006 the reason is meaningful last but not least song some songs it may sound very meaningful to me but for my friend it such a lame song with very poor of musik arrangement whatever obviously people can never understand or actually know things that are meaningful for us maybe it s our duty to tell people around us that these are the things that are meaningful to us this post is tribute to my lost meaningful baju kurung andai kau pergi by indigo dikau pernah berkata akulah segalanya tanpaku tak mungkin kau bahagia namun di sebaliknya setelah ku percaya kau bersikap dinginku terpinga andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku dengan sepenuh cinta daku tanam di dada dengan harapan terbina istana apakah di mindamu mengapa kau membisu hanya katakan kau masih menyinta andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku daku tak mengerti mengapa kau bersikap sebegitu andainya kau tahu hatiku betapa penuh di dada menyintamu sayang ku masih tidak mengerti ke manakah hilangnya cintamu jiwaku resah dan sepi andainya kau pergi andai kau pergi 3 x hilanglah arahku jangan kau pergi usah kau pergi andai kau pergi hampir pasti berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku posted by penceritera at 12 15 am no comments friday september 3 2010 an inspirational letter to a friend dear friend when things go fucked up pls remember that i m here to wipe your tears i m here to make you laugh i m here to lend my shoulder i m here to listen to your deepest word i m here to hear your young and stupid story i m here to turn the lemonade into caramel i m here to make you feel better all i need from you is to be strong and just ignore all those nonsense and move on it is normal to have a long period of emotional unstable i understand that i fully understand that you can cry cry as much as you want you can curse as much as you want you can shout out loud but please never let yourself lose to this fucked up things this is not the end let s take it as one of precious experienced and just lets call it lesson learned d remember you still have parents and family that always support you and your friends to cheer you up you re still young to be this sad dun worry dude there s a plenty of fish in the water huggssssss love hurt by incubus tonight we drink to youth and holding fast the truth i don t want to lose what i had as a boy my heart still as a beat but love is now a feat as common as a cold day in l a sometimes when i m alone i wonder is it a spell that i am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it s a good hurt and it feels like i m alive love sings when it transcends the bad things have a heart and try me cause without love i won t survive i m fettered and abused i stand naked and accused should i surface this one man submarine i only want the truth so tonight we drink to youth i ll never lose what i had as a boy sometimes when i m alone i wonder is it a spell that i am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it s a good hurt and it feels like i m alive love sings when it transcends the bad things have a heart and try me cause without love i won t survive posted by penceritera at 12 21 am 2 comments thursday august 26 2010 s i n g l e hello i am single yes single and not so available d i always confront with cliche question about boyfriend everytime i meet my schoolmate the first question that they ask is not how are you but do u have boyfriend and i will definitely give this cliche answer nope tak de sape nak kat aku p my friends will then reply ala ko tu jual mahal but i have this gay friend that said to me tu la jual mahal sgt dah tak laku this is fucking hurtful statement nok haha anyway it s not about jual mahal tak laku or takde sape nak it s about finding the person that i can live with for the rest of my life i have this princip that if i gonna have a boyfriend he will be the person that i m gonna marry with so maybe thats why i am single now i m not type of person that can simply accept a guy to be my bf and we broke off and after that i ll meet another guy being with him then broke off again meet another guy being in a relationship again and i dont know how many exes i will have haha actually i m not looking for a boyfriend but i am looking for a future husband yes i want a forever relationship not just a relationship or long term relationship i am serious when it comes to relationship as for that i need a guy that can handle me at my worst he knows how to chill me up when i just started to burst my anger and just by a single word from him everything will be so fine and i will never get bored when i with him most important thing he also does not only take me as his gf or his new gf but he will take me as someone that he also wants to be with for the rest of his life by now i still wait for my future husband to come and take me away from this single life d the only exception by paramore when i was younger i saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget and that was the day that i promised i d never sing of love if it does not exist but darling you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we ve got to find other ways to make it alone keep a straight face and i ve always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance and up until now i had sworn to myself that i m content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk well you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception i ve got a tight grip on reality but i can t let go of what s in front of me here i know you re leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it s not a dream ohh you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception and i m on my way to believing oh and i m on my way to believing posted by penceritera at 12 38 am 3 comments friday august 13 2010 13th august hello bloggers and readers today is 13th august and it s the 3rd day of ramadhan overall my ramadhan just ok i ve been a bit messed up with assignments not to forget illness yeap it s been a long time that i dont have any fever or flu but yesterday i have this freaking terrible flu sore throat and a bit of fever i hate the flu so much haha anywaaayyy it s not about my fasting and sore throat that i m here but it s because of this date 13th august 2009 i ve lost someone that i love and had so much meaningful to me yeap my lovely grandma had passed away a year ago it is a year ago and i still remember her face voice and stories she s one tough woman that i know she raised up 9 childrens and none of them had lack of education my mom once said that my grandma didnt know how to write and read but 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