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ng that you dream of will ever manifest itself you are destined to walk the path that you see behind you just accept it screaming down the hollow abyss the boy managed to get out some words i can t i can t let go of what my heart wants with a splash the boy stopped falling sounds ceased to exist as he plunged into a thick black substance on the pain of hitting the sludge he lost sight of which way was up the boy tore through the thick ooze as it slowly started to fill his mouth the boy could not take that feeling soon he would breath in and suffocate on the overwhelming darkness the boy struggled and ripped through the substance to try and find a way out of this shadow 2004 03 28 22 50 the dark sludge started to fill his lungs the boy breathed the rest of his air out in an attempt to keep it back it continued to ooze in the boys heart started to beat faster as he felt the sludge overtake him lost in a sea and not knowing which way was up the boy ripped through the thick substance to reach a sanctuary his arms started to grow tired when an echo rang through the darkness boy give up the time has come just take a deep breath and take in your fate accept it for what it is and do it in dignity you are only fooling yourself and making yourself look like an idiot if anyone cared boy wouldn t they be here to help you unable to speak the boy nodded in agreement there were no arms reaching in the sea to help him there was no one next to him helping him to accept his fate he was alone and was alone for so long he had done and been through so much without anyone the boy has roamed aimlessly through the land searching for something he had no idea of the boy closed his eyes his end was near do it in dignity rang through his head as he opened his mouth and prepared for the end memories rushed through his head everything he had experienced seemed so much better than where he was his future looking bleak he continued to reflect before that last moment where he would inhale and accept his fate he felt the thick liquid move to the back of his throat and start to consume his entire being 2004 04 11 00 52 no no i hate you the boy said ripping his way through the thick dark sludge his heart was beating fast and his arms were working fiercly to find his exit the dark sludge continued to ooze down his throat slowing working its way down the boy thrashed about red from anger his anger fueled him as he searched for an exit he found it the subtle laughing of the booming voice grew silent as the boy leaped onto a ledge out of the sludge that surrounded him his body completely covered with darkness jump back in stupid boy the voice started you have no clue where you are you have never been here before and you do not want to be here your anger has lead you here jump back and end it boy or be stuck here the boy coughed hard to try and get the sludge to flee the voice was right the boy had no idea where he was or if he wanted to be there the boy continued to cough his heart began to beat hard and loud he could feel each beat in every part of his body the blood ran deep and strong and flushed the surface of the skin with a redness so hot it nearly melted the sludge off darkness will always loom boy don t forget that you may lose track of it but it waits for you in every corner the boy stood up still a little disoriented from what he just went through the images he had of that land that made him happy and shine were so distant he couldn t recall any of them he just remembered that once he was happy somewhere he looked forward to where he was going now the only way he could see and felt his face grow hot has he clenched his fists and grinded his teeth alone with the voice stalking about he started walking 2005 05 16 14 01 wary of his surroundings the boy continued through the darkness feeling ever so slowly the rock walls that were around him they felt damp and cold the cold even penetrated him as he walked shivering there were no beacons of light anywhere and the path seemed endless and despairing he had no hope left in finding a way out of this mess he had only his drenched clothes to rely on and the hopes that the voice would never be heard again he no longed panicked for when he did it did nothing to help the situation he grew numb and apathetic he forgot that there was life outside of where he was he forgot that somewhere someone was thinking about him in the midst of tracing the rock walls with his fingers he stumbled and fell he didn t think that he fell very far but after standing up he could not find the wall that he was following it seemed like a huge opening somewhere with no walls he sat down and a teard came to his eyes frustrated he wiped his eyes and closed him he started thinking and remembered his youth it was filled with so much light and hope his faith was so strong back then he wanted that feeling back he wanted the heart of his childhood he wanted so badly to just look at something and see greatness pouring from it he remembered meeting others back then and smiling at them they would smile back with warmth he needed that now he needed someone to smile for him he thought that if he would smile it could help so he did more memories rushed back he remembered how his imagination would runaway with him leaving reality a magical place he clenched his fists concentrating incredibly hard to just feel how it was back then he focused so hard and with his eyes shut imagined where he was he saw darkness only darkness he didn t want darkness he wanted light he wanted faith a pinpoint of light came to his imagination it came from the rock ceiling it grew larger in diameter and with a huge crash the rock ceiling smashed down flooding the cavern with light the tunnels all lit up showing ever crevice every single detail of rocks warmth followed the light he sat there just taking it all in all this greatness he looked around and saw where he fell from and he realized he was right he was in the middle of the cavern he saw the tunnels around him and decided to follow the one that was the brightest there was a large clattering and the boy opened his eyes there was darkness and a familiar voice laughing at him boy don t be ridiculous you need to focus on what is at hand do you realize you are lost in a cavernous maze boy do you realize you are going to die down here get out of your head boy and focus on what is really happening the boy s faith was destroyed and realized the voice was correct the boy stood up and started feeling along a smirk came to his face he shall go in the direction of the brightest light he saw the boy s hope remained 2006 04 10 12 07 the boy scurried along the water beaten shore line ever so cautiously in the darkness of night he forgot what he was running from but all he remembered is that he was running for a reason he could not stop at any point to catch his breath for if he did he feared that his past may come back to wreak havoc upon his soul what was he running from though he thought about this as he huffed and hacked his lungs walking through the watery banks the voice that he had so much hated his entire life finally seemed to be routing for him it was a new arena for him as the paranoia inside grew from the support of the voice that once taunted teased and harassed him a long life enemy immediately turned to friend the boy trampled on continuing where he had no idea his future was unknown and his heart was losing hope the voice tried to calm him down boy i know that i have never been on good terms with you but you must stop and rest you are going to kill yourself if you don t the boy picked his pace up at once defying the ever so present voice boy listen there is nothing behind you you are running nowhere quickly because you are afraid of your past just stop and realize what is going on just breath the boy ignored his statement and continued the sound of the waves crashing against the shore echoed through the night looking to his left the boy could see the darkness of the sea during the day the sea seemed more like a friend providing company other than the voice during the night however the sea turned dark and frightening the darknening abyss occassionally roared through the sky as the rocks become horribly punished by the fierce pounding the voice urged him to stop and rest and rethink his path the sea was growing more and more fierce as the night progressed and the waves started to reach the boy the voice was concerned in one catastrophic second the boy was slammed against the rocks by the sea and pulled out into the dark abyss partially unconscious the boy went into shock his eyes grew heavy as he pulled toward the surface he felt the air escape his lungs and darkness surround his pupils the darkness continued to attack his vision as he felt himself slipping away the boy in a state of hysteria saw a light at the surface of the ocean through the light came a radiant hand reaching for the boy finally the boy thought as darkness continued to creep inside of him after all my searching someone has come to rescue me all this fighting all this conflict was not in vain with his hope accumulating the darkness began to fade from his vision with all his remaining strength the boy reach toward his saving grace the hand that reached for him was so beautiful it shone throughout the entire sea lighting up every crevice every nook and cranny again the sea came to be full of life and was once again his friend the hand was so beautiful and strong the boy s heart filled with love for this saving grace and he continued his reach toward the hand in one astounding second he made it to the hand and began to grasp it his heart broke his entire life just melted as instantly his hope vanished the hand melted away right before him and the sea became void of all light there is no one to save you boy the voice started this comment gave the boy a small amount of satisfaction as his trust in the voice was well put he felt proud to not have listened to the voice this entire time but the voice continued listen boy there is no one here to save you you must save yourself find that faith and hope in yourself and your energy it is inside of you i see it now the boy s emotions flooded with confusion he had no idea what he was feeling the sorrow that the boy felt began to leave him as other emotions once clouded by his self pity began to be made clear there was his confidence he felt it as well as the anger that he had not for himself but toward the injustices in the world the sorrow and self pity were still there but they were equal amongst all the other emotions his heart began to trust the voice for the advice of the voice was sincere all these emotions he felt rushed to his head as panic set in he had to save himself his struggle had not ended it only began 2006 06 13 hurry the voice hastened the boy still felt odd listening to the voice as a source of advice the boy had begun to put some trust in the voice he scurried the dark jagged rocks looking for solid ground the darkness was so thick the boy could not see his own hands blindly feeling around the boy journeyed as quick as he could the voice would not tell the boy the reason to hurry but the tone and inflections in the voice gave boy reasoning enough there cried the voice we found it the boy turned his head in every direction and finally caught glimpse of what the voice was leading him to there was a faint glimmer of light off in the distance which indicated flat land we found what you ve been looking for my friend the voice said you were right about where to go voice i dont know what to repay you the boy replied the boy gathered up his remaining energy and scurried to the light with every step the boy took the light grew brighter the heart in the boy began to fill with so many emotions my journey must be over after i reach the light the boy reckoned it s the only thing that i ve ever searched for he continued to hurry through the dark lands toward the beacon of hope a world full of darkness living in darkness submitting to darkness the boy s hope always managed to shine through finally the boy would be able to view light again and see the beauty of the world instead of the nothingness that he had never wished to view tears filled his eyes as he approached the intense warmth after years of travelling in the dark the boy lifted his hands as he came near toward the light it is then that he saw them his hands they were weathered bloody dirty and malformed tears came to his eyes for another reason at that point how did i let this happen how could i not give care to my own body the boy said as he fell to his knees gazing at his hands the light in front of him faded slightly he obsessed over his goal so much that he forgot about things in life that mattered most this whole time he permitted his mind to float through his breathing through the pain through the agony through the experience of living just so that he could escape his life he stayed there motionless for days next to the colomn of light boy boy boy wake up we are here boy the voice echoed the sound of those words were so low and so deep that it resonated inside the boy the boy snapped up from where he presumably collapsed next to the light the light was still there shining through the darkness the boy looked around and down at his tattered clothing so many wrongs i ve comitted and no idea how to right them the coldness that he lived in warmed around him in the presence of warmth for days and still his body was absorbing the heat he felt the small pin pricks of heat penetrate his skin causing small amounts of consistent pain neglecting his life had taken its toll tears dried around his eyes the boy looked forward into the light as a soft sound came emitting from it subtle fear came into the boys mind this unknown feeling came to him his feelings of guilt and sadness quieted he was calm he looked down at his hands again and saw their raw appearance but was not frightened he reached out towards the sound he didn t want to touch the light however the caution he developed when living with only himself gaurded him from entering in the light the soft sound reached an apex of clarity words streamed from the light that were so crisp so clear so beautiful the words were embraced by the ears of the boy so incredibly comforting boy boy it s time to exit the darkness the mysterious voice said you it was you all along who could have taken me out of this the boy whimpered in disbelief realizing that the voice that barraged him with feelings of depression and guilt for so long was the beacon of hope he lowered his hands away from the light no not at all boy i am simply because you are without you i am nothing this light is you what is inside of you this darkness that you ve lived in is how you ve viewed life your struggles your traveling your despair is all in the darkness in that darkness though you ve held your hope you frantically searched for an exi...