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tch your john deere tractors your country would effectively cease to exist if digital sovereignty means anything it means doing something about this urgent fact https pluralistic net 2026 06 18 their trillions our billions eyes on the prize the world is full of people who insist that ai is changing everything but who when pressed have to admit that what they mean is that they re pretty sure that ai will change everything eventually after we allow it to consume all the planet s energy carbon water and financial resources maybe they re pretty sure one person who s had a lot of opportunity to observe the shear between the stated business ai situation and the real business ai situation is nikhil suresh from hermit tech a consulting firm of radically ethical data wizards that is tech consultants suresh reports on his experience talking with hundreds of executives and more importantly their subordinates about what if anything ai is doing for business in an essay entitled ai mania is eviscerating global decisionmaking https hermit tech com blog ai mania is eviscerating global decisionmaking suresh has a good track record of writing trenchant frank criticism of ai you may know him from his 2024 essay i will fucking piledrive you if you mention ai again https ludic mataroa blog blog i will fucking piledrive you if you mention ai again or possibly from his contra ptacek s terrible article on ai a stinging rebuttal to thomas ptacek s widely read my ai skeptic friends are all nuts https ludic mataroa blog blog contra ptaceks terrible article on ai while those are important pieces of critical ai realpolitik none of them have the heft or urgency of ai mania is eviscerating global decisionmaking whose thesis can be summed up with this passage from halfway through this 6 000 word article w e re facing a coordination problem around executives being honest around the ai gains they ve witnessed if they co operate they keep their jobs if they defect they will possibly be fired by their embarrassed peers who have now been implicitly called liars cowards or incompetents and then replaced with someone that will toe the line anyway if they could all admit the truth at once there might be some hope but there is no way to coordinate that event in other words corporate leadership is starting from the premise that ai has or will radically change the business and they re working backwards from that premise to find the evidence to support this article of faith in support of this thesis suresh cites hundreds of conversations with execs and employees who spoke to him on the condition that he would file the serial numbers off their stories these combined with his own experience consulting for large multi billion dollar companies make it clear that ai mania is an absolutely justifiable label for the state of ai in corporate circles keep reading 1 79 127 alysvolatile reblogged sacrificethemtothesquid kunaigirl follow just casually leaving this here for no particular reason kunaigirl you know what fuck it i m adding more context sesame street has talked about the topic of death more than once and it s done with such gentle carefulness without watering down or censoring the heaviness of the situations it treats heavy subject matter with respect and dignity and has been for decades from the early 1980s to 2025 hell they even cover the devastating heaviness of mass shootings without censoring or watering anything down they ve been doing this for years and it s always handled with dignity respect seriousness understanding and love whenever i see people censoring words because it might offend someone or the big ad companies that are currently trying to run everything i just want to say to them what is sesame street too mature for you because really what the hell are we doing kunaigirl i m back with even more examples sesame street once again to this day is out here handling extremely difficult subject matter with incredible care and respect we can t let kids learn about uncomfortable things oh really now even though they re things that happen in everyday life that they ll face one day at some point anyway interesting let s see what else this show has covered that people for some reason think should be avoided and hidden here s more on death of loved ones and greif or how about when someone is put into the foster care system because their home isn t safe anymore and their needs aren t being met maybe some discussions about group therapy getting help and support hey look here s a segment about gender expression vs taught expectation including unlearning harmful biases and what to do when you hurt someone on accident because you didn t know it was wrong look the topic of race and diversity the importance of unity and equity they even also have a more allegorical take on discrimination and being looked down on for who you are featuring big bird the conflict is about how he s not being let into a club because the one bird running the club personally decided he didn t want someone like big bird there big bird goes out of his way to keep changing parts of himself in order to prove he can fit into this club if he just changed enough the truth comes out though and there s nothing he can do to gain the approval of that bird he will never be good enough in his eyes and big bird starts to hate himself his real friends see this finally put their feet down emphasizing that you should never change yourself just to fit into one singular narrow idea someone else has there s a lot of different situations this can be an allegory for racism sexism homophobia basically any form of exclusion is put on full blast in this 15 minute clip sesame street can be both blunt and allegorical when approaching difficult topics and it never misses or looses the point it does an exceptional job in both styles of representation without watering anything down the more sanitized everything gets the more radical sesame street is suddenly considered hence why so many particular groups want it gone hmmm i can only imagine why that could be in this current political climate i m being sarcastic when sesame street is suddenly labeled as questionable or politically agenda motivated content it says a lot about where we currently are and who gets to decide what s best for kids or not don t fall for the censorship and topic dodging excuses that are covered by the but think of the children movement never fall for it because you know which side you re on if you do sesame street proves kids can be taught and trusted with learning about these topics when it s handled with the right amount of understanding and care it shows what all this controversy is all really about what it s always been about actually don t fall for it always side with sesame street 77 16 266 21 414 alysvolatile reblogged everbright mourning acidcatbath follow remember that guy that had a single auditory hallucination that told him he had a brain tumor and the exact location and then he went to the doctor and it was fucking right penglue blatantly contradictory source nimashkawizii full text a difficult case diagnosis made by hallucinatory voices december 1997 doi 10 1136 bmj 315 7123 1685 authors ikechukwu obialo azuonye oxleas nhs foundation trust introduction a previously healthy woman began to hear hallucinatory voices telling her to have a brain scan for a tumour the prediction was true she was operated on and had an uneventful recovery no previous illnesses born in continental europe in the mid 1940s the patient settled in britain in the late 1960s after a series of jobs she got married started a family and settled down to a full time commitment as a housewife and mother she rarely went to her general practitioner as she enjoyed good health and had never had any hospital treatment her children had also been in good health in the winter of 1984 as she was at home reading she heard a distinct voice inside her head the voice told her please don t be afraid i know it must be shocking for you to hear me speaking to you like this but this is the easiest way i could think of my friend and i used to work at the children s hospital great ormond street and we would like to help you ab had heard of the children s hospital but did not know where it was and had never visited it her children were well so she had no reason to worry about them this made it all the more frightening for her and the voice intervened again to help you see that we are sincere we would like you to check out the following and the voice gave her three separate pieces of information which she did not possess at the time she checked them out and they were true but this did not help because she had already come to the conclusion that she had gone mad in a state of panic ab went to see her doctor who referred her urgently to me i saw her at the psychiatric outpatients clinic and diagnosed a functional hallucinatory psychosis i offered general supportive counselling as well as medication with thioridazine to her great relief the voices inside her head disappeared after a couple of weeks of treatment and she went off on holiday while she was abroad and still taking the thioridazine the voices returned they told her that they wanted her to return to england immediately as there was something wrong with her for which she should have immediate treatment by this time she was also having other beliefs of a delusional nature she returned to london and i saw her again at my outpatients clinic by this time the voices had given her an address to go to reluctantly and just to reassure her that it was all in her mind her husband took her by car to the address in question it was the computerised tomography department of a large london hospital as she arrived there the voices told her to go in and ask to have a brain scan for two reasons she had a tumour in her brain and her brain stem was inflamed because the voices had told her things in the past that had turned out to be true ab believed them when they said that she had a tumour and was in a state of great distress when i saw her the next day brain scan requested in order to reassure her i requested a brain scan explaining in my letter that hallucinatory voices had told her that she had a brain tumour that i had not personally found any physical signs suggestive of an intracranial space occupying lesion and that the purpose of the scan was essentially to reassure the patient the request was initially declined on the grounds that there was no clinical justification for such an expensive investigation it was also implied that i had gone a little overboard believing what my patient s hallucinatory voices were telling her eventually after some negotiation the scan was done in april the initial findings led to a repeat scan with enhancement in may revealing a left posterior frontal parafalcine mass which extended through the falx to the right side it had all the appearances of a meningioma the consultant neurosurgeon to whom i referred ab noted the absence of headache or any other focal neurological deficits related to this mass and discussed with ab and her husband the pros and cons of immediate operation as against waiting for symptoms to appear in the end it was agreed to proceed with an immediate operation ab s voices told her that they were fully in agreement with that decision these were the notes of the operation carried out in may 1984 a large left frontal bone flap extending across the midline was turned following a bifrontal skin flap incision meningioma about 2 5 by 1 5 in size arose from the falx and extended through to the right side a small area of tumour appeared on the medial surface of the brain the tumour was dissected out and removed completely along with its origins in the falx ab later told me that when she recovered consciousness after the operation the voices told her we are pleased to have helped you goodbye there were no postoperative complications the dosage of dexamethasone was halved every four days and then it was stopped she was on prophylactic anticonvulsants for six months antipsychotic medication was discontinued immediately after the operation and there was no return of the hallucinatory voices or the delusions which she had expressed discussion ab telephoned me last christmas to wish me and family a merry festive season and to tell me that she had been completely well in the 12 years since the operation it was this telephone call that brought this case to mind again it is well known that intracranial lesions can be associated with psychiatric symptomatology but this is the first and only instance i have come across in which hallucinatory voices sought to reassure the patient of their genuine interest in her welfare offered her a specific diagnosis there were no clinical signs that would have alerted anyone to the tumour directed her to the type of hospital best equipped to deal with her problem expressed pleasure that she had at last received the treatment they desired for her bid her farewell and thereafter disappeared i presented her case at a conference later that year ab attended and was closely questioned by several people about the various aspects of her experience the audience was split down the middle people who would be called x philes today rejoiced that what had happened to her was a clear instance of telepathic communication from two well meaning people who had psychically found that ab had a tumour and sought to help her the x phobes had a very different formulation according to them ab had been given the diagnosis of a brain tumour in her original country and wanted to be treated free under the nhs hence they surmised she had made up the convoluted tale about voices telling her this and that but ab had lived in britain for 15 years and was entitled to nhs treatment besides she had been so relieved when the voices first disappeared on thioridazine that she had gone on holiday to celebrate the recovery of her sanity there was a group at the case conference who offered a different opinion their view was that the total lack of physical signs notwithstanding it was unlikely that a tumour of that size had had absolutely no effect on the patient she must have felt something they argued they suggested that a funny feeling in her head had led her to fear that she had a brain tumour that fear had led to her experience of hallucinatory voices she may have unconsciously taken in more information about various hospitals than she realised and this information was reproduced by her mind as part of the auditory hallucinatory experience the voices expressing satisfaction with the outcome of her treatment were her own mind expressing its relief that the emergency was over and the total disappearance of psychiatric symptoms after the removal of the tumour showed that these symptoms were at least directly related to the presence of the lesion and may in fact have been produced by the lesion 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