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rget but sadly are fading with time but those memories are truly my treasures until i hold him in my arms in again in eternity oh how i can t wait posted by unknown at 3 01 2016 2 comments labels remembering miles 1 04 2016 attitude of gratitude gratitude this word has been on my mind and heart for the last couple months in fact i gave a lesson on it sunday to the women in my church it s funny have you ever meet someone that always seems to just have bad luck well that s me and maybe mark too so together we both sort of have a little rain cloud of trouble or bad luck that is always seeming to follow us around i ve sort of gotten use to it but sometimes it s really exhausting i always say with a chuckle in my voice that we have the best worst luck ever i mean really if you really knew me you would know this to be true well lately it has seemed overwhelming and it s really brought a negative feeling into our lives and home i m well aware that we all have trials and struggles many often in fact most often unseen to others but we are all battling something it s life life is all about trials trials are what mold and shape us into who we are but i m learning that we have to allow those trials as hard as they may be to mold us we have to be malleable so that those trials can refine us and shape us into who our maker wants us and foresees us to be now believe me it s not always easy i know in fact it s easier said than done i have found when you have or are going through something that has rocked you to your core and stripped you of everything it s hard to see that you can or will be shaped into anything but i am here to attest to you that there is a master plan one we may not understand one that we may question but one that is given to us in fact entrusted to us and only us not because god won t give you more than you can t handle which by the way is not found anywhere in scripture thank you i have looked but because god knows what you can become if you allow the refiner s fire to test you even though you may not think you can withstand the heat it is these tests the burns the scalding and so forth from the fire of trials that will help us to change and always remember that change the change for the better i pray even i have been tested and put through the refiner s fire i have seen experienced and been blessed with so much that i have truly been grateful for to deny that there have been blessings even through the hardest of times would be betraying the good the righteous the beauty and ultimately god so as we start this new year i am going to try and have an attitude of gratitude give more gratitude even when times are hard verbalize my gratitude in the present to those i love more often so that i won t live with regret when it s not possible any longer to try and laugh a little more even when it seems my little rain cloud is pouring down on me it is said that gratitude is the memory of the heart i love this it s so true those things that you are truly grateful for are ingrained in your heart and can never be forgetten as they are the memory of the heart so i am starting a gratitude journal and i will extent the invitation to you as well it s something that you can write in daily for just 2 5 minutes or you can write in it weekly but be sure to write at the top i am grateful for i have read how this is life changing and i m ready for that positive change in my life so here s to a grateful year posted by unknown at 1 04 2016 2 comments labels family life 2016 gratitude 12 13 2015 blessing of josie last sunday mark blessed josie giving her a name and a blessing in our church mark gave her a very beautiful blessing oh how my children are blessed to have such a wonderful dad who loves them and blesses them with wonderful blessings it was a wonderful day celebrating this sweet girl with family we love so much to say that i have been smitten with this little one is a bit of an understatment having her has not only given my arms something to hold but has brought a little ray of sunshine into my heart and soul that has been missing for longer than i think i even understand but this sunshine in my heart not only comes from josie but vivian and clara too to say i am blessed is an understatement i mean look at those beautiful girls blessed oh how i long for miles to be here to have his sweet influence here in our home physically but his influence is here he is with each of these sweet girls he is with all of us it s crazy to me that we have three little girls with us now three sweet girls and one really incredible boy make our family although it s hard to not have miles in our pictures anymore he is in our hearts and that is huge i will always think of him remember him speak of him and long for him i can t wait for the day he will be in our pictures again family of six we are it s crazy and wonderful posted by unknown at 12 13 2015 1 comment labels family life 2015 josie mae 10 30 2015 welcome josie mae october 20 2015 we welcomed this sweet little one into the world and our family josie mae kelly 7 lbs 5 oz 20 long to say the girls were excited was an understatement i still can t believe we have three little girls running around this house now clara loves to tell us that she isn t little she s a big sister and she couldn t be more proud of that fact in fact she thinks she s my big sister i can t seem to win that argument so i gladly agree now and vivian well she s kind of a baby hog she wakes up super early asking to hold josie who knew she would be such a great helper for me it s been wonderful having her around to hold josie so i can fill sippy cups make lunch etc we have loved having josie mae in our home she is very sweet so far she sleeps really good fingers crossed i m just waiting for it to turn because we have never had such a calm baby before i won t lie we have also had some growing pains within the family trying to find our new places in life but it s been so wonderful bringing her sweet spirit into our home and family now the real question what color hair and eyes will she have so far she has miles coloring but time will tell it s always a surprise around here posted by unknown at 10 30 2015 3 comments labels baby girl family life 2015 josie mae 10 19 2015 please help the bell family last week was a hard week but it has been almost a harder weekend a friend of mine needs your help more than ever friday morning after we spent thursday as a family remembering miles i logged back onto facebook and the first thing i saw on my feed was that my friend s husband had experienced both a stroke and an aneurysm he was life flighted to utah to special receive care and surgery my heart was broken all our thoughts emotions and feelings from just three long yet short years ago of our stay in the hospital with miles flooded over both mark and i we found ourselves constantly checking facebook for updates from her on his condition today our friend said goodbye to her best friend love of her life and eternal companion mark and i know loss of a child and it s devastating we don t know what it is like to lose a spouse but my heart tells me that in some ways it may be even harder our hearts are beyond broken for monica and her three sweet children through our trial mark and i have had each other to rely on monica comes home to an emptiness we don t know but can t stop thinking about i do know that medical bills funeral costs and then living costs as she is stay at home mom to those precious three children is huge so if ever there was a time to help someone out even just a little i ask you to please help this sweet loving and amazing family they need it more than ever i know how helpful it was of strangers many of whom we will never know that gave to funds for us so if you can i ask you to please help the bell family out at this most difficult time in their lives thank you from the bottom of my heart please go here to donate posted by unknown at 10 19 2015 no comments 10 15 2015 beautiful heartbreak i still can t believe it s been three years ago that i last held my son in my arms as he took his last breath of life if you would have told me that i would have this trial in my life i would have never believed you losing a child was not anything i ever even considered i had personally not known anyone or i didn t think i did that had faced that trial but now i know that i did know mothers of angels i just didn t know it oh how my world has been opened up in the last three years to others trials i was the person who had life all mapped out a course ahead a game plan and a solution to each bump in the road that did or even may come up life was great and when it wasn t it was all going to be okay there wasn t anything we or i couldn t take on with some good hard work and a good attitude life was generally good well life threw me the biggest curve ball and it smacked me right in the face and shattered every fiber in me at least that s how it has felt at times yet even when i felt and do feel the most lost the most shattered and the most darkness i have ever felt i also feel the most love light and renew sense of hope that i have ever felt it s the most peculiar sacred and beautiful thing that i can barely even put into words this song described it best i often have this song on constant repeat and full blast in my house i love it so much and it truly strengths me she truly captured my heart in this song in the past three years i have fought though things i never thought i could even take on i may not always win but i always come out stronger to say that i am a different person today than i was three years ago is an understatement am i completely different i like to think i still had love compassion sympathy and a giving nature but boy have those things been multiplied a hundred fold my outlook on life has been refocused my love deeper my conviction to help so much stronger my desire to serve others and help lift others is full of determination i have fought to become this person and i continue to fight each and every day i may always have this battle so am i brokenhearted yes of course i am how could a mother not be when she unexpectedly has to say goodbye to her child and expected to continue to live without piece of her and piece of her heart but as she sings in this song it s a beautiful heartbreak i m not sure that i m at the top of my trial yet but the view i do see from where i am now is so exponentially expanded from where i was before losing miles i have not only miles but both my savior jesus christ and my eternal father in heaven to thank for helping me climb this mountain and see this view and not just see but see with clearer vision and an open heart that was literally opened more fully by shattering it into pieces when we left miles after he took his last breath and we said our goodbyes we turned around one last time and found him giving us a thumbs up we always did that as a family it truly touched our hearts so as i continue up this mountain with both smooth trails and rocky trails i have faith that my view from the top is going to be more grand than i can imagine but i know that it s work to get that point and sometimes painful work but i m here now i m not giving up and i m up for the hike besides i have one of the cutest loving and tender angels that i know by name miles giving me a thumbs up and so much more as i journey ahead i truly love you more than you know buddy i m holding on until eternity and when i see you again i m never letting go posted by unknown at 10 15 2015 5 comments labels angelversary grief remembering miles trials older posts home subscribe to posts atom 2014 miles vivian and clara angel moms the sullengers ways to save money while school shopping 7 years ago the hebbs empathy and sympathy 9 years ago the drapers this is mine 10 years ago the mcdonalds 12 years ago the allens the cheneys show 5 show all popular posts water safety empowering tips 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