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ancodia ancodia friday may 17 2024 ending what began here after nineteen years i had to make the decision to put squooshable to sleep today he had squamous cell carcinoma of the mouth and it had taken over his tongue entirely and the floor of his mouth i fed him carefully for as long as i could it was a good death he was very calm and peaceful throughout he was ready i could tell i gave him the happiest life i was able to until the very last moment and i stayed with him for eight minutes after he died because the brain still has activity for up to seven minutes it doesn t seem real that he s gone i love you squooshable from the moment i met you always and forever i m sorry our life together had to end posted by ancodia at 9 53 pm no comments monday may 13 2019 test test posted by ancodia at 10 29 pm 1 comment friday february 08 2019 no proper time of day so where was i at before i forget which is nice it was in about november that my current problem began let s call it aleph naught it s an enthralling problem and i have buried myself in it so that i have a reason to keep thinking when this problem ends i will still have aleph one the game and few trivial things to do and i cannot drag aleph naught out because it involves an actual human being though i am not making great headway into this i had another distraction and that involved a human too but i ve had to put that one to the side because well let s just say that particular puzzle solved itself i am waiting to fall asleep as surprising as it is considering that i grew up in a time when there was an awful lot of talk about grabbing people out of cults and deprogramming them it turns out that if someone is actually mentally unwell there is no benevolent group that will just go get them i think i am destined to spend my entire life being surprised by how poorly society is structured in other news arby died of lymphoma last year squooshable butler cookie and sweetie are still alive and well i don t believe that i will be getting any other cats after they go but that s a discussion for another post right now i m preoccupied with resolving this aleph naught issue and the pills i take to sleep are kicking in i can hardly walk and that has really sucked but i can talk about all that later posted by ancodia at 1 02 am no comments thursday march 29 2018 teaching college students be like so stanley milgram brought in subjects and assigned one to be the teacher and one to be expectant look at class killed no the learner remember what we read in chapter twelve but unbeknownst to the teachers they were the only gays umm no they were the only true subjects everyone else was a confederate they were all gay no no one was gay when did people start being gay then i m sure some of the subjects were gay there have always been gay people but being gay has nothing to do with milgram s experiments but what about the people who were killed no people were actually killed at one point the learner stopped responding and there was the insinuation that he had died or gone unconscious but he was really gay look we ve been over this posted by ancodia at 4 20 pm no comments tuesday june 06 2017 cos you make it hard for me to stop yeah i m fine nothing ever changes seriously it s completely possible that i am immortal i may test my hypothesis in subsequent days or i may get on a real computer and change all this background shite so i m sitting here and sure i m smoking because reasons i think i m going to have to be back here for a while unless a meteor shower happens posted by ancodia at 12 45 am 1 comment tuesday february 28 2017 test ohai posted by ancodia at 10 19 am 1 comment thursday november 27 2014 cos we live in a time when meaning falls in splinters from our lives happy thanksgiving i m not dead yet neither is mother liz my stepmother s mother so i guess she is my step grandmother and she is not dead but it s coming i am morally against the withholding of food and water as a means to hasten death while i fully support voluntary suicide and euthanasia including voluntary terminal dehydration vtd if that s what blows your skirt up i strongly believe that a systematic withholding cannot be tolerated because of the potential for a slippery slope type justification for the denial of fundamental human rights and coincidentally enough i believe access to food and water is a fundamental human right i would be happy to help out if someone needs to park a bullet in their brain but i want them to have a nice lunch first that s how i roll so this was my 2014 thanksgiving because my family raises the bar on dysfunction every single year while mother liz is vtd ing it and went non responsive a little over a day ago we did thanksgiving it s demented and sick sure my offers to help out were dismissed largely because i think my relatives are a pack of pussies or they enjoy misery both their own and others who knows i do know that i would never let someone i loved go through that if she wants out fucking help her out damn why is everyone so damned weird wow i just hung up with my father and again i offered help and again he got all defensive saying that his wife is doing a fine job of taking care of her mother fuck this shit i told him that he has my phone number and morphine and i have the vistaril and glucophage so quit being stupid he said he d phone if help turning her was needed again whatever yeah my morality says i have to hear it from my stepmother i can t just go all vigilante even if it s clear that someone needs to fuck this makes me angry and sad angry and sad i really liked mother liz i kind of loved her really she reminded me of mom a lot i m going to pretend this shit isn t happening and watch movies i m home now and i moved more about that later hugs and love posted using an app that i drew on an etch a sketch modified to run free bsd posted by ancodia at 8 22 pm 2 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom ancodia ancodia who ancodia i m not 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