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d also be a problem for miscarriages i guess there are things that can be done to fix that right now i will focus on the 2ww and hoping to not get cramps after this weekend it s usually my first sign that af is coming to visit fingers crossed posted by lil frenchie at 10 40 am 5 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday may 25 2012 cd 10 follie check today is day 10 and i had my follie check this morning there was one dominant one on the right side and a few little ones on the left the dominant is 18 3mm and my lining is 8 9mm i have to go back on sunday to check the growth he said that because of dimished ovarian reserve this is most likely why i only have one dominant one tear but he stays positive as my body is producing follicles we also talked about letrozole and i think that we will be moving on to that if this cycle does not take fingers crossed posted by lil frenchie at 6 16 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday may 18 2012 going forward with the last cycle of clomid hello everyone af showed up two days ago and i went back to the re to have my fsh tested again and see if we would go forward with the last cycle of clomid 100mg fsh came back borderline as usual 10 3 but the doctor says it s fine to go ahead with this cycle the last time i did produce follicles and he was pleased to see that i hope that i get to produce follicles again i have to go for a cd 10 follie check next friday fingers crossed i feel better physically and emotionally it seems that i am recovering well from the accident i still cannot believe that i did not have one broken bone and did not suffer major injuries my neck mri showed a lesion on disc c4 5 but i am unsure yet as what it means i will meet with my doctor next week to talk about it i just keep thinking of all the things that could have gone wrong especially looking at the pictures of the car but i am very thankful to have a second chance at life i need to keep this accident in the past and focus on my future posted by lil frenchie at 7 47 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday may 14 2012 horrible amh results and a serious car accident it has been a while since i have posted anything i was going to write after i received my amh results on april 17th but i got in a serious car accident on april 19th which thank lord i only suffered minor injuries considering the severity of the crash that week was horrible and it has taken me some time to feel better emotionally i have been seeing a therapist who told me that i should keep writing because it is a great way to express yourself and heal i will start with the amh results in my last post i explained that i was starting my third cycle of clomid if i recall correctly and i was saying that again my fsh came back a bit elevated the re had then decided to test my amh because of the fsh being high and the fact that it takes me an average of a year in between each pregnancies i could feel that i would not receive great news but did not think that the results would be so low at my age 31 you should receive a result above 1 mine came back at 0 4 when i got the call my heart sank i remember being upset all day i was struggling at work when i got home at night i was really quiet and not talking and my husband could feel something was bothering me when i finally talked to him i lost it and was in tears and devastated i explained to him that most likely i don t have that much time left to get pregnant and did not even know if i could ever have a child as usual he was very comforting but my heart was aching terribly and felt so sad the following day was tough but i went to work and tried to focus on other things this is where the accident comes into the picture the amh results came on tuesday wednesday was a tough day but got through it i decided to go to the gym on thursday morning and take a kick butt spinning class in order to regroup myself and keep going with my life as i was driving to the gym at around 9am a lady ran a stop sign and hit me full speed driver side i had the right of way and was on the main road she came from a side street she did not stop and almost took my life away the hit was incredible it felt like an explosion i will always remember that horrible sound when her van hit me the rest is a bit blurry but it seems that my car spun and it came to a stop when it hit a power pole on the back of my car i can t really describe what my car looked like afterwards i will let you look at the pictures and see for yourself i am lucky to be alive today i was transported by ambulance on a stretcher as we had no idea what my injuries were i got cut all over my left arm from the glass there was blood everywhere i had an enormous contusion on my left hand i suffered a black eye and lots and lots of horrible bruises the seatbelt burnt me and i had a horrible black blue yellow bruise on the left on my neck i could not move my neck and was so scared i was in pain and laying down for a week after the accident i have gone through several scans testings and mris we just got the results from the neck one i have a lesion on one of my cervical disks i have been in alot of pain mostly in my neck and back since the crash as you know i own a dance studio and it has been affecting my professional life and personal one of course as i am slowly returning to normal i am just wondering what i have done to deserve all this as if getting that horrible amh result wasn t enough well i am still here and feeling a bit better we were finally able to go get my new car on friday i went with a mini suv and it feels so big for me 4 11 frenchie but i feel very safe in it and driving is becoming easier each day the accident was very traumatic but i am thankful for being here today if you look at the back of the car behing the driver s seat you can see that if i had a passenger on that day it would not have been pretty i keep telling myself that maybe this is the reason why we did not have children i have to go to court tomorrow as the lady is fighting her ticket wow i am stunned but i have to do it i will keep you posted on my condition i had to put my last cycle of clomid on hold because of this horrible chapter but i am now patiently waiting for af in order to try one last time with clomid will life ever give me a break i surely hope so posted by lil frenchie at 1 46 pm 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday april 4 2012 the past two months i have not been posting much lately been really busy and wanted to wait a bit to tell you more well within the past two months i got two more fsh testing one was 9 2 and the other 10 6 so overall my fsh is higher than what a 31 year old should be great this has been so hard to deal with but i am hanging in there all along i thought that the balanced translocation was my enemy but to find out fsh is an enemy as well i went back this past monday to draw more blood since the re was concerned about the fsh he decided to test my amh to see what my ovarian reserve looks like well let me tell you that i am not eager to receive that phone call i am terrified to get an aweful result i keep telling myself why oh why i guess i will keep you posted in a later post about the results so at the end of january the re had me start clomid the first two cycles at 50 mg did not work i am on the third cycle and took 100 mg on cd 3 7 this time we monitored with ultrasounds on cd 10 my left ovary had 5 follicles one big one 3 medium ones and a small one nothing on the right i went back on cd 12 and 3 had shrunk there was still a medium one and the big one had taken over it was a bit over 22mm and my lining was 9 2mm if i recall correctly the re was pleased that my body produced follicles and he said that if nothing is wrong with hubby s swimmers and bd is done on time we should maybe achieve pregnancy this cycle of course i know it s not a guarantee plus even if i get pregnant i have to worry about the egg being ubt ugghhhhh anyhow i got a trigger shot on monday a m it is now wednesday i have to go back tomorrow for another one and again on monday i guess to boost things up at least the follie and the lining looked good i wished for more follies to get more targets but i have to stay positive and remember that at least a few things looked good this cycle fingers crossed posted by lil frenchie at 9 13 am 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday february 14 2012 another road block i called the re office today to see if they had my results from the day 3 fsh levels and other tests that they had done i had called once and they did not have them back and then got too busy so i was finally able to call today anyhow my thyroid is fine the estradiol level was fine also but now i am worried that we have another thing to worry about my fsh was elevated 12 7 the nurse said that they like to see it under 10 at their center i have been doing a bit of reading and some centers like it under 9 or 10 or 11 i guess you have to repeat the test to see if it is an indication of poor ovarian reserve the nurse was a little concerned since she said it was elevated and i am young well 31 but she said it can fluctuate from one month to another so now i feel like i have hit another roadblock could the elevated fsh be related to having balanced translocation i have to go in on thursday to test for progesterone to see if i ovulated the re wants to give me a boost once i ovulate i was hopeful that maybe clomid could work for us since trying naturally is our only outlet i asked the nurse if she thought that i could still conceive given the poor fsh result and taking clomid and she said that it could happen she did not seem too positive though although she was extremely nice with me well i guess it s the 2ww game now and more to worry about great posted by lil frenchie at 3 36 pm 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday january 31 2012 visit with a re and the start of clomid i was referred to a re by a mom from the dance studio who has had some problems getting pregnant a few years back i was looking for a new ob gyn office practice and she recommended this doctor although they don t do obstetrics i still went because i figured that i could get some answers and the opinion of a specialist he was very nice and sat with me for more than an hour in his office discussing balanced translocation and infertility in general i told him how when i asked one of my current ob gyn if they could give me something to boost my ovulation she had said no there was no reason to do that with me since i was getting pregnant on my own and my hormones were in the excellent range the re saw it otherwise he said that we could try superovulation try and produce more eggs with the hopes of getting a good one in there and most importantly fertlized so this is when clomid comes to this post he wrote me a prescription and i guess we will see if taking it and trying naturally can increase my chances of a good egg let s hope so ivf isn t in our budget and the other medicine the re talked about with possibly iui does not seem to be in our budget as well yesterday s visit fell under specialist so i only had to pay my 30 copay and the medicine had no cost it was covered i was suprised about that i guess i ll see if i get a bill in the mail from the insurance company he also drew blood for ovarian reserve hmmmm i am kind of scared that they will call me today and that the results are poor again we will see i guess i just happened that i had my appointment and my period at the same time so the days worked perfect for blood work and all so this is the plan at the moment trying naturally with clomid as anyone had success with clomid and balanced translocation naturally i was hopeful at first when he talked about it but it has been so rough i don t know if this will help i hope so posted by lil frenchie at 8 21 am 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom in remembrance of 6 little dragonflies my total pageviews about me lil frenchie i was born and raised in france moved to the united states in 1999 started life with my hubby everything was going well everything is still well except now i m 31 years old with balanced translocation 6 miscarriages to this date still hopeful that baby will be here one day no money for ivf and insurance does not cover it has to try the natural way but at the beginning of 2012 my fsh is slightly elevated is this the reason why it takes us about a year in between each pregnancy in may 2012 diminished ovarian reserve confirmed view my complete profile what i went through april 2006 m c 1 7 weeks d c july 2007 m c 2 9 weeks d c october 2007 diagnosed with balanced translocation chromosomes 5 and 10 october 2008 m c 3 6 weeks natural december 2009 m c 4 7 weeks natural october 2010 m c 5 5 weeks chemical november 2010 hsg done all clear other tests done all clear june 2011 m c 6 8 weeks d c january 2012 fsh elevated 12 7 february 2012 start of clomid february 2012 fsh 9 2 march 2012 fsh 10 6 april 2012 fsh 9 8 april 2012 amh 0 4 may 2012 fsh 10 3 email me lilfrenchie yahoo com my blog list our wish microblog monday this blog has moved 10 years ago the redhead files national infertility awareness week 10 years ago chances our dc endomarch 2016 10 years ago stork stalking moving across the world and other adventures 10 years ago all in one basket pride and consequentialism 11 years ago searching for the missing piece risks 12 years ago delinquent eggs epilogue 12 years ago on our road to parenthood finally decided what to say 12 years ago diary of a mad infertile woman 10 words that describe infertility 13 years ago babies balanced translocations and being in my 30s blogging goes out the window 13 years ago au bébé qui viendra de l amour et d une boite de petri bébé thomas 13 years ago found one good embryo blog archive 2012 12 june 1 in the 2ww may 3 april 1 february 1 january 6 2011 25 december 1 november 1 october 1 august 2 july 3 june 6 may 5 april 2 march 1 february 1 january 2 2010 9 december 4 november 5 reading i started reading after my third miscarriage i did not use to really like it before but now it is a necessity i love falling asleep at night reading and reading on sundays if time allows it is my little personal time and it helps escaping from the outside world i don t read that fast but i love it i switch from english written books to french written books so i can practice my native language below is a list of the books that i have read if you have any suggestions please let me know books i have read over the past three years twilight new moon eclipse breaking dawn the glass castle wicked dead 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