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an empty french womb may 2012 an empty french womb the story of a french girl who lives in florida with her husband of 12 years he is from alabama how did we get together i was diagnosed with balanced translocation of chromosomes 5 and 10 in 2007 in january 2012 fsh is slightly elevated in may 2012 diminished ovarian reserve confirmed we ve had 6 miscarriages so far friday may 25 2012 cd 10 follie check today is day 10 and i had my follie check this morning there was one dominant one on the right side and a few little ones on the left the dominant is 18 3mm and my lining is 8 9mm i have to go back on sunday to check the growth he said that because of dimished ovarian reserve this is most likely why i only have one dominant one tear but he stays positive as my body is producing follicles we also talked about letrozole and i think that we will be moving on to that if this cycle does not take fingers crossed posted by lil frenchie at 6 16 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday may 18 2012 going forward with the last cycle of clomid hello everyone af showed up two days ago and i went back to the re to have my fsh tested again and see if we would go forward with the last cycle of clomid 100mg fsh came back borderline as usual 10 3 but the doctor says it s fine to go ahead with this cycle the last time i did produce follicles and he was pleased to see that i hope that i get to produce follicles again i have to go for a cd 10 follie check next friday fingers crossed i feel better physically and emotionally it seems that i am recovering well from the accident i still cannot believe that i did not have one broken bone and did not suffer major injuries my neck mri showed a lesion on disc c4 5 but i am unsure yet as what it means i will meet with my doctor next week to talk about it i just keep thinking of all the things that could have gone wrong especially looking at the pictures of the car but i am very thankful to have a second chance at life i need to keep this accident in the past and focus on my future posted by lil frenchie at 7 47 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday may 14 2012 horrible amh results and a serious car accident it has been a while since i have posted anything i was going to write after i received my amh results on april 17th but i got in a serious car accident on april 19th which thank lord i only suffered minor injuries considering the severity of the crash that week was horrible and it has taken me some time to feel better emotionally i have been seeing a therapist who told me that i should keep writing because it is a great way to express yourself and heal i will start with the amh results in my last post i explained that i was starting my third cycle of clomid if i recall correctly and i was saying that again my fsh came back a bit elevated the re had then decided to test my amh because of the fsh being high and the fact that it takes me an average of a year in between each pregnancies i could feel that i would not receive great news but did not think that the results would be so low at my age 31 you should receive a result above 1 mine came back at 0 4 when i got the call my heart sank i remember being upset all day i was struggling at work when i got home at night i was really quiet and not talking and my husband could feel something was bothering me when i finally talked to him i lost it and was in tears and devastated i explained to him that most likely i don t have that much time left to get pregnant and did not even know if i could ever have a child as usual he was very comforting but my heart was aching terribly and felt so sad the following day was tough but i went to work and tried to focus on other things this is where the accident comes into the picture the amh results came on tuesday wednesday was a tough day but got through it i decided to go to the gym on thursday morning and take a kick butt spinning class in order to regroup myself and keep going with my life as i was driving to the gym at around 9am a lady ran a stop sign and hit me full speed driver side i had the right of way and was on the main road she came from a side street she did not stop and almost took my life away the hit was incredible it felt like an explosion i will always remember that horrible sound when her van hit me the rest is a bit blurry but it seems that my car spun and it came to a stop when it hit a power pole on the back of my car i can t really describe what my car looked like afterwards i will let you look at the pictures and see for yourself i am lucky to be alive today i was transported by ambulance on a stretcher as we had no idea what my injuries were i got cut all over my left arm from the glass there was blood everywhere i had an enormous contusion on my left hand i suffered a black eye and lots and lots of horrible bruises the seatbelt burnt me and i had a horrible black blue yellow bruise on the left on my neck i could not move my neck and was so scared i was in pain and laying down for a week after the accident i have gone through several scans testings and mris we just got the results from the neck one i have a lesion on one of my cervical disks i have been in alot of pain mostly in my neck and back since the crash as you know i own a dance studio and it has been affecting my professional life and personal one of course as i am slowly returning to normal i am just wondering what i have done to deserve all this as if getting that horrible amh result wasn t enough well i am still here and feeling a bit better we were finally able to go get my new car on friday i went with a mini suv and it feels so big for me 4 11 frenchie but i feel very safe in it and driving is becoming easier each day the accident was very traumatic but i am thankful for being here today if you look at the back of the car behing the driver s seat you can see that if i had a passenger on that day it would not have been pretty i keep telling myself that maybe this is the reason why we did not have children i have to go to court tomorrow as the lady is fighting her ticket wow i am stunned but i have to do it i will keep you posted on my condition i had to put my last cycle of clomid on hold because of this horrible chapter but i am now patiently waiting for af in order to try one last time with clomid will life ever give me a break i surely hope so posted by lil frenchie at 1 46 pm 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest newer posts older posts home subscribe to posts atom in remembrance of 6 little dragonflies my total pageviews about me lil frenchie i was born and raised in france moved to the united states in 1999 started life with my hubby everything was going well everything is still well except now i m 31 years old with balanced translocation 6 miscarriages to this date still hopeful that baby will be here one day no money for ivf and insurance does not cover it has to try the natural way but at the beginning of 2012 my fsh is slightly elevated is this the reason why it takes us about a year in between each pregnancy in may 2012 diminished ovarian reserve confirmed view my complete profile what i went through april 2006 m c 1 7 weeks d c july 2007 m c 2 9 weeks d c october 2007 diagnosed with balanced translocation chromosomes 5 and 10 october 2008 m c 3 6 weeks natural december 2009 m c 4 7 weeks natural october 2010 m c 5 5 weeks chemical november 2010 hsg done all clear other tests done all clear june 2011 m c 6 8 weeks d c january 2012 fsh elevated 12 7 february 2012 start of clomid february 2012 fsh 9 2 march 2012 fsh 10 6 april 2012 fsh 9 8 april 2012 amh 0 4 may 2012 fsh 10 3 email me lilfrenchie yahoo com my blog list our wish microblog monday this blog has moved 10 years ago the redhead files national infertility awareness week 10 years ago chances our dc endomarch 2016 10 years ago stork stalking moving across the world and other adventures 10 years ago all in one basket pride and consequentialism 11 years ago searching for the missing piece risks 12 years ago delinquent eggs epilogue 12 years ago on our road to parenthood finally decided what to say 12 years ago diary of a mad infertile woman 10 words that describe infertility 13 years ago babies balanced translocations and being in my 30s blogging goes out the window 13 years ago au bébé qui viendra de l amour et d une boite de petri bébé thomas 13 years ago found one good embryo blog archive 2012 12 june 1 may 3 cd 10 follie check going forward with the last cycle of clomid horrible amh results and a serious car accident april 1 february 1 january 6 2011 25 december 1 november 1 october 1 august 2 july 3 june 6 may 5 april 2 march 1 february 1 january 2 2010 9 december 4 november 5 reading i started reading after my third miscarriage i did not use to really like it before but now it is a necessity i love falling asleep at night reading and reading on sundays if time allows it is my little personal time and it helps escaping from the outside world i don t read that fast but i love it i switch from english written books to french written books so i can practice my native language below is a list of the books that i have read if you have any suggestions please let me know books i have read over the past three years twilight new moon eclipse breaking dawn the glass castle wicked dead until dark it s not really about the hair the host the lovely bones living dead in dallas trunk music the night circus the girl with the dragon tatoo the girl who played with fire current reading followers travel theme theme images by leontura powered by blogger