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messy musings there are always gonna be flaws in the plan nothing is perfect neither the blog its url or the blogger make yourself home in the chaos skip to content messy musings there are always gonna be flaws in the plan nothing is perfect neither the blog its url or the blogger make yourself home in the chaos menu home a great teacher inspires it was the first saturday of my sophomore year in college excited as i was for the year to actually start i knew i had gotten off on the wrong foot with many of my classmates the previous year and facing them again made me anxious i am a socially awkward person a very self aware socially awkward person and my flight fight response screams run in every new situation and i felt like everyone in the class hated me and i needed to be someplace else thinking and overthinking my situation this saturday i cycled to college early you know the kind of motivation you have at the beginning of a new year had kicked in and my mother wanted to take full advantage of it she confiscated my two wheeler keys and asked me to walk run fly to get to the other side so i had to take out the rusty old bicycle for some sunshine and i left so early i would be the first person to go into the class or so i thought that day was the first time i had a conversation with my teacher mr prakash hegade i thought i was early that day but he was already in the class preparing the board sir has always been that way taught us by doing he instructed us all once to come on time didn t scold or acknowledge if we joined in late but he was always there and he didn t wait to start so if you walked in late you would regret missing minutes of the class after exchanging pleasantries i expressed my concerns about my peers and fitting in into the class i was ready to change my division to stay out of trouble so he asked me to give it time moreover with the summer break it would be a clean slate he said don t change your section i am teaching your class others who teach aren t that good you have the best set of lecturers possible and just like that i stayed and my life took a turn for the better that semester was the best i had someday i wish i have the confidence to say those words to a student there are clear visible lines between confidence and arrogance and i heard confidence that day with a flavour of pride but ph is the most grounded person you can meet and he made sure we worked our asses of the fall semester of 2018 prakash sir is a man of many hats and his many talents do visit class all the time he has an absolutely ideal internet presence you cannot stop stalking and we used to spend hours exploring it all many take inspiration from his writing style genres and presentation and fail mostly i used to record what happened in each class in little cryptic insider poems in an attempt to be inspired i guess i did an okay job owing to all the love i received in response which was definitely all for ph not vibha but by the end of the semester i felt home i had made friends that would last for life that saturday morning conversation had definitely saved me dear best teacher in the whole world in the next 15 years you are all i aspire to be huge shoes i have always exclaimed but selfish me when my feet fit into those i ll be expecting these letters too for them i go on disclaimer this is going to be a cheesy list of how great you are and how much you mean to us there cheesy already but i know you would enjoy it and take pride in it being the slytherin that you pretend to be in this short duration we have been able to set sail in the same boat the one you tirelessly take each year making the ride better and better you have grown on us seeding love and respect for you from our conscience for all the effort you put to educate us newbs no matter how frustratingly stupid we are it s a joy to wait for dsa class each day exciting is the anticipation of what s new there is so much more to ph than the course professionalism passion dedication creativity and wit topped with modesty best combination of skill set in the universe i will always look up to these qualities and swear to make them mine in the course of time it is the way you have lived that has set an example for us a great teacher inspires we had to summarise write what we picked up from the book the design of a programmer i wrote my first fan mail to know that it reached whom it was meant for feels like an accomplishment in itself i go back to the book again and again it reminds me of my role as a programmer engineer an anchor to the happening in my student life i take pride in my 100 attendance not a single class did i sit for the sake of attendance just happy to see the comfortingly uncomforting face of ph thank you for reminding us that education cannot be measured in marks learning is never complete and what we learn will stay forever how we already feel so possessive of you how you have grown on us in this short duration and sadly how quickly it is all going to end in a few days someone else is going to feel the same pride will commit to you with the same devotion but how much can it matter to you for a teacher as great as yourself it is probably easy to be the students favourite now i know how stupid that sounds sorry it is not easy it is your commitment to make it better and better that makes you great and you will always be remembered throughout our lives but we students are always in a difficult situation it is hard to stand out in the thousands you have taught and be remembered for how good a student one is i know i will always be one or two steps short but i will get there someday but you surprise me in the way that you have seen us progress remember each of us for who we are and help us grow we are forever indebted to you sir our love and respect pure and voluntary i feel proud lucky elated even to have been a part of this experience the next time i see you in class i will have earned it i promise see you in semester 6 dsa by ph will stay in hearts more than brains love a fan student dreamer fanmail circa november 2018 as the semester was coming to an end i started conducting let s stick with that word these interviews with sir a question a day i am grateful to him that he obliged in spite of his busy busy life i keep going back to those answers for comfort and directions from time to time something like that every single day i am so sorry sir am i though semester succeeding was a total bore after a shabang sem with ph and i obsessively did what i could to stay connected and i was the happiest person on the face of the earth when knit school 2019 code camp was announced my loud mouth and my conscience would not let me do this alone i literally told everyone around me about the internship asked them to check the details out and urged them to apply even though i knew i would have a better chance at it if they didn t participate i don t mean they would not have applied if i had not told them but i really do like being the broadcaster ubuntu after all and i was a proud one of the eight and i carry the learnings of the camp for life knit school 2019 the 8 interns with ph i have seen ph in the different roles of a teacher in a single week he had remembered each name in the class with their personalities and stories as a student it is such a validation that i am recognised for what i stand for since knit school times ph is also my project guide and all of us have imbibed his spirit in our thinking presentation and expression in the year we have had as his students a great teacher inspires ph has inspired me in a lot of ways i have learnt so much from him inside and outside the classroom no matter how good a teacher you are you won t be able to connect with the students if you don t stay relevant if you don t listen to stand up for and advocate for your students you will still pass as just a good teacher here prakash sir won in a big way those qualities set him apart and someday i aspire to be a teacher to many as prakash sir has been to me and hundreds of others thank you so much for being so patient and kind to us sir seeking your blessings on this auspicious occasion of guru poornima vibha vibha hegde uncategorized 8 comments july 5 2020 6 minutes one more eulogy dear sushant singh rajput when i heard the shocking news about your demise i felt nothing i was numb i could not wrap my head around it and now that it s been a couple of days since the incident i still don t understand or know what to feel but i have come to terms with the fact that you decided that your time had come and in the face of death the dauntless rejoice and celebrate bravery it somehow feels like a big elaborate prank and i feel like you will soon come out of your hiding and announce that was the plan after all to start a conversation to get people aware and talking or not probably you just wanted to end your glittery toxic b town life and all the nuisance that comes with the gossip so my heart wanders away thinking you are still alive and fled this toxic life to live somewhere far away then i realise that is exactly what you did but you have left behind a great example of intellect and glory and sometimes the big dreams dreamed on the small city pillows do come true and i learnt in your death the life you lived i learnt of your dreams and aspirations and that has made me come closer to your spirit in death you left behind a legacy of dreams that need tending that it is brave to dream and better to live it as the world grieves your loss i celebrate that spirit i celebrate freedom and peace at last thank you for touching so many hearts and transforming them a fan vibha hegde uncategorized 4 comments june 18 2020 june 18 2020 1 minute what matters what is the bigger picture where do i fit in why should i what s the mark i am gonna leave behind in the earth besides my carbon footprint when will i finally know how will i know will i feel a sense of calling and confidence will it be like love all over again why does it have to be so frustrating what makes me happiest what is that intangible what is not temporary continue reading what matters vibha hegde uncategorized 4 comments april 10 2020 1 minute voices in her head you realise you haven t changed a bit preach the world of how life is to be lived under a delusion of a transformation a new enthusiasm a small expectation slaps you back to reality now lament nothing external can change your core values nothing outside can scoop those insecure voices in your head into a soft hug and cradle them quiet what you are left with are recalled nightmares hollowness and more expectations and it breaks the fragile heart continue reading voices in her head vibha hegde uncategorized 2 comments january 29 2019 2 minutes oobleck from water i have always been a very insecure person and yes i shamelessly admit it i have been insecure about the way i look about how i am usually rotting alone in the classroom not anymore i have the most awesome weirdo squad about everything around me i even think i am much of a gilderoy lockhart in what i write borrowed shiny words of other adventurous experiencers i am pretty sure that is n t a word aren t you and if let to continue i know i can go on forever about how badly i suck at pretty much everything i m my own roast master but i have faith in me i know i will get better over time i know what i write is becoming more and more me by the day from a liquid that takes shape of the container to becoming a firm solid on dynamic surfaces i have faith from getting original to this blog and getting the hang of original design thinking what you write is what you leave behind a piece of your intellect a part of your soul you are still alive through your work no horcrux needed only you make you you the more the time with yourself you spend the more authentic a person you become the person inside is eager to come out give her a chance break free love the type addict vibha hegde uncategorized leave a comment september 6 2018 1 minute the journey begins photo by pixabay on pexels com to some of us writing comes naturally to some others it is a forced habit but what motivates anyone to write is that we are about to leave a permanent mark on the world which defines our individuality the essence of our being my experiments with this amazing form of expression started with the diary entries of a silly tween mid teen became my punchbag until i realized what it had come to become an ego massage for cowards not bold enough to confront and then i began again and again oh this is my third but now the page has been turned the old chapter closed here my journey begins and i make a commitment along the way sharing the silliest craziest most embarrassing stories of a ranter what a good day to start vibha vibha hegde uncategorized 3 comments august 25 2018 august 26 2018 1 minute blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed messy musings sign me up already have a wordpress com 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