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ain like this you re not describing a failed education system or whatever you re just describing being as thick as custard and unwilling to correct that i m reminded of when i encountered some american online in a writing forum who thought it was absolutely insane to expect anyone to realise and i m not exaggerating here that other countries might have different shops than their american ones i m sorry but if you ve reached an age where you coherently can use the internet write stories and have even a basic comprehension of what a company is if you don t even think to realise that other countries might not have fucking wallmart or whatever it is then you re just stupid and i genuinely can t put that politely i cannot express how stupid this attitude makes americans sound remembering the basic facts about the planet being spherical and on an angle despite not having gone to the other bit is frankly object permanence territory you have a brain forgive us for being annoyed at you when you completely refuse to use it originally from crabussy reblogged from lighthouseweeper permalink posted 1 hour ago tweet this 22 990 notes jack valentine dduane delivery robot dogpiled on the streets of philly one little bot learned the tagline city of brotherly love only applies to humans not food delivery robots futurism in the 30 second clip the little bot is kicked sat on laughed at and even humped by a crowd of onlookers as it prattles along to its destination after escaping the crowd s wrath the robot ambles over past dillon who s able to get a clear shot of graffiti reading destroy me plz scrawled on its plastic chassis rob him of his copper immediately another enterprising philadelphian commented eta nudistcat i can t resist but you came so close to spelling that river s name right just one letter off you think they woulda learned what we do to bots after the first one now you re just feeding bots to philadelphians originally from dduane reblogged from lighthouseweeper permalink posted 1 hour ago tweet this 332 notes jehovahhthickness jehovahhthickness praying that 1500 randomly comes to you when you need it the most this year okay inflation is crazy we bumping up the price to 15 000 for 2026 originally from jehovahhthickness reblogged from thetolkiengeek permalink posted 8 hours ago tweet this 388 861 notes terror00and00scorn armand shaving his boobs for the rashid role i m crying does he shave his boobs to play rashid or was he turned when every inch of him was waxed below the neck and he now has to wake up early and superglue individual hairs to himself one by one so louis will think he s louis preferred flavor of a manly kind of hot with the vibes of a 1950s housewife bolting out of bed at the crack of dawn so her husband never sees her with curlers and cold cream on and on a related note the first time he was naked in front of daniel was he braced for daniel either 1 to be kinda icked out and turned off like louis or 2 to wildly fetishize it and make him a sex object about it like many other people and was he faintly exasperated but hugely relieved when daniel s only reaction was to chirp waow you re like a giant naked mole rat that s devoured millions of human lives which is for once a reaction armand has never gotten before originally from terror00and00scorn reblogged from lighthouseweeper iwtvl armand devil s minion permalink posted 10 hours ago tweet this 76 notes hoursofreading i feel it in my work as a teacher where i recognize that we are so close so so close to a world where teaching looks like ai generating lesson plans and delivering those lesson plans using ai generated slides and then assessing the skills of those lessons using ai generated tests and then grading those tests using a form of ai the content of ai producing student work that is then fed back to ai for ai to assess and for what and at what cost it pains me it pains me deeply and then i sit down and i read about clams and it s not just that i am reading about clams it s that i am reading the perspective of someone who thought that it was worth paying attention to clams there remind me again why we read i think that s part of it you pick up a book and someone has you by the arm there they are saying look over there they are pointing now they are holding something in their hand little clam in the palm refusing to open look at that thing that loves being alive how it resists the same sun we turn our cheek towards crazy world beautiful place down in the deep somewhere a clam smaller than my hand is withstanding the pressure of a few dozen full size trains just hanging out on top of its body mary oliver s clam by devin kelly originally from hoursofreading reblogged from allogrim permalink posted 11 hours ago tweet this 1 516 notes nylaporp keepcalmandcarrieunderwood i d love to see a version of julius caesar where he takes the beware the ides of march warning seriously like oh shit good heads up man thanks and he goes into it with his own knife he calms down a bit when he see s all his best friends like yea the squad is here and everyone is strapped nice i don t know why this is making me laugh so hard originally from keepcalmandcarriefischer reblogged from dragonmasque permalink posted 13 hours ago tweet this 68 848 notes golwenlothlindel theladyregret teaboot teaboot i m not christian i don t go to church anymore and my pastor died but when he was alive i d sometimes go to his sermons and i remember one time he said it feels good to hate but we know that it isn t allowed so when we re told that we re allowed to hate someone we get so excited that we forget we re supposed to love and if my humble atheist ass might borrow some church talk i d like to perhaps submit that anyhow sometimes on the day to day i feel disgust or revulsion and i have to ask myself is this a danger to anyone at all or am i just looking for something i m allowed to hate and a solid 98 100 times it s the latter so once again thank you pastor d this is why purity culture doesn t work btw you cannot live a good life if you cannot love and making hate a requirement of that good life makes love impossible so hmmm i actually don t agree that this is why purity culture doesn t work because having been inside of that culture it does not require hate meaning an intention to inflict harm it only requires a lack of humility purity culture makes one basic assumption that people have the right to judge each other and inflict punishment unilaterally based on that judgement this doesn t require hate indeed it relies on love when you love someone it is natural to be afraid if you see them making a bad decision your instinct is going to be to control them so they don t make the bad decision if the person is walking in front of an oncoming bus this is of course just fine but our brains don t have different pathways for processing my daughter is about to be hit by a bus and my daughter is likely to be raped in other words the horror of purity culture for women is not that it causes their fathers to hate them but that it weaponizes their fathers genuine love against them it traps them inside a golden cage whose bars are made from the love of the men in their lives the father who tells his daughter she must cover her shoulders or she can t go to the dance is not intending to harm her he is genuinely worried that she will be hurt but he is still blaming the wrong person and he is acting from a biased perspective about what is good for her he is still within a culture that teaches him her protests should be ignored that says if she does not obey him it indicates malice on her part rather than fighting for her own liberty gotta love how men are able to understand this concept when it s men versus states but not when it s women versus men it may not be easy for him to understand that he is wrong even if he genuinely loves her with all his heart and more generally than just sexual morality it is arrogance which is the main problem rather than hate people are quick to heap condemnation on others even for the kind of trivial mistakes that all of us make frequently the vitriol directed at timothee chalamet recently comes to mind i did ballet for thirteen years of my life and his comment was genuinely offensive but which of us has not said something that sounded fine in our head only to realize we d accidentally insulted some group of people it s arrogant to get outraged at him as if this wasn t a common and perfectly understandable mistake to make particularly since i am quite sure that most of the people criticizing him would not handle this situation half as well as he did immediately realizing you fucked up and admiting to it on live television is a courageous thing to do lighthearted trolling of course is fine like the opera company which decided to use his name as a discount code for tickets note that this is not harming him in any way it s treating his comment as if it was an endorsement which repairs the damage he did and of course i think it s good that people are realizing he s a human who can fuck up but i ve seen more than one post made by someone who clearly hates him purely for having attracted a fanbase of young women whom they find annoying and uh yeah hating young women for liking things and publicly expressing their affection is misogyny even if you find their method of expression annoying or you don t think much of their taste i think you re on the money about the lack of humility and willingness to heap judgment on people but there are a few other things here i disagreed with having been up close and personal with folks in these mindsets myself the father who tells his daughter she must cover her shoulders or she can t go to the dance is not intending to harm her he is genuinely worried that she will be hurt i don t think that genuinely worried that she will be hurt is the takeaway here fathers who act like that are worried about the prospect that they themselves will be hurt by shame one possibility is that nothing bad will happen to her but other men will look at her as consumable being or that these other will look at her and judge her father based on her appearance because he let her out of the house like that these men frequently see their daughters as property so when their property is violated that feels like an insult or a strike has been made against them directly and they re disgusted and revolted it s akin to how you might feel if someone looked you straight in the eyes and peed on your childhood teddy bear disgust revulsion horror betrayal except in their mind this precious belonging let it happen possibly even gasp encouraged it to happen with those scandalously uncovered shoulders and so his rage and judgment at the perceived insult done to him becomes directed at her instead for this type of man his daughter s safety and well being never crosses his mind it is only his own feelings of disgust revulsion and shame in the worst case scenario daughters may even be kicked out and disowned because cutting her out of his life entirely is easier than living with and being forced to face a reminder of the bad feelings the disgust is not coming from a place of love for her it s coming from a need to protect himself and save face if she doesn t get kicked out then she may be physically or verbally abused because externalizing the disgust reaction onto a different person makes it easier to deal with again that s not love that s not genuine worry for another person that s obsessive self protection and defensiveness that s gotten hideously warped and twisted when you love someone it is natural to be afraid if you see them making a bad decision your instinct is going to be to control them so they don t make the bad decision sure this accounts for some behaviors in purity culture but only the intramural ones that is where one member inside a group is interacting with a fellow insider someone they love like family members or two people in a church congregation the moment that person b does something that others them to person a the one locked into purity culture person b stops being part of the in group at first this causes the type of anxiety and control attempts that you mention but the more the behavior continues the more person b moves further and further towards the line of acceptability and eventually is ejected into the out group and if person b was never part of the in group to begin with then person a assumes there was no reason to love them at all and they are valid and worthy target of hate disgust revulsion shaming and judgment which goes right back to what teaboot was saying at the beginning there is no genuine love in the purity culture mindset there is only terror and disgust and a profound self centered anxiety around maintaining face and a conviction that the contamination of sin can spread like a virus by association alone there is not even love for the self in there there s just inchoate animal fear originally from teaboot reblogged from golwenlothlindel permalink posted 15 hours ago tweet this 38 585 notes fullafag digi moe alt eid al fitr mubarak everyone originally from digi moe reblogged from bavariansugarcookie permalink posted 15 hours ago tweet this 168 607 notes pangur and grim pangur and grim pangur and grim i ve read a few recently published books and there s this recurring pattern where if anyone does anything bad and interesting they have to later talk about it in a way that makes it clear that it was a misunderstanding justified not their fault so they re still a good person and if they have a disagreement with another character they have to therapy talk it out regardless of their background it doesn t matter if this is a street urchin with three teeth who just stabbed and kidnapped someone you will get eloquent sterile therapy speak that will smooth out any possible emotional tension and everyone asks for permission before they kiss and waits for a clear enthusiastic yes again doesn t matter the character s background or situation they will ask can i please kiss you because if they didn t that could get all yucky and uncertain couldn t it and if a character is from a rich family they will hate being in a rich family and hate wealth signifiers and actually be all for class equality and everyone is casually queer without thought being put into how that would mesh with the society that is being described like yes this is violent class based system obsessed with inheritance but no it s not actually a problem that the child they ve coldly groomed to take on the family mantle is unwilling to beget an heir because of gay the parents might be terrible cruel and fascistic but they re not homophobic i don t know it just seems like everything that could actually be messy gets sanded and sanded until it s smooth as a shark but the fun violence is allowed to stay because bloodshed doesn t actually bother anyone or have any consequence apart from 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