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description= Teenager with depersonalization/derealization issues
I post perpetrators that I don t see represented often in the TCC
Masculine by nature not by sexuality
Proud Bowlgang member
Theistic Stanist
Member of the Aryan race;
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aryanpolaris on tumblr explore communities change palette sign up log in i got bored aryanpolaris teenager with depersonalization derealization issues i post perpetrators that i don t see represented often in the tcc masculine by nature not by sexuality proud bowlgang member theistic stanist member of the aryan race any reqs for niche preps follow posts likes following pinned aryanpolaris about me i guess i m polaris random descrption gifted teenager sort of in the tcece but not overly only there because of an interest in columbine and a respect for roof storm theistic satanist white anarcho nationalist shitty poet can t make friends online or offline that don t piss me off not a member of the lgbtq professional insomniac proud bowlgang member have occasional issues with derealization where everything pisses me off suddenly music s too annoying so i switch to opera or go take a nap favorite perps rn dylan k dylann r kim de gelder espen brĂ¥then brenda s kim hyon hui dzhokhar tsarnaev timothy mcveigh j w gacy favorite music artists with a song i like kmfdm a okay adios anarchy new medicine dead love song die trying never know boyd rice the boyd rice experience race riot mr intolerance nation down for the count people i d rather be your enemy death in june get used to saying no black sun rising tom macdonald everybody needs me the machine sheeple call me karizma serotonin bones the entirety of teenwitch except for reb vodka rammstein du hast tier klavier citizen soldier devil inside thank you for hating me falling in reverse zombiefied trigger warning losing my life no fear prequel nine inch nails hurt only the downward spiral pig the chosen few loud lawless lost rare americans fuck the youth fuck you world brittle bones nicky 2 3 anthrax zero tolerance arrested youth all my friends are robots mirrors echo clear my throat smile too late to start over dark paradise window pains sob story i edit ts a lot 1 7 aryanpolaris niche ish preps pt 4 underrepresented here s charles whitman pictured with his wife on their wedding day educational purposes only who charles whitman was a 25 year old marine veteran married to kathy leissner he became known as the texas tower sniper whitman was the perpetrator in the university of texas shooting in 1966 the motive is disputed however during his autopsy a brain tumor had been discovered leading to the likely conclusion that his motive was mental illness as a result of the tumor whitman s count is set at 18 with the caveat that it includes himself two prior victims an unborn child and a victim who died of injuries years later 31 were left injured prior to his attack he had murdered both his wife and his mother charles whitman died at his own hands in the attack he presently rests in hillcrest memorial park west palm beach florida earlier photo from around age 18 info true crime true chicken community true cc 2033 community 2033blr definitely not tcc true cornball community true cat community true cheese community 2 13 43 aryanpolaris nothing to do this my usual posts who the actual fuck does tumblr think i am stop giving me fucking divine feminine posts i m following tcc and derealization shit where in that equation is the fucking feminine part i sure as fuck am not seeing it rant post i swear not lesbian annoyed tumblr algorithm 2 3 aryanpolaris posting niche ish perps pt 3 here s elizabeth wettlaufer i m no longer imposing the once a day rule so these posts are now random educational purposes only who elizabeth bethe wettlaufer is a now 58 year old former nurse residing in canada she worked at caressant care in woodstock wettlaufer suffered from drug abuse problems around this time she had been suspended 4 separate times due to medical errors and fired for giving a patient the wrong medication afterwords she took many temp jobs at other homes in 2016 she had been found out to have been giving said excess insulin to patients since 2007 her actions had led to the deaths of 8 senior citizens and 6 others injured she was charged with 8 counts of first degree murder 4 counts of attempted murder 2 counts of aggravated assault this led to a life imprisonment charge with her first chance of parole in 2041 she was at grand valley institution for women in kitchener ontario she is presently held at an unknown facility she is one of the deadliest canadian serial killers 2033blr 2033 community definitely not tcc not tcc true cornball community true chicken community true cat community true cheese community true crime 1 24 aryanpolaris reblogged onefive2 follow 1 128 332 aryanpolaris i didn t wanna break you down i sacrificed myself my conscious wouldn t let me out oh there s the cage i m in poison dropping on my skin goodbye s hanging on my tongue and i know i ll die if i don t run i only got one thing on my mind nothing s gonna stop me not this time wasted way too long living in the lines of a dead love song bored im bored lyric posting apathy depression s a bitch new medicine derealization 1 2 aryanpolaris posting niche ish preps pt 2 here s kim de gelder yes i posted one today but i don t know if i ll have time tomorrow to make this educational purposes only who kim de gelder was a 20 year old with possible schizophrenia and confirmed depression as a teenager he claimed to hear voices but was never formally diagnosed with anything he had a film obsession with the dark knight and allegedly quoted two face harvey dent during his attack what d he do two stabbings in sint gillis bij dendermonde east flanders belgium in january of 2009 his count s set at 4 deaths and injured 13 including himself this consists of an old woman from a murder a few months prior to the main attack the rest of his victims are from his main attack on the het fabeltjesland daycare centre three of which were below the age of 1 he planned to attack three different daycares he was using kitchen knives and has no known motive he has a life imprisonment and has absolutely no chance of getting out more recent picture definitely not tcc 2033blr not tcc true chicken community true cornball community true cat community true cheese community 7 9 66 aryanpolaris posting niche ish preps pt 1 here s rickard andersson campus risbergska in orebro sweden back in february 2025 his count was 11 counting himself and injuries totaled at 6 people he had no known motive was in his 30s and was reported to have had autism i haven t seen anybody mention him 2033blr definitely not tcc not tcc true chicken community true cat community true cheese community true cornball community 9 30 177 aryanpolaris old poetry i wrote i f you look around everything you see it doesn t matter anyway w orld ablaze opposition none of us wiser fate at the hands of another s decisions a world in divergent plains pitfalls forgetful manipulated masses to erase their faults n one stand up punks and rebels of the past forgotten upsetting to see isn t it t his ache for something to change very few stand up for the change we need t hey act as if the world will change for them act as if everything will come out fine in the end thoughts and prayers aren t enough o nly for nothing to change no one to take up arms for the revolution none to truly oppose with more than empty wishes h old us to a standard they don t uphold themselves force us into a box they claim we deserve blame it on their version of the truth e verything bent and broken but nobody bothers to change it no one bothers to set aside their inhibitions for the sake of freedom l earned to understand the concept yet i still don t get it we re screaming inside for change they still walk free with their crimes their hatred intact p lea to another for a chance at that fate of which you hope the freedom you ve lost take back for you what was revoked m aybe there s another but there usually isn t compliance the new norm you re on your own in resistance it s hard i know a lmost makes you feel defeated down hopeless for the fate of which you dream the fate you feel you deserve k neel down to another a fate i wish upon none of those who fight those who force away from what s wrong e ven if they lose they begin a chain reaction a wish for another to come to their aid one they inspire to fight against the hate t hen and only then are all those who were forced to kneel see the other side they fate they were denied rise up join the fight h old onto their beliefs tight as they wish for them to prove true no longer watching now fighting actively for their rights and their fate e ven when held down we get back up again in return push the tension into a conflict feel the will of those before you w ill to fight the methodology through which we rise watch in hate lie in wait see through their lies more than they realize a revolution won by will by brute force against the oppression the opposition we will not be silenced we will not surrender y et that time is far away it seems too distant for our eyes our foresight we believe in our soldiers carry their legacy when they re gone t o see the other side we re all fighters in the end we carry our forefathers legacy our dna the pressure from which we rose o nly then do we see the fire in our visage s reflection the power we hold the hope we carry in ourselves we ll make it through h old onto that spark hold it tight they won t see it until it becomes a burning pyre an ember to burn across their sky e verything holds true just see the other side the way i have before carry our burdens for ourselves and only l ook see it now stand in a crowd survive through opposition through hate pushback violence erasure notice the signs p leas are unnecessary now we need only look back at ourselves inside our hearts heads souls bodies as a whole c ome to see the world for what it is a sense of calm it brings the fate we don t see the history we breathe r eliance builds compliance we fight a silent war with ourselves with others within communities and further e verything comes out through the noise violence doesn t stay silent not when it s seen acknowledged fought a ll we see the unknown through the seas of which we traveled the millions of us there are they can t ignore t hey only see the weakness in us in our hearts in our souls in our lungs the air we breathe they see what they want e ven when they re so sure they fail to see the ambition we hold for our own the lines that tie us together across the world t he path is dark covered in bushes our soldiers light the way for us regardless h old on fight we re all believer in ourselves in the end that s all it was e verything we hold dear it can t be destroyed without leaving fragments p ush through the noise we ll come out alright regardless of the fight it ll take a ll of us in solidarity won t be stopped we need to come to an understanding t he world may turn on us in the end it won t matter regardless of what s said h old onto your history your legacy the people you defend t he lines blur from good or bad push forward through it o nly then in the end we ll fight for what we believe t hen and only then are we free only then we ll be able to see h elp those of your roots you don t know their struggles a ll of us are divided it isn t what we need as a whole t he life we lead is pulled by those above those we don t see g reat whatever you d say ignore the issues you constantly see r eally we need each other our best and our worst we need both sides e ach of us needs to admit it each of us needs to believe it a ll of us have a duty we don t see it so easily we need to hold together t he world isn t perfect it wasn t built that way we need to build it ourselves f orget the division forget the inner hatred u ntil we re all free the infighting is meaningless t he division is nonsense believe none of it u nless we re all free we suffer r elease your inhibitions e ither we fight for our fate or we surrender to their hate i want to help make the way to help create the path to that great future d s r bowlgang for life aryan race dsroofing not tcc poetry 5 aryanpolaris quote from storm i would rather live imprisoned knowing i took action for my race than to live with the torture of sitting idle it isn t up to me anymore i did what i could do i ve done all i can do i did what i thought would make the biggest wave and now the fate of our race sits in the hands of my brothers who continue to live freely i would like to make it crystal clear i do not regret what i did i am not sorry i have not shed a tear for the innocent people i killed i do feel sorry for the innocent white children forced to live in this sick country and i do feel sorry for the innocent white people that are killed daily at the hands of the you can imply what he said here i have shed a tear of self pity for myself i feel pity that i had to do what i did in the first place i feel pity that i had to give up my life because of a situation that should never have existed roof he had a reason that wasn t purely fame why is he always lumped in with teenagers who wanted fame at any cost not glorifying this man i swear i merely respect him definitely not tcc aryan race not tcc true cat community true chicken community true cheese community 2 8 you are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended please make sure you re using the latest version of chrome firefox safari or edge
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