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pulling an elusive just another wordpress com weblog pulling an elusive kisah anak seluang march 3 2009 at 6 41 pm uncategorized anak seluang meredah lautan tidak hilang riak gelombang it was the prettiest pepatah melayu i ve ever heard seluang tu apa heehee i didnt know what it was either seluang ikan2 kecik yang selalu kita nmpak bermain2 di tepian pantai usually in a big school what this pepatah is trying to say is if one day ada seekor anak seluang merajuk and insisted on leaving the big group of fish untuk ke tengah lautan sesungguhnya ombak lautan tak kan berubah tapi yang akan terkena padah nya adlh anak seluang tu sendiri i almost cried when cik na narrated the story behind this pepatah kadang kala sebagai manusia biasa kita tidak dapat lari drpd keinginan yang tinggi untuk diberi perhatian oleh orang2 yang sgt kita ambil berat kita sayangi keadaan ini lebih2 membuak2 drpd level biasa bila kita runsingkan sesuatu and bila keinginan kita tak dicapai mula la kita rasa seperti mahu larikan diri merajuk dalam erti kata biasa nya tapi sesungguhnya tiada siapa yang akan beruntung drpd tindakan melarikan diri especially myself verily his promise is true once i back off he ll replace me with many others that are far more better off than myself oh lord save me from the state of futur thabatkan hati ini ya rabb yg memegang hati ini leave a comment not leaving ye february 28 2009 at 1 02 am uncategorized nope i ll never leave yee will never give up on yee what i need is just you to give a chance to yourself i ll wait patiently until u lift that gunung tahan within u i pray that he ll let me witness it when the time comes even if it takes ages even if it stabs my heart so furiously i dont mind because what i hope is merely his love and his promise leave a comment berlapang dada february 8 2009 at 9 47 pm uncategorized srendah2 ukhuwah adlh berlapang dada fuh fuh tarik nafas hembus pelan2 astaghfirullah astaghfirullah astaghfirullah banyak betul pintu2 syaitan nak masuk nehh just got this from usrah tadi syaitan menunggu masa je nak kunyah2 hati kita haishh pandai je die nak cari peluang note to myself dont let your qalb to be chewed wasssalam leave a comment what they think is nothing january 3 2009 at 9 29 pm uncategorized i dont care what they think of my stand all i care is him what s the point of amusing human being when he is unhappy ya allah jauh kan aku dari fitnah2 di dunia ini leave a comment aloha a fresh start perhaps november 11 2008 at 9 58 pm uncategorized assalamualaikum humm the first words the first entry i will always have a huge prob with this ehemm well i was a blogger once i started off with an innocent thought that no one is going to read whatever i wrote it was purely rubbish but i enjoyed it tho being able to actually write whatever that is in my mind no restriction no bias no external pressure purely from within but then entries after entries i got more comments from ppl more and more ppl admitted that they were actually following my blog and actually read all those craps i wrote i was like okay there were actually multiple pairs of eyes reading what i wrote so subconsciously it affected my way of writing as much as i wanted to keep it natural i couldnt run away that far from the idea of i am writing to be read i actually survived a few years after that more and more entries and i enjoyed the attention until one day this inner self of mine is getting disgusted with my own hypocrisy i wasnt writing what i wanted to write anymore it was entry by entry being polluted by everyone s expectation so one day i decided to delete my blog permanently every post everything deleted and here i am back on the virtual world hopefully getting on track with blogging and hopefully i could be as natural as i was before trying to speak out what i felt without being known just plain me being incognito peace 1 comment search pages about archives march 2009 february 2009 january 2009 november 2008 categories uncategorized blogroll wordpress com wordpress org meta create account log in entries rss comments rss blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed pulling an elusive sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy pulling an elusive subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar design a site like this with wordpress com get started