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in shambles a disarrayed life in shambles a disarrayed life alone he walks down the valley of despair shrowded by nought but sorrow so deep a solitary figure with his soul so bare in a world so empty forlorn he weeps and that best describes my life friday september 29 2006 emotional instability it really burns me when i care about someone and all i get in return is a cold shoulder i try so hard to be nice accomodating and caring but it doesn t seem to be enough what am i a rag doll to be thrown about as and when it seems convenient i feel so hurt but no one cares guess i should go back to being my old self a void where no emotion could affect me yeah sounds like a good plan i don t need anyone i ve stood alone for so long i can do it again i need no one posted by marquis at 6 40 am 3 comments tuesday september 26 2006 a night of sin and splendour lol not but i did get you reading d the bunch of us went out yesterday to meet up coz nigel is leaving for reading this coming wednesday so to customary chilli s we went d and the best part was that datin matilda joined us she s our teacher advisor for the newsletter we founded back in high school she s such a fun fun fun teacher and seeing her dressed so casually was kinda odd at first likë where s the severe looking datin matilda lol well it s not really that bad actually she does look much younger now i think i ate till i could barely walk haha so much for a diet p talked quite a bit well they talked quite a bit i listened more p it was a fun outing basically met up with friends catching up with our beloved teacher laughing like maniacs p nigel however being oh so nigel had to actually leave early i mean there we were celebrating being merry and stuff and he just decided that he had to zip away well he did have not 1 not 2 but five girls awating him at his house whatever for ask me not use your imaginations instead p ok fine fine it s for his malaysian society meeting he s the president but one does wonder as to why he s the only male meeting five other females eh we went for mamak after sending datin home i was too tired to actually participate in the conversation lol so yeah that s pretty much what happened recently trying not to write something emo for a bit i m getting to be too soft p i ll update pics when i actually have a better connection than the one i have in uni oh yeah i m in uni btw this place sucks posted by marquis at 12 12 am 2 comments wednesday september 13 2006 home is where the heart is i was going through my bunch of keys the other day after having gotten a new set of locks when going through the keys i noticed this copy of a key i keep for someone i care about so in trying to remember which key goes where as i ve two identical looking keys one for my gate and one for the front door i noticed the front door key is nearer to that person s key while the gate key is further and i was saying to myself coincidentally at the point where i was holding the door key home is where the heart is and it just hit me usually when people say that they mean their home that is to say their house is where their heart is in my situation though that certainly isn t the case yet when i said that those words popped in my head and meant something entirely different home is where the heart is what s so different though when you love someone so much with every fibre of your being with your heart and soul then your heart is with that person and because of that that person is your home wherever that person is wherever she or he is that place will be your home posted by marquis at 2 38 pm 5 comments dreams have you ever not want to go to sleep because you can t take the dreams dreams that seem so much better than reality have you ever not want to wake up from that dream you just wish that the dream could be real so that you d not have to be so acquainted with sorrow dreams that seem so real that your heart ache with such regret that the dream could not be that dream will remain but a memory a memory that would vanish with time sigh i m afraid to sleep nowadays for sleep brings about dreams and dreams brings about memories memories best left forgotten but the body can only allow so little of sleep posted by marquis at 2 26 pm 0 comments monday august 21 2006 sweet disaster my life seems to be in limbo currently too many things happening on the emotional front and to top that two of my closest friends are leaving nigel s going back to reading no he isn t gonna go back to membaca something p ok ok lame i know chiong s gonna be so proud of me larnee s leaving as well sobs only a few select friends would still be here sigh something i wrote recently betrayer of hope bringer of darkness prophet of doom forever in sorrow s embrace and that is what i feel best represents me posted by marquis at 11 31 am 3 comments tuesday july 11 2006 streamyx is here somehow i m not as excited anymore lost it s magic already not in the mood now nothing seems to be going my way sigh posted by marquis at 5 16 am 0 comments sunday june 25 2006 blood and bloody ashes so much for broadband freedom my modem got fried i think will be dropping by the office of the agent i got it from bloody hell so much for broadband bliss posted by marquis at 10 06 pm 1 comments thursday june 22 2006 a new era has come eh what new era the era of broadband the era of highspeed internet connection the era where my broadband forsaken place finally receives the light of salvation i got streamyx w00t so yeah i m now surfing and oh downloading some music yes music dammit not something else and sweet mother it doesn t lag my surfing so yes no heads rolled in the making of mission get streamyx d i m happy posted by marquis at 11 44 pm 0 comments about me name marquis view my complete profile links i m her gaidin lol p hail zalakhna vorac ious p the radical masochistic zealot mr rich dr wink my old blog on friendster previous posts emotional instability a night of sin and splendour home is where the 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