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step by step step by step the colorful journey tuesday october 30 2012 my forever 21 bday this year when i woke up for my forever21 bday i remembered this quote that my dad shared with me when i was home the last time you dont stop playing because you grow old but you start growing old when you stop playing you see guys growing up is mandatory but growing old is optional being young at heart will keep your soul alive so here s to my 23rd bday lets pray it comes with lots of wisdom inside the cow suit carpe diem my friend seize the day you are destined for great things so you gotta work to make ur life extraordinary special thanks for all those prayers wishes really appreciate it may god shine his blessings forgiveness on you its her again ain betty at 1 30 am no comments tuesday august 14 2012 doa dan syukur salam ok we are few days away from ending the blessed month of ramadhan so sad kan and another sad thing is i havent khatam yet thanks to period n also kemalasan mcm ayam in the early ramadhan i read the other day hak kita terhadap al quran is to khatam 2 times a year gulp setahun sekali je itu pun selalu buat sprint masa ramadhan to finish it kalau tak oh my mcm kura2 anyways cukup la membebel wahai ain im here to share an ayat that i came across just now surah fussilat dan apabila kami berikan nikmat kepada manusia dia berpaling dan menjauhkan diri dgn sombong tetapi apabila ditimpa malapetaka maka dia byk berdoa 41 51 sering kali kita berdoa tak henti bila memerlukan sesuatu darinya bila dikurniakan apa yg dipinta berapa ramai dari kita yg actually include ucapan alhamdulillah dlm doa kita we ask for so much but we give so little jombersyukur yang membuat sebaik baiknya segala sesesuatu yang dia ciptakan dan dia telah memulai penciptaan manusia dari tanah kemudian dia menjadikan keturunannya dari saripatih air yang diremehkan kemudian dia menyempurnakan dan meniupkan kedalam tubuh nya roh ciptaan nya dan menjadikan kamu pendengaran penglihatan dan hati tetapi kamu sedikit sekali bersyukur as sajadah 9 jom bersyukur jom lets include alhamdulillah in our doa ps will try to post a reflection on one ayat everyday so that my sprint session to khatam ni is not merely rushing through the quran and oh im in 5th week of ong now hehe lots of experience to tell gahhh and about 9 days away from going back home insyaallah umi tunggu anakmy yg cute balik ok and rakan2 pecut2 beribadah kurang2 kan la ye excited pasal raya je sbb erti puasa tu lebih besar dari raya sebenarnya its her again ain betty at 7 04 am no comments sunday august 5 2012 who do girls fall in love with lol its quite true right annoy each other until we are really2 old hahaha ok la today im just gonna share about what crossed my mind today i realised that all women are story tellers they like telling stories seriously they do even the quiet ones the difference is the chatty girl talks to everyone about what goes on in her life but the more quiet ones tend to share things with those who they feel comfortable with so all girls are story tellers and what makes them fall in love is to hava a guy who is willing to be that listener that special one that she tells everything so guys if you wanna make a girl fall in love just listen to her ok this doesnt mean u gotta keep aha oh yes really n keep nodding only ya thats gonna make u a boring person haha it has to be two ways but always spend time to listen to her coz when you dont have time to listen to her there will be a gap she will feel detached and what i realised is its really sad that guys only listen during the dating period once they get married they dont seem to bother the wife would be babbling and the husband would be nodding but i swear i know their minds are thinking something else hahaha u do realise right the wife would always be like abg tau tak blablabla husband driving anguk2 lol come on guys so conclusion is all girls are story tellers and will fall in love with the best listeners ps really pray that my future husband would be willing to listen to my endless stories cozzzz dang im like a talking machine o m gggg its her again ain betty at 11 00 am no comments who do girls fall in love with its her again ain betty at 10 58 am no comments monday july 30 2012 kasih umi conversation di whatsapp umi oh umi happy tahun ni ada 6 baju raya me 6 for you banyak nyeee baju apaa umi oh tak 6 utk ain sarah la alhamdulillah murah rezeki excited la ain nak balik me huh knp byk sgt umiii baju raya umi berapa umi oh umi x beli pun tahun ni lagi selesa pakai jubah yg ada ya allah i think tears started dropping from my eyes the moment i had that conversation with my mum hebatnya kasih and cinta ibu umi happy sgt dpt baju raya tp bukan utk dia tapi untuk kitaorg sayangnye umi kat kitaorg sampai kitaorg da besar pun she was worried bout our wellbeing about our raya preparation n yet i think she forgot about herself i think she must have used the money walid gave her to buy those raya baju for us instead of spending it on herself ya allah sedihnya aku bersyukur kau kurniakan seorg umi yg penyayang yang telah korbankan seumur hidupnya utk berada di rumah besarkan aku mungkin umi x pandai mcm mak org lain keje pangkat besar keje doctor lecturer or even cikgu and gaji byk utk bg kitaorg apa2 je kitaorg nak tp aku percaya korban umi buat lebih besar dari harganya dari pangkat dan gaji beribu2 umi ma syg ta sgt2 allah je bole balas jasa ta harini rindu ma kat ta mengalir mcm sg nil yg membasahi bumi mesir umi ma doakan ta jadi ahli syurga insyaallah syurga firdaus allah kau sinarilah cahaya nurmu keberkatanmu ke atas umi ku kau kurniakan lah dia kesihatan yg baik umur pjg yg bermanfaat dan pengakhiran yg baik detik ni teringat lagu fernleaf ibu ibuuu engkaulahhh ratu hatiku bilaaa ku berduka engkau hiburkan selalu ibu ibu engkaulahhh ratuuuu hati ku allah peliharalah umi panjangkan umur kami utk ketemu tak lama lagi its her again ain betty at 9 46 pm 1 comment friday july 27 2012 fwd jodoh bersama fahri berakhir bismillahirrahmannirrahim as im writing this entry it is second day of ramadhan and im at d clinic waiting for my turn to see the doctor ramadhan ramadhan ramadhan it came again this year and alhamdulillah allah has given us the opportunity to experience it again this yr i can still remember vividly last year 2 days before ramadhan abai passed away hence my whole family was grieving throughout ramadhan it was a sad time a very2 painful time never in my life would i ever wanna go through it again but u know what there was a blessing in disguise because i was so devastated with what happened at that point i was detached from all the dunya matters the thoughts of hereafter were constantly in my mind i acknowledged that death can come any time that fear was replaying at the back of my mind and that made all the difference i had the most meaningful ramadhan in my entirelife that biggest test in my life made me feel that closeness to allah to feel that only him was my best friend that time i knew everyone else can disappoint you but allah never will subhanallah i miss that humbleness that helplessnes s n closeness to allah and guess what this year again about 3days before ramadhan i was tested a horrifying thing happened some thieves broke into our house while we were sleeping and stole our valuables ya allah it was so scary can u imagine someone was walking in your bedroom being so close to you while you were sleeping freaky thing was i could hear that sound of ppl opening my door n walking in but i honestly thought i was kak ain or kak hanis coming in to wake me up for fajr i somehow keep fading in and out of sleep but i remember i was thinking hey why is this noise so close to me usually i would turn around to see but miraculously i took flu meds the night before hence i was very drowsy so i told myself nahhh im not turning im too tired alhamdulillah alhamdulillah apparently all of us heard noise of ppl walking but everyone thought it was d other person waking up for tahajud or sahur coz it happened around 5am i really think allah helped us all by not waking us up bcoz god knows what they would do if any of us saw them we could have been hit or aaaaa i dread to even think about it from that event i lost fahri i lost fahri for good they took away my fahri n did attempt to look into my jewelleries box and my drawers for valuables but they xoulsnt find anything worthy thank god for my habit of putting my things everywhere hahaha some of my hsemates lost their laptop handphones and wallet along with all the importnt cards kesian kannnn kak hanis is really blessed coz the ot junior girls came to sleepover at her room that night so when the thieves opened the her door they didnt dare to come in but zati did lose her bag that had passport n wallet tho pity them donno how to describe what i feel but i feel violated i seriously do because someone was in my room when i was sleeping couldnt do anything somehow i didnt cry coz i lost fahri when i called walid he said he was glad i was calm weird right remember when fahri had the accident n almost died i cried like crazy this time around i didnt perhaps last year s experience of losing abai taught me that losing material things is nothing compared to losing your life or lives of you loved ones alhamdulillah allah gave me this calmness this perhaps means that allah wants to cleanse my heart my wealth to teach me sabr to teach me to detach from dunya detach from material things unfortunately from that day we all had troubles sleeping i kept waking up in d middle of the night looking at that window through which they came in and my room was traumatising coz i kept imagining them there hence i asked mok and ilia s help to put my locks thanks guys thank you so much at the moment im still recovering and trying to get my sleep pattern back to normal and guess what another ujian since a day before the incident i have been having like bodyaches all over then after d event i developed interminttent fever with burning sore throat then my lymph nodes got swollen and today i woke up with red eyes i think the infection has gotten to my eyes i woke up crying today i dont like being sick because i dont wanna burden ppl when you r sick u will need other ppl to take care of u n i dont have my family here with me n im so sad coz i have missed most session for my first week of ong coz i was trying to settle matters regarding the burglary all n if im sick now esp with a conjunctivitis that would jeopardise my 2nd week as well allahhhh besar ujian ni one after another pls pray that i remain strong o allah aku redha jika ini cara kau utk hapuskan dosaku bersihkan hartaku o allah aku redha jika ini caramu utk ajar aku bersabar utk naikkan imankan ya allah berikan la aku kekuatan utk melalui semua ni aku hambamu yg lemah kau tptkan la aku bersama para nabi dan para solihin and tolongla bg cpt jumpa doctor ni da 2 jam tunggu mok and ilia my knights in shining armour rasanya my previous entry just has photo je so had to send this again ponat eden nulis ni haaa its her again ain betty at 7 38 pm no comments wednesday july 25 2012 ramadhan teka teki u olls here s a photo msg i got from a good friend nice rightttt hehe its her again ain betty at 7 53 am no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom assalamualaykum you are about to read my rambles on family friends islam medicine love and my life in general but remember what i write might not reflect who i really am so dont judge me ya before you know me anyways welcome and let s reflect on our purpose in life ainbetty a 20 year old muslim who is on the journey to become a doctor a good one insyaallah a proud malaysian who is currently in down under australia pursuing her dreams and learning the meaning of life cant be separated from fahri her laptop and leo camera she have been diagnosed with photo mania and thosai titis and is also allergic to backstabbers and mat rempits dances to 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