Meta tags:

Headings (most frequently used words):

2016, monday, september, friday, january, february, 26, tuesday, november, 11, 2013, archive, ll, remember, and, yet, perfect, among, mornings, little, light, beings, spaced, out, approaching, crone, hood, punta, laguna, isla, mujeres,

Text of the page (most frequently used words):
and (52), the (42), that (28), this (15), with (15), for (14), her (13), was (12), will (11), #january (8), february (8), september (8), all (8), she (8), comments (7), posted (7), cathmom (7), then (7), can (7), november (6), from (6), not (6), love (6), march (5), 2016 (5), day (5), our (5), have (5), into (5), what (5), heart (5), when (5), new (5), you (5), june (4), july (4), october (4), august (4), remember (4), little (4), these (4), started (4), his (4), like (4), out (4), there (4), much (4), more (4), place (4), most (4), time (4), deeply (4), work (4), dog (4), mine (4), are (4), today (4), their (4), baby (4), mom (4), starts (4), april (3), may (3), december (3), home (3), bit (3), here (3), mayan (3), something (3), big (3), off (3), back (3), people (3), breathe (3), about (3), year (3), some (3), does (3), they (3), midwife (3), myself (3), were (3), still (3), first (3), appointment (3), strong (3), enough (3), your (3), laughed (3), water (3), calm (3), school (3), 2013 (2), posts (2), gratitude (2), scared (2), its (2), monday (2), pray (2), life (2), loud (2), come (2), thing (2), family (2), each (2), good (2), peace (2), joy (2), hungry (2), ones (2), assure (2), who (2), just (2), see (2), would (2), else (2), ever (2), miss (2), long (2), them (2), hard (2), feeling (2), content (2), many (2), georgie (2), humble (2), find (2), going (2), review (2), charts (2), eyes (2), things (2), how (2), heading (2), hour (2), space (2), trust (2), born (2), had (2), now (2), stories (2), years (2), adventures (2), steve (2), weeks (2), left (2), hugs (2), birth (2), house (2), think (2), road (2), laughing (2), dad (2), name (2), spilled (2), bottle (2), perfect (2), light (2), friday (2), pearl (2), dear (2), been (2), grateful (2), socks (2), powered, blogger, 2008, 2009, 122, 2010, 103, 2011, 2012, archive, subscribe, atom, older, drove, cancun, ferried, over, island, hippie, flavor, different, than, tulum, liked, cafe, restroom, doors, amused, isla, mujeres, adventure, shaman, serapio, villge, performed, cermony, praying, safety, drank, holy, fermented, communal, bowl, smudged, smoke, burning, copal, resin, emotional, felt, purity, ancestry, rituals, traditions, survived, feet, push, guide, friend, hugo, went, junglecat, real, jungle, theme, park, xplor, holding, brake, right, hand, stick, notch, carved, hang, cable, punta, laguna, thanking, asking, across, picture, pretty, faelin, floated, made, difference, other, ripple, effect, realize, spark, loving, sit, terrible, truth, starting, seep, feed, every, mama, babe, gently, welcomed, panics, sure, could, tracy, chapman, eddie, vedder, shows, want, nothing, hold, hear, feel, being, squeezed, barely, wonder, character, best, intentions, shave, legs, often, grocery, shop, list, vulnerable, invincible, cry, easily, laugh, secondly, swing, powerful, parts, inadequate, helpless, mean, firstly, places, rarewolf, called, blogging, again, seems, entered, introspective, phase, thoughts, words, outlet, seriously, need, release, untangle, stuff, swims, brain, approaching, crone, hood, finally, dry, simmer, stay, open, fed, matter, everyone, asleep, tea, spotify, discovered, playlist, salt, lamp, glows, such, exhaustion, describe, westward, during, rush, happy, tired, ready, own, receive, six, women, families, shared, spaces, humbles, finished, visits, bellies, sweetest, mamas, boys, very, close, together, official, peer, disguised, lunch, squatters, million, catch, funniest, done, really, ago, bye, sara, hello, beckizen, half, fourth, grown, woman, man, within, couple, mother, getting, wonders, help, asks, look, remind, forget, worth, calmed, visibly, snuggled, under, blankets, couch, eagle, mountain, met, porch, smiles, 9th, child, girl, already, named, eden, looks, radiant, schoolgirl, person, full, brim, primary, kids, dogs, nurses, babies, drown, broken, before, treats, leo, next, weeker, hid, doppler, told, permitted, took, jammied, toddler, too, found, heartbeat, well, almost, old, comes, running, pink, leotard, announces, sister, mulan, prenatal, ended, laying, ear, top, week, belly, wide, eyed, telling, wee, brother, saying, packed, scones, saralove, smiling, slushy, snow, jumped, backseat, behind, front, seat, sight, speeding, mini, morphed, always, mind, body, make, yelled, car, settled, early, everything, makes, sleep, tight, schedule, fax, reports, lost, cyberspace, forgot, eat, blood, draw, tubes, desk, imperfectly, spaced, tuesday, grammycat, camp, teach, ladies, girls, oli, sagey, stelly, beings, one, loved, scripture, message, adapts, nourish, whatever, interestingly, wasn, even, radar, chose, midwifery, take, meditative, pause, reread, book, reminded, morning, stunning, tender, way, please, sacred, has, placed, hands, given, radiate, prepare, taught, self, yet, among, mornings, give, thanks, live, cooperative, spirit, provides, drum, beat, marching, hope, happiness, sage, preschool, kody, job, 30am, tomorrow, presley, orchestra, picks, ballet, likely, grow, another, inch, kind, boy, world, earth, tribe, continues, swell, know, days, noise, young, energy, pass, carson, attends, copper, canyon, cousins, means, bus, course, fresh, start, autumn, brings, return, wearing, falling, routine,

Text of the page (random words):
breathe peace monday september 5 2016 september i ll remember there are 2 starts to each year new years day of course and back to school i love the fresh start that autumn brings a return to wearing socks and falling into a routine earth house tribe continues to swell i know these days of noise and young energy will pass so today i am grateful for what is carson started a new school he now attends copper canyon with his cousins that means school bus adventures dear world be kind to this boy tomorrow presley starts orchestra picks up ballet and will most likely grow another inch kody starts his new job 6 30am sage starts preschool i give thanks for all of it i deeply love the people i live with and the cooperative spirit that provides our drum beat marching into september with hope and happiness and new socks posted by cathmom at 8 49 am 0 comments friday february 26 2016 and yet perfect among mornings the pearl is one of my most loved stories its like scripture the message adapts to nourish me in whatever hungry place i find myself interestingly it wasn t even on my radar when i chose the name pearl midwifery it s time to take a meditative pause and reread this book i was reminded of something this morning in a stunning tender way to self please dear midwife remember who you are and what sacred trust has been placed in your hands and heart be grateful for all that you have been given and radiate your light prepare to be taught by the humble ones posted by cathmom at 10 43 am 1 comments friday january 8 2016 little light beings stelly sagey oli they are strong ladies these baby girls of mine mine i think i m going to have grammycat camp they have so much to teach me posted by cathmom at 7 39 pm 0 comments tuesday january 5 2016 spaced out imperfectly perfect this space of mine my work day started early it was everything that makes it work not enough sleep tight schedule fax reports lost in cyberspace spilled water bottle on my charts forgot to eat and left the blood draw tubes on my desk i yelled at myself in the car then i settled enough to pray out loud calm my heart calm my mind calm this body and make me strong the work morphed into joy it always does first saralove smiling in the slushy snow she jumped into the backseat behind me spilled water bottle still on the front seat and we laughed at the sight of us speeding in the mini first appointment almost 3 year old comes running in her pink leotard and announces that today her name is big sister mulan prenatal ended with her laying her ear on top of mom s 23 week baby belly wide eyed telling us what wee brother was saying dad packed us some scones for the road and we were off next appointment 16 weeker hid from my doppler mom laughed about something and i told her laughing was not permitted that was all it took we were all laughing so hard dad and jammied toddler too i found the heartbeat and all was well off to eagle mountain our mom met us on the porch smiles and hugs in 10 weeks she ll birth her 9th child a girl already named eden mom still looks like a radiant schoolgirl love does that to a person and this house is full to the brim with love we laughed about primary kids and dogs and nurses that think babies will drown if water is not broken before birth more hugs and some treats for my georgie dog from her leo dog back on the road fourth appointment we have grown to love this woman her man and their dog steve so much within a couple of weeks she will be born as a mother she s getting scared wonders if she ll be strong enough we assure her that she will be that we will help her she asks how i will look in your eyes and breathe with you and remind you when you forget that this will be worth it she calmed visibly we left her and steve snuggled under blankets on the couch that was the first half of my day bye sara hello beckizen we had an official 2 hour peer review disguised as lunch at squatters bz is a midwife now we had a million things to catch up on funniest stories ever and were still not done when our time was up was it really 6 years ago when we started our adventures i finished the day up by myself 2 more home visits 2 more baby bellies 2 of the sweetest mamas 2 baby boys that will be born very close together six women and their families shared their spaces with me today their trust humbles me so much is there such a thing as content exhaustion that s how i would describe me heading westward during rush hour heading home so happy so tired so ready for my own space to receive me here it is everyone is asleep the tea is good spotify discovered a playlist just for me the salt lamp glows i m going to review these charts they are finally dry then i will simmer here in gratitude for as long as my eyes can stay open this midwife was fed today with the things that matter most posted by cathmom at 11 26 pm 3 comments approaching crone hood i m blogging again seems i ve entered an introspective deeply humble phase as my thoughts find words i miss this outlet seriously i need a place to release and untangle the stuff that swims in my brain and heart or else firstly i am in love with so many people and so many places and the rarewolf dog of mine called georgie secondly i swing from feeling powerful and content with my parts like family work and all to feeling deeply inadequate and helpless what does that mean i cry easily and laugh deeply i m in a vulnerable place most of the time and an invincible place some of the time i wonder about my character when the best i can come up with for new year s intentions is to shave my legs more often and grocery shop with a list i miss the people of my heart that i can t see i long to hold them and hear them so much that i feel my heart being squeezed so hard that i can barely breathe i m sure that if i could just see tracy chapman and eddie vedder shows that i would want for nothing else ever then there s this terrible truth starting to seep in i can t feed all of the hungry ones can t assure every mama that her babe will be gently welcomed that panics me if not me then who and then i come across this picture pretty little thing faelin her family floated into my life and we all made a big difference to each other for good for peace i remember the ripple effect and realize that is what i can do spark a bit of loving joy and sit back i ll pray my life out loud thanking and asking there posted by cathmom at 12 21 am 2 comments monday november 11 2013 punta laguna the day of adventure we started with a mayan shaman serapio this is his villge he performed a cermony praying for our safety we drank holy fermented something from a communal bowl and then he smudged us with smoke from burning copal resin it was emotional for me i felt the purity of his mayan ancestry and gratitude that the rituals and traditions have survived that s me junglecat i was a little bit scared this is real mayan jungle not the theme park like xplor i m holding the brake in my right hand its a stick with a notch carved out to hang on the cable feet up a big push from guide friend hugo and off i went posted by cathmom at 7 41 pm 1 comments isla mujeres drove to cancun then ferried over to this little bit of an island the hippie flavor here is different than in tulum i liked it these cafe restroom doors amused me posted by cathmom at 4 32 pm 0 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom archive 2016 5 september 1 september i ll remember february 1 january 3 2013 15 november 11 august 1 march 1 february 1 january 1 2012 18 november 4 october 10 february 3 january 1 2011 103 december 6 november 12 october 10 september 5 august 10 july 9 june 6 may 8 april 3 march 9 february 8 january 17 2010 122 december 13 november 8 october 21 september 12 august 11 july 6 june 14 may 10 april 7 march 9 february 9 january 2 2009 37 december 9 november 6 september 2 august 13 july 2 june 1 march 2 february 2 2008 16 october 1 july 2 june 1 may 1 april 4 march 2 february 3 january 2 powered by blogger